14. Give me a complete account of your most arousing Daddy/little girl fantasy.
Daddy finds out that I have not been taking my vitamins every morning like I am supposed to. When I get home from work, Daddy is waiting at the front door for me. When I see him, I realize that I am in big trouble. Daddy scolds me, telling me that I am a very bad girl for not following his rule about taking my vitamins every day and that he is going to give me a punishment that I will never forget. He tells me that from now until Sunday night, he is going to treat me like the baby I am and punish me for my babyish behavior. He orders me to go upstairs to the bedroom, strip, and stand in my naughty corner. I move immediately, take all of my clothes off and move into my naughty corner, feeling very bad that I disappointed my Daddy.
Daddy comes into the room. He takes my hand, leads me into the bathroom, and gives me a bath. He shaves me so I have a bare kitty. He is not rough, but not gentle as he washes me all over and washes my hair. He continues to scold me about not following his rules and my misbehavior, which makes me feel even worse.
When done, Daddy dries me off and tells me to go lie on the “changing table.” I lie down and wait, then Daddy comes over and rubs diaper rash cream all over my kitty and powders me up. Then he takes several diapers and puts me into them so I feel all bulky and cannot close my legs together. He puts me in a pair of babyish jammies. Then he puts mittens on my hands so they are now useless. I will have to rely on Daddy for everything.
Daddy tells me that this is only the beginning. The weekend proceeds with me being fed like a baby, being scolded like a baby, no TV or computer (a real punishment for me), nap times, early bedtime (another real punishment for me), and using my diapers for their intended purpose (wetting). Both mornings start with Daddy giving me a hot, soapy enema that he makes me hold while he paddles my bottom red. He is merciful and lets me expel my enema in the toilet, but then it is back into diapers. At the end of the weekend, I am a very sorry and contrite baby girl.
15. Read this scene and finish it:
I call you from work and order you to prepare for my arrival as usual and to be in position when I arrive home. Preparing for my arrival requires that you shower, wash your hair, shave your legs, armpits, and pussy, put on your baby-doll nightie and your white cotton panties. By 6:00 pm you are to be in position, kneeling at the foot of the bed, head touching the floor, bottom high up in the air, nightie pulled up to your shoulders, panties at your ankles, and your legs spread.
You hear me drive up and feel both tense and proud hoping I am pleased with you. I come up the stairs, still in my blue suit, and enter the room. Your breathing is now shallow and slow as I walk over to you. “Wider.” I order and you comply spreading your legs wider as I reach down and feel your bare pussy. “Spread,” I order and you immediately reach behind you to spread your round bum cheeks. I inspect your rosebud, inserting one of my fingers, knowing that you are blushing bright red.
Walking to where your head is located, I place my leather shoes at your nose and say, “Kiss.” You immediately comply, kissing the tips of my shoes. “Up,” I order and you rise immediately knowing that I expect you to release my cock from my pants.
16. Describe how you would suck my cock.
I would lean in to your cock and begin by licking it. Then I would take it in my mouth slowly, savoring the taste and feel of your growing cock. I would suck and then swirl the head with my tongue and repeat this pattern over and over. I would feel your cock continue to grow hard in my mouth and know that I was going a good job. I would take your entire cock in my mouth as deep as possible and suck it hard, moving my head in and out slowly. Sucking hard and deep, then slowly pull back, running my tongue underneath. If you allow it, I would use my hands to cup and lightly squeeze your balls as I continue to suck and lick your cock. If you liked it, I would rub the space between your balls and anus and then lightly rub my finger around and around your bottom hole as I continue to suck. I would continue doing this until you came hard in my mouth and I would swallow every drop you gave me. When finished, I would gently tuck you back into your pants and sit back waiting for your next order.
There, that finishes this email. I reread it to ensure that all of the information I want to provide to Daddy is there. I feel anxiety as I hit send and watch my lengthy email go into the cyber world waiting for Daddy Dom to read it. Well, now I need an orgasm, glass of wine, and a cigarette! That thought makes me laugh softly to myself. Of course I don’t smoke and rarely drink, but the orgasm is a necessity or I might burst. Not to mention my panties are soaking wet. Some of these questions were pretty intense. I wonder what Daddy will think as he reads my answers.
