She lowered her head. “My husband and son died. I am just grateful I did not have to take care of them when they passed, end their suffering. I don’t think I could have done that.” When she looked up, her gaze seemed more intense. “May I ask you something? A favor? It’s quite important.”
“Of course.”
“If I die, before you kill me again, please try to get my baby out of me. I think I’m far enough along that it might live. I don’t know. It’s always hard, even in a normal birth. I know it’ll be very messy and unpleasant, but someone needs to try. It’s just not fair, otherwise. When adults die, that’s one thing. It’s to be expected. They’ve lived, they’ve sinned, they understand what life is. But a baby that’s never seen the sun? That’s something else. It deserves a chance.”
Dante stared at her, as mesmerized and unblinking as when he’d watched her pound her neighbor’s head into a greasy, grey stain on the ground, for what she was suggesting was nearly as incredible and unearthly as that act of violence. She was coldly, rationally making preparations for a nearly complete stranger to butcher her, reach into her still warm guts, and pull out her baby. Dante now saw what real survival and real love were, and how all the sacrifices he’d made were as empty and shallow as the survival they’d secured for him – small, ghostly imitations of life and love and beauty. He felt embarrassment for his meager existence. This tiny woman knew the real depths of life, while he had always played safely at the edges, not risking or suffering enough.
“I don’t know if I’m able,” he said, “but I’ll do everything I can, as if he were another Caesar.”
She smiled more broadly than he’d seen her do before. “Oh, nothing so grand as that. Just a baby, but one that is meant to live, I think. And thank you for agreeing to such a thing. If you’ve never known this plague, I know it must be difficult.”
It was turning colder. Dante got a blanket from the horse. He and Bogdana sat at the base of a tree near the fire, leaning against the trunk and slightly against each other, with the blanket wrapped around them. Her breathing felt good to him, as her head and belly had earlier, when they rested against him with all their strength and reliability. Stealing a glance at her, then at the stars wheeling above, he fell into a strangely untroubled sleep.
Chapter 4
“A friend of mine, and not the friend of fortune,
Upon the desert slope is so impeded
Upon his way, that he has turned through terror,
And may, I fear, already be… lost”
Dante, Inferno, 2.61-64
Dante awoke to see Bogdana already up. She scattered the ashes of their fire about and tried to cover them with dirt, leaves, and pine needles. He stood and looked around. There were some muffled sounds of birds in the distance. Dante sniffed the air and discovered the faint smell of smoke--the same sickly kind as before. It seemed to be coming from the east, the direction from which they had come. They would have to keep heading west, further into the forest.
Bogdana noticed him. “Good morning,” she said. Not friendly, exactly, but not wary or deferent, either, as she had been before. She just seemed comfortably familiar, and a little harried with her activities. Of course, Dante did not know the right tone for someone who’d asked him to rip her open like a fish, if it should become necessary. The tone of someone who’d slept peacefully through the night in physical contact with someone of the opposite sex, but without any talk of romance or guilt between them, was also unknown, disorienting territory. Things were not like this in Florence.
“Good morning,” he returned her simple greeting.
“We shouldn’t have slept at the same time.” She focused on the purely practical. “The walking dead may be in the area. We don’t know how far they’ve spread. They may have been pushed ahead of the army as it moves into the valley. The dead move around at night. They don’t sleep.”
“I’m sorry. I didn’t know.”
“No, it’s my fault. I should’ve remembered, but I was just too exhausted to think of it. We’re lucky they didn’t get us. We should be grateful. Perhaps you are favored by God.”
Dante smiled at her. “I don’t know. The pope had me driven from my home. I can never go back to my family or he will have me killed – burned alive, in fact. I don’t feel very favored.”
“The pope? You mean, the anti-Christ?”
Dante hadn’t reckoned with how far east he’d traveled in the last few days. He was now in lands beyond Roman Catholicism, where they were taught a quite different version of history, of who were the heroes or villains of Christendom, of who really held the keys entrusted to Peter. As with so much about this strange, beautiful woman, it put his problems in a different light. “I’m sure you call him that for a different reason than I do, but yes, that is the one.”
“But if you are the enemy of God’s enemy, some would say that makes you His friend.”
“Let us hope so.”
Bogdana brushed the ashes from her skirts and walked over to the horse. “I tried to hide what was left of our fire. I don’t think the dead can track us. They’re not very intelligent or observant about such things, but we shouldn’t leave any unnecessary signs for the soldiers. They’ll be looking to kill anyone they can find, so that the plague doesn’t spread further.”
Dante took some bread and fruit from the saddle bags, and Bogdana gathered some food from the forest. They shared these provisions before Dante mounted the horse and pulled Bogdana up behind him. He nudged the horse and they started off again.
“If we keep heading west, what will we come to, before the mountains?”
“It’s a long valley that runs east-west. It narrows the further west you go. I have heard there are some villages and towns in the valley, but I’ve never been there. Perhaps we should find them, warn them of the approaching army, and ask if the dead are already in the area. Maybe they can help us, or plead with the army commander for mercy. Sometimes they only kill the dead people, and the ones who’ve been bitten by them and are dying.”
