by Cari Quinn
“Don’t make this harder than it needs to be.”
He drew her free hand to the front of his jeans. “Too late.”
She curled her fingers into her palm, pulling away from him. “Are you listening, Rockstar?” She tugged her wrist from his hand.
Simon drew back and met her gaze. “I’m listening.”
“I’m leaving.”
“What time is your flight?”
“Noon.”
He resumed his path down her throat. “You still have time.”
“I’m not willing to make the time.” He felt her thick swallow just before her words. He slid his hand around her back to find that dip in her spine he’d loved so much last night. The curve just before her tailbone at the top of her heart-shaped ass.
He wanted to watch his cock disappear inside her from behind again. Again and again with her slick, tight walls clasping him. “Why not?”
“God, you are stubborn. Listen with your ears. I’m not doing this. I’m getting on a flight and I’m going back to my life. You were fun and you sure know how to give good orgasm, but that’s all it was. A good orgasm.”
“Change your flight to tonight and I’ll show you just how good my repeat performance is. I like to change up the setlist a bit though.”
She twisted out of his hold. “This isn’t a game.”
Simon’s chest tightened. He didn’t want her to leave. He wanted another shot at making her say his name in that throaty way. Another hour with her taste in his mouth. Maybe then it would be enough. “I never said it was. I don’t want you to go. Is that so wrong? I think you need some fun in your life, Violin Girl.”
“I had my fun and now it’s time to go back to my responsibilities. You wouldn’t know about those, now would you? I can smell alcohol on your breath at, what?” She peeked at the slim gold watch on her wrist. “Not even nine in the morning.”
“I went in that studio this morning and kicked ass.” So what if he took a hit from his flask to cover the nerves?
“After we defiled that room last night.”
“Defiled?” He took the step back this time. “Didn’t sound like you had a problem with it last night when you aimed that pretty ass at me and told me to take you from behind.”
Margo looked around then stared at her shoes as a pair of executives passed them on the sidewalk. “Keep your voice down.”
“Ashamed, Margo?”
“Yes.”
The hiss of her choked assent nailed him square in the solar plexus. All the oxygen evacuated his lungs. She was ashamed? Of him? Of them? Of what they’d done? Or maybe all of the above.
She wouldn’t look at him. In fact, her attention was on the street and the cab she flagged down. The snap of her telescopic handle boomed in his ears. She opened the door, slid inside. The green and white checkered design burned itself on his retinas. Number 8787.
She didn’t pause, she didn’t look back. And then she was gone.
* * *
“Where’s Cherry?”
Simon settled his heavy buckle in the center of his low-slung jeans. The fat block letters spelled out fuck—his favorite word. He was used to wearing it to the side so it didn’t clang against his guitar, but things were changing tonight. He shook out his bracelets until they fell where they always did. “I don’t need her anymore.”
Nick swallowed hard. “You don’t? Since when?”
“Since tonight.” Cherry was a security blanket for Nick as much as she had been for Simon.
Nick’s whiskey-bright eyes flashed through a dozen emotions. His gaze drifted up the rafters, down to the floor, out to the stage.
“Look at me, Nicky.” His best friend’s eyes stopped darting around and focused on him. “You got this.” Simon held out his hand and Nick took a deep breath. His calloused, dry as dust hand met Simon’s. The hard clasp of palms curled into a shoulder bump. Man hug. As easy as it needed to be on a night full of nerves for both of them.
They’d played at Frenzy once before, but there was nothing ordinary or usual about it. This wasn’t the back alley piss-scented Rhino. Frenzy was two thousand writhing bodies and a slick glass bar backdrop spattered in neon and top shelf liquor. They’d only been invited back because they’d nailed their first show. Another band backing out at the last minute hadn’t hurt either.
This was the start of it all.
“Tonight’s important.” Simon said as Nick’s eyes started to cloud again. “We’re still proving we belong here, but it’s just a show. This is us, this is Oblivion doing what we do. Every song we play is us no matter who wrote it. Remember that and play the holy fuck out of all of them. Period. Got that?”
