by K. J. Dahlen
Jaxson stared at her.
She never acknowledged him, only looked at me as she spoke, “I want to do this for you Bella. Shit, we are stuck here still for a bit and we might as well… do something positive?”
I rolled my eyes, but I was fond of Chloe and I found out that there was more to her than what you saw on the outside. “I guess?”
“Okay. I will be busy then.” Chloe stepped from the bed.
Jaxson moved over to stand in front of her.
She stepped around him without even looking at him.
I stared at her receding back. What the fuck?
Thunder seemed to notice too as he drew his brows together.
“I will see you later Thunder, Bell.” She went out the door.
Thunder turned to glare at his best friend. “Dammit, Jax. What did you do?”
He looked upset as he pushed his fingers through his hair. “I fucked up.”
I stepped over him and looked him in the eyes. “You cheated on her?” My hands were fists at my sides.
His eyes widened. “Fuck no!”
I still gave him a beady eyed stare.
“Bella…” Thunder called from the bed.
I wanted to slug Jaxson so badly. “That girl is probably the best thing that ever happened to a biker like you.”
He nodded. “I know.”
“You better find a way to make it right.” I seethed at him.
“Bella!” Thunder warned.
I shook my head and nearly stomped over to the bed.
Jaxson let himself out quietly.
Thunder grabbed my hand and squeezed it.
I let out an angry breath.
“Let him do what he has to do, Okay?” Thunder urged in a soft voice.
I released an angry breath. Chloe had been the first person ever to stand up for me. To take such a risk to help me. Well, Dino had too, but at the time, I just thought he was after sex with me. Now that resolved itself as not being true. But Chloe deserved the best in the world and he’d better make it right!
“What are you thinking Bella?” he asked quietly. “Besides beating both Bruno and Jaxson to bloody pulps.” He chuckled.
I shook my head. “I-I’m not thinking I’m confused, lost…”
He turned me to face him. “You are with me. You will stay with me. Do you understand? So you’re not lost.”
I gazed into his dark eyes. God, he was so…I nodded.
He tugged me to his chest. “So… Um, I am mostly healed and…”
I stilled as I listened to his heart beat. I’d waited all week to be held by him again. I smiled at his stammering. God dammit, it was sweet as hell on this man. “Yes? And your point?” I teased.
He chuckled. “Well, you remember when we were at that Sweetheart place?”
I closed my eyes. Hell yes. I would never forget it. The first time a man ever made me hot—made me want him. I shivered. “Yes?”
“I sure would have like our wedding night to be there.” He snickered.
I laughed and sat up. “Really? With the heart shaped bed and the tacky cupid shit all over? All that gold and glitter?”
He nodded. “Well, really what I wanted was you, bare ass naked, on that heart shaped bed, waiting there just for me. You know I can close my eyes right this minute and still see your body.”
I felt him go hard underneath my arm that had been leaning on him. “Damn! Thunder!” My cheeks grew heated.
He grasped my face in his large hands. “Then that right there.” He shook his head looking bewildered. “How can a woman blush like this? I mean you act like…”
I bit at my lip. “Like?”
He shook his head and seemed to be a little lost. “You were one hot babe in that bathroom. I thought I was going to have blueballs at the stunts you pulled.”
I remembered it now. I had been sitting on the counter in a towel and saw him jacking off as a challenge to me. Like he was going to make me run away. I didn’t. Instead, I had lowered my fingers and opened my thighs so he could see my pussy. I had figured…bold gets bold. I lowered my fingers to my snatch and slipped them in. I met his dark gaze and plunged them deep as my gaze dropped to his hand on his pulsing cock. While doing it, I suddenly realized we were playing with pure fire, but yet neither of us would stop.
Oh. My. God. That was wild!
I laughed. “Well, the stunt you were pulling made me hot as fuck!” I remembered what a sexy sight he was. He was in the shower after I had gotten out. He had lowered the bar of soap down along his body. I found that I couldn’t look away. My eyes followed then they widened. Fuck me. His cock had been at full mast. Like maybe, nine inches and hard as all get out. He’d curled his hand around it and gave it a stroke.
