by Dawn, Stacy
Table of Contents
Title Page
Copyright
Praise for Stacy Dawn and…
Dedication
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Thank you for purchasing this publication of The Wild Rose Press, Inc.
Lonesome Cowboy
by
Stacy Dawn
Honky Tonk Hearts
This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are either the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously, and any resemblance to actual persons living or dead, business establishments, events, or locales, is entirely coincidental.
Lonesome Cowboy
COPYRIGHT © 2013 by Stacy Dawn
All rights reserved. No part of this book may be used or reproduced in any manner whatsoever without written permission of the author or The Wild Rose Press, Inc. except in the case of brief quotations embodied in critical articles or reviews.
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Cover Art by Tamra Westberry
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Publishing History
First Yellow Rose Edition, 2013
Digital ISBN 978-1-61217-842-4
Honky Tonk Hearts Series
Published in the United States of America
Praise for Stacy Dawn and…
STANDOFF AT THE WATERIN’ HORSE SALOON: “Laugh-out-loud funny and perfectly romantic. I smiled from the first word until the last. I loved this short story. This is a charming slice of life that I know I’ll read again. Lively characters, vivid images and an amusing plot all make STANDOFF AT THE WATERIN’ HORSE SALOON a great read.”
~Marlene, Fallen Angel Reviews
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LUCK BE A COWBOY: “This was such a great read! My attention was immediately grabbed by the very first line of the book. Sarah Monroe is a wonderfully feisty heroine who isn’t about to let anyone walk all over her. Harper Reed has just the right mix of patience and passion to be able to handle the spirited little filly. I especially loved how the hero helped the heroine see the positives that came as a result of the perceived negatives. And haven’t we all secretly wanted a little sweet revenge against a lying, cheating scumbag? Take some time, grab a chair and some coffee and enjoy every word of this fantastic story. You won’t be sorry.”
~Daffodil, Long and Short Reviews
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CHRISTMAS ON PAROLE: “There isn’t anything… not to like. The premise is laugh-out-loud funny, the characters are endearing and the dialogue is perfect for the situation. Her sense of timing is super. There were more times than I can remember when I giggled while reading this. It was entertaining all the way through.”
~Fallen Angel Reviews
Dedication
Special thank you to Tina,
good friend and partner in crime
(to the ever exasperation of our husbands.)
And to Jannine Gallant
for your input and sharing Redemption with me.
Chapter One
A slow, sharp graze down the back of his hand had Marshall Dekes glancing away from the bar where he poured a shot of tequila. He raised a brow at the bright red nail continuing a sensual circle on his skin, and then lifted his gaze up and over the woman’s full cleavage to where a glossy red grin oozed invitation.
“Hands off the employees, Layla—you know the rules,” Keira reprimanded as she passed behind him to slide a longneck toward the cowboy on the adjacent stool.
Marshall winked a thanks to his friend for having his back, then shrugged a shoulder and slipped his hand from beneath the seductive claw. Technically, there was no rule of the kind here at the Lonesome Steer Honky Tonk, but when it came to “Lay down Layla,” it was the only way to keep the local nymphomaniac at bay.
“But he’s so luscious, Keira.” The woman’s raspy voice held an edge of playful pout. “Can’t we play just once?”
“If we broke the rules for you, we’d have to break them for everyone,” Keira replied as she deftly set out and poured six shot glasses full of whisky. She returned his earlier wink. “Then Marshall would end up too tired from fending you all off to do his job.”
He bit back a chuckle and reached over her blonde head to replace the tequila bottle on the shelf behind the bar. The glass hadn’t even touched the ledge when a sudden, burning tenseness seized his shoulders. The large mirror behind the liquor bottles reflected the mass of bodies two-stepping away the problems of the day. His brows drew down. Nothing out of the ordinary. No overt reason for the painful awareness raising the hair on the back of his neck.
Gus’s gray head filled his peripheral vision, and Marshall slowly wrung out his neck muscles before focusing on what his boss was saying.
“Now there’s a filly that looks a little down on her luck.” The old man’s thick, handlebar mustache tilted up on one side.
Marshall followed the direction of his mentor’s nod. Long brunette hair hid a woman’s bowed head as she worried a napkin into paper shreds atop the tall oak surface at the far end of the bar.
His nape knotted tighter than a grip on a bull rope.
“I got the Matthews boys from the dude ranch waiting on these,” the old man said as he grabbed four burnished bottles from the cooler below the bar. “Maybe she could use a little of your ‘lusciousness’ to cheer ’er up.”
Marshall tipped him a stiff grin, the best he could do as the fiery sensation moved up to tighten his jaw. One more glance around showed nothing, yet the feeling intensified.
“Go on, what you waitin’ for? She don’t look like a biter.” The chuckle of the bar owner echoed against the bottles.
As the jukebox belted out a new Lance Dugan song, Marshall directed one more glance to the young guns around the pool table next to the old sound system. They’d been a bit rowdy tonight. Maybe that’s why he was on alert. One of them had already gotten a warning from Gus.
