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subject to piles and insomnia and stomach-ache when he ate spices that
hadn’t troubled him if he ate them at twenty.
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Rosamunda stood up, resting her hand on her husband’s arm, flax
linen gloves showing the delicate rose-pink of her fingers against the steel
of his vambrace.
Get away from me!
I forced myself not to shout it aloud.
The humiliation of this is that I am still, after a year, afraid of them both.
The stone was hard under my knees. Through Rosamunda’s veil I saw
the shape of spite and pleasure on her face. Only I was close enough to
see.
I stumbled over the words Bishop Heldefredus had rehearsed me in.
‘Aldra Videric, I beseech you humbly to intercede on my behalf. With
God and with His Majesty, for their, for their forgiveness. I swear to do
as I have done these past days: to prostrate and humiliate myself, to lie in
sackcloth and ashes, to clothe my body in rags and plunge my soul in
sorrow—’
Videric took a step forward.
I had not expected it.
A shiver went through me; I thought it must be visible at least to the
closest row of men watching.
‘And, and.’ I found my place in the words again. ‘To correct my soul
by harsh treatment of myself. And by prayer, and fasting. And whole
days and nights together to weep and seek your forgiveness. I cast myself
at your feet, who I have wronged.’
I couldn’t look up at Rosamunda, close as she was. I stared at Videric’s
face as if he were a rope thrown to a drowning man.
‘I swear to atone, I for this reason fall on my knees before you.’ I licked
at dry lips, conscious that the words were absorbed by the air. They
should echo back, and it was fear that softened what I spoke. ‘And I beg
you to lead me to absolution if you see fit.’
He smiled.
Confident, all his weight back on his heels, not even glancing behind at
the archbishop and the king. They will have discussed this beforehand.
He held out his right hand.
‘I acknowledge you,’ he said. ‘Child of my wife’s body—’
The intake of breath was audible through the cathedral.
They hear it as formal poetics, I realised, staring up at him. Not as the literal truth.
Another hand extended itself into my vision. Pale, smooth, clothed in
transparent linen.
Rosamunda’s voice rang like a soprano bell. ‘I acknowledge you and
pardon you, Ilario. Rise now and come with me.’
Videric’s hand was hot and dry; he gripped my wrist as if I had been a
young man in the knights’ training halls, and his effort would have
brought me to my feet even without my own.
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My mother’s hand lay bonelessly in mine and I couldn’t look at her.
They led me forward, one on either side, to the archbishop at the main
altar.
Cunigast lit a candle, and at last my hands were free.
I reached out and took hold of the cool wax. Rather that than Rosamunda’s waxen skin. The yellow flame danced, all but invisible in sunlight.
The archbishop raised his voice. ‘The penitent will join us in the
celebration of Mass, and then the public absolution will be given.’
Videric put his hands on my shoulders and kissed me on either cheek
with the brusque efficiency of a courtier.
Rosamunda lifted her veil with both hands, looking at me with those
green eyes that I see in the mirror.
She stood on her toes to press her lips softly against mine.
As Archbishop Cunigast proclaimed the kiss of peace I fell down on
my knees in front of the altar and didn’t move.
Celebration of Mass went on around me – Rosamunda being hustled
off back up to the women’s area of the cathedral – and I didn’t stand up;
could not stand up. The back of my throat filled with bile. It took every
ounce of concentration not to spit it across the ancient mosaics.
King Rodrigo Sanguerra moved to stand at my right hand side when
the Mass ended. Videric stayed on my left. I caught Rodrigo’s eye, and
he nodded, briefly.
I turned about, facing the congregation between the two men.
I knelt again and begged pardon of both, and both men helped me
rise. The kiss of absolution from Pirro Videric burned my forehead as if
it had been painted there with alchemists’ acid.
Every yard of the walk around the nave of the cathedral sank into my
memory: every curious or avid or disgusted face that I passed. The
candle shook, and hot wax spilled over my fingers, the momentary pains
anchoring me in myself.
If I’m pale, they’ll take it for humiliation and grief and gladness.
It was four hours before it was over.
Rodrigo Sanguerra held a banquet in the castle, with Aldra Videric
and I at the high table.
I slid away before the sun touched the horizon, on the excuse of
changing into the clean shirt and hose and doublet that Father Felix
brought for me – and slipped out of the palace with a nod to the guards.