Nick’s gaze steadied and his mouth curved into a cocky grin. It didn’t quite reach his eyes, but it was halfway there. “Play the holy fuck out of ‘em. Got it.”
The house lights went down and the screams lured Simon out. Jazz was already behind her kit, her purple and silver sticks glittering in the low lights. The tic-tic-tic of them against the drums slammed in time with his heart against his ribs.
Nick jogged around him and took up his spot on the left hand of the stage. Deacon followed, a quick squeeze on Simon’s shoulder letting him know he’d heard their exchange. If he was currently wearing a dent from Deacon’s thumbprint in his shoulder blade that was okay too. That meant he still felt something. He’d been numb since the recording studio two weeks ago. Since she’d left him on the sidewalk without a backward glance.
This was where he belonged. With his band and the music. With the world ahead of him and the chance to finally get out of the shit-box existence in Carson. And with people that had been with him since the beginning. Even a couple of new friends that had become just as important.
Gray followed his cue to the stage. A flash of glassy eyes and skin stretched too tight over sharp cheekbones sent a shiver down Simon’s spine. That love shit was something he wanted no part of if it fucked a guy over like that.
His situation wasn’t the same. Soon he wouldn’t smell honeysuckle everywhere he went. Eventually, the vodka would burn off the last memories of her taste.
Taking his own cue, Simon followed Gray onto the stage. The house lights pulsed down on his shoulders and the growl of Nick’s guitar settled into his blood like anti-venom. Transforming him, dragging him back from the ledge and into the skin he understood.
Nick and Gray played on opposite sides, their eternal duel coalesced into layered perfection one moment and a power play of screaming strings the next. And Simon was in the middle of it all. Deacon settled him and kept time and Jazz pounded out Oblivion’s heartbeat.
Simon wrapped his hands around his heavy boxy mic. The polished metal fit in his palm, and the cracked screen under the grill was a little like him. Warped, but it sounded better for the wear. He cracked his neck, then pulled the mic and the stand into his body and leaned on it for support. “Well, well, well…I see some sexy bitches in this crowd tonight.”
A half dozen girls in the front of the pack screamed, “Take off your shirt.”
Simon grinned down. “Wow, no foreplay at all, ladies? Straight to naked time?”
The scream back was a resounding yes. He laughed. “I feel like such a piece of meat.” He waggled his eyebrows and dipped low to a blonde in the center of the crowd. Her blue eyes lit with interest and the first stirrings of lust. “I like it.” He swung back with a teasing laugh. “We’re Oblivion and we’re here to rock your faces off.”
The familiar banter and infusing energy from the crowd buried the sissy bitch that had taken over his brain for the last two weeks. He wrapped his fingers around the stand and crouched down, dipping the mic to his lips. He felt lighter without Cherry. Less encumbered.
He closed his eyes and let the words to “Taste of Candy” churn in his brain. The songs were such a part of him now that he had only to open his mouth and let them fly.
By twenty minutes into the set, he’d already lost his shirt to the heat and the feedback o
f actual fans screaming for them—for him.
Song after song, he bounced off of Nick and leaned on Deacon. With every bit of interaction, the audience got rowdier and more interested in their set. Each song brought more people to the front and into the fray.
Simon stalked to the back and jumped up on the riser that held Jazz’s kit. She slammed the skins, her strong arms and legs glistening with some sort of sparkly powder and sweat. “Purple Pixie, you enjoying yourself back here?”
Jazz stole his mic. “You know I am.” She stood and twirled faster until the glittery sticks whirled into a blurry arc. Man, they needed to get her light up ones. That would be so cool. “I don’t know about the crowd though. I can’t really hear them back here.”
Simon snatched his mic back. “You hear that shit? My pint-sized drummer says she can’t hear you back here.” He prowled to the front. “Are you having a good time out there?”
They screamed back at him and he staggered back comically. “Well, fuck, you told her.” Simon looked over his shoulder. “You hear that, Jazz?”
She held up her hand and made a sign for so-so.
