us to catch her on the Sunport surveillance cameras and assume she’d come in that way.” “This is all some sort of long-term game,” Adrian said. “We could just refuse to play,” Harvey said. “Ellen,” Adrian replied, as if that was a comprehensive answer. Which it is,
he thought. “She’s alive. We know that now. And Adrienne doesn’t kill her lucies all that often. At least not right away.” “Yeah. Thanks to me, Ellen’s been kidnapped, tortured, raped, bled, and that and worse is going to go right on happening to her until I bust her loose. And if I stop trying, Adrienne will have no reason not
to kill her.” “You didn’t do any of that, Adrian. She did.” “I put Ellen at risk. Anyone close to me is at risk.” “She the only girl you’ve been involved with since you told the Council and the Brotherhood you were off active duty and they could both go fuck each other?” Harvey’s voice was sharp. Reluctantly, Adrian answered: “Well . . . no.” “And nothing happened to any of them
, right?” “Apart from them deciding I was an asshole even if I was rich, and dumping me? No.” “You are
an asshole, ol’ buddy,” Harvey said, and Adrian felt his mouth quirk. “But then, every woman I was ever involved with dumped me, too, so I suppose you learned it at my knee. At least you didn’t marry three of them.” The older man went on: “Adrienne decided to come after you for her own reasons in her own time. Ellen just got in the way. And at least she has someone trying
to rescue her. What do you think Adrienne has been doing for kicks and food all these years you’ve been sitting brooding on a mountaintop? Playing video games and eating tofu?” “I . . . try not to think about that.” “I’m sure that’s a big
help to the victims.” Adrian flushed, started to speak, then barked harsh laughter. “Getting me angry to get me back on my feet, eh?” A shrug. “Worked, didn’t it?” “Mais oui, mon vieux.
” More gently, Harvey said: “Look, I’m sorry it’s your girl. But it’s always someone’s girl, or guy, or child or mother or brother.” “She’s not my girl. I wish she was, but it’s nobody’s fault except mine she stomped out last night. Ellen has . . . issues. I thought we could . . . be together. And I really like her. But I didn’t think it through well enough, and I never told her the truth. I couldn’t
.” “Then let’s get our asses in gear. We rescue the girl, we kill the evil witch. And
we find out what the hell she’s playing at.” He turned onto the freeway, the hum of the tires growing as he pushed the Land Cruiser up to the speed limit and change. It was dense dark out here, as Santa Fe faded behind them; the traffic was light even for a weekday evening. The red lights of a Rail Runner passenger train came down the tracks that ran between the strips of highway, swelling and then flashing past. “You got a cigarette?” Harvey asked. “Sure,” Adrian said, lit two, and drew on one himself as he handed the other over. “You know, Harv, you should stop smoking. I can’t get cancer or emphysema or heart disease. Or get addicted. You can.” “Oh, hell, I can probably cure any of that—my Wreakings are good enough for little shit. Or if I can’t, I’d just get you to do it.” “Now I’m your enabler?” “This has just now occurred to you?” After that, silence fell until Adrian flicked his butt out the window. “She was waiting for the cascade to fall,” he said, his voice coldly rational. “Somewhere fairly close, close enough that she could monitor it. She felt me trigger it, went off to her Gulfstream or whatever it is, and up, up and away. Taking Ellen with her. Nyah, nyah, can’t catch me.
She actually used to say that when we were six and playing hide-and-seek. It made me crazy.” Harvey nodded. “That’s the advantage she’s had so far, being a couple of steps ahead. Let’s not let that happen again, shall we? We’re living in a world run by monsters. You don’t give them anything if you can help it. We’re far enough behind to start with.” “I wish I knew what she’d been doing while we charged into her trap, though. I don’t think she was lying on a rooftop, somehow. Not her style.” “Yeah. What was she
doing at five thirty, when we were setting out to charge her electrified windmill?”
CHAPTER FOUR “Á
tahsaia!”
The old Pueblo woman who’d been offering the tray of silver knickknacksstared at Adrienne and backed away, slowly. There was naked terror in her eyes, pouched in the wrinkled brown face. The dying sunlight brought the folds out in stark relief, like desert canyons, as it cast the pair’s shadows over her. Adrienne spoke in something that wasn’t English or Spanish; Ellen thought it was an Indian language, and she could see the street-vendor understood it. She turned and ran in a lumbering shuffle with her long bulky skirts swaying, shouting: “Átahsaia!
