Now Eve was another kind of determined. Determined to reestablish their connection, to prove to herself that she trusted Selene implicitly. And the best way to do that was in bed. Before Selene, Eve had never been confident in her sexuality. She had never trusted anyone enough to truly let go and surrender her mind and body completely. But Selene made that easy.
That had to mean something. Didn’t it?
Eve led Selene to her bedroom by the hand, nervous anticipation fluttering in her belly. Together only two weeks, they’d already had a lot of sex. Passionate sex, loving sex, laughing sex—even a little rough sex. Tonight would be something different. Something special. When they made love tonight, it would be to prove something about this relationship, about the trust Eve had in Selene, and about Eve’s ability to give herself fully to another person.
She couldn’t bear the thought that Jac had broken her forever, that the fear and distrust that relationship introduced into her life could seep into this thing with Selene and destroy it. Selene had never given Eve any reason not to trust her intentions. Whatever had happened that day in Golden Gate Park—whoever made that anonymous call—Eve believed in Selene. She trusted that their growing feelings were real. By taking Selene to bed right now, she was putting that trust into action.
Eve began to undress the instant she entered her bedroom, tugging her shirt over her head, then unbuttoning her jeans. Selene stopped just inside the doorway and watched with hooded eyes. Eve slowed down once she realized that she had an appreciative audience, walking backward until her thighs hit the mattress. Reaching behind her back, she unhooked her bra with seductive languor. The desire that flooded Selene’s face as she bared her body stunned Eve. Nobody had ever made her feel so beautiful. Selene’s obvious admiration gave her the courage to perform a playful striptease, something so outside her comfort zone she’d never even considered it before now.
Selene made her feel like anything was possible. Even trust.
Once she was naked, Eve beckoned Selene forward with a crooked finger. “You’re overdressed.”
“Just enjoying the view.” Selene closed the distance between them, pulling off her shirt as she walked. “Trying to savor every moment of your little show.”
“You liked that?” Bolstered by the overwhelming love in Selene’s eyes, Eve ran her finger down the center of Selene’s chest, between her breasts. Then she slipped a hand around Selene’s back to thumb open the clasp of her bra, guiding it off her shoulders with an appreciative smirk.
“Loved it.” Selene’s hands landed on Eve’s bare hips, gripping her gently while pulling her closer. “Do you have any idea how badly I want you right now?”
“No. Show me.”
Selene gave her an almost feral growl. “With pleasure.”
Eve glanced at her nightstand, the bottom drawer, with barely conscious thought. When she remembered what was in there, she blushed and her stomach tightened with nervous anticipation. She couldn’t ask for that—could she? Did she even want it?
“Tell me,” Selene murmured, moving forward to kiss Eve’s neck. “What’s in the drawer?”
Eve shivered at Selene’s perceptive question. She didn’t know why she’d looked there. Her unconscious mind had probably made the connection between what was inside and the question of trust. Yes, Eve wanted to prove just how real the safety Selene created for her was. But consciously Eve didn’t know whether she wanted what her body was clearly excited about.
“Tell me, Eve.” Selene slid her hands around to cup Eve’s bottom, gripping her tight. Eve gasped and closed her eyes, shocked by how the rough touch affected her. Immediately she was soaking wet, thighs slick with arousal. Selene brought her mouth to Eve’s ear and whispered, “Or do you want me to look for myself?”
Eve shivered. This was a completely new dynamic, forceful Selene, and Eve couldn’t believe how it turned her on. She would never have predicted enjoying something like this so much. Part of her wanted Selene to make the discovery herself, to take control of the situation, to leave Eve without any choice but to surrender to her desires.
As though Selene knew exactly what Eve was thinking, she drew away from their embrace and yanked open the drawer. Eve’s face flooded with heat at the sight of the leather harness and brand-new silicone dildo inside. Selene sucked in a noisy breath, then picked up each object in turn. Raising an eyebrow, Selene murmured, “You want me to fuck you with this?”
“I…” Eve closed her mouth, swallowing against her suddenly dry throat. “I’ve never done that before.”
