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by Lindsay Marshall


  bellows smoke and fire.

  The cold wind swarms

  over my clothed form.

  Furs are gone,

  traded for drink,

  for ball and shot.

  Lungs use less and less

  of the morning air,

  phlegm loosened

  as I spray the slushy

  grey snow, colouring it

  like a summer sunset,

  and then I hear a tail

  slapping the once

  familiar winter lake.

  Mainkewin?

  (Are You Going to Maine?)

  Do you remember Maine?

  Do you remember telling everyone who would listen that you were going to Vacation Land picking blueberries?

  Do you remember the taste of your first submarine washed down with a cool Bud from the first store you saw after you crossed the border?

  Do you remember the cool mornings that enabled you to get fifty plus boxes that first day at work there in the barrens?

  Do you remember where you went swimming to cool off in afternoons? Was it Scoodic Lake or Columbia Falls?

  Do you remember going back to the camp after picking blueberries and seeing the filth on your body?

  Do you remember waking up the next day and being unable to move without pain?

  Do you remember working in the hot August sun not worrying about the UV index?

  Do you remember being up half the night treating your badly burned red back and asking yourself, “What am I doing here?”

  Do you remember the excitement of getting your first pay and spending it in Cherryfield, Millbridge or Ellsworth?

  Do you remember the Bay Rum Pirates, Canned Heat Gang behind Grant’s General Store?

  Do you remember staying until the frost killed the best berries of the season, the ones that were

  promised to you by the leaseholder?

  Do you remember hurrying to get home so the kids could go to school?

  Do you remember the trip home and someone asking at the border, “All Indians?”

  Shadows Dancing on the Edge

  Photographs to petroglyph images,

  beaded bone belts to fleeting

  glimpses on sand swept clean

  by wind and waves from distant

  shores across the water of salt.

  Stories so old, told around fire

  pits as ancient as time.

  Easy smiles seen in the dark

  with shadows dancing on the

  edge of the circle of light.

  Knees pressed tightly to the

  chest decorated with shells

  white as the first snow, amulets

  warding off spirits unkind to

  the people who walk the woods.

  Grandmother moon lends

  her brilliance, illuminating the

  questions that arise like mist in

  the fields of sweetgrass near the shore.

  When the morning sun touches

  the tallest blade of swi-tey,

  its mystic scent is dispersed

  to far off places by the gentlest breeze,

  No answers, just sensations

  felt by those who are one

  with their world.

  Ash and Flint Flying as One

  Sinew stretches and bends

  an unwilling sculpted

  rock maple no longer

  haughty in height and form.

  A sinew loop encircles a ring

  cut deep into the white

  nakedness of aged wood.

  An instrument of life and

  death begins to take shape.

  Flint on ash slides gently where

  hand and bow meet like lovers.

  A sound unique to sinew, ash

  and maple is heard by the

  holder, gripping as if his

  very existence depends

  upon a true flight.

  The sound of fat burning,

  odours rise like ghosts,

  easily melding with smoke

  and flame, revealing faces of

  children crushing bones,

  ripping meat and swallowing

  between smiles, as the

  provider of the cause of

  celebration envisions

  days of ash and flint

  flying as

  one.

  Dear successive fathers:

  Explain to me, please, when did the

  change take place from owners

  to wards of the selfish state?

  Write down the reasons why

  the land under our feet became

  foreign soil in perpetuity...

  Clay Pots and Bones

  Clay Pots and Bones

  Dear successive fathers:

  Explain to me please, when did the

  change take place, from owners

  to wards of the selfish state?

  Write down the reasons why

  the land under our feet became

  foreign soil in perpetuity.

  Say again how the signers of

  1752 lost as much as they

  gained while the ink from a

  quill pen rested in its

  blackened Royal well.

  What justification exists that

  allowed our mounds to be

  desecrated, clay pots and bones.

  Rock glyphs painted over by

  cfc-propelled paint.

  Our songs and stories protected

  by copyright and law, not in the

  bosom of our grandmothers or

  grandfathers of yesterday.

  The cost of keeping us does

  not reflect the real cost.

  How many ghostly sails with

  reeking holds did English

  ports comfort in early fog?