Readjusting the tan Stetson on his head, Marshall grabbed a napkin with the Lonesome Steer Honky Tonk logo etched onto its surface, tamped down the muscle-tightening sensation the best he could and headed to the end of the bar.
He leaned over and slid the square across the worn oak. “Looks like you could use another of these.”
The bar lights illuminated the woman’s dark auburn strands as delicate fingers reached up to pull back the silky locks.
His lips tilted at the hint of soft skin. “What can I get to put a smile on that pretty fa—”
Facing him fully, her tentative hazel gaze stopped him cold.
Amy?
The burning sensation intensified, vise-gripped his shoulders and clenched his jaw so tight his gasp of air was sucked through flared nostrils.
“Hey, Marshall.” Her quiet voice dispelled from soft bow-lips on a painfully familiar, heart-shaped face.
The very last face he thought he’d ever see again.
A squeal of the microphone as someone adjusted the karaoke machine snapped him out of his shock, and he slammed up straight, fingers fisted atop the shellacked wood. He forced his gaze away to gain some control, but the dancing bodies and clack of balls on the pool tables only added to the sudden chaos that attacked his
mind and body.
“What are you doing here?”
She hesitated a moment before saying, “I’m visiting Andee over in Redemption for a few days.”
Marshall pressed his lips together until his teeth threatened to break through the skin. He knew her cousin owned the café in the small town about forty-five minutes up the highway. Only once—by accident—had he gone in for breakfast after working at his buddy Chase’s place nearby. Though he’d only met her once, he’d instantly recognized Andee coming out of the kitchen. The minute Chase told him she was the new owner, he’d made quick excuses and hightailed it out of there, not needing the reminder of—
“So, I, uh, guess you’re a little surprised to see me.”
Her words pulled his attention back as a tick pulsed in his jaw, preventing any speech. Probably a good thing, because the only words that came to mind were venomous…or worse, pathetic.
His gaze scoured her tight features. Slightly rounder than he remembered, the curves lent a new softness to her face, making her even prettier than the images scarred on his memory.
No. He wasn’t going there. She’d made her choice two years ago...the wrong choice.
With one last, involuntary sweep, he wrenched his gaze away and turned. This was one patron he wouldn’t serve, never again.
“Wait.”
Cool fingers grabbed his arm, freezing him to the spot.
“Marshall…”
The pleading voice coursed through him, and he clenched his teeth against the instinctive desire to turn back. Don’t do it, man. The clench of his jaw became painful, but it was as if his feet were cemented to the dark linoleum behind the bar.
“Please.”
His skin burned beneath her cool grasp. Dammit. Every fiber of his being fought the battle between turning back and running like hell.
Down at the other end of the bar, past a busy Keira serving customers, Gus gave him a concerned dip of his salt-and-pepper brow.
Dammit all. He didn’t know what was worse, facing Amy, or having to explain to his boss and mentor the reason for his utter lack of customer service to this particular patron. He’d worked for the old man since he was sixteen, after high school, on and off between rodeo circuits and full time for the last couple years—the man was more a father figure than his own had ever been. He owed Gus a lot, respected him like no other, but this was one piece of humiliating history he had no intention of sharing.
Marshall swung back around, discreetly yanking from her haunting touch to cross both arms over his chest. The wild pulse of his heartbeat vibrated against his corded forearm.
“What do you want, Amy?” he managed to utter through clenched teeth.
Her hand had returned to the twisted napkin and she glanced around the place. “Is there somewhere we can talk for a minute?”
Hell no.
He leaned back against the second cash register until the lip of the drawer dug into his backside. Marshall forced his jaw to relax. “Here’s fine.” Why should he be the only one uncomfortable?
Her rose lips pressed into a thin line. “Fine. I guess I really can’t blame you for being…angry.”
She fidgeted with the straps of her floral sundress. The sweetheart neckline exposed just enough of her ripened breasts to make his jaw re-tense. Though the high bar blocked everything below, he was sure the skirt would be short, showing a teasing amount of those sleek and sexy legs.
God, she’s still beautiful.
Other parts of his anatomy instantly tightened and he hid his further—and painfully annoying—discomfort behind a forced casual cross of his ankles.
Marshall hoped she got to the point soon, because it was taking all his effort to stand there. The gall of the woman showing up like this out of the blue. What had she expected? That he’d welcome her with open arms and catch up like old friends…as if she never destroyed him?
She winced and twisted slightly with a hand to her back. He raised a brow at the motion, but stopped himself. Just like the nervous habit of shredding the napkin that she’d never had before, he didn’t care. Wouldn’t care. Look what it got me the first time ’round.
Amy dipped her chin to stare at the crumpled paper. “I came to…I just wanted to…to apologize.”
“Fine,” he clipped and pushed off the register.
“Wait, that’s it?” Her tone held annoyed disbelief.
“Yep. You apologized. We’re done.”
“Marshall, please.”
