“Is something wrong?” I ask.
“No.” She doesn’t look away from her phone, but at least she answered me. She sets her mug down and types up a reply then fires off the email. “I get no service here,” she mutters and trades her phone for the coffee mug again. This time, she takes it to the sink.
Those little bitty shorts ride up her tight ass as she walks. I want to put my hands on it. Press my cock up against it as I kiss her neck, gathering her hair into one hand and move it over her shoulder.
I swallow hard. I can’t think like that. Not here. Not now.
Not ever.
“Are you done?” Quinn puts one hand on her hip and for a split second, I think she knows what I’m thinking.
“Yeah,” I say, picking up my last piece of bacon. I pop it in my mouth and stand, bringing my plate over to the sink. Quinn takes it from me and bends over to let the dogs lick the remnants of eggs. Her ass is in the air right in front of me, and I wonder if she’s doing it on purpose to get a rise out of me.
Because she is, and I have to change my stance thanks to my hardening cock.
“Quinn,” I start, not sure what to say, but I have to say something. “We should talk.”
“About what?” She straightens up and rounds on me, crossing her arms. Her eyes meet mine, drilling in with an intensity I’ve never seen from her. She has little flecks of blue in her brilliant green irises that I haven’t noticed before.
I move closer, stepping over Boots. If I say it now, there will be no more wondering. No more waiting. She’ll either take me or leave me, but at least I’ll know. I can kiss her now or move on. Somehow, someway.
It’s not hard. All I have to do is open my mouth and let the words come out, speaking with unwavering vehemence as I tell her how I feel.
Yet, I can’t.
Standing here looking at Quinn, with her messy hair, thick sweater hiding her perfect tits, and dogs circling around her feet in hopes of more food, I feel more nervous that I did the first time I stood in front of a patient on the operating table with a scalpel in my hand.
“Archer?”
“Your wrist. How’s your wrist?”
“My wrist?” she questions, nostrils flaring. She lets out a sigh and picks up the plate the dogs licked clean. “Same as yesterday. I ordered a posture brace on Amazon to help with my shoulder pain, not that you care.”
I’d offer to massage her shoulders, but the moment my hands land on her back, all bets are off.
Suddenly, Quinn advances. She’s inches away, arms crossed tightly over her chest and head tipped up to mine.
“That’s not what you wanted to talk about.” She pulls her bottom lip between her teeth and cocks her head. “Is it?”
“Quinn.”
“Don’t Quinn me, Archer Jones. You know as well as I do you weren’t going to talk to me about my wrist.” She lets out a frustrated breath and lets her arms fall to the sides. Her fingers brush against me, and my skin feels electric just from that small touch.
Goddammit.
“But fine. I’ll play that game. Here.” She holds up her hand. “Examine me, doctor.”
Her words are meant to mock, but they do the opposite. I’ll examine every inch of her body. Twice. Three times. Just to be certain nothing was missed.
I take her wrist and tug her forward, knocking her off balance so she falls against me, both her hands flat on my chest. I slip my other hand around her waist, stopping at the small of her back. Quinn’s lips part and she gasps.
Instead of struggling to get away, she relaxes in my arms, and nothing has ever felt more right.
Even though this is wrong.
Quinn is in my arms, back arched and tits against my chest. My cock is hard, pulsing against the confines of my jeans. Thunder booms above and Quinn shivers.
“Do you still want to talk?” My voice is gruffer than I intend, but the harshness does something for Quinn. She slides her hands up my chest and around my shoulders.
“There are other things I’d rather do,” she says, voice breathy. Fuck. She’s killing me. She brushes her hips against mine, feeling my erection through my pants. “And I think you would too.”
I do. I so fucking do and she knows it.
“Archer,” she says softly and hearing her whisper my name is almost enough to make me come right then and there. I slowly bring my face down to hers. I’m going to kiss her. After all this time, it’s finally fucking happening.