Will he be aroused, will he be appalled, or will he think, “This chick is out of her mind crazy”?
Oh, how I hope he does not feel appalled or think I am crazy. I go back into the yourfavoritefetish.com library. It has hundreds and hundreds of stories broken down into various categories. The top of the page says “Medical Fetish.” Scrolling down past “Enemas,” “Kinky Sex Toys,” and “BDSM.”
I land on “Diapers” and click in to find some new Daddy stories.
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The next day is pure torture to get through and my mind is on that last sent email. Worse, I have a late meeting so it is almost 9:00 pm before I even get home. Despite my exhaustion, I am energized by the thought of a response from him. I log into my fetmail account and see a message from “Daddy Dom.” With a thrill running through me and quivers deep in my belly, I open the email.
FROM: DADDY DOM
SUBJECT: RE: QUESTIONS
Hi Baby Girl,
Wow! Wow! Wow! Daddy is so impressed and astounded at the thoroughness of your answers to my questions. I fully understand how you are an executive. I have sent these questions to other little girls I have role-played with and never had any of them answer so completely and honestly. Thank you for taking the time to do so. It shows real commitment on your part and that you take this seriously. Although it is also about fun, the more authentic in the roles that we can be, the more fulfilling it will be.
You also did an excellent job writing up your corner time assignment. It is interesting that so early on in our venture you really pinpoint the dynamics of a Dom/sub relationship. You were completely insightful when you said, “What is more interesting to me is that I want to obey you, I want you to be pleased with me, and I do not want to disappoint you.” That is exactly what this is all about and I am very pleased that you have given this adequate thought and attention. Keep up the great work, Baby Girl! Daddy is very proud of you.
Some things to look forward to as we go forward. I will be giving you some rules that I expect you to obey. You will set up a journal according to my specifications that you will use to catalogue assignments and document your experiences. I will review your journal periodically and we will discuss it in depth. You will complete journal assignments I give you and log in punishments that you receive when you are disobedient. So you’d better behave, missy!
There are areas of your life that I will take control of and expect your submission. You are expected to follow my directions or face punishment for disobedience. I will expect you to give me details about very private and possibly humiliating aspects of your life. That is part of the process and will make you feel submissive and controlled.
I have some specific comments in regards to some of your answers. I have listed them below. Food for thought and discussion.
I should be home tomorrow after 7:00 pm. I hope to talk to you then. I may have some follow-up questions. Also, from this point forward, I expect you to sign all emails with the following: “Respectfully Yours, Your Baby Girl Siobhan.”
Hugs,
Your Daddy
1. Bedroom description: Good job. I could really visualize it. Make a sign that says, “Baby Girl Siobhan’s Naughty Corner” and hang it in the corner you described.
4. Masturbation: You will need to ask Daddy for permission to mastu
5. Your period: I expect you to tell me when you get your period going forward.
7. Kneeling before your Master: I can picture you on your knees in the perfect submissive pose. I would run my fingers through your pussy and feel how dripping wet you are.
8. Diaper punishment: I cannot wait to punish you in a diaper for the first time.
12. Mouth soaped/print lines: You are right, neither is pleasant and will be effective punishments that Daddy will use when you are naughty, so remember that.
14. Daddy/little girl fantasy: Fantastic job with this, little one. I will start by telling you that you will be in big trouble if you don’t take your vitamins and do all of the things you need to keep you healthy. Your health and well-being is of the utmost importance to me and I take this very seriously. You will take this seriously too. You will not like the punishment that comes with failing to keep yourself safe and healthy. It will be far worse than the punishment in your scenario, although I think I will use that scene as a start!
15. Daddy’s scene: You made me blow my load, little girl. I love your imagination and attention to details when you write. It is a big turn-on for me. I bet your mouth is so warm and wet. My cock is getting hard again! Very good job, baby girl!
