by Renee Roszel
“Who is this Harry?”
Letter to Reader
Title Page
Dedication
CHAPTER ONE
CHAPTER TWO
CHAPTER THREE
CHAPTER FOUR
CHAPTER FIVE
CHAPTER SIX
CHAPTER SEVEN
CHAPTER EIGHT
CHAPTER NINE
CHAPTER TEN
CHAPTER ELEVEN
Copyright
“Who is this Harry?”
“Harry was my...fiancé,” she began falteringly. “We were to have been married. A week before that, my sister Elsa came home from New York. While she was there, she and Harry...met...and then, on the day of our wedding, he...he and Elsa...”
Lyon finally spoke. “So, this Harry ran off with your sister on your wedding day....That’s why you thought you needed to learn more about being sexy?” His voice was low, almost harsh. “To hold on to a man?”
“Okay...okay. It was stupid, I know, but I just thought...” Her words became a sob. She couldn’t hold on to her composure one second longer. When he bent toward her, it took all her willpower not to throw her arms about his neck.
“Harry was a damned fool,” he whispered.
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Getting Over
Harry Renee Roszel
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To my son, Randy, with love
CHAPTER ONE
EMILY couldn’t believe she was a guest in a magnificent mansion, and that she was such a liar. Well, maybe she wasn’t a liar yet. But any minute now—when the mysterious owner of Sin Island showed himself—she would become a liar. It was true, she’d wanted to make changes in her life, but turning into an unscrupulous fake hadn’t been one of them.
She veered off her usual jogging route along the manicured lawn and headed for a white sand beach, luminescent and vaguely pink in the pale dawn. The only sound besides the dull thud of her shoes was the lapping of the surf. Wasn’t that low roar supposed to be calming? She hoped so. She needed the serene rush of the waves to help ease her frazzled emotions.
She quickened her pace as she raced through the damp sand. Her lungs were burning, but she had to block out the guilt. What better way than with physical torture? And jogging certainly was. She was in agony. Maybe she’d be lucky and die of a heart attack before she had to go through with the awful sham.
She raced along at breakneck speed, her heart pounding so hard she feared it would explode. To ease her burning lungs, she gulped pungent, salt-laden sea air. It didn’t help. When the beach ended, she sprinted up an incline, rounding a barrier of palms, ferns and cypress trees.
Pain exploded in her shin and she cried out as she lost her footing, rolling once, possibly twice. She was so disoriented she couldn’t be sure. When she came to rest a little way down a grassy slope, she was breathing hard and smarting in a number of places. Her shin stung, her hip burned and her shoulder throbbed.
Shaky, she pushed up on one elbow, rubbing her shoulder. What in heaven’s name had she stumbled over? Maybe one of the rules of jogging was to check the route for cliffs and chasms before running blindly along. She groaned, touching her shin where a bruise was blossoming.
“Are you all right?”
She heard the masculine voice at the same instant she felt someone grasp her upper arm. “Can you stand?”
Befuddled and breathless, she was slow to respond, or even to be sure she wasn’t hallucinating.
“Miss?” came the deep voice again. “Can you hear me?”
When she managed to lift her gaze in the direction of the query, she froze at the most thrilling sight she’d ever seen. A man loomed before her. His face was very close, for he was crouching beside her. Long, tan fingers gently circled her arm, and his jet black eyes were narrowed with concern. She stared into those eyes. They were absolutely striking, with lashes long enough to shade small mammals.
And those lips! Just full enough to be completely male, they seemed to be fashioned exclusively for kissing. Her heart did an odd flip-flop. What a peculiar thought for a sensible biology teacher to have about an entirely common bit of anatomy.
Though drawn down in concern, the stranger’s lips were exactly like those she’d seen on one memorable television commercial selling shaving cream. Only a square jaw and delicious male lips had been visible. Emily had a feeling that, as the TV man with the sexy mouth shaved and shaved, women were grabbing up their purses, rushing out to buy shaving cream. She had to admit that even she had bought that brand for her invalid father a time or two. Lips! What a silly explanation for buying a product. But for some reason—
“Miss?” he asked again, tearing her from her fanciful stupor. “Can you understand me?”
She managed a nod, feeling herself color with embarrassment. From her lack of response he must think she’d received a head injury. How could she have drifted off like that? “Of—of course,” she whispered hoarsely. “I’m fine.”
His handsome features eased. “Do you think you can stand?”
She made a mental survey of her aches and pains and decided she was only bruised, not broken. With another small nod, she began to push herself up, but found most of her upward movement due to his assistance.
She heard a resonant chuckle near her ear. “I’ve had women fall head over heels for me, but not quite so literally.”
Out of the corner of her eye, she saw something. A gray metal box sat in the middle of the path. For the first time, she noticed she was standing in a sheltered cove, hidden from the beach by lush, tropical vegetation. So that’s what happened. She’d come around a blind curve and somersaulted over this workman’s toolbox.
