At SPD such information would have been copied, filed and disseminated to those with a Need to Know. The Bureau couldn’t be much different, and yet what she was telling him was that she had either failed to make copies or had been ordered not to do so. Either explanation was insufficient and yet intriguing. What the hell was going on over there? Local FBI against the nationals? Perhaps the lockdown had little to do with keeping local police away from it and everything to do with preventing their own FBI field office investigators from running with it.
He asked, “What office received that information, Special Agent?”
“I cannot say.”
“We’re doing each other favors here.”
“And I am afraid mine have run out. If you are dissatisfied and would like to take back-”
“No,” he said, “it’s yours. I don’t go back on a trade, even when I get the short shrift.”
“I will see what I can do. That is the best I can offer.”
“That is as much as any of us can offer,” he said gratefully, “and I thank you for that.”
“Lieutenant, I am certain you did background checks on us coming into this, and of course we did the same-or rather, I did. Let me just say that from everything I have read, I have great respect for you, both as a person and your service record. Quite frankly, as Intelligence officer, it was my job to speculate on who would head SPD’s task force, and I suggested to my superiors it would be you. I am aware of your wife’s illness, and I offer my sympathies and those of this agency. I have to think that given other circumstances it would have been you running the show over there, and I think they could use you. I value greatly the information you have just given me, and I hope to earn your respect as well, as the investigation continues.”
“I’d be happier,” Boldt confided in her, “if it didn’t continue, if it stopped today.”
“Yes, of course.”
Boldt thanked her, hung up and spun around in his chair with the sounding of the beep that signaled his E-mail. On his computer screen, a menu appeared with a full list of the waiting mail. This most recent arrival was a reminder-a second message-from the mail room that Boldt had received a package marked “urgent.”
As Intelligence officer, with snitches and informants spread around the city like traffic lights, Boldt could ill afford to leave any urgent package gathering dust. Some informants used the phones, others-politicians and white collars mostly-abhorred them, preferring the written word, always “anonymous.”
By the time Boldt picked up his package, it had been X-rayed, electronically sniffed for explosives and run through a magnetometer for metal density-as safe as modern technology could make it for opening.
Ronnie Lyte ran mail room security. “It’s a CD maybe.”
Boldt realized he had hurried down to the basement mail room for nothing. The ME, Doc Dixon, and he exchanged favorite jazz works all the time. Along with SID’s Bernie Lofgrin, they had something of a jazz enthusiasts’ club. Boldt’s love leaned to keyboards and tenor. Until Liz’s illness, Boldt had occasionally held a happy hour piano gig at Bear Berenson’s comedy club. Doc Dixon leaned toward trumpet players, though he also had a keen ear for tenor sax. Lofgrin was drummers and bass players: He considered the rhythm section of any group the most important. Boldt immediately mistook this CD as a gift from Dixon, whose offices were a mile away in the basement of Harbor View Medical Center.
The padded envelope had been stapled three times at the fold. The package bore no stamps, no postage meter label, no stamp or sticker from one of the city’s many messenger services. This offered Boldt the first twinge of unease. His name and the address had been printed by computer on regular paper, and the paper taped to the package using two pieces of wide, clear packing tape. Boldt studied all this. “How’d we get it?”
“No clue,” Ronnie Lyte said.
The mail room was run by three Asian civilians, administered by Sue Lu. Boldt shouted across to Lu, “Someone sign for this?”
“Don’t remember it.”
“Black kid delivered it,” one of her assistants answered. “No signature required, except from you that is.”
“A messenger?”
“Not someone I’m familiar with,” the young man answered. “Not a regular.”
“A cold drop? Is that what you’re telling me?”
“A delivery, Lieutenant,” the young man replied. “Guy said it was urgent.”
“But what guy?” Boldt said, exasperated.
“We get a couple dozen couriers in here a day,” Lu explained to Boldt, defending her assistant and herself.
“Was it logged?” Boldt asked.