I simply cannot suppress my smile as I read Daddy’s comments. I feel a great sense of pride at his compliments and it makes me very happy to know that I pleased him in completing the task.
This must be what it feels like to be a submissive. The fundamental foundation of a Dom/sub relationship is in the submissive’s desire to please her Dom. At least this is what I read on the web. One of the things that I really like is that Daddy does not push me or expect me to share identifying information. It’s not like he would be super interested if he knew I was a supersized sixteen. I continue with my negative self-talk, unable to stop myself. I look at myself in the mirror, frowning as I continue to berate myself about my weight. Why is it so hard to lose weight? Why can’t I be tall, blond, and gorgeous like the young women who work at the center?
Unable to stop the thoughts, I hear James’ voice in my head again, telling me that I am weak and undisciplined. “That is why you are so fat,” his voice booms strongly in my head as if he were right there, looking at me with disgust. “How can you have no self-control? You are weak, Siobhan. No, you are pathetic and the sight of you makes me sick. Look at those rolls of fat everywhere. Your stomach sticks out like you are pregnant. I don’t know how you can stand to look at yourself. I can’t stand to look at you. Why would I want to touch you?”
My eyes fill with tears as his words play back in my mind over and over again. The feelings of shame and humiliation overwhelm me as I sink further into the memories of James standing over me, his cruel words and mocking tone making me feel ashamed about my size, making me feel weak and unworthy. He said those same words so many times when they were together. It was a pitiful relationship that ended over three years ago, thank goodness. Glancing over at the clock, I realize it is very late and I have to get up early tomorrow. Enough wallowing in self-pity! I head toward my bedroom, leaving the ugly thoughts behind.
Chapter Three
After a miserable day dealing with multiple personnel issues, I could not wait to let the day go and lose myself in the fantasy life I have created with my Daddy. It’s almost like an anonymous therapy session. I don’t have to worry about how I look and I can spill my guts to my heart’s content. Best of all, it doesn’t cost anything! I smile at this thought.
Logging into my inbox, I see a pop-up box, “Daddy Dom has accepted you as a chat friend.” I no sooner finish reading this when I see the following message pop up:
DADDYDOM: HI, BABY GIRL. I WAS HOPING WE COULD CHAT LIVE.
Clicking on the response box, I type, “Hi, Daddy. I’d love to chat with you,” then hit enter on the keyboard. My response pops up in the dialogue box.
DADDYDOM: WE FINALLY CONNECT LIVE. FANTASTIC. HOW ARE YOU?
LITTLESIOBHAN: I’M GREAT, DADDY, THANKS FOR ASKING. HOW ARE YOU?
DADDYDOM: I’M GOOD TOO. BETTER NOW THAT I CAN CHAT WITH YOU. DO YOU HAVE SOME TIME AND PRIVACY RIGHT NOW?
LITTLESIOBHAN: YES, I DO. JUST FINISHED REREADING YOUR LAST EMAIL. GLAD YOU LIKED MY ANSWERS.
DADDYDOM: YES, YOU WERE VERY THOROUGH. I’M IMPRESSED. WITH OTHERS I HAVE PLAYED WITH, THE ANSWERS WERE ONE OR TWO-WORD PHRASES, NEVER SUCH IN-DEPTH ANALYSIS AND REVELATION LIKE FROM YOU. YOU PLEASE ME, BABY GIRL! VERY MUCH.
LITTLESIOBHAN: THANKS, DADDY. I LOVE IT WHEN YOU CALL ME BABY GIRL.
DADDYDOM: THAT IS WHAT YOU ARE, MY BABY GIRL. THIS WILL BE FUN FOR BOTH OF US. FEELS LIKE WE ARE IN SYNC WITH WHAT WE ARE LOOKING FOR.
LITTLESIOBHAN: YES, I AGREE. GREAT MINDS THINK ALIKE.
DADDYDOM: LOL. YES, YOU ARE RIGHT, BABY GIRL. WE DO THINK ALIKE. ARE YOU EXCITED ABOUT REALLY ROLE-PLAYING TO THE EXTENT PLANNED?