” “I’d have to be really
hungry,” Adrienne said dryly. “Though in the end blood is blood.” Ellen blinked. “What’s Átahsaia
?” she said. There was no point in not asking, not when even her mind’s privacy wasn’t her own. It was less disturbing than having unasked questions answered. Adrienne chuckled. “A cannibal demon. Everyone
has legends about us.” “Are all the legends true?” “Only the bad ones. The others . . . wishful thinking on the part of you humans, I’m afraid.” A grin, and: “I love
explaining things to you.” “Why?” “To feel the way your mind leaps when you realize just how bad
things are, and then the squirming as you run through the implications and they sink through layers of your consciousness. Stupid people are boring
that way. Anyone can feel agony when you violate their bodies, but only the intelligent can know true mental torment.” They walked through the tunnel-like entrance and into the courtyard; Ellen felt her stomach growl at the smells, despite the taste of acid at the back of her throat. The body went on functioning, even when the world dropped out from beneath your feet. La Casa Sena was only a little way up the street from the Palace of the Governors.
It had started out as the town place of a wealthy hacendado
more than a quarter of a millennium ago, the blank outer walls a sign of times when a rich man’s house on the remote New Mexican frontier had to be a fortress and a workshop and a barracks as well as a dwelling. Inside two tall stories of adobe made a courtyard around a flagged garden. The planters were bare with winter and the stone bowl of the fountain was dry, but huge cottonwoods laced with lights towered above the roof level. The maître d’hotel greeted them at the door, beside a little glassed-in cover that showed the deep original household well. “Ms. Brézé and guest, for five thirty,” Adrienne said. “I requested a corner table.” He didn’t know her, but he could read her platinum and tanzanite necklace and her clothes—a soft draped black dress by Kokosalaki, with a high waist and a pleated front, the sort of thing that only that sort of slender androgynous figure could bring off. And Adrian was a regular customer, who’d brought Ellen here more than once. “Your table is ready, Ms. Brézé. And how do you do, Ms. Tarnowski? It’s good to see you again. Will Mr. Brézé be joining you ladies this evening?” “I don’t think so, not here,” Adrienne said. “We’re expecting him to drop in at a little housewarming party I’ve arranged in a few hours, though.” Within was handcrafted Taos-style furniture and museum-quality local landscapes on the pale walls. Aromatic split piñon crackled in an arched white fireplace. Waiters’ heels clacked softly on the tile floors, and there was a murmur of conversation and the gentle bell tones of well-wielded cutlery. This can’t be happening,
Ellen thought. I’ve come here before. People
know me here. What if I screamed— Adrienne smiled at her. “I like
it when you scream, chérie
,” she said. “But carrying you out when you had a fit, and telling everyone about the way you’d skipped your medication . . . tiresome. It would mean missing dinner.” The smile grew broader. “Then I would have to punish
you. Would you like that?” “No. Please, no.” “I didn’t think so.” The waiter returned with a basket of warm bread and rolls and gar
lic-herb whipped butter as she took up the menu. “The paprika-crusted sea scallops first, I think; ancho chile truffle butter sounds amusing. You could have the pan-seared Hudson Valley foie gras, ma douce
. Then . . . the Colorado lamb shank for me, and the sika venison and wild-boar sausage for you. Followed by the lavender crème brûlée, and the six-layer dobos torte.” The waiter’s eyebrows rose. “An excellent combination for you and your friend, madam. And your lamb?” “Oh, rare, certainement
. It’s not food unless it screams in despair when you bite it.” The waiter chuckled dutifully. “Has madam had time to examine our wine list? We’re proud of it.” “It’s quite impressive,” Adrienne said graciously. “I think a glass of the Rombauer Carneros with the scallops for me. Mildly chilled. One of the 1975 Château d’Yquem to accompany the foie gras for my companion. Then a Burgundy with the entrees; a bottle of the 2005 Richebourg, and open that now, please. And we’ll both have a glass of the Cru d’Arche-Pugneau with the desserts. Coffee then, of course, but I’m afraid we’ll have to be absolute barbarians and leave at around seven thirty—previous engagement—so do bring me the check early, if you would?” “I . . . don’t feel hungry,” Ellen said. The man ignored her and left with a little skip in his step; a fifteen-percent tip on that order would be more than his salary for a month. “My stomach is clenched tight and I’m woozy. I’d throw up if I tried to eat. Please.” “I know you are a bit stressed, ma petite