“Every arrival is logged,” the assistant confirmed, checking a computer terminal. “Arrived twenty minutes ago. We sent you an E-mail.”
“I don’t care about the E-mail! I care about how it arrived, who delivered it.” He felt a growing sense of anxiety in his chest; a part of him did not want to open it, another part could not wait. But he wanted the details straight first. The label and the lack of postage had triggered a series of internal alarms. If the envelope contained cash, and not a CD, Boldt wanted witnesses to its being opened. Intelligence officers regularly faced attempts to compromise them; the smarter people behind such attempts left all details off the delivery of the bribe, waiting to make later contact. The CD might be a ruse, the true contents a roll of a couple hundred, a couple thousand, dollars in cash. Boldt needed witnesses.
“I’m opening it here,” he announced. He marked the time aloud. This won the attention of Sue Lu, who joined him knowing he was requesting a witness. She checked her own watch and confirmed the time.
Boldt opened the padded envelope and disgorged its contents: a single gold-colored CD in a clear jeweler’s box. The words OPTICAL MEDIA were printed on the disk along with some manufacturing information. No letter or note. No explanation. Everything about this bothered him. He handed the padded envelope to Lu, who looked it over.
“Empty,” she said.
“Just the CD,” he agreed.
“It’s a CD-R,” she informed him, pointing out the initials on the disk. “It’s marked data, not music. For use with a computer CD-ROM.”
“I need a computer with a CD-ROM player?” Boldt asked her, both testing that he had it right and asking her for advice where he might find one.
“Tech Services’ media lab,” she informed him. Adding, “They have everything in there.”
Tech Services occupied two glorified basement closets that communicated by a doorway cut through a cement block wall. An array of electronic gear, predominantly audio/video and computer, occupied black rack mounts that in some instances ran floor to ceiling-linoleum to acoustic tile. Twice the rooms had experienced water damage due to errant plumbing, damaging gear and blowing circuit breakers. As a precaution against such accidents, a clear plastic canopy had been installed as a kind of shortstop. The sheets of plastic were taped together with silver duct tape, in places partially obscuring the overhead fluorescent tube. Boldt was shown to a computer terminal in the corner of the back room.
“We’re working on some audio tapes in the other room,” the technician explained, offering Boldt a set of headphones that were in bad condition. He plugged them into one of the rack-mounted devices.
“I don’t think it’s music,” Boldt said, not understanding the offer of headphones. “I’ve got a CD player in my office.”
“It’s CD-R,” the tech explained. “Recordable CD-ROM. Multimedia, probably, or why not just send a disk? These babies hold six hundred and forty megs of data, that’s why. With compression? Shit, it’s damn near bottomless.”
“What do I do?”
The man set up the disk in the machine. “Double click this baby when you’re ready,” he said, pointing to the screen. “It should do the rest.” He reminded, “Don’t forget the disk when you’re done. People are always forgetting their disks.” He tapped his earlobe.
“You go through this a lot, do y
ou?” Boldt asked sarcastically.
“Headphones,” the man reminded.
Boldt slipped the headphones on as the tech left him. He double clicked the CD icon and sat back, watching the screen, his anxiety still with him. Someone had gone to a lot of trouble. The average snitch liked things simple: money for information. This felt more white collar, more upmarket, and that generally meant power and influence-entities that Intelligence ran up against from time to time.
The computer took a moment to access the CD-ROM. The word WAIT flashed in the message bar, as if he had a choice. The screen suddenly changed to a light gray background, and a credit card-sized box appeared in the center of the screen. Ambient room sound hissed in his ear, reminding Boldt of interrogation tapes. But there was something else in the sound: a radio or TV.
The small box in the center of the screen showed a small child-a girl-in a chair. He scrambled for his reading glasses. The girl appeared bound to the chair. Worse, she looked alarmingly like his own Sarah, although the room was unfamiliar to him: a pale yellow wall behind her, grandmother curtains on a window behind her and to her right. To the child’s left, a television set played CNN, the voices of the news anchors distant and vague.