I sprinted through Taraco’s streets, boots thumping up squirts of dry
dust. Assuming that Honorius my father does not lie; assuming that
Rekhmire’ is here—
A silk dragon-banner unrolled on the wind at the quay. I saw
Commander Jian sitting in the stern of one of the Chin boats, among his
oarsmen. He lifted his hand in a Frankish gesture of greeting he must
have learned since their ship entered the Middle Sea.
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A cloaked figure stood on the quay beside them.
Behind that cloaked man, another man; standing with bare chest and
head, the reddening sun shining on his shaven scalp and white linen kilt.
I staggered up to them and caught Honorius’s hand; he pulled me into
a hard embrace, and released me, staring into my face, and pushing me
at the Egyptian.
As if I had done it a hundred times before, I put my arms tightly
around Rekhmire’, felt him grip me and run his fingers over my cropped
scalp, and fell down on my knees in the dust.
My father held my shoulders, and Rekhmire’ leaned over and steadied
my head, and I vomited up bitter bile, time after time, into the harbour,
until I was shaking, sore-throated, and empty.
It took me a time to be willing to let go of either man. The quick setting
of the sun had given way to blue dusk, I found; blackening into night.
Honorius wore his brigandine, I noted as I lifted my head from his
shoulder; an anonymous armour that any guard might wear, or a poor
knight.
‘All’s well,’ my father reassured, as if he might read my thoughts. ‘His
Majesty told me to come down here and meet the book-buyer. I won’t be
arrested again if I keep to my curfew.’
Rodrigo asked him for his parole, I realised.
Little enough chance Honorius will ever break it.
I caught sight of Orazi and Tottola in the shadows of the nearer
warehouses; the German lifted his hand in acknowledgement.
‘Master Rekhmire’ . . . ’ I strove for formality, and finally persuaded
myself to look up at the Egyptian. His arm still lay heavily about my
shou
lder.
Rekhmire’ signalled with his other hand. One of Jian’s men handed up
a snapsack.
‘Zheng He sailed south at the King’s request, and picked me up
further down the Via Augusta,’ Rekhmire’ observed, dark eyes hidden
by shadow. Even so, I could see the corners crease. ‘For some odd
reason I didn’t desire to ride to Taraco in the company of Aldro
Rosamunda . . . ’
Dryly, I said, ‘I wonder why.’
My supposition was exactly right!
‘Were you in the cathedral?’ I added.
I felt the Egyptian shrug, rather than saw it.
‘Forgive me: I didn’t desire to see it. I would have throttled the insolent
barbarian.’
It was unclear whether he meant Videric, King Rodrigo, or any other
man; the true accent of Alexandria reminded me that we are all
barbarians in that city’s eyes.
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A scent of pitch and a flare of light let me know that Orazi had fired a
torch. Honorius glanced at the stars on the horizon.
‘We should get back.’ He glanced at me, and at the book-buyer, and I
thought I saw him smile.
Rekhmire’ kept his arm over my shoulder, using me as well as his stick
to propel himself along at a reasonable rate. The torchlight showed
irregularities in the ground; his concentration was on those.
‘No hunting accidents?’ I observed.
He smiled without looking at me, giving him a profile that might well
have appeared in one of Ty-ameny’s bas-reliefs.
‘That depends on your definition of “accident”.’ He scowled, mood
changing. ‘And hunting. The wild boar on Aldra Videric’s estate are
tame enough that they come to a whistle. It’s not sport.’
The rising white light brought Sulva clearly into my mind’s eye, the
massive wild boar attentive to her aulos flute. I thought suddenly, I
should have confessed to Father Felix that I regret how badly I treated Sulva Paziathe.
‘I had crossbow bolts sent too close to me for my liking,’ Rekhmire’
observed, shooting a glance up at the Sanguerra castle’s black bulk. ‘If I
had thought of myself as a hunter rather than prey, I might have come
back more battered even than I went.’
He means his knee, I realised.
Before I could say anything rational or comforting, I saw other torches
approaching us down the dock steps.
Honorius and Orazi exchanged a wordless look.
Only two torches, and – I squinted, now the night had fully fallen; the
moon was not yet bright – only three men visible. Two guards, and one
man who dressed like a knight.
‘I have a message for you!’ the leading figure called.
Under the flickering yellow light, I recognised his lugubrious features.
‘That’s Safrac de Aguilar – King Rodrigo trusts him,’ I muttered
briskly to Honorius.
We were four or five men to three, in any case – and I wondered when
it had become natural for me to think that way in my home city.
Aldra de Aguilar evidently recognised Honorius in the torchlight. His
voice became much less loud. ‘Greetings, my lord. The King desires to
see you, urgently.’
