by Tina J
I Gave my heart to a
Jersey Killa
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Facebook Author T M Jenkins
Copyright 2019
This novel is a work of fiction. Any resemblances to actual events, real people, living or dead, organizations, establishments or locales are products of the author’s imagination. Other names, characters, places, and incidents are used fictionally.
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More books from me:
The Thug I Chose 1, 2 & 3
A Thin Line Between Me and My Thug 1 & 2
I Got Luv For My Shawty 1 & 2
Kharis and Caleb: A Different Kind of Love 1 & 2
Loving You Is A Battle 1 & 2 & 3
Violet and The Connect 1 & 2 & 3
We Both End Up with Scars
You Complete Me
Love Will Lead You Back
This Thing Called Love
Are We In This Together 1,2 &3
Shawty Down To Ride For a Boss 1, 2 &3
When A Boss Falls in Love 1, 2 & 3
Let Me Be The One 1 & 2
We Got That Forever Love
Aint No Savage Like The One I Got 1&2
A Queen and A Hustla 1, 2 & 3
Thirsty For A Bad Boy 1&2
Hassan and Serena: An Unforgettable Love 1&2
Caught Up Loving A Beast 1, 2 & 3
A Street King And His Shawty 1 & 2
I Fell For The Wrong Bad Boy 1&2
I Wanna Love You 1 & 2
Addicted to Loving a Boss 1, 2, & 3
I Need That Gangsta Love 1&2
Creepin With The Plug 1 & 2
All Eyes On The Crown 1,2&3
When She’s Bad, I’m Badder: Jiao and Dreek, A Crazy Love Story 1,2&3
Still Luvin A Beast 1&2
Her Man, His Savage 1 & 2
Marco & Rakia: Not Your Ordinary, Hood Kinda Love 1,2 & 3
Feenin For A Real One 1, 2 & 3
A Kingpin’s Dynasty 1, 2 & 3
What Kinda Love Is This: Captivating A Boss 1, 2 & 3
Frankie & Lexi: Luvin A Young Beast 1, 2 & 3
A Dope Boys Seduction 1, 2 & 3
My Brother’s Keeper 1, 2 & 3
C’Yani & Meek: A Dangerous Hood Love 1, 2 & 3
When A Savage Falls for A Good Girl 1, 2 & 3
Eva & Deray 1 & 2
A Beast Christmas
Blame It On His Gangsta Luv 1, 2 & 3
Falling For The Wrong Hustla 1, 2 & 3
Warning:
This book is strictly Urban Fiction and the story is
NOT REAL!
Characters will not behave the way you want them to; nor will they react to situations the way you think they should. Some of them may be drug addicts, kingpins, savages, thugs, rich, poor, ho’s, sluts, haters, bitter ex-girlfriends or boyfriends, people from the past and the list can go on and on. That is what Urban Fiction mostly consists of. If this isn’t anything you foresee yourself interested in, then do yourself a favor and don’t read it because it’s only going to piss you off. ????
Also, the book will not end the way you want so please be advised that the outcome will be based solely on my own thoughts and ideas. I hope you enjoy this book. Thanks so much to my readers, supporters, publisher and fellow authors and authoress for the support. ????
Table of Contents
Chapter 1Mecca
Chapter 2Haven
Chapter 3Armonie
Chapter 4Ariel
Chapter 5VJ
Chapter 6Armonie
Chapter 7Christian
Chapter 8Stormy
Chapter 9Haven
Chapter 10Ariel
Chapter 11Armonie
Chapter 12VJ
Chapter 13Mecca
Chapter 14Haven
Chapter 15Ariel
Chapter 16VJ
Chapter 17Ariel
Chapter 18Armonie
Previously…
Ariel
“The new place is ready. You wanna come see it with me?” Armonie wiped her eyes and shook her head yes.
“Awww bookie come here.” I hugged her and she broke down crying harder.
“What’s wrong?” She moved away and ran in the bathroom to grab tissue.
“Besides me falling in love with someone else’s man, not much.”
“Huh? Please don’t tell me it’s my cousin.” I had my fingers on the bridge of my nose.
“Ok. I won’t. Let’s go.” She grabbed her things and left me standing there looking crazy. I glanced down at my phone and saw Haven calling me.
“Yea.” I closed the door and walked out slowly. I didn’t want Armonie hearing us speak.
We haven’t gotten the chance to discuss how me and Haven got together. Everyone knew we were messing around now because of her shouting it at the station but no one knew we damn near stayed together.
“You coming over tonight or am I coming to you?” He asked in the phone causing me to smile.
“Let me call you back later.”
“Ariel it’s either me and you tonight or I can go to the top four on my list.”
“Haven, I don’t have time to be dealing with your mother because I stabbed you.” He busted out laughing.
“Something happened with Armonie. I’m trying to find out.”