All at once the image animated. The girl looked left in a movement all too familiar to Boldt. The reading glasses found their way to Boldt’s eyes, and he leaned in for a better look.
Not possible, a voice inside him warned. Terror stung him.
As she spoke, as he heard that voice, all doubt was removed. Sarah screamed, “Daddy!” She rocked violently, her arms taped to the chair. “Daddy!”
The video image went black, replaced by a typewritten message in the same small box. Boldt could not read it for the tears in his eyes.
He saw her all at once as a small fragile creature, cradled between his open palm and elbow, a tiny little newborn, a treasure of expressions and sounds. A promise of life; the enormous responsibility he felt to nurture and protect her.
He wiped away his tears, returned the glasses and read the message on the screen.
Sarah is safe and unharmed. She will remain so as long as the task force’s investigation wanders. Do not allow it to focus. Do not allow any suspect to be pursued. If you are clever, your daughter lives and is returned to you happy and safe. This I promise. If you speak of this to another living soul, if the investigation should net a suspect, you will never see your sweet Sarah again. Think clearly. This is a choice you must make. Make it wisely.
Boldt reread the warning, stood from the chair and then sagged back down. He closed the file and took the CD out of the machine. Think! he demanded of himself, no thoughts able to land, his balance gone, the room spinning. He drew in a deep breath and exhaled slowly. The Pied Piper might have spies anywhere. Paranoia overtook him. Boldt stood up slowly, like an invalid testing his unsure legs. Chills rushed up and down his spine. His face burned. Someone spoke to him in the hall, and again on the elevator and in the garage-he saw their mouths move, he heard the shapes of sound, but not the words. He was someplace no one could reach him. He ran several red lights on his way to the yellow house where Sarah and Miles spent their middays with fifteen other children.
He bounded the stairs two at a time and attempted to turn the doorknob. Locked! He pounded hard-too hard, too loudly, too furiously.
If you speak of this to another living soul …
Hurried footsteps approached noisily. The fish-eye peephole momentarily darkened as someone inspected him from the other side. Hurry up! he wanted to shout, but collected himself as the door came open.
Millie Wiggins stood before him, surprised. “Mr. Boldt!”
“Sarah?” he asked, his voice cracking as he stepped past the woman and into the playroom. Sight of the children playing choked him and squeezed tears close to the surface. “Sarah?” he called loudly into the room, drawing blank expressions from the children. A pair of tiny arms clutched at his leg and he looked down to see his son beaming up at him. He reached down and hoisted Miles into his arms.
“Sarah?” he pleaded to Millie Wiggins.
“You called,” she whispered, reminding him. “The police officers you sent picked her up.” She glanced at the large Mickey Mouse clock on the wall. “That was nine-thirty.”
He too glanced up at the clock. Five hours had passed. A lifetime.
He tried to speak, to contradict her, but the policeman inside him, the father, caught his tongue. He turned away and cleared his eyes as Miles tugged on his tie.
Millie Wiggins spoke in a gravel voice. An attractive woman in her mid-forties, she wore jeans and a white turtleneck. “I called you back, don’t forget. To verify, I mean.” Her hands wormed in concern. He could not afford the truth. He measured how far to push.
“Two officers, right?” he asked. She had used the plural.
She nodded. “A woman and a man. Exactly as you said. It’s okay, isn’t it?” She looked him over. “Is everything all right?” She added reluctantly, “With Mrs. Boldt?”
“Mommy?” Miles asked his father.
“Fine … fine …,” he said, avoiding sending the wrong signal. Sarah … He needed to collect himself, time to think. He needed answers. Sarah’s chance depended on the next few minutes. And for how long after that? he wondered.