  Have you much experience in

  the destruction of people.

  besides us?

  Dancing, Fasting and Praying

  The Medicine Man

  gazes intently like the Eagle,

  as each of his charges

  looks to him for answers.

  The dancing, fasting and

  praying are all in vain.

  Each morning

  the stronger ones

  prepare the still ones

  whose eyes and

  features are frozen.

  The summer village’s vitality,

  so strong for many seasons,

  is now spent as if it

  were a salmon.

  Strangers, as pale as

  ghosts, bear

  gifts of trade,

  leave with fur

  and knowledge,

  their hidden gift

  to come later.

  Brown faces,

  red spots

  spreading like a

  summer fire,

  consuming small ones

  and old ones first.

  The future, the past,

  given the honours of

  passing.

  The Medicine Man

  gazes intently,

  as his eyes

  water for the

  last time.

  Kluskap and Mi’kmaw

  Kluskap:

  Who are you and what are you doing here?

  Do you hear the forest?

  It says, “Come to me and sit.”

  Mi’kmaw:

  I sit here but I cannot hear.

  I have forgotten.

  I hear the one with shining eyes,

  he tells me,
“Run to me.”

  Kluskap:

  Do not listen to him, listen to me.

  He wants you for the wrong reasons.

  He will steal your tongue, your land,

  even where your ancestors are laid.

  Mi’kmaw:

  He does not want much,

  a beaver, two fish, three geese.

  When he gets these, he will be

  satisfied and leave us.

  Kluskap:

  Listen carefully. The beaver will hide

  from every man. Fish will be no more.

  The goose will not come back. The land

  he will take from you. And you cannot

  say a word for he will have taken your

  tongue. He will be here forever.

  Kluskap Aqq L’Nu

  Kluskap:

  Wen ki’l aq talueken tett?

  Nutmn nipukt?

  Teluek, “Juku’e

  Aqq pa’si.”

  L’Nu:

  Epi, pasik mu nutmu

  Koqoey. Awan’ta’si’

  Nutaq Wasoqwalkikwate’w,

  Telimit, “Juku-tukwi’e’n.”

  Kluskap:

  Mukk jiksituaw, jiksitui ni’n.

  Ketanisk na pasik, kmutnattew na

  kilnu, kmaqmikem aqq ma’w ko’kmaq

  Ta’n elisulti’tij.

  L’Nu:

  Mu menuekekw pikwelk, pasik kopitl

  Aqq tapusiliji mime’jk

  Ne’siliji sinumkwaq,

  Elmiaq ula msnaj, l’mietew.

  Kluskap:

  Nike’ nute’n! Kaqietaqq kopitk,

  Kaqietaqq mime’jk, sinumk ma’ apja’sikw,

  Apkwilja’tultew kmaqmikem,

  Je ma’kis-taluewn mita kilnu ma’tenukw

  Ma’liekw tami, siaw-i’tew na iapjiw.

  Leather, Stone and Bone

  The cord has been with us

  for such a long, long time.

  Connected to the smiling

  father, it grows taut from

  our resistance and then

  slackens again from

  our reluctance.

  The two sides:

  flee, cut and be messy,

  or stay, trust and be tidy.

  One voice echoes the words

  of ones who know,

  their journeys complete,

  the other voice of ones

  who stay and breathe

  the undated atmosphere.

  Words written on parchment,

  actors whose costumes

  change with new acts

  following written cues

  making cultural-specific

  laws governing the ones

  of leather, stone and bone.

  Cradle to grave, they say

  Cradle to grave.

  How words uttered in House

  ring true to the present.

  The giving father

  smiles on.

  The giving father

  smiles on,

  his children divided.

  Cut or keep the cord.

  No one asks the question.

  Save the Last Bullet

  The noble savage – have we

  dispelled the myth?

  The monosyllabic dialogue

  of unionized Mediterraneans

  riding against The Duke

  who passes out the guns,

  telling the fair maiden,

  “Save the last bullet

  for yourself, in case...”

  The great General who said,

  “The only good Indian

  is a dead Indian!”

  as hundreds succumbed

  behind his horse.

  The General’s horse stepped lighter,

  the red dust became an

  eternal dusty shroud.