My whole body had gone up in flames. It was the sexiest thing I’d ever seen a man do.
He gave it slow strokes and had stared me in the eyes.
I had gulped heavily as I found that suddenly I could not swallow. My spit had dried right up.
Now, as we both remembered it, he chuckled. “Fuck! That was hot. I never wanted a woman like I did you.” He paused to close his eyes.
I felt too hot all over suddenly, as I knew he was remembering it like I just did. My god, I had masturbated in front of him!
He then opened his eyes and they were a bit glassy looking. “I figure, since we are married… We need a special wedding night. We haven’t even fucked yet, so it will be a real one too.”
I lowered my head.
He stilled then pushed his fingers under my chin to raise my head up. “Bella? What is it?”
“I have something I need to tell you…” I just didn’t know how to give him this news.
“I’m listening.”
“About that… the wedding night.”
He shook his head and his eyes widened. “Bella. I sure do not expect for you to be like…” His voice fell away.
“Like what?” I asked.
He grabbed my hands and engulfed them with his. “I know what kind of life you were forced to live and I don’t care.”
“You may care when you hear this.”
He titled his head at me. “No. There is nothing in your past I care about. I know you were forced to do things.” He looked angry all the sudden. “When you were so young you had men in charge of your life who weren’t really men, but animals…You had to survive and I want you no matter what. Just forget about that part and make a future with me.”
“What about the part where…” I bit at my lip. “…where I’m still a virgin?”
He stared at me. It seemed like he wasn’t breathing for a full minute. He shook his head and laughed. “Bella! Very funny! Like …” He stopped and stared into my eyes. “…WHAT?” His smile faded and he looked a bit pale.
I nodded. “I kept it.”
He sat up straighter in the hospital bed. “How?”
I shrugged. “I drugged lots of them. I did like… give head when I couldn’t seem to get out of it. But none of them got me.”
His mouth dropped open.
I stared at his incredulity. His utter shock. I could have said I was an alien from like Mars or something and he wouldn’t have been this shocked. I couldn’t help but giggle at his expression. “So, you see. I was never truly a Biker Bunny or a Sweet Butt. Not really.”
“But what about Mario?” he asked as he looked pissed again.
I hung my head. “He was more interested in the violence. He wanted to save that part for our wedding night. Then before that ever came…” I raised my head up. “…well, you know what I did.”
He finally shut his mouth and looked nervous. “So… really? A-a virgin?”
I nodded. “Yes, Thunder.”
He stared off into space. “Well, fuck me!”
I laughed and moved my lips close to his. “Yes, Thunder….you will be….fucking me. You will be my first fuck ever.”
He pulled back and again looked flabbergasted. “You’re messing with me right?”
I shook my head. �
�No, I’m not.”
He grabbed my hands and raised them to his lips to kiss my knuckles. “Do you want me to be the one? You never got a choice for anything in your life, Bella. I don’t want this if you feel—”
I smothered his mouth with mine. If there was ever anything, I wanted in this world—it was to have this man inside me.
CHAPTER FIVE
Jaxson
I stomped down the hall. Enough was a damn nuff. Chloe would talk to me. I would make this right. All I needed to do was step up and… push her. Make her even angrier so she would get it all out. I wouldn’t play this silent game.
Yes, this was my doing. My bad. I fucked up. But I never meant to hurt her. She should know and believe this by now. I put my key in the door. Slowly, I swung it open. She wasn’t here. I went to the bathroom. Door wide open. I flipped around and saw the open drawers of the dresser. Marching over, I saw they were empty. Fuck!
I pivoted and headed out the door. Where the fuck did she go?
“Um… Prez?”
I flipped around to see the kid they called Demon. “What?” I barked.
He blinked at my shout. “Um… your, woman. Chloe?”