She felt like a fool for being so clumsy, but for some reason his egotistical remark was more disturbing than her tumble down the hill. With a surge of defensiveness, she mumbled, “If you have to trip women to get them to fall for you, it’s not much of a victory.”
It was only then that she realized he’d straightened to his full height. He was quite tall. Well over six feet. Her gaze skittered to his face, where inky tendrils of hair fell across a broad forehead. Capricious, early morning sunlight took that instant to pay homage to the stranger, highlighting him in a golden aura. The sight was so dazzling, so ethereal, her breath caught. His chest was bare, sinewy and silky with dark hair. He was wearing cutoff jeans that molded taut hips. A tool belt rode his trim waist.
Shifting his weight, he hooked a thumb in his work belt. The ripple of bronzed shoulder muscle caught her attention. She swallowed, staring openly. Those shoulders were a yard wide if they were an inch and held the carved perfection of a Greek statue.
“I’m sorry about my toolbox,” he said, a little belatedly for Emily’s taste. “Not many people wander onto this side of the island.”
> His impertinent remark about women falling head over heels for him still nagged at her, making her peculiarly defiant. “So—so you felt free to barricade the path?” Something inside her was very disappointed that this man was so much less a gentleman than he was handsome. She supposed he was terribly spoiled by women and could get away with anything where they were concerned. Well, not around her, he couldn’t!
“I didn’t mean to block your path.” He settled a boot on a nearby rock. “Actually, I was about to tie my shoe.” Her gaze trailed down his long, tanned leg to his booted foot. Sure enough, the laces were loose. “I should be shot for being so thoughtless.”
She stiffened at his teasing tone. “Maybe you should,” she muttered, fully aware that he was admonishing her for flying off the handle prematurely. Unfortunately, she knew he was right, but she couldn’t bring herself to admit it. To avoid his amused glance, she looked away. Something caught her eye.
Perched high above the dawn-washed water of the cove, among luxuriant foliage of wax myrtles, palms and brilliant wild flowers, stood the wooden frame of a cottage under construction. Part of the structure extended out over a rocky bluff toward the sea. Open on three sides, it was brilliantly situated to welcome balmy sea breezes.
It was beautiful in its simplicity, and Emily fell immediately in love with it—wishing it was finished, wishing she could spend her time here on the island in this charming retreat. She knew her heart would mend more quickly in such a peaceful, secluded haven as this. She pulled her lips together, refusing to cry. Not anymore.
“I accept your apology,” he murmured, bending to tie the laces.
Her gaze snapped to the carpenter, obviously out here to work on this retreat for his aloof, camera-shy boss. As she watched him tie his boot laces, she could only stand there chewing her lower lip. They both knew she hadn’t apologized, and they both knew she should, but she couldn’t seem to speak.
She could only stare, pondering what a marvelous piece of machinery the human body was—every sleek, supple element working in lithe and limber concert with the others. It was remarkable how much rippling of muscle was involved in the small act of tying a shoe. She found herself intrigued by each bulge and twitch of his arms and shoulders.
“I always thought of jogging as a substitute for sex,” he commented as he straightened.
Torn from her trance, she frowned, unsure she’d heard right. Did the man have the audacity to suggest he kept in such fantastic shape by having sex? “What—what did you say?”
He grinned. “I said, I always thought of jogging as—”
“Never mind!” she cut in, determined not to give him the chance to say it again. Maybe risqué comments served him well with most women, but the taunt only rankled her already stressed-out nerves. “For your information, I’ve heard the same thing about hammering!” She was shocked at herself. Where had that come from? She supposed she’d seen the hammer hanging from one of the loops in his belt, and some defensive instinct deep inside her demanded to be heard. Mortified, she faced the fact that she really did need to apologize now.
A rumble of laughter split the tense quiet. The sound tingled along her spine, heating her skin. She’d planned to turn on her heel and make a quick escape—after her apology—but the deep-throated chuckle held her like the cascading waterfall from a healing hot spring.
Laugh lines appeared at the corners of his eyes, and long, cleaving dimples creased his lean cheeks. Again she was reminded of the shaving cream commercial. She had an urge to ask him if he’d ever been on TV, but decided that would only swell his already billowing ego.
“You have a surprising wit,” he said, still chuckling.
She bristled, her apology dying on her lips. “Well, you’re conceited, and I’m not at all surprised.”
His smile never wavered. “Are you saying I deserve to be?”
He was certainly smooth, standing there laughing at her, turning her insult into a compliment. She wanted to slap his face and stalk off, but an idea pestered her and she couldn’t quite get it to die.
This guy was cocky and smug, but she couldn’t deny he exuded a rugged sexuality and was clearly a rogue where women were concerned. Even though the idea of giving him another ego boost appealed to her about as much as being struck by lightning she was in dire need of the knowledge he possessed—practically flaunted!