  Shed a tear with the children

  of the Black Hills.

  Sacred stone cut to provide

  monumental caricatures

  of men. All four.

  Consent forms required

  to pray at the Hills!

  Is there a homeland

  called Caucasia?

  The Chain Remains Strong

  The Chain stretches back

  four centuries.

  Two different world views

  met as equals.

  A time when the numbers

  were reversed.

  Around a fire held by rock

  they agreed.

  For as long as the sun rises

  and the rivers run.

  Sacred oaths sworn.

  Royal Proclaimer said his peace,

  we ours.

  Prosperity for all,

  a new beginning.

  Painted faces washed away

  by the rain.

  Wigs, leggings and blood

  red coats rested.

  The Chain remained strong,

  held by men.

  The land became deeded,

  the game depleted.

  Sister and brother beings

  lost forever.

  Equitable foes no longer,

  a paradigm shift.

  Hatchets at the ready,

  knives honed.

  Moose skin shields, no match

  for disease.

  The Chain remained strong,

  revered by one.

  Blankets of pox and vermin

  a gift.

  Sought-after hair still attached,

  twenty pounds.

  Survivors scattered but able

  to stand.

  The land became deeded,

  the game depleted.

  Dark robes singing psalms,

  plundering others.

  Lodges of learning where

  no one spoke.

  Tongues severed by words

  and leather.

  The Chain remains strong,

  unforgotten.

  Alive.

  Good Creator

  Good Creator,

  I bring sad news.

  Let me sit closer to

  the fire to warm

  my aching bones.

  Where shall I begin?

  As you instructed us,

  we fulfilled our bargain.

  These woods, hills

  and mountains echoed

  the sounds of many

  villages.

  The animals you sent

  were plenty

  and we treated them

  with respect.

  We took no more

  than we needed,

  until...

  Good Creator,

  all this changed upon

  the arrival of the ghost maker,

  the pale one.

  With his help, our

  numbers shrivelled and died.

  Now you must walk for days

  to see other brown faces,

  and they are but pale shadows

  of the ones who have gone

  forever.

  Good Creator,

  our robes are in tatters,

  our stomachs like empty

  seashells. Sand

  and dust.

  Good Creator,

  my hands are the hands

  of a disrespectful child

  who has taken too much.

  The woods are empty now,

  devoid of sound,

  like a sunset or a passing cloud.

  Good Creator,

  I seek your counse
l.

  Is it too late?

  For you I say keep your skin

  the colour of earth and your

  grandchildren like eagle wings.

  Teach the ear so it hears

  your young speak our words.

  Now It’s Your Turn

  Now It’s Your Turn

  Look. Just look at it now

  My grandfather’s grandfather could

  walk for two days before seeing

  the ones with wanting eyes.

  Now today I can’t walk more

  than fifteen minutes and I am

  reminded by a sign that this

  land is no longer ours to do

  with as we see fit.

  I yearn for those days when

  I caught all the fish I could eat,

  the rest shared with others.

  My canoe would be filled to

  the gunwales, her ribs bulging

  as she strained to take me

  home with salmon.

  The trees offer little shade now.

  Do you know why?

  They have been cut so much

  they don’t get a chance

  to grow. When I was young

  I saw a tree so big

  ten men could stand on it.

  Grandson, listen to me.

  Make me a promise that you will

  not let us lose any more.

  The land that is gone stays gone.

  The fish will be wary and may

  never come back.

  The trees may grow back,

  if left alone.

  For you I say keep your skin

  the colour of earth and your

  grandchildren like eagle’s wings.

  Teach the ear so it hears

  your young speak our words.

  My eyes have seen many things,

  now it’s your turn.

  Taho.

  Questions for Great Grandfather

  Have you ever felt the kiss

  of a tanned hide cured by

  your hands?

  Do you remember how

  balsam wood smelled after

  a summer rain?

  Tell me how supple birch

  bark becomes while wet

  outside your canoe.

  Has your hand fought with

  a salmon at the end of your

  bone-tipped spear?

  When was the last time you

  sat with bare back against

  a bleached stump?

  How many times have you

  shaped your hair with black

  bear grease?

  How long did you lie on the

 

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