Contents
Title Page
Copyright Page
Author's Note
Dedication
Half-Title
And Finally, It Begins...
The Seed Was Sewn
The New Status Quo
A Sign of Things to Come
Taking Action
Severance
Action
Celebrate
London's Burning
Sheep
Charlie
Unemployable
Time's Up
The Garage
Desperate Times
Epilogue
Crash II - Chapter One
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Crash (Book One)
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Crash
Michael Robertson
© 2013 Michael Robertson
Crash is a work of fiction. The characters, incidents, situations, and all dialogue are entirely a product of the author's imagination, or are used fictitiously and are not in any way representative of real people, places or things.
Any resemblance to persons living or dead is entirely coincidental.
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Author's Note
This is a revised author's note for the updated version of Crash. I've left the original note below.
Some of the feedback I've received for Crash is about the lack of hope in this story, which is valid. It's not that Crash as a series has no shining light, but by judging it simply on book one, it's easy to make that assumption. With this feedback in mind, I've decided to include an epilogue. I always had this scene planned but didn't know if I should include it in book one.
Also, I wanted to explain why I've written Crash. I like dark fiction and frequently write horror and dystopian sci-fi, but Crash is much more graphic than my usual style. There are a couple of reasons as to why I chose to make it this way. Firstly, the main instigator of the violence in this book is insane. While his grievances are rational, his actions are certainly not.
Secondly, the aggression is a reflection of the venom currently aimed at the most disadvantaged in UK society. The people labelled as 'benefit scum', 'chavs', 'a drain on the system...' The current trend in the media is to blame these people for the state of the country. While this is happening, those actually responsible for the global recession are walking away with huge bonuses and getting tax breaks from our government. They've committed corporate crime on a massive scale and the capitalist system pats them on the back for it.
Crash looks at how someone who may have felt helpless and wrongly accused, reacts when the rules change and suddenly there are no consequences for crime. It also takes the venom aimed at those on welfare, and turns it back on the group of people perceived to be the ones making the judgment of them. I say perceived because I don't believe the identity attached to a group of people is necessarily a reflection of the individuals within that group.
Looking at social constructions like economies and the interconnected nature of our globalized world, Crash questions if money could ever be rejected by the people it oppresses. If a system benefits the few over the many, at what point will there be a revolution? Could the actions of a small country like Greece destroy the world's greatest system of oppression?
Thinking of how to portray a dysfunctional society where there are no rules, I looked at both war, and at places like The Democratic Republic of Congo. I am deeply affected by what's happening there, as I'm sure anyone who knows about the situation is. If you're looking for the apocalypse, it's real and it's there. 5.4 million people have died in The DRC since 1998, and that figure's still rising. The violence in Crash is toned down compared to what's happening in that part of the world.
Some may perceive this book as mindless and gratuitous, and that's their right. I'm not here to change people's opinions, more to explain why I've written Crash.
Crash is a horror story. To me, the most horrifying events in life are real and happening daily.
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I love novellas, and some of my favorite stories have been told in this way. The Body by Stephen King, which was made into Stand by Me, and I am Legend by Richard Matheson, which inspired George Romero's Trilogy of the Dead, are two that instantly spring to mind. I also find that I have a lot of ideas that don't work as full-length novels but are too long for a short story. After having written Crash, I didn't really know what to do with it. I was happy with the story, I was happy with the pacing, I was happy with the ending, but I knew that it wouldn't find a home with a traditional publisher because of the length. This is where ebooks come in. Now I can put out a thirty-thousand-word story and let the market decide if it has a place. The digital revolution has opened up a free market economy in many industries from the music business to the comic industry, to prose work. The consumer decides, not the agent or publisher. I think this is how it should be, and I love how this has changed my life as a writer.
Crash is inspired by the global recession and the notion that a social construct can have such a worldwide impact. What if money became worthless overnight? What would that do to the one percent? What would that do to the ninety-nine percent? What would that do to the poorest in society, who in the UK are the ones being blamed for all of the problems? Go figure.
Crash is book one in a series of at least eight books. I have other ideas for different series of books, and they will make it online as time permits. Crash is the first step of many.
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Dedication
To Amy, for being you. I couldn't do this without you.
To Seb, for all the cuddles.
To anyone who has downloaded this book. Thank you.