Besides, no matter how badly it had begun, she had struck up a conversation with him. And he had called her witty. Maybe he wasn’t completely disinterested in her. Unconsciously, she tugged on her jogging shorts, unaccustomed to showing off so much leg—especially to a man who was plainly an expert on the subject of women’s legs. She swallowed with difficulty, wondering if she had the nerve to do what her best friend, Meg, had been nagging her to do.
Her heart was pounding so furiously she was afraid she would have a heart attack, after all, but not from jogging—from pure cowardice. This was the nineties, for heaven’s sake. Women took the initiative all the time these days. They asked for what they wanted.
Could fate have stepped in—in the form of a badly placed toolbox—giving her this chance? If she was ever going to learn what she needed to know, would this be her only opportunity? Could she let fate down? Could she let herself down? Did she dare let Meg down?
Evidently some of her best friend’s uninvited counsel had started to sink in, for here she was, rooted to the ground beside this overbearing, self-serving egotist, actually thinking the unthinkable!
She shuddered, vacillating. All she could actually manage at the moment was to delay her huffy departure. Maybe she could work up her nerve. Sucking in a breath, she decided to stall by making conversation. “What—what were we talking about?” she asked faintly.
His gaze was inquisitive, as though he’d been trying to read her thoughts. “I believe you were calling me conceited.”
Her glance plummeted to her jogging shoes. “Oh—right ...” Her nerve drained away and she began to turn to go. “Well—goodbye.”
“Just a second,” he said, effectively halting her. “Really. Why the kamikaze jogging?”
She lifted her gaze to his face, a formidable effort. His lips twitched in an inquiring grin that was exasperating and riveting at the same time. Her brain warned, Emily, it’s now or never. She ran a hand through her straight hair, wanting to scream with frustration. But if she wanted to learn what attracted men, Mr. Conceited Carpenter here seemed to be her best chance. Maybe her only chance. All she needed was the courage to take it.
She forced a smile. “Actually, it’s quite simple. I’m jogging to improve myself.” Her words were strained, but she doubted that he could tell, since he hardly knew her. Widening her smile and hoping her face wouldn’t crack with the effort, she turned in a circle, an experimental effort at flirtation. “I’ve been running for nearly a week. What—what do you think?”
One dark brow lifted skeptically. “It would be hard to tell much after only a few days.”
Though he chose to give her a straight answer to her surface question, she was dismayed by his rebuff to her flirting.
“Exercise is one thing, but don’t you think such a breakneck pace is dangerous? Maybe you should walk first.”
That did it! Not only was he rejecting her, he was lecturing her as though he was her big brother. Offended, she admonished, “I think you need to learn to mind your own business.”
He gave her a look that suggested she wasn’t being rational. After all, she’d asked his opinion. Embarrassed, she spun around. “Thanks for the physical fitness tip. Feel free to send me a bill.” She limped away from him, but Meg’s disapproving expression wavered before her with every step she took. You’re backsliding, Emily. Don’t give up on the first try! Men don’t.
She’d gotten ten feet away when she found herself coming to a halt. Nausea rose in her throat. She’d been a teacher for four years, and she’d been raised by teachers—pragmatic, straightforward people. She wasn’t good at subtlety or playful
ness, so she was at a loss about how to convince him to do this thing.
Since he’d made it clear she was a failure at flirtation, then what about honesty? Being brutally honest worked for her when she had to remind students that they would fail without studying. But would it work here? She lifted her chin, renewing her determination.
This time, when she met his gaze, she didn’t smile, didn’t make the slightest effort to flirt. He was quietly watching her. His expression, too, had gone serious. Did he sense her turmoil? She prayed he didn’t.
“Say...” she called, trying to sound careless. When the word came out quivery, she cleared her throat.
He didn’t respond, but cocked his head to indicate he was listening.
She limped a step in his direction, then stopped. It was humiliating that she even had to ask this. She certainly didn’t want to be close to him when he doubled over laughing. “I—I was just wondering. Would you—do you think you and I might...” Her cheeks were fiery, but she hurried to get it said before she lost her nerve for good. “I was wondering if you’d mind, uh, having sex with me?” The dreaded word came out in a high-pitched squeak, and she flinched. So much for appearing careless.
His eyes widened for a split second. Or was that her imagination? She couldn’t be sure, for she’d stopped breathing some time ago, and she was getting dizzy.
He stared at her for what seemed like a year, his features telling her nothing. Her chest began to ache so badly she no longer noticed the physical injuries she’d sustained. While she waited for his response, she couldn’t decide what she wanted his answer to be. If it was no, she’d be demoralized, of course. But if it was yes? My lord! What if it was yes! Could she go through something so intimate with a stranger?