I stepped closed and got all up in his space. “What about her?”
“She was making a… well. Trouble with Spider? Yelling at him to get the hell out of her room?”
I grabbed him up by his jacket collar. “Where?”
He pointed back the other way. “The third wing.”
“Show me,” I growled.
He led the way.
The fuck was she doing now?
We made two turns then I heard it.
“You have no right to tell me what the fuck to do!”
“Listen. Let’s just get Jaxson in here and he can—”
“GET OUT!” Chloe shouted.
I got to the open door.
Chloe stood by the dresser hands on hips while glaring at Spider. “You need to get the hell away from me!”
Spider spotted me standing there and he looked relieved. “Prez—I…” He shook his head and walked past me out the door.
Chloe turned her glared at me.
Well, at least she was looking at me. I let out a sigh and shut the door behind me.
She turned and stuffed her clothes into the drawers. Ignoring me again.
I walked over and grabbed her arm.
She jumped like I had burned her. Gasping, she stepped back.
“Don’t do this Chloe.”
She huffed and tried to step around me.
I grabbed her up. “I will touch you. You will let me. You will get this out!” I picked her up and tossed her over my shoulder.
“Oh! You put me down!”
I carried her squirming form over to the door. Opening it, I spotted a stunned looking Demon in the hall, two doors down. “Please gather all her belongings in that room and pack them up. Leave them outside my door. Got it?”
He stared at Chloe’s struggling and then caught my glare and nodded.
I marched down the hallway.
“Put me down!” she screamed.
I reached up and slapped her ass.
“OWW!”
I smirked and kept marching, while she fought.
“OOOH! I am so gonna…”
I laughed. “Oh, yeah? Gonna what?”
She growled.
I kept chuckling after I made another turn and held her tight with my other arm. “You are gonna all right.” I opened our door. Strode through, then whirled around to lock it. Pocketing the key.
“Oooh!” she shouted at the spinning.
I stalked over to the bed and dropped her on it.
She bounced then sat up and was fuming. Her face was flushed to a deep pink.
I reached over and ripped her tee shirt off. The ripping sounded in the room.
“Oh, no!” She fought with the last scraps of the tee shirt. “No! No!”
“Yes, yes,” I replied calmly and then grabbed her bra and tugged it up.
She fought me.
I did not care as I yanked and the straps finally gave.
Snap!
Off with her bra.
I then grabbed her jeans at the waist.
She huffed and puffed as she grabbed my hands. “You will not!”
“Oh, I will.” I unsnapped them as I set her back down to lay on the bed.
She kicked at me while she screamed.
I paused. “Chloe…”
She was panting like mad.
“Scream again and you may have that audience I told you about.” I lowered my gaze close to her face. “And I won’t stop. They can watch.”
Her mouth popped open.
I then yanked her jeans off.
Gasping, she fumbled for the jeans, but was too late. She sat up her face pink, her hair all over the place. “You will have to rape me!” she seethed with daggers in her eyes.
She looked so sexy. So dammed beautiful. Dammit, a raging Chloe might just be the most magnificent thing I have ever seen. I grew hard in my jeans. I knew this was a crossroads. If I didn’t handle this right… I shook off any doubt. There was no other way to get through to her. To get her to spill it all. Get this out and over with. Apologizing wasn’t cutting it and I refused to allow this to come between us. “I won’t have to,” I whispered to her.
Her eyes burned at me.
Still on silent mode eh? I grabbed her up again.
She fought and struggled.
“You are acting like a spoiled child, Chloe.”
She gasped at this insult but pouted with no reply.
I sat down and put her on my knees.
Yes, I was going to.
“No, you wouldn’t!” she cried out.
“Yes, I am.” I raised my hand then slapped her bare asscheek.
She shouted.
I lowered my head and whispered, “Audience Chloe…To your bare ass spanking.
She huffed out with an angry squeak.
I smiled though she couldn’t see it. I reached under and found her snatch.
