by Lauren Royal
“King me!” Lily heard Rowan yell as they walked out the door, much later than they’d originally planned. Knowing that her family’s raised voices would ring through the inn from now until they left the next day, she imagined the proprietor would be happy to see the backs of them tomorrow.
Their walking tour started at Wadham College, where Rand had begun his years here at Oxford. The college was on Parks Road, around the corner and down one street from his house. “You really live in the center of things,” Lily remarked.
“We will, yes.” Clearly trying hard to set his troubles aside, he took her hand as they all crossed the smooth green lawn toward Wadham’s elegant facade. “I hope you’ll like it here.”
“I love it already. This town feels so peaceful and alive, all at once.”
“Wait until it’s teeming with students.” He nodded to the porter at the stone-vaulted gateway. “Good afternoon, Dickerson.”
“Afternoon, Professor Nesbitt.”
Rand led Kit and Lily’s family into a graveled quadrangle. “Do you not go by Lord?” Rose asked.
“Too pretentious. Besides, I earned the title Professor.”
“But now you’re an earl.”
Lily saw Rand’s jaw set. “Here, I’m a professor.”
It seemed he was determined to keep it that way. Not that Lily minded, but she wondered what sort of a struggle he’d be up against tomorrow. And she could tell, from the tenseness in his body, that in spite of his valiant effort to ignore the letter he was worried about it, too.
She looked around the quadrangle at the stately stone buildings, built in Oxford’s traditional Gothic style. All was quiet now, but she smiled as she imagined students hurrying to meet with their tutors, young Rand and Ford among them. “The architecture matches the old colleges, but somehow it looks new.”
“Only Pembroke is newer,” Kit said. “Dorothy Wadham built this college in 1610.”
Rose’s eyes widened. “A woman built Wadham? I thought Oxford was strictly for men.”
Rand nodded. “It is—even the servants in the colleges are all male. But as Nicholas Wadham’s widow, Dorothy carried out his wishes. There are portraits of them both in the hall and statues just outside it. Come, I’ll show you.”
Gravel crunched beneath their feet as he led them across the quiet quadrangle. The figures made a striking composition framing the door, King James on one side and the founders on the other. The statue of Nicholas Wadham was holding a model of the college.
“He never actually saw it,” Rand said. “They began building after his death.” He tugged the heavy door open. “Go in. The hall is beautiful.”
While the others went inside, he held Lily back, leaning close. “With the exception of your parents,” he murmured, “I’ve reserved each of you separate rooms at the inn.”
His breath felt warm by her ear. “Hmm?” She turned her head to steal a quick kiss.
Evidently liking that, he gave a low laugh and kissed her again. “I have no intention of staying home alone all night long.”
A frisson of warmth shimmered through her. “Do you not?”
“If I happen to wander through the alley and end up outside your window, I trust you’ll let me in?”
The mere idea sounded wicked and wonderful. “I can hardly wait,” she whispered, her body thrumming already.
“Lily? Rand?” Her mother’s voice drifted from the hall.
Lily sighed. “We should go inside.”
Wrapping an arm around her waist, he pulled her close and gave her one more kiss for good measure—a kiss that left her light-headed. “Until tonight,” he said softly, turning her toward the door.
Feeling boneless, she let him walk her into the hall past an entrance screen of exquisite Jacobean woodwork. She gawked at the great hammerbeam roof before her gaze dropped to the portraits of the founders. Nicholas Wadham wore a tall black hat, Dorothy a flattish cap and an uncomfortable-looking neck ruff. “They look formidable,” she said.
Chrystabel smiled. “I’ve heard tales enough of the pranks here to suspect they’re disapproving.”
Rose spun in a circle, taking in the solemn stained-glass windows and the long rows of tables with candelabras spaced down their middles. “I cannot picture Ford here.”
“He came three times a day,” Rand assured her, “dutifully wearing the required robe. Ford Chase was never one to miss a meal.”