LITTLESIOBHAN: OH, YES, I CAN’T WAIT. I’M BOUNCING UP AND DOWN INSIDE JUST LIKE A LITTLE KID. HOW APPROPRIATE!
DADDYDOM: YES, YOU ARE EXCITED, LITTLE ONE. I’M HAPPY THAT YOU ARE. I HAVE SOME MORE QUESTIONS FOR YOU. READY?
LITTLESIOBHAN: I’M READY.
DADDYDOM: I’M READY….WHO?
LITTLESIOBHAN: OH, SORRY, DADDY. I’M READY, DADDY.
DADDYDOM: GOOD GIRL. DON’T FORGET TO SHOW RESPECT TO YOUR DADDY AT ALL TIMES.
LITTLESIOBHAN: OKAY, DADDY.
DADDYDOM: I WAS JUST WONDERING. YOU SEEM TO PREFER PULL-UPS OVER DIAPERS, WHY?
LITTLESIOBHAN: I THINK PULL-UPS ARE MORE CONFINING. I LIKE THAT FEELING. ALSO, IT FEELS A LITTLE LESS TABOO. DIAPERS ARE EXTREME. BUT I HAVE WORN DIAPERS TOO.
DADDYDOM: I SEE. GOOD TO KNOW. YOU LIKE LOTS OF BULK, RIGHT?
LITTLESIOBHAN: YES, I LIKE HAVING THE WADDLE WHEN I WALK.
DADDYDOM: LOL. I GET IT. WHAT ABOUT OTHER ASPECTS OF BEING A BABY GIRL? YOU SAID YOU DO NOT WANT TO DO BABY TALK. THAT’S FINE. I’M THINKING MORE OF REGRESSION TO MAKE YOU FEEL LITTLE AND SUBMISSIVE. THIS IS ALL IN RELATION AS ADULTS. ONLY ADULT AGE PLAY. I WANT TO MAKE SURE YOU UNDERSTAND THAT.
LITTLESIOBHAN: YES, DADDY, I UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU ARE SAYING. I’M FINE WITH REGRESSION. I DON’T MIND EXPANDING MY BOUNDARIES. I WILL TELL YOU IF I HAVE A CONCERN.
DADDYDOM: THAT’S EXCELLENT. WE MUST HAVE OPEN COMMUNICATION. YOU HAVE TO BE COMFORTABLE AND TELL ME IF YOU ARE NOT. THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE FUN FOR BOTH OF US. YOU HAVE BEEN HONEST WITH ME.
LITTLESIOBHAN: YES, DADDY, I HAVE BEEN TOTALLY HONEST WITH YOU. BEING ANONYMOUS HELPS WITH THIS. YOU ARE FINE WITH IT?
DADDYDOM: YES, WE DO NOT NEED TO GET TOO PERSONAL. IMAGINATION IS KEY. ALTHOUGH I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW MORE ABOUT YOU AS A PERSON. ONLY INFORMATION YOU FEEL COMFORTABLE SHARING. MAY I ASK YOU A FEW QUESTIONS ALONG THIS LINE? ONLY ANSWER AND SHARE WHAT YOU ARE COMFORTABLE WITH.
LITTLESIOBHAN: YOU ARE RIGHT ABOUT MY IMAGINATION AND IT IS VERY ACTIVE AND VERY KINKY! I’M OKAY WITH ANSWERING SOME QUESTIONS. SHOOT.
DADDYDOM: TELL ME ABOUT SOME OF YOUR INTERESTS OR HOBBIES. WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO FOR FUN BESIDES CHATTING WITH KINKY MEN WHO LIKES TO DOMINATE HIS ADULT BABY GIRLS?