“Wow. Rude.” Simon turned back around. “I thought you were pretty loud, but I guess I’m just too easy on you guys.” He cupped his hand around his ear. “Tell me one more time.”
The crowd surged forward, even more people coming in from the street. Like the Rhino, Frenzy opened their front doors to the street traffic on the Strip. Unlike the Rhino, Frenzy had a line of people waiting to get in.
Simon gave Deacon a sidelong glance then snapped his corded mic in its stand and stole Nick’s cordless one before hopping down into the crowd. Hands brushed over his skin, nails raked his back and catcalls followed Simon as he pushed his way through the swaying bodies to the door. He stuck his head outside. “Excuse me, there are far too many people outside.”
The burly bouncer stared down at him. “We’re just about at capacity.”
Simon folded his arms and tipped back on his heels. “What’s capacity?”
He looked down at the digital counter in his hand. “Twenty more.”
Simon shrugged and said into the mic. “Then I get to find at least a dozen delicious ladies in this crowd and bring them inside with me, now don’t I?”
“What about dudes?” A guy called from the line.
Simon made a huge sigh into the mic. “I’m not really into sausage parties, but I suppose there’s not enough of me to go around.” He pointed at two guys that looked the least like douchebags and lifted the little boundary strap from its plastic housing. The entire crowd surged forward and Simon laughed. “I just can’t choose. I guess I’m taking them all.”
The bouncer tried to step in, but the bedlam was too much for him to fight. Fifty-plus people flooded into the club. Simon grabbed a random blonde and twirled her around so he could snuggle up against her back. He did a dirty grind on her backside all the way to the bar.
People surged around him, shoving him forward like he was a pebble caught out on the rapids. “I need a fuckin’ beer!”
Hands reached up and a cold Stella ended up in his hand. His band—because they were awesome—kept on playing. Gray and Nick dueled out a solo that would make The Black Keys proud.
Simon crawled up onto the stage, turned and lifted his beer. “Now that’s a damn party!”
The crowd exploded with laughter and screams. Fucking A—this was what a show should be like every single time. He put the beer to his lips and slugged it back and handed Nick back his mic.
He blazed through another three songs, tearing his way toward the end of their set. His vocals were solid and the band was as tight as a yoga instructor’s thighs. He flipped the microphone cord around his neck and monkeyed across the lighting rig to drop down next to Gray. The crowd went crazy.
Simon laughed and made a choking sign of a noose before he got the mic free and back to his mouth. With an arm around Gray’s neck, he tipped their foreheads together. “I think these girls might be screaming for you.” Simon looked out into the crowd. “You like the look of my boy, Gray?”
The whoops and catcalls didn’t seem to faze the stone-faced Gray, but he was pretty sure that made the girls scream even louder. He didn’t know what it was about girls and guitarists, but women freaking loved them. Good thing there was more than enough of them to go around.
He and Gray harmonized through the end of “Ripcord” and the smiles and slapping backs from Nick and Deacon signaled the end to the set. The encore to come.
They’d survived their second Frenzy show.
Simon grinned and hooked his other arm around his best friend. They lined up with the Purple Pixie squeezing in the middle of Deacon and Nick. Gray took Simon’s other side. The five of them here on a stage they’d never hoped to stand on.
Now they’d done it not once, but twice.
“Holy shit.” Simon put Nick in a headlock and dragged him off the stage. A good shot to the ribs made Simon let go but Nick couldn’t stop grinning. Stage fright hadn’t won this round.
They all scrambled into the back to mop off faces and change shirts. Jazz had sweat her way through a black lace top. Comfortable in a sports bra, she shimmied out of the shirt and tied a purple and silver wrap-around job tight to her compact curves. Her toned legs, silver hot pants and silver-tipped toes made him grin. Damn, their little feisty drummer was hot.
Jazz stuck her tongue out at him. “What’re you looking at, Super Slut?”
Simon wiped down his chest with a towel. “You got a nice rack for such a tiny package, Purple Pixie.”
“I know.” Jazz batted abnormally long lashes at him. Christ, there were little crystals at the end of them. God, he loved their little bling-girl.