Rose laughed, looking more carefree than she had in weeks. As they exited the hall, Lily noticed Kit slanting her sister a sharp, appreciative look. Well, she always had been a beauty, so long as she wasn’t scowling.
Rand took them to the chapel, so they could see its magnificent east window depicting Jonah’s whale, then turned to lead them out of the college.
“What’s this?” Rose asked, stopping by an unassuming door to stare at four lines of lettering crudely carved into the wood.
Rand smiled. “When King Charles slept in that room one night, the Earl of Rochester wrote that.”
“He didn’t.” Sounding wickedly intrigued, Rose read aloud.
“Here lies a great and mighty king,
Whose promise none relied on.
He never said a foolish thing,
Nor ever did a wise one.”
Their collective laughter rang through the empty quadrangle.
“Charles must have been livid,” Chrystabel remarked.
“To the contrary,” Rand said, “he found it quite amusing. He claimed his words were his own, while his deeds were those of his ministers.”
In high spirits, they left Wadham and walked the unpaved streets. Lily already loved this city, a city so steeped in tradition that new buildings were built in old styles. She nearly burst out laughing when she noticed Lady flitting along from tree to tree, then glanced around and found Beatrix stalking them in the shadows. She decided to keep quiet about that, given that Rand was uneasy around her constant companions. But her heart sang to see that her animal friends would be comfortable here in Oxford, too.
Of course, that was assuming she and Rand ended up living here.
“The Sheldonian Theatre,” Kit announced. They all stopped to gaze up at the cupola atop its domed roof. “A friend built it,” he added, sidling closer to Rose. “Christopher Wren. His first large public building.”
Rose failed to look impressed with either the building or Kit’s friendship with the celebrated architect. “I’ve met Mr. Wren,” she said. “He came to my sister’s wedding.”
Seemingly undiscouraged, Kit tried the doors and looked disappointed to find them locked. “The ceiling inside is amazing.”
Rand nodded. “It’s painted to look like the sky.”
“But that’s just ornamentation.” Kit leaned against the double doors. “The ceiling itself is a wonder of advanced construction, designed with no columns to spoil the view. An apparent defiance of gravity, because Wren contrived all the weight to be supported from above.”
“It’s a beautiful building.” Lily paced its columned front, enjoying the tour but wishing she were alone with Rand. “What is it used for?”
“Ceremonies, mostly.” Rand caught up to her and took her hand, that small meeting of flesh making a shudder run through her. Perhaps sensing it, he slipped his thumb inside to tease her palm. “Matriculation, graduation, and the like. And the university’s printing presses are housed in the basement.”
“Can you see,” Kit put in, “the street-level windows that let in light? Wren greatly values natural light. He told me he based this building on the Theatre of Marcellus in Rome.”
Despite Rand’s quite effective attempts to distract her, Lily didn’t miss the admiration in Kit’s voice. Or the touch of longing. “Have you seen the Theatre of Marcellus?”
“Sadly, I haven’t.” He gave a self-deprecating shrug. “I aspire to study the great buildings on the Continent, but I’m afraid I’m hopeless with foreign languages. I have nightmares of never finding my way home.”
; “Rose has an excellent head for languages,” Lily told him.
Her sister swung to glare at her. If looks could kill, Lily thought, she’d be deader than the sculptured heads on the railing around the building.
“What’s that?” Chrystabel asked, pointing to something up high in a transparent attempt to smooth things over.
“The Tower of the Five Orders,” Kit said enthusiastically. “It’s the most unusual structure in all of Oxford.”
He led them through an archway, a short tunnel through a plain building, and into an open quadrangle. The buildings surrounding it were more imposing than the austere exterior would suggest. Many doors gave entrance, each with a Latin inscription in gold letters on a blue background.
Rose turned slowly, translating them all. “Grammar and history, logic, rhetoric. Music, arithmetic, geometry, astronomy. Philosophy.” And at the far end, “School of Medicine, School of Law, School of Theology.”