LITTLESIOBHAN: WELL, TO BE PERFECTLY HONEST, I DO NOT HAVE A LOT OF INTERESTS OR HOBBIES. I WORK LONG HOURS AND WHEN I COME HOME I AM REALLY TIRED. I DO LOVE TO READ, ALTHOUGH LATELY ALL I WANT TO READ IS EROTICA. I AM ALSO A VERY AVID GARDENER. I LOVE TO GROW FLOWERS AND VEGETABLES. I DON’T REALLY LIKE VEGETABLES TOO MUCH, SO I GROW THEM BUT DON’T EAT THEM!
DADDYDOM: I COULD GO ALL DOM ON YOU AND TELL YOU THAT YOU MUST EAT YOUR VEGETABLES LIKE A GOOD GIRL, BUT I WILL REFRAIN BECAUSE I ENJOY YOU SHARING THIS INFORMATION WITH ME. GARDENING IS VERY THERAPEUTIC FROM WHAT I UNDERSTAND. I DO NOT GARDEN MYSELF, BUT I AM CLOSE TO PEOPLE WHO DO.
DADDYDOM: SO ANOTHER QUESTION, HAVE YOU EVER BEEN MARRIED? YOU SAID IN YOUR ANSWER REGARDING PRIVACY THAT YOU LIVE ALONE. DO YOU HAVE ANOTHER MAN IN YOUR LIFE?
LITTLESIOBHAN: YOU ARE RIGHT ABOUT GARDENING BEING THERAPEUTIC. IN REGARDS TO YOUR QUESTION ABOUT MARRIAGE—I HAVE NEVER BEEN MARRIED. I CAME CLOSE ONCE BUT IT DID NOT COME TO FRUITION. I DO NOT HAVE ANY MAN IN MY LIFE, REAL OR ONLINE, EXCEPT FOR YOU!
DADDYDOM: THAT IS GOOD NEWS TO HEAR, SIOBHAN. I DO NOT LIKE TO SHARE AND I AM GLAD THAT WE ARE EXCLUSIVE EVEN WITH THIS BEING AN ONLINE RELATIONSHIP. I WANT TO PROVIDE YOU WITH EVERYTHING YOU WANT TO GET OUT OF THIS EXPERIENCE. PLEASE BE SURE TO TELL ME WHAT YOUR WANTS AND NEEDS ARE AS WE MOVE FORWARD. GOOD COMMUNICATION IS CRITICAL, ESPECIALLY BECAUSE I CANNOT GAUGE YOUR REACTIONS TO THINGS I AM DOING OR SAYING UNLESS YOU TELL ME. THIS IS WHAT MAKES ONLINE ROLE-PLAYING CHALLENGING AND OFTEN TIMES NOT TOO SUCCESSFUL FOR THE LONG TERM. I HOPE THAT WE CAN ENGAGE OFTEN AND ONGOING. I HAVE WAITED FOR A LONG TIME TO PLAY WITH SOMEONE WHO IS COMPATIBLE TO MY INTERESTS.
LITTLESIOBHAN: I COMPLETELY UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU MEAN, DADDY. IT IS AMAZING HOW MUCH WE ARE IN SYNC WITH ONE ANOTHER AND I FEEL LIKE I CAN BE COMPLETELY HONEST AND UP FRONT WITH YOU. I HAVE NO REASON NOT TO.
DADDYDOM: GLAD TO HEAR THIS, LITTLE ONE. I WAS SO AMAZED BY YOUR ANSWERS TO MY QUESTIONS. SOME OF THEM WERE VERY INVASIVE, OF COURSE, DESIGNED TO BE SO. IT IS A MEANS TO LEARN HOW INVESTED A POTENTIAL PLAY PARTNER IS. YOU SEEM VERY GENUINE AND SINCERE IN YOUR ANSWERS. YOU ARE VERY OPEN WITH YOUR THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS. I FIND THIS VERY REFRESHING. IT ALSO HELPS THAT YOU ARE A VERY KINKY GIRL, WHICH IS PERFECT FOR A KINKY DADDY LIKE ME.
LITTLESIOBHAN: I’M HAPPY TO HAVE A KINKY DADDY DOM. SO, HOW DO WE PROCEED? WHAT DO WE DO NEXT?
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