Crash (Book One)
By
Michael Robertson
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And Finally, It Begins...
No matter how old Michael got, when he cried in Chris' arms, he became that red-faced screaming baby
in the delivery ward again, and Chris' instinct to protect him burned as brightly as it ever had.
Shivering by the slightly ajar window, the heating having been cut off months before, the eight-year-old boy looked at his father. He wore a mask of grief that twisted his dirty face. "Why, Dad?" He mewled. "Why did they do it? Why did they leave us?"
After running a hand through his thick and, at forty-two, prematurely white hair, Chris pulled his son closer, not only to comfort Michael but also himself. "I don't know why your mum chose to leave with your sister. Things are quite a mess at the moment, and maybe she was worried that they wouldn't get any better."
Big innocent blue eyes stared up at Chris, searching for the truth as the boy asked, "But things will get better, won't they? They have to."
Chris swallowed and looked around the room. They were in the guest bedroom. They'd chosen it because it was small and therefore easier to keep warm. With no gas and electricity, they had to resort to smothering themselves with as much bedding and blankets as they could find. They had so many dirty sheets on the floor that it was impossible to see the blue carpet beneath. The thick red velvet curtains were permanently drawn to combat the chill emanating from the windows, but they blocked out most of the light, making the gloomy room a breeding ground for depression. The entire wardrobe of each family member sat in the corner in one huge pile like a compost heap. When Chris drew a deep breath that reeked of mildew, he told his son what he believed to be a lie. "Yes, Michael, they will."
"What if they don't?"
Chris knew that Michael could see straight through him. He'd have given every drop of blood and his final breath to give his son a guarantee that things would get better. But he couldn't. They currently existed in a world without precedent. Life was now a desperate struggle. Looking at the small, dirty boy in his arms, he had to swallow the lump rising in his throat and blink away his tears. "All I can really promise you..." he coughed to clear his throat, "...is that I will do my best to look after you. I will do everything in my power to..." Before he could finish, a loud crash exploded outside.
In the past, Chris would have rushed to the window if he'd heard such a disturbance. Now he was much more cautious because 'get off my land' didn't quite cut it anymore. He pulled the curtain back slightly and peered out.
The cold breeze hit him, and he flinched. Although it was winter, they left the window slightly ajar to try and let the smell of four dirty bodies out of their living space. As a result, there was more ice on the inside of the glass than the outside.
Their home was one of six large and detached red brick houses in a gated community. The houses horseshoed around a road that was wide enough to u-turn a bus in. Even looking at it now, with the overturned bins and abandoned toys, Chris could still see Michael and Matilda playing outside with their friends. The gates were made of iron, painted black, and did an effective job of keeping people out when everyone was living under the previous, if tenuously balanced, capitalist society. Back then, a gate meant keep out and was effective at enforcing its will. Things were different now. All that was left of the old social structures were memories. New rules were being established, and to survive you had to evolve. Failure to do so invariably resulted in death. With this in mind, Chris' plan to hide away like a scared fox in a hole didn't seem like such a good idea. Especially now the hounds had arrived.
"What is it?" Michael asked as he stood on tiptoes to peer through a gap in the heavy curtain.
A black and battered Ford F-150 had rolled through the gates. In spite of the superficial damage, it still looked relatively new. Chris assumed the huge truck must have been taken from the forecourt no more than six months ago because the angry and pockmarked paintwork showed no signs of rust. It didn't have license plates, so he couldn't be one hundred percent sure of its age, but he felt like it was a good hunch. He wondered for a moment where in London one would get such a car until he remembered the American car importer a few miles south. He assumed the driver was local.
A huge battering ram protruded from the front that looked like a steel pillar of about six feet long by four feet in diameter. It gave the truck a fierce nose that looked like it had been utilized many times. Its effectiveness was clear to see because the black gate that had once provided the family with such a strong sense of security had been cast aside like it was made out of cardboard. It now lay useless and mangled like a barely identifiable body part of someone who'd stepped on a land mine.
There were seven men in the back of the truck. They were filthy and bulked up with layers of clothes to combat the January chill. The youngest, Chris guessed, was in his mid-twenties, the oldest no older than fifty.