Dante tried not to let naïve hope creep into his voice, but he couldn’t help it. As bitter as he could be when alone, something wouldn’t let him be as cynical and despairing in front of other people, and made him seem quite childishly optimistic sometimes.
“Really?”
He could feel her lean back, pulling her head away from him, though her stomach still pressed against him. “Well, not very often. Most of the time they’re quite thorough. Usually the troops surround the city and destroy everything.” Her belly was much more reassuring to him than her words.
“Oh.”
“But maybe we can stay ahead of them. We’ll see.”
“Yes, I suppose we shall.”
“So long as you remember your promise, there isn’t much more we can do.”
“I know. I won’t forget.”
The ground sloped upward slightly as they made their way deeper into the valley. The birds Dante had heard earlier sounded louder, and Bogdana leaned closer to him.
Chapter 5
These miscreants, who never were alive,
Were naked, and were stung exceedingly
By gadflies and by hornets that were there.
Dante, Inferno, 3.64-66
Dante kept as fast a pace as he could, but they never quite got free of the smell of smoke following them up the valley, though sometimes it seemed fainter. Looking around as he rode, he saw no other signs of danger from either the living or the dead. He only spied the trees and the occasional squirrel or, in the distance, a deer. The terrain was getting steeper and more difficult as they went. Dante thought now it was more imperative they find a settlement, so they could pick up whatever road went through the village and begin to follow it. It would help them make better time.
By late morning they had reached one of the towns in the valley. It was a decent sized settlement, with a vast expanse of the forest cleared away for their crops. Looking at the larger buildings, Dante thought the valley
must offer some material wealth to the people there – probably from mining, quarrying, and timber. This early in the year, the fields they rode through were bare, as well as devoid of any people. But up ahead, coming from among the buildings of the town proper, Dante could hear loud, angry voices and the general rumbling of a crowd. Thankfully, however, he did not hear the moaning of the dead
Dante held the horse back, and looked over his shoulder at Bogdana. “Do you still want to go there?” he asked. “We can skirt around the edge of the town. I’m sure we can find the road on the other side and get moving faster. It might be safer. There seems to be something going on there.”
Bogdana looked past him, then around at the empty fields, and sniffed the air. Dante was quite sure she noticed the smoke, and evaluated its proximity and danger just as carefully as he had been doing all morning. “We have to,” she concluded. “They may still not know the danger. We have to try.”
Dante nodded and urged the horse forward. They passed between some two and three-storey buildings, as they entered the town on a street leading toward a central square. People looked down on them from some of the windows, and there were people on the street. All of them either headed toward the town square, or stood about, looking down the street to see what was going on there. All were on foot, and they made room for Dante’s horse, but all eyed him suspiciously. He remembered how, years before, he had seen troops leaving the besieged castle of Caprona after a truce had been negotiated. The troops had to march between the ranks of the opposing army. Dante thought he now knew much better how they must have felt, surrounded and outnumbered.
The crowds became too thick for him to continue once they reached the edge of the square. At the corners of the square were four enormous oak trees. A white church occupied the middle of the area. To Dante, the church’s architecture looked strange but graceful in its simplicity, with a low dome in the middle, and two steeples at the front of the building. The crowd gathered around the church was agitated, restless, seething with motion punctuated by shouts. Their attention was focused on a thick, wooden pole sticking up from the ground in front of the church. A woman was tied to it, with a pile of wood all around her. The wood looked wet, and even from this distance, Dante could smell the oil they had poured on it. His heart sank, knowing death and cruelty had arrived there in advance of the army, and the horror was going to begin even before the troops arrived to slaughter everyone. Dante tried to move forward to get a better look at what was happening, while still staying close to the street they had rode in on. He was relieved to see the crowd did not close in behind them.
Besides the doomed woman and the members of the crowd, there were two other figures there that seemed to have some special role. In front of the steps of the church, near a flagpole from which a colorful banner hung limply, there was a man in a floppy, burgundy hat and a dark, leather jacket of slightly better cut and quality than the rest of the citizenry. His clothes didn’t look clerical or military, so he must have been some secular, civil authority. If not the mayor or judge of the town, he probably was at least some minor official, like a beadle or guild president or whatever equivalent these people had – one minor enough that he wouldn’t have been warned to flee already by his superiors. Dante presumed he was nominally in charge of these proceedings.
The other figure he could pick out was the only other person there on horseback, a.young man, probably just a year or two older than Bogdana. He was powerfully built, with long blonde hair. He sat astride a brown horse and kept near the woman, trying to stay between her and the crowd, sometimes shouting back at them. From his clothing, he was clearly a soldier. His long sword was out, and he was strong enough to wield it with one hand, even though it was quite large. Dante had seen others with similar weapons training to use them with two hands.
Dante tried to make out what the people were shouting, but he could not understand their speech as clearly as he did Bogdana’s. He did hear the word strigoi several times among their shouts and the crowd’s general murmur. But the thrust of the exchange became clear quickly enough.