He wanted desperately to take Miles with him, but if the kidnappers had wanted Miles, then the boy wouldn’t have been there. If the day care center was being watched-if Boldt was under surveillance … He mired down in uncertainty and paranoia, up to his axles in it. Poisoned with fear, faint and weak, he placed his son down and said to Millie Wiggins, “I didn’t want Miles feeling left out. Thought I should stop by,” hoping this might sound convincing. It fell short. His mind whirred. “It’s one of those mornings where I can’t tell up from down. I even forget where I was when we spoke this morning. Which line did you call?”
“I called nine-one-one, just as you told me,” she reported. “I spoke to you, hung up, and dialed nine-one-one. They put me through.”
The ECC lacked any means to relay a call to headquarters. It was technically impossible. Boldt knew this; Millie Wiggins clearly did not. Her explanation baffled him. “You sure it was nine-eleven-nine-one-one, and not-”
“You told me to call you back on nine-one-one!” she reminded him, viewing him suspiciously.
She had it wrong. It was the only explanation. Why should she remember? he wondered. It was important only to him. Memory played tricks on people.
He declined to push her any further. He felt aimless and lost.
She snapped her fingers. “I almost forgot.” She hurried into the busy room and returned as quickly. She brought her hand up for him to see. “The lady police officer wanted me to give you this. Said it was a private joke, that you’d understand.”
In her outstretched hands she held a dime-store pennywhistle.
CHAPTER 23
Unaccustomed to an invitation for coffee from Boldt, Daphne Matthews found herself caught by surprise. Neither of them drank coffee, and they didn’t arrange secret meetings. Not any longer.
Du Jour, a small lunch cafe on First Avenue, offered yuppie chow and an expansive view of the bay. This choice also surprised her. Boldt leaned more toward tea and scones at the Four Seasons Olympic. He was known as a regular in the Garden Room.
He occupied a table pressed up against the huge glass window overlooking the bay and the lush green of the islands beyond. She bought herself a tea at the cafeteria-style counter, her eyes on Boldt, understanding immediately and with great certainty that something was terribly wrong. Liz, she thought.
As she approached, she noticed his slouched shoulders, the redness of his eyes and nose and his cup of tea, which was not steaming and had gone untouched. He hadn’t added the milk yet. She recognized grief when she saw it.
“Hey,” she said casually, pulling out her own chair. He didn’t stand. Not the Lou Boldt she knew.
“Ah!” he said, looking up at her woodenly, tak
ing no time to express any kind of welcome. She felt unimportant. She sat down.
“I need a favor, Daffy, and it’s perfectly fine if you don’t want to do it, but if you’re willing to do it, to help me out, then all I ask is that you don’t ask any questions. None. Not one. It’s important for both of us, for everybody, that you not ask any questions.”
“Does that include now?”
He looked up at her and then to the door of the cafe. “That’s a question,” he informed her. He seemed to have aged a dozen years. Liz, she thought again. She felt sad. He had broken-frankly, she had expected it sooner.
“No questions at all?”
“Better that way,” he answered. “Safer.” A furtive check toward the front of the restaurant. Grief could cause strange behavior in the strongest of people.
“You can’t go back to the office looking like this,” she warned. “And that is not a question.”
He never quite got his clothes right, tending to carry a part of his last meal on them somewhere. The new breeds of permanent press were made with him in mind, but he stayed with natural fibers, all cottons and wools, and as a result looked like an unmade bed most of the time. He rarely shaved without missing a spot or two.
“I’ll pull it together,” he said.
“And keep it there?” she asked.
His eyes betrayed him. Her question brought threatening tears. He understood his own vulnerability. This was significant to her.
“Lou, one of the slogans I use is, ‘Dare to Share.’ It takes some nerve, but it’s worth the risk.” She waited a moment, hoping this might sink in, might trigger an effort. “Trust me. Please.”
He leaned the weight of his head into the crutch of his open palm, covering his mouth and stretching his eyes open grotesquely. He spoke through his fingers, muddying his speech. “It’s a favor is all. It’ll take you most of the rest of the day.”
“At the hospital? At home?”
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