Chris looked at their weapons and saw steel bars with spikes, baseball bats wrapped in razor wire, long knives and swords, and even a tennis racket that looked like the edges had been sharpened to be as keen as the deadliest blade. Each weapon, without exception, looked like they could end a life with great efficiency. From looking at the fierce men with their deep frowns and blood-splattered clothes, Chris had no doubt that they already had.
He finally replied to his son in hushed tones, the fear of these men discovering them clinging to him like frostbite. "They look like looters."
After weaving into the middle of the cul-de-sac, the truck finally came to a halt, and the men on the back vaulted off, weapons raised and ready for action. While grinding his jaw, a habit Chris was only ever aware of when a headache kicked in, he said, "We need to be very careful around these men. They're dangerous. Very fucking dangerous."
The childish innocence in Michael's wide blue eyes showed how he was more shocked by his dad swearing than the fact that looters were outside their house. He then said, "What do we do, Dad?"
After a pause, Chris said, "We wait, son."
The cab door opened and out stepped a slim man with black hair and a red face. He looked like he was in his mid to late thirties. His angry skin appeared to writhe like his body was a prison of rage--a prison where the ratio of guards to inmates was stretched so thin that chaos could erupt at any moment. The blue suit he wore had crusty patches of what Chris could only assume was dried blood. It was as stiff as wood. In his hand was a sawn-off shotgun. It was clear to see that he was the leader. Chris could only see dark shadows where his eyes should be, and the man reminded Chris of a shark.
One of the men from the back of the truck, a short and lithe, red-haired weasel of a man who had the razor sharp tennis racket, called to the leader, "Dean, which house first?"
It seemed that even this question annoyed the tetchy man, who, without saying a word, pointed the barrel of his gun at number one in the close.
Chris only remembered that Michael was watching too when he said, "That's Tommy's house."
Gathering his son in his arms, Chris told his next lie. "Don't worry, Michael, Tommy will be okay." What else could he tell him?
The roar of another diesel engine hailed the arrival of a second Ford F-150. This one was blue and had a cage on the back that was full to bursting with enough food to feed a small army, which is exactly what they were. It was mostly packets of dried food and tins, but there was a live pig tied up and stacked like all of the other objects in the congested cage. It looked exhausted, and even if it wasn't bound as tightly as it was, Chris thought that it would have still been as inactive. It stared ahead with its tongue lolling from its mouth like it was dying of thirst.
When the truck stopped, two more men emerged. One was a slight, dark-skinned man in a trench coat that looked like he should be on the early train to the city rather than with this collection of thieves and murderers. The driver was a huge black man who was at least six feet and four inches and was dressed in blue jeans, thick boots and a heavy sheepskin jacket. He was built like a heavyweight boxer and dressed like he was delivering a skip. He walked around the truck, his breath visible in the cold January air, and shook the cage at random points.
The leader, who seemed to respect this man more than t
he last one he'd spoken to, asked, "Everything okay, George?"
Chris thought he saw disdain in the hulking man's eyes when he looked over, but it was hard to tell from this distance. He didn't seem to share the other's excitement for what they were about to do. His large face had soft features that suggested he had a compassion that was contrary to the hive mind.
"Everything's fine," he called back. "I just wanted to check that nothing's worked its way free on the journey." His kind eyes gazed at the pig while he stroked it, and his mouth moved as he spoke to the animal. Chris couldn't hear what he was saying. Raising his voice, he then said, "We hit a few potholes on the way in. You know what these fucking roads are like now." He then pulled his coat tight against himself and shivered.
Michael looked up and whispered, "They have a lot of food."
Chris nodded. "They do, son."
"Do you think they'll leave us some if they come into our house?"
He put his hand on Michael's little head and said, "I hope so."
Wishing he'd made his son come away from the window before the third truck pulled in, Chris nearly vomited from what he saw.
Staring at a blue truck, identical to the second, Michael's innocent face fell slack. Pulling his blonde fringe from his eyes as if un-obscuring his view would show him a different reality to the one unfolding outside, he said, "What's that truck for, Dad?"
Like the second truck, this one also had a cage welded to the back. The cage was about the same size as the other one, but instead of being loaded with food, it was full to bursting with women. They were pressed against the bars like battery hens, and they shuffled in the cramped space like veal in crates. Deciding it was time to be more honest with his son because their survival would likely hinge on his cooperation, Chris said, "It's for keeping women."
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