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by Ines Johnson


  Alyss sat up and looked around the room, her new room. She supposed at some time during the night Adom untied her and carried her in. She swung her legs over the bed. There was an ache in her calves, her thighs. But the ache wasn’t pain, not too much anyway. Her shoulders and forearms ached too. Remembering the reason for the tenderness brought a smile to Alyss’ lips. She remembered the waves of pleasure that wracked her body the previous night. She’d held on to the ropes for dear life as Adom made her sail into unconsciousness.

  She ran her fingers over the faint patterns the ropes left on her wrists and forearms. She remembered nothing past Adom thrusting into her and her entire world exploding. She ached to see Adom’s face, Emet’s too. Now that they shared a home, maybe they’d share her.

  Alyss heated at the thought. Only a week ago she’d been repulsed at the idea of one man touching her. She’d been scandalized that her sister enjoyed the touch of both of her bondmates in tandem. Now, Alyss ached for Emet’s lips on hers while Adom held her wrists captive.

  She inhaled to release the thought and moved in front of a gilded mirror attached to a stately chest of drawers. An ornate brush set rested on the surface of the bureau. The gems in the brush alone appeared enough to feed a small army of discards for a month. Past her reflection in the mirror, Alyss caught sight of a high back chair made of mahogany. The Mahogany tree had gone extinct over a century ago. She turned and surveyed more of the fixtures. Everything in the room was ornate or ancient. Never good at math, Alyss couldn’t calculate the exact sum in her head, but she knew it was all expensive. More expensive than she thought a painter and a male advocate could afford.

  Perhaps Adom made the pieces with his own hands. Perhaps he’d made the bookshelf too. It too was made of mahogany. She tilted her head as she looked at the intricate details. She didn’t remember seeing any raw materials of the ancient wood lying around in the studio. She’d never seen any in any stores.

  Alyss spied a dress on a chair. It was not one of her own. She had to assume Adom had made it though it wasn’t his style. It was rather plain, but it was clean. She went into the bathroom, washed up, and then pulled the dress over her head. The sleeves came down to her wrists. Alyss pushed them up past her elbow to show off the marks on her arms. She felt like her body was a canvas come to life. She wanted to display herself for all to see the beauty she and Adom had created together.

  Alyss opened the door to her room and gasped. She stepped out into a hall with expensive carpet and large windows that told her she was on the second floor of a house. Adom and Emet’s storefront was a single story with a basement.

  Where was she?

  “Good morning, my lady.”

  Alyss startled at the sound of the unfamiliar voice. She turned to find a tall male with deeply tanned skin and slanted eyes coming her way. He bowed his bald head as he approached. It was the bow that made her remember.

  “Jian?”

  It was her cousin, Chanyn’s, bond mate.

  Alyss looked at her surroundings again. She’d been in Chanyn’s house twice before, but never up the stairs. Looking out of the window, she recognized the surroundings as Chanyn’s gardens.

  “What am I doing here?”

  “Emet and Adom brought you here…to rest.” He looked at her bare arms, concern etched in his brows.

  Alyss felt the need to cover her arms from his perusal. The glint in his eyes didn’t look like admiration. It looked like an admonishment.

  “Are they here?” She walked past Jian.

  “No.”

  His one word halted her steps. This didn’t make any sense.

  “They brought me here and then…” She waited for Jian to fill in the blank because she could not fathom why Emet and Adom would bring her here after all that happened the previous day.

  “Where are they?”

  “They are at home.”

  “Then I’ll go to them.”

  “My lady.” Jian’s voice was soft, so soft. But she heard the steel in it telling her he would not let her pass. “They’ve let your sister know that you are here. She’ll be by to collect you soon.”

  “My sister? Why would she come to collect me?”

  Jian said nothing.

  “I’m staying with Adom and Emet. Adom needs me…for his paintings. I’m his muse, you see. And Emet…”

  Alyss stopped talking. She wasn’t about to share what transpired between herself and Emet, nor herself and Adom. But somehow she thought Jian knew. Jian’s eyes were sad. His jaw clenched. She saw him grinding his teeth as though he were trying to hold his tongue.