Then the floor creaks and Dean and Mr. Dawson’s voices echo through the house. Dean’s been a better brother to me than my real brother. Mr. Dawson stepped in and filled the role of a father when my own was bailing Robert out of jail or going to the hospital to confirm the identity of the unconscious junkie the paramedics brought in.
“Stop,” I tell Quinn, ripping my heart out of my chest as I speak. “You’re Dean’s sister.”
“I know who I am, and if that’s all you see me as…” She pushes away and walks out of the kitchen without looking back.
“I’m telling you, you gotta fuck her out of your system.”
I carefully make the incision, not taking my eyes off my patient to look at Sam. “And that means?”
“You’ve been hung up on this piece of ass for years. She’s always been your forbidden fruit. And trust me on this: the fruit looks better than it actually tastes. Drive back up to that Podunk town, fuck her hard and dirty, kick her out as soon as you’re done, and she’ll be history.”
“That is terrible advice,” Shelly, one of the OR nurses says. “If you like this girl, tell her. Take her out on a date and treat her like an actual human being and not a piece of meat.”
“That’s not a way to get over her,” Sam counters.
I can feel Shelly’s eyes on me. “I don’t think he wants to get over her.”
Shelly’s right, but I don’t let anyone in the operating room know. I used to agree with Sam, having thought Quinn was someone I sexually desired, but seeing her again over the weekend changed things.
Though really, it’s always been the same.
I never let myself think about it. I shut down the thought the moment it came into my mind. Quinn had to be the girl I wanted to fuck, not the girl I wanted to settle down with. Because I couldn’t. I still can’t.
“She doesn’t live in that Podunk town.” I exchange tools and go back to the mass we’re removing from this guy’s abdomen. “She lives in Chicago.”
“Then drive your ass up there so you can tap her ass.”
“You’re disgusting,” Shelly says.
Sam laughs. “I do what I have to do. And now it’s time for Archer to figure this shit out. I mean, look at him. He could be out fucking the world, but he’s gotten less ass in the last five years than I did those months I had mono.”
Shelly shakes her head. “I’ll say it again. Disgusting.”
“If you’re not willing to fuck her out of your system, then at least fuck someone else. You’ll be doing yourself a favor in more ways than one. If you’re never going to make your move, then you need to move on.”
We finish the surgery, and I think about what Sam said, wondering if there’s any validity to it. Not the part about using Quinn like a real-life sex doll, but the part of her losing her appeal if we finally hooked up. I’ve thought about and pined after this woman for years, unable to get her out of my head.
Maybe that’s all I need. One night with Quinn to snap me out of this fucking annoying-as-hell funk so I can get on with my life.
I meet with my patient and his family in the recovery unit and talk about how the procedure went and what he can expect in terms of healing. Stomach grumbling, I head out, telling Sam I’ll meet him in the cafeteria. We have about an hour before our next scheduled surgery and I’m fucking starving.
“Archer Jones,” a familiar female voice says, coming from behind me. “Just the man I was looking for.”
I turn away from the elevator and see Melissa Miller, one of the attending physi
cians I worked under, making her way over.
“Hello, Dr. Miller.” The elevator opens and she motions to step in.
“I was going to tell you I’ve finished your letter of recommendation, but you might not need it. I have a friend on the surgical team at another hospital, and—I’ll cut to the chase. Are you still interested in a trauma fellowship?”
“Yes, I still am.”
“Great.” She smiles. “I was supposed to go to a conference at the end of the week and can’t now due to work obligations. The Board has everything already paid for and set up. One of the speakers is particular, to say the least. Talking to him before applying could be a foot in the door since the fellowship is extremely competitive. You’re one of the best resident surgeons I’ve seen, it never hurts to get a leg up.”
“Absolutely.”
“What’s your schedule like this week?”
I laugh.
“That bad?” She raises her eyebrows. “Let me pull a few strings. I know a good surgeon when I see one.”
“Thank you, Dr. Miller. Where is the conference?”
“Chicago.”