“Those three are the superior schools,” Rand explained. “Before attending any of those, one must pass each of the other schools first and receive his Master of Arts.”
Kit wandered closer to Rose again. “You are good at languages.”
She shrugged, but looked pleased. Kit was making inroads, Lily thought. Flattery was one sure way to Rose’s heart.
He cleared his throat as he looked to their mother. “You asked about the tower.” It was a wondrous sight in the otherwise rather sobering surroundings. “The Five Orders display the different styles of classical architecture, distinguished by differing columns, bases, and pedestals. From the bottom to the top, oldest to newest, we have Tuscan, Doric, Ionic, Corinthian, and Composite.”
Rose looked more interested than Lily would have expected. “Who is sitting up there?”
“The statue? King James. Can you see that he’s holding a book? The Bodleian Library is behind you—it receives a copy of every new book ever published. As for the rest of the building…”
Lily listened with half an ear as everyone gathered around to hear Kit talk about the Gothic carving and pinnacles. Bells began ringing from the various towers of Oxford’s many colleges, their chimes all different yet harmonious. A beautiful sound. A sound she looked forward to hearing day after day, night after night, when she lived here with Rand, alone in their lovely, brand-new house.
For both their sakes, she hoped everything would work out so they could.
As though sensing her thoughts, he moved closer. When he took her hand again, excitement churned in the pit of her stomach. Though it was growing dark, it would still be hours before he could come to her, hours before they could properly kiss.
She wished she could kiss him properly right now. Or rather, improperly.
Goodness, it was fortunate her family was here in this otherwise empty quadrangle, or else she feared she might shove Rand to the grass and start ripping off his clothes.
One day in Rand’s arms and she was turning into a shameless wanton!
THIRTY-THREE
“LIE STILL,” ROSE muttered.
Wishing she were sharing the bed with Rand instead of her sister, Lily rolled onto her stomach and rearranged her pillow. “I’m just getting comfortable,” she said peevishly.
They’d arrived back at the inn to find a very apologetic proprietor. Apparently one of his clerks had miscalculated and rented out one too many rooms, leaving one too few for Lily’s family. The most logical pairing, of course, was Rose and Lily together. Rand certainly wouldn’t be able to join her here, nor could she join him—at least not without creating a scandal when Rose saw her leave.
Her body throbbed with newfound lust. She’d never imagined how it would feel to want a man, to wait all day, anticipating the night… and then end up aching and alone. It was torture.
Thinking she couldn’t wait to be married, she flipped onto her back and sighed. At the foot of the bed, Beatrix sat up and meowed.
“Lily, will you please lie still?”
“All right. I’m sorry.” She had to stop thinking about Rand. It had been a long time since she’d shared a bed with one of her sisters—since Violet had lived at home and the three of them had spent nights sharing their secrets. She had a whole lifetime ahead of her with Rand, and this night with Rose should be fun. Perhaps they could regain some of the closeness they’d recently lost.
“Kit is very nicely put together, isn’t he?” she asked into the darkness.
“He’s handsome enough,” Rose admitted in a vast understatement. “It’s unfortunate he’s not titled.”
Lily turned over again to search her sister’s face in the dim light from the fire. “He’s a famous architect. Goodness, he gets commissions from the king himself! I imagine he can afford to live in a grand style. Why should it matter that he’s not titled?”
“Of course it matters.” Rose averted her gaze, staring up at the old oak beams in the ceiling. “Violet is a viscountess, and you—soon you’ll be a countess and eventually a marchioness. Why should I settle for less?”
“You’re the Earl of Trentingham’s daughter, which means you could marry a guttersnipe and you’d still be Lady Rose. Besides, if you love a man, it’s not settling.”
“Well, I’m not in love with Kit, am I? I’ve barely met the man, and I’ve no intention of getting to know him better when he’s not what I want.” Rose rolled away, presenting Lily with her back. “Go to sleep. You have a journey early in the morning.”
End of discussion. Lily imagined she could feel Rose’s cold calculation rolling off of her in waves.