Selene held her gaze. “But you’ve wanted to.”
“I bought those after the breakup.” Eve blushed as she remembered the day she went online and placed her order. “Tired of feeling vanilla, I guess. But I never…there’s never been an opportunity to use them.”
“Vanilla?” Selene hefted the dildo in her hand. “Jac call you that?”
“She didn’t have to.”
“Well, I don’t think you’re vanilla.” As Selene tossed the dildo onto the mattress, her eyes darkened. “I think you’re a dirty girl who wants to be taken hard and fast with that big, thick cock. Am I right?”
Eve gasped at the heat that shot through her body at Selene’s unexpected words. “I—”
Tipping her head, Selene gestured at her pants. “Unbutton me.”
It was like Selene was tapping into thoughts and desires Eve could scarcely admit having, even to herself. And Eve was excited beyond belief. Every word from Selene, every movement, evoked undeniable arousal. Eve yearned to give up control completely, to trust Selene to guide her through an experience that would have been unimaginable even a month ago.
Eve’s hands shook as she thumbed open the button of Selene’s jeans. She tugged down the zipper, then hesitated, checking Selene’s eyes. Somehow she knew she needed Selene’s approval before moving any farther.
“Take them off.” Selene seemed to be enjoying this new role just as much as Eve. Her expression had turned predatory. “Now.”
Pushing Selene’s jeans down over her hips, Eve took a chance and also hooked her thumbs in the waistband of her panties, baring Selene completely. She got on her knees in front of Selene, steadying her as she lifted Selene’s feet out of her pants, leaving her gloriously nude. Eve stared up from her submissive position, waiting for her next instruction.
Selene set her feet apart, tangling a hand in Eve’s hair. She pulled Eve forward roughly, until her nose and mouth were buried in the slick, swollen folds between Selene’s thighs. “Suck me.”
Eve poked out her tongue, eager for Selene’s sweet taste in her mouth. Licking Selene was something she’d never tire of, and being ordered to do so while on her knees ratcheted her excitement to dizzying heights. Slipping between Selene’s labia, Eve groaned at the thick liquid that immediately coated her lips and tongue. Selene’s hand tightened in her hair, holding her in place.
“Yeah, you know how I like it.” With her other hand, Selene stroked Eve’s face gently. “Just like that, good girl.”
Eve closed her eyes. Selene’s murmured encouragement should have made her feel degraded somehow. She was being treated like a sex object, for God’s sake. After years of being shy and reserved in bed, she should have been overwhelmed. But Selene was tapping into what she’d always wanted but never would have admitted. Eve would have died before handing control over to Jac like this, but with Selene…in her heart, Eve knew that she was important to Selene—her thoughts, her feelings, her desires. Selene would never hurt her on purpose. She believed that with everything inside her. After having her ability to trust completely shattered, Eve never imagined feeling it so strongly again.
The revelation that she could feel it, and did feel it, was startlingly arousing. That trust made her want to admit her deepest, darkest kinks, the things she fantasized about alone in the shower but could never have brought to a lover before Selene. She did trust Selene never to betray her, and there was no more powerful aphrodisiac in
the world.
Selene’s body tensed and she quaked as Eve drew out an orgasm with her mouth. Then Selene curled a hand around Eve’s chin, forcing her away from the sweet juices she lapped up hungrily. “You do like this, don’t you?” For a moment the commanding presence dropped away and only Selene, her tender lover, remained. “This is something you need.” Her grip on Eve’s chin tightened slightly. “Isn’t it?”
“Yes,” Eve whispered. Though it defied reason that in the same month a serial killer had torn away her control, she could feel safe enough to be her most vulnerable with a woman she had only just met, Eve didn’t doubt this choice for an instant. “I need this.”
Selene’s eyes hardened even as her lips relaxed into an easy smirk. “Good. Because I’m going to give it to you.” She grabbed Eve’s upper arm, hauling her to her feet. “Get on the bed.”