8
Archer
I look out the window, watching the ground come closer and closer. The plane lands smoothly, and I lean back, yawning for the millionth time on this one-hour flight. I left the hospital at two AM, got home, showered, and slept for an hour and a half, before having to get up and get to the airport in time for my flight into Chicago. Even though it’s early, I’ll still be pushing it to get to the hotel in time to change before going to the conference.
Feeling like I’m walking through a heavy fog, I get a coffee with extra espresso on my way to the baggage claim, and down the whole thing by the time I get my suitcase. There’s a car waiting for me, and it takes effort not to fall asleep on the drive over. Traffic is slow, and while I don’t want to miss anything, the thought of dozing off while stuck in a jam sounds nice right now.
Quinn works in the city. I don’t know where she works, or exactly what she does to even begin to describe it to someone, but she’s here. And so are three million other people. I won’t run into her. I shouldn’t even worry about it.
But I’m not worried.
I’m hopeful.
I close my eyes, remembering the way she felt in my arms. The way she smells. Her smile. Her laugh.
And the way she looked at me. Lust. Want. She was a little bit afraid but determined not to show it. But all that melded into anger, and that final look made my stomach churn. Hurting Quinn is the last thing I want to do.
I need another coffee once I get to the hotel. The room is nice, and the king-sized bed is calling my name. I don’t know why I thought working a nineteen-hour shift before coming here was a good idea.
“Jones, you coming?”
“Yeah,” I tell Dr. Tyler White. Also a surgeon, he’s here for the conference but isn’t interested in the same fellowship. It’s the afternoon, and we’ve already sat through several panels. If I don’t get up and move around, I’ll be asleep in my seat before the next panel starts. Before the convention began this morning, I was able to talk to renowned surgeon, Dr. Crawford, who knew my name from talking with Dr. Miller. It was enough of a small victory to keep me awake and alert through the morning, but now the lack of sleep is hitting me hard.
Tyler and I step out onto the busy sidewalk, both blinking in the bright light. He’s from Texas and isn’t familiar with the city either. We have a break for lunch, and the next panel is geared for OB/GYNs, which I don’t mind missing.
“I’m thinking we should go to one of those pizza places,” Tyler starts. “That serves the famous Chicago-style pizza.”
“Pizza sounds good right now.” Hell, anything sounds good right now. I didn’t have time for breakfast and I had another cup of coffee. Yeah, yeah…I know…doctors make the worst patients. My eating habits turn to shit when I’m working nonstop.
We do our best not to look like tourists as we go to Giordano’s. It’s busy, and we talk about work and the shit hours you pull as a resident. Two women, wearing tight pencil skirts and low-cut blouses, are eyeing us, doing their best to get our attention.
“Are you guys doctors?” one of them asks. She’s petite, with bright eyes and sleek black hair.
“We are,” Tyler says with a smile.
“That’s what we thought,” the other says, flipping her blonde hair over her shoulder. “We heard you talking. So you’re both surgeons?”
“Yes, ma’am.” Tyler shuffles closer through the busy lobby.
“Wow, that’s amazing.” The blonde flashes another smile. Both women are pretty—very pretty. She’s tall and fit and her tits are practically falling out of her shirt. While I can appreciate how good she looks, and have my cock react accordingly, I don’t feel drawn to her.
I know why, but I refuse to admit it to myself.
“Do you want to join us?” the woman with the dark hair asks. “Our table should be ready any minute now.”
Tyler looks at me, no question in his eyes. These women are flirting, attractive, and will probably be up for something this evening. Sam’s words echo through my head. Would hooking up with someone else make me stop wanting Quinn?
A few minutes later, we’re all seated together. The women—Rene and Charlene—ask us about being doctors and tell us about the city. They’re nice enough, a bit obvious with their attempts at flirting for my liking, but Tyler is eating them up. The blonde, Charlene, has cozied up to him, and they’re already talking about meeting up tonight.
“We’re done at four-thirty,” Tyler tells them.