  What was he not telling her? It couldn’t be that Emet and Adom no longer wanted her. Could it? She’d seen the desire in Emet’s eyes when he asked, practically begged, her to stay. She’d felt it in Adom’s touch, saw it in the lines and colors he painted on the canvas. Without looking down, her fingers traced the markings on her wrist again.

  “I don’t understand,” she said.

  Jian reached for her, but then stayed his hand before touching her wrist. His eyes lingered there, his lips pursed in censure.

  “Lady Merlyn will be here soon. You should choose a different dress. Perhaps one that covers your arms.”

  Alyss crossed her arms over her chest, more to protect the artwork on them than to protect herself.

  “Where is my daughter!”

  Alyss recoiled at the sound of her Mother’s voice. Her eyes whipped to Jian in betrayal. But he wasn’t looking at her. Jian blocked her with his body. She got the impression it was a protective move. Emet must have told him what transpired the other day. But still her Mother spied her from the bottom of the staircase. A harried male servant stood behind her.

  Lady Angyla’s eyes swept the scene before her. Her eyes locked on Jian. “You stayed in this house last night? A house full of murderers and sex criminals?”

  Alyss moved past Jian. She started down the steps. When she got to the bottom, she held up her hands to her mother to stop her tirade. Her mother’s eyes went wide. She grabbed Alyss’ arm and gaped. Alyss cried out at the pain of her Mother’s grip.

  “What have you done to my daughter?” Fury etched lines into Angyla’s eyes.

  “He did nothing to me,” Alyss wrenched her arm back.

  “Did he tie you up and hold you against your will? I’ll have you arrested, you pervert.”

  Arrested? For the ropes? Why would…?

  Alyss looked at her Mother. Disgust weighed down her frowning lips. Had she ever seen this woman smile? Had her Mother ever known the pleasure of release? Had she ever trusted another living being enough to give up control?

  “It is unlawful for any man to harm a woman in any way. This,” Lady Angyla held up Alyss’ wrists for proof, “is a capital offense, punishable by death.”

  A person who’d never felt the pleasure of the ropes on their skin, the release the tension brought, they would see the art as harmful. Her Mother couldn’t see art or pleasure. There was nothing Alyss could say to make her understand. She wrenched her arm out of her Mother’s controlling grasp.

  “Mother, Jian never laid a hand on me. I am here of my own free will. Lady Chanyn took me in after you kicked me out.”

  “I did no such thing. You have always had a flare for drama.”

  “I have a strike against my face, that evidence remains of your offense.” Alyss turned her check so her Mother could see her fading handiwork. “It may not be a capitol offense for a woman to strike another woman, but would you really want the spectacle of it aired out in the public as you go about corralling triads into your clinic for the insemination trials. A Mother who beats her own daughter handling the conception of their child?”

  Throughout Alyss’ entire speech, her Mother took steps away from her. A tremor went through the older woman’s hand as though she wished she could strike out once more to silence her daughter. But then a howl of pain erupted down the hall. Jian dashed past them toward the call of distress. Alyss followed in his wa
ke.

  They found Chanyn leaning a against a wall. Her body doubled over as she grasped her belly. A puddle of water pooled at her feet.

  “The baby,” Chanyn panted. “She’s coming.”

  Jian reached his wife and placed his arms around her. “Lady Merlyn is already on her way, my love.”

  “There’s no time.” Angyla came before Chanyn.

  Chanyn jerked away. “Don’t touch me. I don’t want you. I don’t want you in my home.”

  “If you want this babe delivered then you need me. You don’t have time to wait. Your water is broken. The babe needs to come out now. I don’t care for you either, niece. But a child’s a child. A female child, anyway.”

  They moved Chanyn to one of the ground floor guest bedrooms. Lady Angyla set to work on the delivery. Alyss proved next to useless as she held sterile towels for her Mother. Angyla insisted the males be put out of doors, that they had no place in a birthing room. Both Khial and Jian refused. They took sentry on either side of their wife, holding her hand, whipping her sweat, whispering words of love and encouragement.