Eve crawled onto the mattress, grateful not to have to try to stand. Her legs felt boneless. Lying back against the headboard, she bit her lip as she watched Selene fasten the harness around her hips. She had fantasized about using these toys for a long time but always doubted she would ever actually do it. The idea of living out her secret fantasy with someone who made her feel safe was nearly enough to make her come without even being touched.
Selene tightened the straps on the harness, raising an eyebrow at her. “I can smell how much you want this.”
Heat flooded Eve’s cheeks, a curious mixture of embarrassment and excitement. She glanced down at the dildo that rested on the mattress beside her, then picked it up and investigated its length and girth with her hands. When it had arrived in the mail all those months ago, she’d opened the package and simply stared in shock. It was bigger than she’d pictured. Not too big, she suspected, but larger than anything a lover had ever given her. The thought of allowing someone to guide that phallus inside her body, to stretch her open around it, had made her uneasy. That meant really putting herself into someone else’s hands, at her mercy, for what felt almost unbearably intimate. The potential for discomfort or humiliation seemed high, and Eve had simply never met a woman she trusted enough to be so vulnerable around.
Until now.
“Give it to me.” Selene extended her hand, stopping inches from the dildo. “If you want that cock inside you, hand it to me right now.”
Eve handed it over without meeting Selene’s eyes. Silent subservience.
Selene’s upper lip curled into a smirk, lending her a distinct air of danger. It did nothing to diminish Eve’s trust, and everything to jack up the rush of endorphins their play sent through her body. Eve watched as Selene fit the dildo in the harness, then exhaled shyly when Selene used one slim hand to stroke it from base to tip.
“How do you want to take this?” Selene knelt on the side of the bed, devouring Eve’s body with her eyes as she continued to caress the dildo. “Missionary position?” She met Eve’s stare, tilting her head searchingly. “Do you want to ride my cock?” Her eyes flashed as though she’d read something on Eve’s face. “Or get fucked on your hands and knees like the nasty girl we both know you are?”
Eve’s mouth dropped open slightly as burning hunger twisted her insides. “I—”
“Get on your hands and knees.” Selene’s tone banished any thought of refusal. “Now, darling.”
Blushing, Eve sat up, then turned to balance on her hands and knees. She could feel Selene move into position behind her and held her breath, uncertain what to expect. The gentle touch of Selene’s hands on her bottom made her jerk in surprise, then she moaned loudly when those hands gripped her buttocks and pulled her open, exposing her scorching flesh to the chilly air.
“Let me see that wet pussy.” She could feel Selene’s breath as she brought her mouth next to Eve’s labia, fiery hot and so very close. “I had no idea, Eve. None at all.”
“No idea about what?” Eve whispered. Tensing, she nearly came when Selene’s mouth suddenly covered her labia and her tongue snaked its way to circle Eve’s swollen clit.
Selene pulled away with a quiet groan. “I had no idea you wanted to be taken this way.”
“Me either.” Eve dropped her forehead to the mattress, rocking back on her knees. She bumped Selene’s mouth, but Selene pulled quickly away, wrenching a cry of disappointment from Eve’s throat. “But I do.”
“I can see that.”
Selene’s tongue was everywhere, exploring every fold, tracing her opening, then poking inside. Tightening her hands on Eve’s buttocks, Selene held her open and spent long moments thrusting her stiff tongue in and out of Eve’s pussy. Eve grabbed the headboard with both hands, hanging on tight. She had never been devoured like this. It made her feel wanton and decadent and like she was Selene’s last meal. Eve’s thighs quaked as her climax began to build.
Selene pulled away. “No, you’re going to come on my cock, darling.” As Eve gasped into her pillow, unable to believe that Selene had just stopped like that, she felt Selene straighten, then take one hand away from her bottom. A moment later the thick, silicone length of the dildo was sliding along her wetness, making her shudder in pleasure. “And not until I say so. Understand?”
Eve managed a noncommittal groan. “Please.”
Selene smacked her sharply on the ass, then gave her a rough squeeze. “I mean it. You come without permission and I promise you’ll be sorry.”