“Perfect!” Charlene wiggles closer. “We’re having this little office party at five and you should totally come crash it with us.”
“Your boss won’t mind?”
“Nah.” Rene waves her hand in the air. “She’s cool. Or at least she tries to be,” she says with a laugh. “She’ll probably be in her office working the whole time and won’t even notice. Talk about a bore.”
“Yeah,” Charlene coos. “You should totally come. It’s catered and everything, and it has free drinks.”
“You got me there,” Tyler laughs. “I suppose we can swing by.”
“Great!” Charlene beams and gives him the address, as well as her number. We make small talk as we eat, and Tyler pays the whole bill at the end of our meal. Charlene fawns over him on our way out.
“You know,” he tells me as we head back to the convention. “I didn’t want to go to this fucking thing. I think after tonight I’ll be glad.”
“Yeah,” I chuckle. “All I was hoping for was a foot in the door for that fellowship.”
“You’ll be getting more than that.”
I go along with it, acting like I’m looking forward to meeting up with the women tonight and the prospect of getting laid. Looking around the busy city, I wonder where Quinn is and what she’s doing right now.
We get to the convention with time to spare before the next panel. I go up to my room, setting the timer on my phone for twenty minutes. I stretch out on the bed and close my eyes. Five minutes later, my phone rings. Grumbling, I sit up and see it’s Mom.
“Hey, Mom,” I answer, heart already in my throat.
“Archer,” she says, voice strained, and I know something bad happened. “Is this a bad time?”
“No, Mom, it’s never a bad time. What’s going on?”
“I found a bottle of pills in Robert’s room when I was cleaning.”
“What does the bottle say?” I pinch the bridge of my nose.
“Lorazepam.”
“That’s Ativan. What do the pills look like?”
“Round and orange.”
I sigh. “That’s not Ativan. Give me the numbers scored in the pill.” I’ve been over this with her before. She can enter this information into a Google search and find the pill. But I know she’s anxious and upset. I know how guilty she and dad feel over their oldest son becoming an addict.
They fe
el like they failed him, like they weren’t good enough and didn’t give him enough attention. I’ve tried to tell them that’s not the case. They’re not bad parents. They gave us everything they could. I turned out okay. Better than okay, according to some.
“It’s amphetamine and dextroamphetamine.”
“Is that bad?”
“Yes, Mom, it’s bad. It’s Adderall.”
Mom doesn’t say anything for a few seconds. “That doesn’t mean he’s taking it. It was in the back of the closet, along with a pack of cigarettes. And I know he doesn’t smoke anymore. I’d smell it on his clothes if he did.”
“Yeah, I guess.” I lost all faith in my brother recovering after his third failed attempt at rehab.
“Would it show up on a drug test?”
“Depends on what they are looking for. Given his history, I’d assume they’d check for a wide range.”
“Good. He passed the test last week.”
“Then maybe he isn’t taking it.”
“I just want my Bobby back,” she says softly. “I miss him.”
“Me too, Mom. How’s Dad? Is he taking his blood pressure medication every day?”
“I make him. And remind him that his doctor son won’t hesitate to call and yell.” I can hear the smile in Mom’s voice. I let out a small breath of relief. “I’ll let you go. Thanks, Archie.”
“Anytime, Mom.”
I lay back down and close my eyes but am not able to fall back asleep. It’s been a long time since I spoke with my brother. We’re not on the best terms, with me struggling not to blame him for everything and him being jealous I actually did something with my life. When my alarm goes off, I’m glad to get up and get Bobby out of my head. He’s pretty much out of my life.
The final panels are interesting, and once they’re over, Tyler and I get a cab into the city. Charlene texts and says she’ll meet us in the lobby, and once we get there, it’s apparent why. They work in a high-rise, and security clearance is needed to go up into their office.
The place is open and modern and Rene sits behind the front desk. She bats her eyes and smiles when she sees me. Then the phone rings, and she answers it, holding up her finger, signaling me to hold on a minute.
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