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by Pamela Ann


  “Please, I’m begging you.”

  “No. This is it, Isobel.” He stared into me, making me feel as if he’d reached into my heart with his bare hand and squeezed it until it no longer functioned. “This is goodbye.”

  With my tears, pleas, and heartache, I put a piece of myself out on display. “If I wasn’t in love with him, I could’ve given you what you wanted the most, but I can’t betray my heart. I hope you can see that. I’ve already caused enough damage that I’m not sure I can repair,” I sobbed. “Please forgive me. I wish I had given you a chance.”

  He simply remained still, eyes flickering over my face, gazing, memorizing as I stared at him with tears slowly steaming down my face.

  “Am I ever going to see you again?” Maybe in a year, maybe in two… ten years… I wasn’t sure when, but I would love to see him again.

  “We end here, Isobel. We won’t be seeing each other again. I’ll make sure of it.” When he unexpectedly reached out with his thumb, not to wipe my tears, but to press it on my bottom lip, it felt as though he was searing it with something. Maybe he was saying his goodbye. He did once like to kiss me.

  “Hugo,” I cried out, needing him to reconsider.

  And when I saw something pass his eyes, I thought he’d change his mind. Instead, he merely left a kiss on my forehead, sealing his goodbye.

  “Never let your father, or anyone for that matter, dictate your fate again.” He made a smile that broke my heart. “Go on, ma belle, follow your heart.”

  It was his words that made me choke on the ones I wanted to tell him, the truth in his eyes clearly evident. However, what gutted me most was the fact that he’d made sure I was taken care of before leaving me. It was his kindness—even after all I had done to him—that ate me alive. How could he still be so generous when all I’d ever done was be a total bitch to him?

  As I stared after the closed door where I’d seen him give me the last glimpse of farewell, I knew there was no way I would ever forget him. He’d dismissed me when I was ready to open up to him again, which had only left me hanging with my thoughts, needs, regrets, and unfulfilled longing that he roused within me. It was buried deep within, but I knew it thrived, waiting to be unleashed.

  As farewells went, Hugo Xavier did know how to make an impression, making sure I had been taught a lesson.

  A lesson that I’d know inside out soon—that being left behind when things felt unfinished between two people would have its own demons to contend with. Haunting dreams would soon make me question everything I had once believed.

  Book 2 of The Encounter Trilogy

  Unhinged

  COMING SOON

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  More books by Pamela Ann

  The Torn Series Order:

  Scornfully Yours

  Scornfully Hers

  Frayed

  Blasphemous

  Undeniably Yours

  Scorned

  Fixated On You

  Christmas With You

  Unveiled November 19

  Crushed TBA

  Damaged TBA

  The Chasing Series:

  Chasing Beautiful

  Chasing Imperfection

  Chasing Paradise

  Chasing Forever (Lucy & Toby)

  Chasing Mrs. Knightly: Epilogue

  Lily’s Mistake

  Loving Drake

  Loving Lily Coming December 2014

  British Billionaires Series:

  Falling For My Husband (Callum & Stella)

  Falling For Ava (Reiss & Ava) September 2014

  Formula Men Series:

  Monza Luca di Medici October 27

  Nice Jacques Bertrand TBA

  Barcelona Andrès Franco TBA

  Pieces: A Duet:

  Pieces of You & Me

  Pieces Of Us

  Havoc (Dark Erotica)

  The Encounter Trilogy:

  Bartered

  Unleashed

  Vanquished

  Upcoming Stand-Alone Novels

  My Summer in Venice

  Breaking My Vows

  The Fine Line Between Love & Hate

  Unapologetic

  Call Me Crazy

  The Nut Job

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