Lifting her head, Eve nodded quickly. “Not until you say so. I understand.”
“Good.” And with that, Selene pushed the dildo forward, carefully working the thick head into Eve’s opening. “Let’s take this nice and slow.”
Eve’s forehead hit the pillow and her mouth dropped open as her body stretched to accommodate the thick length of Selene’s cock. The sensation was incredible—she was so wet, so open and ready, that the penetration immediately soothed the crippling ache between her thighs. Selene filled her, firm and unyielding, until her belly was flush against Eve’s ass. Both hands moved to Eve’s hips, gripping her tight and keeping her impaled.
“You took that like a good girl, didn’t you?” Selene’s fingers squeezed her buttocks, then she drew one hand away to deliver a light slap. “You sure you’ve never done this before?”
Looking back over her shoulder, Eve met Selene’s eyes, which softened instantly. “I’m sure.”
Selene slid one hand up Eve’s spine to settle on the back of her neck. “Thank you for giving this to me.” She drew back her hips, then drove forward again. Then another thrust, faster and harder. “For giving me this sweet, tight pussy.”
Eve cried out as Selene set a steady rhythm, filling then withdrawing, somehow hitting all the right spots deep inside. She buried her face in her pillow, muffling the loud moans Selene’s deep strokes wrenched out of her. Selene’s hands kneaded the tender skin of her bottom, the rough handling intensifying the sheer pleasure Eve got from Selene’s skillful motion.
“Tell me you like it.” Selene pulled her open, exposing her anus to the cool air. “Tell me how much you like being fucked.”
“I love being fucked.” Eve came up on her hands and arched her back, rocking to meet Selene’s thrusts. “I’ve never felt anything so goddamn good.”
Strong hands slid up her sides and around her chest to cradle her breasts. Selene tugged sharply on both nipples, then pinched the turgid flesh in time with the speed of her deep strokes. “You’re mine. Aren’t you?”
Stunned by the quiet intensity of the question, Eve glanced over her shoulder and returned Selene’s heated gaze. The fierce, possessive look on Selene’s face jolted Eve into sudden climax, and when Selene gritted her teeth and quaked with her own release, the contractions in Eve’s pussy grew so violent that all she could do was collapse on her stomach and ride out the wave beneath Selene’s solid, trembling form.
When she finally came down from her orgasm, either minutes or hours later, Selene kissed the edge of her ear and said again, in a growl that sent shivers through Eve’s body, “Aren’t you?”
It took Eve a moment to remember the question. “I’m yours.”
“I never gave you permission to come.” Selene nipped at her neck, grabbing her hands, then pinning them above Eve’s head. “Didn’t I warn you about that?”
“Yes.” Eve had completely forgotten Selene’s admonishment. Quite frankly, she couldn’t wait to find out how Selene intended to make her sorry.
Scraping her sharp teeth over Eve’s shoulder, Selene murmured, “What kind of punishment do you think you deserve for such willful disobedience?”
“Whatever you feel is appropriate.” Eve groaned as Selene pumped her hips against her bottom. She was going to be deliciously sore in the morning. “I deserve it.”
Selene withdrew, then rolled Eve over, pushing her thighs apart and settling between them. She reached between their bodies and guided the dildo back into Eve while staring into her eyes. Eve whimpered, unsure how much more stimulation she could handle.
Kissing the corner of Eve’s mouth, Selene murmured, “I’ll be gentle.”
Eve laced her fingers behind Selene’s neck. “I trust you.”
Selene deepened their kiss and just barely shifted her hips, pressing into Eve with excruciating slowness. Eve moaned into Selene’s mouth, then again when Selene tore her lips away to whisper in Eve’s ear, “I’m in love with you.”
“Good.” Eve bit her lip as Selene angled her hips just right, sinking deeper inside. She had no idea how a piece of silicone could make her feel so connected, but it almost seemed as though the toy was merely an extension of Selene’s body, conveying all her ardent desire. “Because I’m in love with you, too.”
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