The put-out tone in her voice snapped his tightly reined control. “What?” He spun back on her. “What do you want, Amy? Do you want me to say, ‘Hey no problem”—he waved a hand in the air, mimicking a friendly gesture—“forgive and forget, how ’bout we do lunch sometime?’ Well sorry, darlin’, ain’t gonna happen.” He splayed his hands wide on the bar top, leaning in until he could feel the heat radiating off her reddened cheeks. “I came back from five months on the circuits with a buckle, a key, and a ring in my pocket, only to find out you were already married. Tell me, Amy, which part of that sounds easy to forget, let alone forgive?”
He could hear the swallow drain down her delicate throat. The light peach of her shampoo filled his nostrils, and he shoved himself back, away from the unwanted temptation to run the dark strands over his cheeks like he used to do.
Her gaze dropped to the bar. “I-I’m sorry.”
The low spoken words didn’t work back then with tears in her eyes, and they certainly weren’t going to work now with her brows creased over her pale features.
Marshall made a quick glance around the honky tonk, thankful their little “chat” wasn’t drawing too much attention. The pounding of the rockabilly, karaoke classic didn’t help his growing headache.
“Go home, Amy. You picked your bed. Go back to the pretty little life you chose over me. Go on back to good ol’ Hank.”
The minute he spoke her husband’s name, a little quiver quaked through the bow lips; a telling sign if ever he’d seen one. A quick glance at her naked fingers confirmed his theory.
Marshall leaned a hand back on the grooved oak and narrowed his gaze. “Is that what this is about? Did you come to find Bachelor No. 2 because Hank finally saw what a two-timer you were and kicked you to the curb?”
His lips twisted at the snap up of her chin, steel fire glinting in the stern eyes.
Bullsey—
“Hank’s dead.”
He straightened again, pulling the brim of his hat down to cover the instinctive raise of his brows in surprise.
“And no, that’s not why I’m here.”
Amy stared him down. Marshall held his lips firm, waiting, unable to stop the melee of questions bucking through his head. How long had she been alone? Was that the reason she was here…one life gone, why not pick up where they left off?
No, doesn’t work that way either, darlin’.
“I knew showing up out of the blue like this wouldn’t be welcomed…” Her chin dropped along with the words.
He bit the inside of his lip to keep from commenting, planning to let her stutter through whatever bullshit excuse she wanted to give.
Her slim shoulders rose with a deep breath. When she raised her chin, the tightness was gone from her lips, leaving only a sadness marring the beautiful features. His chest clenched, and he hated the gut reaction.
Folding his arms hard across the black T-shirt, he fought to stay firm and not let the old emotions surface.
“I’m only here to apologize, Marshall. That’s all. So many things are…changing in my life. Things that have made me take a hard look at where I’ve been and where I want to be.” The second napkin was now a pile of confetti on the burnished wood. “I need to make a fresh start for the ba—” She cleared her throat. “I just wanted to make amends with the past so I could make a fresh start.” Her chest heaved in a deep breath. “I only came here tonight because I never got the chance to tell you…to let you know how sorry I truly was, am. I never meant to hurt you, never meant to—�
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“How ’bout I stop you right there because you’re wasting your breath.” He laid his hands back on the counter, forcing his palms against the hard surface as anger burned up his spine. “Why would I give you the freedom of redemption? You want a fresh start—again—go ahead, but it isn’t going to be with my blessing or forgiveness. That’s one bridge you burned, baby. Down to the ground.” He lowered his voice, not trying to hide the anger and hurt that broke loose with each word. “Maybe it’s spiteful, but I want you to live with the regret, knowing that you tossed me away without a second thought…until now.”
He fought against the pain staring back from her hazel eyes. How many times had he wanted to have this moment? How many times had he played out this scene in his head, having the tables turned, having it not be him with the painful rock in his gut. “Sucks, doesn’t it?”
Marshall pushed off the bar until he stood tall before her. “And here I had always thought I was the one not good enough for you. Looks like I had it backwards, didn’t I?” He pointed to the large double doors. “Go on, take your empty apologies and pretty little ass out the door. You’re not getting what you came for. It’ll be a cold day in hell before I ever give you that satisfaction.”
He hardened his heart against the sheen in her beautiful eyes. She deserved this. There was no excuse, no forgiveness for what she’d done to him. Marshall gritted his teeth against the war going on between his head and his heart. His whole heart, his whole future had been planned around her, and she’d tossed him aside like yesterday’s trash.
“I…I understand. But no matter what you think of me, please believe that I hope you’re happy, that you have a good life.”
With a crisp nod, she turned her head away, but not before he saw the tear streak down her cheek.
Turn away, too, Marsh. She made her bed two years ago…and it wasn’t yours.
He turned and stormed down the length of the bar, jaw tight enough to bite through steel and muscles coiled in a battle not to spin and call her back.
A battle he was losing.
His head dipped of its own accord, turning slightly to glimpse her in his peripheral. One of her hands shook as she moved away from the bar, and Marshall whipped his focus away, angry at himself for the protective feelings surfacing so easily.