,” Adrienne said, making a graceful gesture. “It’s been a difficult twenty-four hours for you. I admit, I can be demanding—perhaps even a little needy, at times. Give me your hand. Yes, I think I can—” Ellen made herself stretch her hand out across the white tablecloth, palm down. Adrienne took it in hers, fingers interlocking with fingers; she smiled into Ellen’s eyes, and lowered her lips to the knuckles. The soft touch seemed to warm her hand, then spread up the arm—up the nerves of the arm, like some heated oil, or like a sauna and spa massage at Ten Thousand Waves up in the mountains. Ellen felt muscles relax she hadn’t known existed, and her back slumped against the high rear of the chair, head rolling helplessly. Gold and blue crept in around the edges of sight as waves of warmth reached her solar plexus and radiated out to the ends of her limbs and back, building on themselves. Her toes curled and her eyes rolled up as tension peaked and released. “Oh, God
,” she breathed, surprised into a long, soft involuntary moan. “Oh, no, please, God!
” She didn’t know how much time had passed when she came back fully to herself. La Casa Sena’s staff were elaborately not noticing anything whether they had or not, and it wasn’t the sort of place where customers would stare too openly. But half a dozen were looking in her direction, if only out of the corners of their eyes. One man moved his hands in a discreet double thumbs-up gesture as she caught his eye. And Giselle Demarcio was staring at her from two tables over, eyes wide with disbelief, mouth open, a forkful of adobe-baked trout poised forgotten halfway from plate to lips. Giselle. Manager of Hans & Demarcio Galleries. My friendly boss. The biggest motormouth gossip in town just watched me cream my pants in public. Santa Fe’s a small town. Three hundred galleries or not, the art scene’s even smaller.
Everyone will know inside twenty-four hours. The deep flush she could already feel turned fiery crimson with embarrassment and spread from breasts to earlobes, and she was achingly conscious of how it would show with her skin, and this off-the-shoulder dress displayed a lot of it. Oh, God! This is a white douppioni silk sheath! It shows
everything! She squirmed in the seat, and then stopped when she realized that would make it worse. When I stand up . . . and everyone will be watching to check! “You’re humiliating me!” she hissed. She stared at the linen of the tablecloth with one hand still locked in the other’s grasp. “Ellen, Ellen, you complain when I make you feel pain; now you complain at pleasure. Some people are never satisfied. I fear I may become exhausted trying to live up to your expectations.” Adrienne turned her hand and kissed the palm. There was a soft wet contact of lips and tongue; then a small quick pain at the base of the thumb, and a steady suction. It seemed to cool away the last of the languorous warmth, but made it impossible to do anything but sit, passive and relaxed. Then she lifted her face away and let go her grip. Ellen jammed her napkin into the palm of her cut hand and clenched both in her lap, glaring to one side where the wall held no faces. She suppressed the impulse to wipe the light film of sweat off her face or adjust the bosom of her dress against the hypersensitive skin. “Some say mental torment is bland compared to physical pain and the fear of it. Nonsense. It is subtle
. Ecstasy spiced with humiliation and shame . . . it makes your blood taste like warm banana fritters with thick vanilla whipped cream and just a touch
of sharp ginger. And now you are hungry, eh? Really you were hungry to begin with, but I distracted your mind long enough to stop blocking it.” In fact she was ravenous, more so than she could remember being in all her life, enough that she had to make herself not gobble the entire contents of the bread basket. The appetizers arrived, and she gave another small involuntary sound—much quieter—at the rich complex taste of the seared foie gras, with its toasted pistachios and saffron oil. The forty-year-old d’Yquem was a shock; sweet, but with an underlying acidity and tastes of vanilla, mango, pineapples, honeyed peaches and grilled almonds. The feeling that the inside of her body was quivering with cold died away slowly. In a way that made things worse; the more grounded she felt, the less dreamlike the predicament became and the more real the fear. But . . . If I’m going to die horribly or be tortured by a monster, I might as well enjoy dinner and get my blood sugar level back up first. I