  Though she hadn’t attended a birth before, Alyss knew that laboring was hard. She watched in part horror, part awe, as the child struggled to break free of its Mother’s womb. The baby girl came into the world kicking, screaming, and punching the air. The moment she came to rest in Chanyn’s open arms, the child settled.

  Chanyn, who had been moaning in the agony of child birth, peered down at her daughter. The little girl, whom they named Dayna, had been cast from the safety of the womb with her limbs flailing, hushed in the crock of her Mother’s arms. She opened her golden brown eyes and stared at her Mother. Then a beatific smile broke across the child’s face. After just one moment of knowing her Mother, little Dayna’s eyes filled with trust and love. Chanyn’s smile was one of instant acceptance and adoration.

  “Welcome home,” Chanyn whispered to her daughter.

  Lord Khial and Jian surrounded the girls, the same trust, love and acceptance mirroring their own facades. They made a cocoon around the little girl who babbled nonsense. But they all looked down at her, nodding as though they understood and would support her in any way. They wrapped their arms around one another, binding the four of them together.

  “Come along Alyss.”

  Alyss jumped at the sound of her own Mother’s voice.

  “It's getting late. We can find our own way out.”

  Alyss looked from the open smiles, tears, and awe on Chanyn and her family’s faces to her Mother’s pinched expression of disapproval. Alyss ran her fingers over the fading marks of her wrists.

  “Yes,” Alyss said. “You’re right. I’ll find my own way.”

  18

  The Peacekeepers didn’t come that night. No one knocked on the door. The wind didn’t even rattle the windows. All was quiet without and within their home. In the morning, the sun’s rays broke the silence.

  A beam of light shimmered over the sheets. Adom felt the warmth snap to his toes. The rays tick-tocked their hands up his legs, brushing aside the weariness from carrying Alyss’ limp body out of the storefront, cradling her in his lap as they crossed town, and then climbing the stairs of Jian’s home with his precious cargo, only to deposit his treasure in a bed that was not his own.

  “It’s for the best,” Emet had insisted.

  Even the memory of his tone rang false in Adom’s mind. And now, as the sun’s radiance rang over his face, Adom could no longer hide from the truth.

  He rose from the bed. It did not creak when he displaced his weight. Neither he nor Emet had moved a stitch after finally laying down last night. Adom reached into his closet and pulled out trousers and a tunic.

  “It’s for the best,” Emet repeated his words from last night.

  Adom turned.

  Emet lay wide awake with his eyes squeezed shut. The sun shone bright on his brown face. Emet raised his palm to block it out.

  Adom turned from him and continued to dress.

  “She’s better off with her sister.” The bed creaked in protest as Emet sat up. “And if she needs us-.“ Emet stood and turned his back on the sun, his eyes searched for Adom’s but Adom would not look directly at his bondmate. “If she needs anything, Jaspir will let us know.”

  Adom finished buttoning up his trousers and made to leave the room. The floor boards groaned as Emet dashed across the room to intercept him.

  “Adom, please. I had to protect you. Lady Angyla would’ve done worse to you.“

  “I’m not the one who needed your protection, Em.”

  “The law on this is not on our side.”

  “We were supposed to be on her side.” Adom finally turned to face his bondmate, the man who had been his hero all those years ago. This man who Adom could always count on to separate right from wrong and stand firmly on the side of justice. “She came to us for a safe haven and we shoved her out in the middle of the night. I lost control with her last night. I admit that. I pushed too far, but I did not hurt her. She trusted me. I wish you would trust me.”

  “I trust you with my life, with my body, with my soul. I risked my life for you, for us.”

  “When we were hounds, and I bound that young woman, you quieted everything down, but that included me.”

  “What are you saying?” Emet’s dark skin looked two shades paler as he waited for Adom’s answer.