Gray shrugged out of a soaking wet black T-shirt and into a tank. His arms bulged with adrenaline and the strain of playing for eighty minutes. A black dueling guitar tattoo curled around his shoulder and down his biceps. Jazz’s gasp and intent eyes told Simon that was new. Another one to add to the list of Gray’s secrets.
Deacon handed Cherry to Simon for the encore. He might not get to play during most of the show, but “The Becoming” required as much guitar layering as possible in the beginning. If they had a hope in hell of matching the new epic version that was going on the soundtrack, he had a part to play now.
Margo’s part.
Margo who’d gone slumming and couldn’t wait to leave him in the dust.
Simon slid the strap over his shoulder and knew he didn’t need to worry about tuning it. Deacon didn’t know how to hand over an instrument that was in anything less than perfect condition. Simon just hoped that he’d do her part justice.
The crowd was whipped into a frenzy. They knew the main attraction was coming. The song they’d been waiting for all night. They’d peppered in the other songs that had skyrocketed up the hit list on Rhino’s YouTube page. And the response had been inspiring. But “The Becoming” was the one everyone wanted.
Deacon went out first, his bass reverberating through the club. Screams rang out and were stunted as the blue light transformed Deak into Demon, the soul-vibrating monster bassist. They all took their places in the dark and the guitars soared.
He’d practiced every hour he’d been awake to make sure he could pull off a reasonable facsimile of Margo’s strings. No wonder he couldn’t get the woman out of his brain. He had to play her song again and again. Her quiet groans were superimposed over each line and each note.
He wanted to stamp her out like a bad night of drinking but she kept sitting there on the fringes, waiting to remind him what it felt like to connect with someone. One fucking night shouldn’t mess him up like this. Especially when it hadn’t meant a good goddamn to her.
Simon shook his head. No. He was not going to ruin this moment with a chick who didn’t know how to have a good time. He was lucky his dick hadn’t broken off in her tight body.
He groaned. The memory of just how tight she was definitely needed to be eradic
ated. Just some classy tail. That was all.
Simon sighed into the sex-drenched lyrics. Into the guitars and chest-battering bass. He let Jazz’s drums fill his head as he harmonized with Deacon and readied himself for the wailing echo of longing just ahead.
His band, his life and his future flashed behind his eyelids. And when he drowned in the drawn out lyrics, he kept catching on one line.
I own your soul.
Her face with that tiny oh of surprise as her orgasm slammed into her.
Simon shook his head and bent at the waist, cradling the mic with both hands as he poured out the sighs to the end of the song. His chest constricting, his skin tightening, his ears ringing.
He took a breath. And another.
And then another.
The crowd roared and Nicky slapped his back. Simon forced the smile until it felt natural. He took his bows with his band and pushed Violin Girl to the back of his brain where she belonged.
His gaze scanned the crowd and found the blonde from earlier. The lust was bright as a spotlight.
And he’d start with her.
Epilogue
Deacon
Searing June sun sliced through the L.A. fog and threatened to filet off a layer of Deacon McCoy’s skin. Even with the deep, even tan he was sporting, today was brutal. He could taste the Pacific Ocean on his tongue and an actual breeze ruffled his shoulder-length hair. They were twenty-seven stories up with Wilshire Boulevard and the endless march of Los Angeles traffic below. Funny, from this angle the cars looked like his favorite Matchbox cars as a kid. A Lamborghini in eye-searing yellow, the sleek Bugatti in black, a Bentley in red? That was just wrong. Matchbox would never ruin such a classy car with that color.
But then again, they were in LA and the regular trucks and metal-flecked sedans that made up his childhood collection didn’t quite fit in with the elite and the moneyed. Kinda like them. They were like a shined-up Camaro slotted in a parking space next to a Maybach. Both cars, but didn’t quite fit together no matter how hard they tried.
In fact, the last few months had been one holy shit moment after another. They’d gone from relative obscurity to viral video fame. If that wasn’t crazy enough, that video had landed them the coveted lead single of a soundtrack.