“What’s wrong with her.”
“Boy calm down. She’s in love with someone else and it ain’t Freddy.”
“About damn time. I hope the dude thorough.” I wanted to tell him my cousin is thorough, and he knows first hand but until Armonie confirmed her and VJ, I wasn’t gonna make assumptions.
“I’m sure he is. I’ll call you back.”
“A’ight.” He hung up and I laughed.
We’ve been sleeping together for the last few months and the feelings have developed for me but I don’t want to tell him. He’s not tryna be in a relationship and as far as I know, I’m the only chick he’s been with. He’s waiting on me after work and makes me stay with him when I’m off.
When he leaves the house, he’s usually back within an hour or two and we fucking. If there is someone else, she ain’t getting what I am and that’s attention, his time and the keys to his place.
I felt a little uncomfortable at first accepting the key because his ex used to be here a lot. Then I remembered we’ve been around one another for years. I did make him get a new bedroom set because I wasn’t sleeping in no other woman’s bed. He gave me a hard time but then handed me the money and made me get it.
He is definitely spoiled when it comes to sex with me. Both of us are addicted to the other and to be honest, he’s the best I’ve ever had. If you go by his name, you’d assume he was shitty in bed but it’s far from the truth.
“How you in love with VJ when y’all barely around one another?” I asked and started my car. I had to pry.
“It’s a long story and right now I just wanna lay down. Can you pull over?” I did and she vomited on the ground.
“What the hell did you eat?”
“I think it’s because I’m so upset. You know how I get.” I nodded because growing up if Monie stressed herself out too much, she’d throw up. The doctor said she has acid reflux when she worked herself up or some shit.
“VJ is a good guy Monie but he’s taken and so are you.”
“Not anymore.
I broke up with Freddy but you’re right. He’s taken and I never should’ve gotten caught up.” I handed her a napkin and pulled off.
“Caught up?” I wanted to ask if they had sex because I know like she did, Freddy would flip if he knew someone else took what he’s been waiting years for.
“Yea. We’ll talk later. I’m getting a headache.”
“Ok.” I left it alone and drove to the new house I got us. My dad had some being built and let me pick one. He said I needed a home and not a condo.
“Where are we?”
“At our new house.” She stared at me.
“House? Ariel you know we were only staying in the condo until we got married. We made a pact to purchase a house when we had a family.” She’s right. Neither of us wanted to live in a house with no one to share it with. She has money and could purchase her own, but I enjoy having her as my roommate.
“Let me find out you don’t like living with me.” We started laughing.
“Anyway, what’s up with you and Haven and don’t tell me my eyes were deceiving me.” She asked getting out the car and walking up to the door with me.
“We having fun.”
“Fun my ass. You’ve been staying out a lot and one night, I swore I heard you moaning out his name in the guest room.” I covered my mouth.
“I didn’t say anything because I was half sleep but now I see it wasn’t a dream.” She folded her arms.
“Y’all been fucking for a minute.”
“Fine! After him and VJ fought, he came by days later and we slept together. He stopped by again and we’ve been sharing a bed ever since.” I unlocked the door.
“Ok now.” She glanced around the house from the doorway.
“Am I gonna have some little Reaper cousins soon.” She rubbed my stomach.
“Hell to the no. We use condoms and both of us check when we done to make sure it didn’t bust.”
“Are y’all a couple?” She asked and stepped in with me. I closed the door and we walked around the place.
“No.” She stopped and turned around.
“Are you expecting anything from him as far as being a couple?”
“To be honest, I wouldn’t mind him being my man but he told me straight up he’s not ready to be in a committed relationship.”
“Ariel.” She had a sad look on her face.
“I know I deserve better.”
“You do sis. I love my cousin but he’s gonna mess up and you seem like you’re feeling him a lot. I don’t want you to get hurt like me.”
“Like you?” She snickered like a school girl.
“Haven may not be committed to anyone, but he loves sleeping with different women. We both know that. Ariel, you’re about to graduate and there’s more good men out there who will treat you better.”
“Damn Armonie. You sound like me talking to you.” We shared a laugh.
“He threatened me already.” She stopped.
“I can’t be with anyone else and I don’t wanna place anyone in danger because he doesn’t care.”
“So you’re in the same situation as me; only he doesn’t beat on you and gonna kill you if another man fucks you. Let me find out you threw it on my cousin.”
“What can I say?” We gave each other a high five and finished going through the house. I dropped her off at the hotel because she wanted to make sure the room was cleaned. I never did ask about the stuff with my cousin. Oh well, I’ll ask tomorrow.
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“Hey.” Haven answered on the first ring. I closed the computer down and focused my attention on the conversation I was about to have.
“Baby, I passed my exam. One more and I’ll be a RN.” I all but shouted on the phone.