So much for growing closer.
Deprived of conversation, Lily’s thoughts drifted back to Rand. Over the next quarter hour, she tossed and turned, trying to ignore her body’s cravings and failing utterly.
“Go to him,” Rose finally said.
“Wh-what?”
“Go to him. I won’t tell Father or Mum or anyone else. Just go, so I can get some sleep.”
“Rose, I—”
“I’ll never like the fact that you won him, but it’s a fact nonetheless. Go, Lily.”
“I—” She wanted to. Oh, how she wanted to. But it wasn’t as though Rand were in the adjacent room. “I’d have to walk outdoors alone in the dark of the night. It isn’t safe.”
Her sister snorted. “It’s fifty feet down an alley. Should anyone approach you, Beatrix will draw blood with her claws, Jasper will nip off the poor soul’s toes, and Lady will peck out his eyes. Just go.”
Lily didn’t have to be told again. Nerves scrambling, she slid from the bed and began throwing on her clothes. “Thank you, Rose.”
“You’d do the same for me.”
“Thank you anyway.” The Ashcroft siblings had always stuck together, but Rose’s willingness to cover for her said louder than any words that Lily was well on her way to being forgiven.
She was relieved. And grateful.
But mostly, she was on fire.
THIRTY-FOUR
“LILY?” CLEARLY shocked to find her on his doorstep, Rand opened the door wider, then blinked as her three animal friends scampered in past him.
Lily stood on the front step, shivering in the chilly night air but enjoying her surprise. The expression on Rand’s face was priceless. The rest of him looked delicious, his hair tousled from sleep, his body wrapped in a dark brown brocade dressing gown tied loosely at his waist.
She wanted her hands on that body. “May I come in?”
“Oh.” He blinked. “Of course.” Holding a candle with one hand, he wrapped his free arm around her shoulders and drew her inside. As he shut the door, he eyed the assorted creatures. “How the devil did they get to Oxford?”
“I told you, they follow me.”
“They follow you,” he repeated dryly, as though that explained nothing at all. “What are you doing here?”
“I missed you.” She moved closer and slipped her arms beneath the silk dressing gown. It was her turn to be surprised when she felt nothing but bare skin. She skimmed
her hands over his back, smiling to herself when he bobbled the candle. “I came to talk about tomorrow. Your father—”
He hushed her with a quick kiss. “I don’t even want to think about the old goat, let alone talk about him.”
“I was jesting.” She molded her body against his, feeling altogether wicked and wonderful. The house smelled of new wood and paint, and Rand smelled of warmth and temptation. “Since you couldn’t come to my bed, I decided to come to yours.”
His eyes widened, a new glint in the warm gray. “Well, then,” he said, his voice turning velvet-smooth as he gazed down at her, “shall we go up to it?”
She suddenly realized what she’d said and how forward it must have sounded. Rose would say something like that and hold her head up, but Lily had just shocked herself speechless.
The look on her face must have amused him, because his lips twitched as he drew her hands from beneath his dressing gown, raised the candle, and motioned her toward the stairs.
Her cheeks burning, she preceded him up the steps.
“I cannot believe you’re here,” he said from behind her matter-of-factly, as though she hadn’t just proved herself a wanton.
“Rose told me to come.”
“Rose?”
“Yes, Rose. She couldn’t stand my tossing and turning.” Lily paused on the bedchamber’s threshold. As she stared at Rand’s bed, the wicked feelings faded. There was a big difference between sliding into passion in a summerhouse and showing up on a man’s doorstep in the middle of the night.
Placing a gentle hand on her back, he urged her inside. “I was tossing and turning myself. Couldn’t sleep, so I was puzzling out some old text.” He pushed aside a jumble of papers to set the candle on the desk by the door. “But Rose?”
“She’s accepting us, Rand.” Her gaze was still fastened on the bed. The forest green hangings were pulled back, the sheets invitingly rumpled. “She may not be happy about it, but at least she’s coming around. She’s not going to hate me all our days.”