can’t do anything but collapse into a jelly if I’m in shock. The physical affects the mental as well as the other way ’round. “A most sensible way of looking at things. I knew Adrian must have good taste. After all, he is my twin.” The entrees arrived, and the Burgundy. The waiter made a small production of pouring the sample glass. Adrienne swirled it, sniffed, held the glass tilted so that the candle flame shone through it, then tasted in a breathy sip. “Perfect. Nine years, and perfect. Ah, the check.” She dropped her debit card on the tray and the waiter left again. Ellen swallowed a mouthful of the boar sausage and sampled the wine with defiant slowness, then stopped and looked down for a second as the ghosts of cherries and lilac and spices flooded her mouth. “You’re nothing like Adrian,” she said quietly, and bit into a piece of bread. The smooth shoulders shrugged. “Adrian would agree with you, or at least hope you were right. But I suspect from that interesting
array of paraphernalia at your apartment—” “That’s just a game! It’s the one who’s tied up that’s in charge.” A chuckle. “Not when it’s my
game. Ah, Adrian, though . . . did he never go . . . a little far? Did things never become . . . strange? The poor boy is a mass of inhibitions, but he has the same genes, the same needs, the same abilities, as I do.” I think I’ll change the subject. “How do you do . . . what you do?” Adrienne reached into her handbag and pulled out a coin. “Flip this. Keep your hand over it each time until I call the toss, then reveal it.” She did. The other spoke every time the coin came down and was covered by her other palm: “Heads. Tails. Tails. Heads. Tails.” Ellen stared down at the coin. “Adrian . . . said he made investments by flipping a coin. I was angry because he wouldn’t talk seriously with me about his work. I thought he was joking, flipping me off, pushing me away.” “Not in the least. He was avoiding lying by telling you a truth you wouldn’t believe. Now, again.” A slight frown of concentration, and Ellen’s eyes went wider as she flipped and revealed. “Heads. Heads. Heads. Heads. Heads.” Adrian’s sister took the coin back. “Each time, there is a chance of one or the other. Below the muscles of your fingers, below the weight of the coin, below even the decisions you make about how hard to move your thumb . . . down far enough . . . there is a . . . churning. And—” She flipped the coin into the air herself and moved her hands aside. It
struck the candleholder, a butter dish, teetered . . . and came to a stop upright on its edge. Ellen’s eyes grew wide. The coin teetered again, and fell. “—there was a slight
chance of that happening. The stuff of your mind”—she tapped her temples with her forefingers—“operates on that level, as well. Some scientists have begun to suspect it, though we discredit them.” “And . . . you’re not supernatural?” Adrienne shrugged, in a palms-up way Ellen thought made it as certain as her accent that she hadn’t been raised entirely in the United States. She filled her wineglass and Ellen’s again, sipped, ate a piece of the reddish-pink lamb and some of the whipped potato, went on: “Let me tell you a story. Perhaps it is literally true, perhaps only poetically. A long time ago, when humans first spread out from Africa—which was far longer ago than the archaeologists think—a small band of hunters was trapped in the mountains of High Asia, a few families, perhaps twenty or thirty in all. Each year the glaciers rose around their plateau, and the food was less, and the cold was more. It was most likely that they would merely eat each other and die. But one was born who was lucky . . .
” Ellen shivered as the other finished: “And then the world became warm and the ice melted, and we were freed and set loose, and for a hundred thousand years we ruled the earth with your breed as our playthings and our prey.” “Legends,” Ellen whispered. Adrienne nodded, resting her elbows on the table and her chin on her knuckles, smiling happily. “Yes. In those days we believed them ourselves. We were the cruel gods who demanded the blood of men, and carried off their children and tormented their nights. We were Lamashtu and Sekhmet and Smoking Mirror; we were the evil sorcerers and the ogres and the goblins, the lamia and vetalas, incubi and succubae, impundulu and nagual, vampire and werewolf and leopard men. We were why your kind still fears the dark. We call ourselves the Shadowspawn, and for the last century we have ruled the world once more in secret.” “Then you’re doing a pretty damn poor job of running it!” Ellen blurted, then clamped her lips shut. Adrienne laughed. “Chérie
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