“She’s possessed!”
“She’s brought a curse on us! Her daughter died during the last plague, and now she’s taking it out on us!”
“If we burn her, we’ll be saved!”
“Leave her alone!” the young soldier shouted back at them, waving his sword menacingly and skillfully enough that they hung back. A rock bounced off his chest, but other than that, the crowd hadn’t yet built up the recklessness for an attack. “She’s done nothing wrong! She’s just an old woman! How can you people do this? Has the plague made you all go mad?”
Dante knew exactly how they could do this, and unfortunately, it had nothing to do with madness or any physical plague. Corpses getting up and walking around could easily qualify as “mad” in his estimation, and he’d never heard of such a thing happening ever before, except in the Holy Scriptures, where it had been a blessed miracle brought about by God and not the horror he had seen in this alien land. But people hurting those weaker than they were, in order to make themselves feel better or more secure? One could see that every day, in every city, in every land he’d ever visited or read about. He envied the young soldier his naiveté, thinking it would be nice to see such human evil as somehow inconceivable or aberrant.
Dante studied the woman tied to the stake. Her hair wreathed her head like a cloud exploding upward – wild, unkempt, and grey. There were twigs and ribbons in it, as though she collected these and decorated herself with them. Her clothes were similarly motley, made out of different scraps and layers, with nutshells, pinecones, and even animal bones hanging off of them. Like many who had sunk into madness and destitution, her age was impossible to determine. She was filthy and haggard, but there was no telling how much of it came from age, and how much was the result of no one taking care of her, including herself. Often people like her lived out of doors, and wherever Dante was at the moment, its climate seemed harsh enough that it would take a toll on someone living without shelter. Her frame still looked strong, and she didn’t appear to be maimed or crippled. She could’ve been slightly younger than Dante, or many years older.
She didn’t seem at all afraid of what was happening, though it wasn’t because she was oblivious. On the contrary, she was very alert, looking all around and frequently breaking out into laughter or some incoherent song. Perhaps she was so far gone in madness she didn’t understand she was going to die, in one of the worst ways people had devised for one another. Dante shivered; it was the same sentence placed on him in Florence, and he was about to see exactly what being burned alive was like. At least for this poor woman, death and pain were no longer objects of fear, if she could even understand what they were. He shook his head, wondering how such small graces from God found such enormous shoals of human wickedness on which to spend themselves in seeming impotence and humiliation.
“I’ve done nothing wrong?” the woman tied to the stake called out after the young soldier spoke up in her defense. “Silly boy! I’ve been bad! My whole family’s been bad from the beginning!” Perhaps the townspeople had beaten or cajoled her into “confessing” before tying her to the stake. It was common enough in these situations. “I had two brothers! They both disappeared. I don’t know where. Sometimes I go out in the field and the ground’s wet, all wet. Nothing to be done about it.” She laughed so shrilly even her tormentors quieted down, out of surprise and perhaps a little embarrassment at what they were doing to this obviously harmless, deranged creature. “The field’s the thing, isn’t it? Everything bad always happens in our field. There’s mandrake and nightshade there and all manner of wicked, evil things. Perhaps you could bury me there, friends, and that’d be an end to all my family’s wickedness.”
Maybe she did still know, at some level, that she was going to die – but how then could she be so cheerful about it? Dante wondered if he could get through the crowd and save her from the flames with a quick and merciful death by his sw
ord, though he was not sure whether such “mercy” would itself be culpable. He felt sick and dizzy, and he swayed slightly at the enormity of such mundane, reflexive evil.
“She admits it!” someone shouted. “See! She even admits it!”
“She doesn’t know what she’s saying!” the young soldier shouted back. More rocks hit him and, this time, the woman as well. She laughed.
“You there!” Dante heard someone shout, and he turned to see he was being addressed by the man near the church steps. “You, stranger, what are you doing here? Do you bring news? What is going on outside our town? Is the plague contained?”
“I come from far away,” Dante answered. “But yesterday I found this woman,” he gestured at Bogdana, “as her village was being destroyed by the army and by the walking dead. You have to leave, move west, or the army will kill you all. This woman you are tormenting has nothing to do with this plague. It’s the army you need to worry about. Please just leave her and flee your town as quickly as possible.”
“He’s lying!” someone else shouted. “The army will leave us alone, once they know we’ve killed the evil one among us. They’ll be glad we did it. Rid the land of her corruption! She admitted she and her kind have brought evil on us.”
The crowd was now dividing its attentions between menacing the young soldier, the madwoman, and Dante. They also looked to the man by the church steps for some approval of their actions. Dante gripped his sword but didn’t draw it yet. He didn’t think he could intimidate the crowd as much as the soldier did, so he didn’t want to draw on them till there was no choice. Some of them might finally figure out escape was a better plan than their superstitions of tribal scapegoating. Then they would see the usefulness of his horse, and the advisability of killing him and Bogdana in order to get it.
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