She sucked a breath in and squirmed again.
I smacked her other ass cheek.
POP!
“Ohhh!” she growled.
With my fingers, I stroked her clit.
“UNH-UH!” She shook her head.
“Uh-huh…” I rubbed her button.
She tried to remain still and unaffected, as her breathing came rapidly now.
I kept up with all the moves I knew she liked. She was getting wet despite herself. I caressed her pink asscheeks with my other hand. Then plunged two fingers into her pussy.
Gasping, she fought again.
SMACK!
I smacked her ass again.
She squealed.
I pumped her with my fingers then with my other hand, I found one of her nipples and rolled it between my fingers.
Her struggling slowed as her panting increased.
She was soaking my fingers. “There’s my girl….” I whispered as I played with her.
Chloe kept panting and moaning as I continued with the playing. “Oh, oh….” She whimpered.
I increased the finger fucking and switched to tweaking her other nipple.
“Mmmm,” she moaned.
Then I plunged another finger in and fucked her deeply.
Her body bucked.
I removed my hand from her tit and plunged up high again with my fingers into her pulsing pussy then slapped her ass.
She screamed into my jean clad thigh as she came on my fingers.
I slowed the fingering and felt her cream all over my hand. I let her ride it out as I smoothed a hand over her pink cheeks. “I love you Chloe,” I stated quietly. “More than my own life. I would never hurt you intentionally. You need to let this out. You can go nowhere, you are mine. Just as I am yours.”
She was breathing heavily.
Then I felt her shudder as she wept. Tears soaked my legs.
I pulled her up. “Dammit Chloe!�
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“Y-you left me there…” she cried.
“I know. God, I am sorry.”
She shook her head. “L-like I was…trash!”
My eyes widened, as this thought hadn’t occurred to me. NEVER. “Oh fuck. I didn’t ever think—”
“Like I was some cheap whore you fucked then left to lay in my own cum!”
I sucked in a breath. Fuck…
“Like I didn’t matter…” She hiccupped. “…an afterthought.”
I wrapped my arms around her. “You have never been nor will ever be trash. You are the woman I love. The only woman I want to marry. You are my thoughts. In them 24/7.”
She kept crying.
I stood up with her in my arms. I went around the bed and laid her crying form down then stripped my clothes off.
She curled up in a ball and kept crying.
Fuck. This tore me up. I never ever wanted her to cry because of me. I really fucked this up. I laid down and covered us both. Tugging her close, I spooned her body with mine and smoothed her hair. “Shhh. Chloe. You know that isn’t true. I made a mistake. I slipped up. God, you mean everything to me. Without you, I would want to die.”
Her crying stopped. “R-really?”
I hugged her tighter. “Really. The few days you were missing, I knew that without you I would be nothing. Nothing would matter to me anymore if you were gone forever. Not the MC, not any of it.”
She sighed and let a long breath out. “I haven’t forgiven you yet.”
I smiled. No not officially but I would bring her around. I had to. She was my other half.
“But… Maybe…”
I perked up at this. “Maybe?”
She nodded. “Maybe you can do something to make it right.”
I furrowed my brows. “Like what?”
“Well, tit for tat. I get to tie you up.”
I laughed. “No fucking way.”
“Hmmph!” she huffed. “I suppose we are not equal then. It is a slanted relationship with you in charge. I might as well just go ahead and call you Bruno!”
My laughter grew. No, this statement didn’t get to me. “I will make it up to you. I promise.”
“Hmmph!” she again scoffed.
I tightened my arms around her and held her close as I smiled.
CHAPTER SIX
Dino
It’d been two days since I woke. I refused to lay in this damn bed anymore. I made Bella go and get something to eat. So she wouldn’t be here to keep me in bed. I wanted to have her in my bed, but not a hospital bed. One, where I could get her to myself. Our wedding night like it should be. But to do that I would need to be normal again, and I’d already had it with this invalid shit.