I was now walking outta work and I knew he was at the club because there’s a party. He asked me if I was coming but getting off at 11 and going home to get dressed would be too much. I decided to sit this one out and wait for him at his house like always.
“That’s good. Real good.” He said but something about the way he said it made my antennas go up.
“Where are you? I wanna celebrate and you know how.” I hit the alarm on my car and sat down.
“Got dammit.” I heard shuffling in the background.
“What’s wrong?” It sounded as if he fell.
“My phone dropped. I’ll hit you up later.” I didn’t respond, hung the phone up and pulled off. Haven thinks I’m stupid but let’s see if my intuition is correct.
I drove straight to my old condo, took a fast shower, threw on some dressy shit and hauled ass to the club. Armonie and I hired movers to come this weekend and since she’s staying at her parents, I didn’t want to stay here alone, which is why I’ve been staying with Haven.
I parked in the back of the club and prayed the side door was open. When I realized it wasn’t, I had to save face and go through the front. There was no line because it was after 12 in the morning which meant everyone who was coming is probably already there.
The guy at the front door must’ve been new because I’ve never seen him, and he didn’t ask if I was looking for Haven like the rest of the security did.
The place was packed and I had to maneuver in and out of people to get by. I stopped when I noticed security at the stairs leading up to Haven’s office. I had one of two choices. Take my chances and see if they let me up or yell out somebody has a gun and hope they move. I went with the latter and shit became chaotic. Security stayed put but moved up closer to see what was going on, giving me easy access to go up the stairway.
I prepared myself for what I’m about to see because after hanging up on Haven, I tried calling back a few more times and he didn’t answer. Again, I’m no fool so watching this naked woman giving him head shouldn’t surprise me. I don’t even wanna think about them having sex, which may have already taken place but fuck it.
“Shit girl. Suck all of it out.” He moaned with his head back and eyes closed.
“This is why you couldn’t answer the phone for me?”
“Oh shit.” Haven jumped up and the girl wiped her mouth.
“Haven, I didn’t know you had a girl.”
“He doesn’t. I’m not sure why he stopped you.” He sat there staring at me.
“Can you give us a minute?” Haven said continuing to keep his eyes on me.
“Sure. Don’t be long because I’m tryna ride that ride again tonight.” She grabbed her clothes and stepped out. I’m not even mad at her.
“Drained?” I questioned as he sat there with his dick still out. I closed the door and shook my head.
“You know my father said to leave you alone because you weren’t ready. Armonie said you were gonna hurt me but noooo. I had to be hardheaded and continue messing with you.” I picked up the Tito’s bottle and poured me a drink.
“Do you mind putting your dick away? I don’t wanna see her slob all over it.” He fixed himself and stood.
“I should’ve left you alone when I caught feelings because like you said, love don’t live here anymore right.” I used my index finger to poke where his heart is.
“You told me I was number one in your top five and I laughed it off. There’s no way you had a top anything because we were always together.” I poured another shot and tossed it back.
“Do you know when I got the results for my exam, you were the first person I called. My parents don’t even know yet.” I took another shot.
“You seemed happy but then I don’t know if you telling me that’s good, was meant for me or the BITCH YOU WERE IN HERE FUCKING!”
CRASH! I tossed the bottle against the door.
“I’m a damn good woman Haven and whether you say it or not, I deserve better.” The tears started racing down my face.
“Better than a man who can’t claim me. A man who has a got damn top five, ten or whatever. A man who cares about no one but himself. And a man who can’t even look me in my face knowing he fucked up.” He sat in his chair continuing to do other shit a
nd not speak.
“I’ve never been a woman to act out over a man. I hate who you made me into.” I grabbed my purse and stormed towards the door.
“Remember what I said about you being with someone else.” Is what he managed to say. I turned and he was now staring at me.
“I don’t give a fuck about you being the reaper Haven. I’m going to find me a good man. Someone to treat me better and build with. If you wanna kill me in the process, go ahead. Walking in on the man I fell in love with getting his dick sucked has already killed me inside. Goodbye.” I slammed the door, walked to the stairs and went tumbling down.
“Shit. You ok?” One of the security guys helped me up.
“I’m fine. Can you open the side door for me?” He did and it felt like my arm was about to fall off. It had to be broken. He asked if I wanted him to walk me to my car and I declined. Haven would probably murder him for being nice.
I walked alone and unlocked the door. When I checked my arm is was black and blue and already swelling up. I drove down the street and called Armonie. She was half sleep but woke up when I mentioned needing the hospital. I told her where I was and twenty minutes later, she drove me to the ER.
“You want me to stay with you?” She asked when the nurse came in to take me to X-ray.
“No sis. I’m ok. I’ll call you when I get home.” She hugged me and I told her I’d take an Uber and pick my car up tomorrow. After three hours in the ER, I ended up with a broken arm and dislocate finger.