  Adom took the few paces necessary to bring him to the man he loved. Emet stood in the sun with his back to the light. Adom knew that Alyss was awake now, awake and alone and confused. Likely feeling abandoned. Would she retreat back into her cocoon? Would she never show anyone her colors again?

  “Emet, I love you. With everything in me, I love you. But you see the world in black and white, right and wrong. And I’ve always been a shade of gray. Alyss is…she’s not gray, she’s a riot of color. And she’ll never be quiet. I don’t want to be pushed down into a dark corner anymore.”

  Emet recoiled as though Adom had struck him.

  “Your instinct is to protect, but neither of us need protection. We need freedom to draw outside the lines, in a myriad of color, and to shout loud.”

  Adom watched Emet’s shoulders sag as though his words uncorked the air from his chest. Adom’s fingers ached to reach for his ropes to tie Emet’s forearms behind his back and set him up straight, but he couldn’t. Not now. He had to find a way to help Alyss out of the darkness.

  Adom marched out of the bedroom and into his studio. Memories of his night with Alyss assailed his mind. His sight caught on her painting. He looked at the girl on the canvas, flying so free. The world should see her like that. He would put it in the gallery alongside his work. It was the least he could do; share his fortune with the woman who was the cause of it.; bring her into the light beside him.

  One by one, he loaded all the paintings. He loaded them all on a cart and pulled them out of the storefront. The sun lit his path as he pulled the cart across town until he found himself outside the art gallery. Geoffri the gallery manager, let him inside. Adom lined up each painting one by one.

  The Awakening sequence, that began with the Goddess on the red earth.

  The Birth of the Sun, which captured the first time Alyss sat for him.

  The Lotus, with his muse still bound inside the cocoon of her petals.

  The Worship, which captured man bowing before Her core.

  And finally, the Butterfly, where his muse awakened and freed herself from the casings that had bound her her whole life.

  “These are simply breathtaking,” the patroness, Lady Jayne, said as she entered the room. “Did you have a model for this?”

  Adom had to clear his throat of the truth. “It's from my imagination.”

  “You have a very vivid mind, Adom.” Lady Jayne’s finger grazed his shoulder.

  Adom stepped to the side beyond her reach. “I’m glad they are to your liking, my lady.”

  “It's simply astonishing that a man could make up something like this?
” She indicated the Worship painting.

  In the painting, a woman with skin the color of almonds stood before a man. Her long black hair cascaded in waves down her shoulders. The man’s face was unseen, only the dark curls at the back of his head were visible as the rest disappeared into the earth. Their torsos blended into one, disappearing into the earth as though they sank into its depths or rose from it. The carnal aspects of oral sex were hidden to common eyes, but they were clear to Adom.

  This was the world Adom wanted to live in. A world where a woman opened himself to a man, allowing him to please her, trusting him to take her higher, both of them spreading joy to the earth, making it fertile.

  He hadn’t made it up -the crinkle in Alyss’ eyes. The shape of the O of her mouth as she cried out. The tension in her legs as her orgasm took her. He hadn’t imagined Emet gripping her thighs. That glint of possession in his eyes. The hunger that glistened from his tongue.

  “And then there’s this one.” Lady Jayne indicated the final picture in the line up.

  “It’s a last minute addition,” said Adom. “I know her breasts are apparent, but it's not pornographic. It’s a young woman becoming free, expressing herself and spreading joy into the world.” Women were allowed to paint themselves half nude or fully nude. But when the brush was in a man’s hands it was called lude.

  “I don’t think its pornographic, Adom. In fact, I want one done of myself.”

  Adom looked around the room, but Geoffri was no longer present. He and Lady Jayne were alone, and she was advancing in words and distance.

  “We could get started now while Geoffri hangs your work. I keep a bedroom upstairs for when I work late hours. It looks as though this portrait will take many hours into the night.”

  “My lady, though I am flattered by your attentions, only my art is for sale and not anything else.”

  “You have principals. I understand.” She looked at the butterfly painting again. “It's just I can’t help but notice this young woman looks so very familiar. She reminds me of Lady Angyla’s daughter. What’s her name?”

 

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