Honorius nodded and fell in beside the Iberian knight. I registered
Tottola bringing up the rear, eyes scanning the darkness of the town as
we made our way through black streets.
There should be words to say to Rekhmire’, but for the moment, I
could find none of them; I merely enjoyed his presence, and the
assistance I could lend him.
King Rodrigo Sanguerra sat in his private chambers, the night wind
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two. He sat with his head down over a clutch of maps, not lifting it when
his page announced us, but only waving a hand to gesture that we should
be allowed in.
Not having been given permission to sit, I spent my energies in being a
prop to the book-buyer, whose injury clearly – to my eyes, at least –
pained him.
The King pushed a map aside and leaned back. Hooded black eyes
surveyed us all, settling at last on Licinus Honorius.
Rodrigo Sanguerra beamed.
‘Aldra Honorius,’ he said. ‘I’m pleased to have released you from
confinement. If you will, I have a task that you may do for your King.’
My father’s expression said You do? , but his voice smoothly managed,
‘Yes, Your Majesty?’
‘Yes.’ King Rodrigo looked at Rekhmire’, and at me, and back at
Honorius. ‘You’re going to Carthage.’
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‘I’m doing what?’ Honorius didn’t give his King the chance to do so much as draw breath. ‘ Carthage! Sire! You suspected me of conspiring with Carthage! Wanting to take your place as Carthage’s governor! And
now you want me to go there?’
His incredulity could have burst eardrums. I opened my mouth, a
suggestion forming in my mind. King Rodrigo signalled forcefully for us
to sit down at the table.
I loaned Rekhmire’ my arm. ‘But you’re going to Carthage, in any
case? For Ty-ameny?’
Rodrigo Sanguerra caught my low-voiced comment.
‘If I understand it correctly . . . ’ He pushed maps back as his page
brought wine, and took a glass of Falernian. ‘The Pharaoh-Queen desires
you to go to Carthage, Master Rekhmire’, to instruct the King-Caliph
that the devil-ship is now your ally, and they should be duly alarmed?’
Rekhmire’ inclined his head in agreement.
The King sipped at his wine. ‘I had occasion to speak with the foreign
Admiral, over the rendezvous to bring you back to Taraco. A very
amiable man in many ways.’
I bit my tongue, managing not to tactlessly ask what my King and
Zheng He might have in common – or what they might have discussed.
‘In any case,’ Rodrigo Sanguerra turned to Honorius, ‘I desire you to
travel to Carthage on the devil-ship, and do precisely the same thing.’
Honorius’s eyebrows went up.
‘Claim to be the Chin’s allies, as well?’
‘Claim them to be our allies,’ Rodrigo corrected.
His hooded eyes watched my father, with a combination of amuse-
ment and judgement.
‘I desire you to travel as my kingdom’s Captain-General,’ he added.
Honorius pushed his hand across his face, wiping sweat out of his
eyes, and downed his wine in one swallow. ‘If I wanted to stay a captain,
I’d have stayed in Castile!’
‘If I wanted a war, I’d appoint a Captain-General who wanted to
fight!’
Rekhmire’ broke out in a light tenor laugh. My father and the King
stared at him. He shook his head apologetically.
‘Pardon me, Your Majesty. What else would you wish Aldra Honorius
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to convey, officially, to the King-Caliph? Perhaps the news that First
Minister Videric has recovered from his illness and resumed his position
at court?’
Rodrigo watched the book-buyer for a moment.
He smiled.
‘An excellent idea.’
‘Oh, I see where this is going . . . ’ Honorius’s moroseness was not
particularly conv
incing.
I nodded agreement. ‘So do I!’
King Rodrigo Sanguerra linked his fingers on the maps of the
Hesperides, and showed me his teeth. ‘You tell us then, Ilario.’
Rekhmire’’s look informed me I might have kept my big mouth shut
with more advantage; Honorius merely beamed proudly. The King may as well know his Freak has a mind, I thought.
‘You want Lord Honorius as Captain-General because every Frankish
kingdom will be afraid to fight him,’ I said. ‘Even if all he ever does is stay on his estate and breed war-horses! You want him to go to Carthage
as your Captain-General because that would make it very difficult for
him to ally himself with Carthage. Especially if he’s the one who tells
King-Caliph Ammianus that Aldra Videric is back – the King-Caliph
won’t be pleased with whoever brings him that message!’
I did not add, It nails Licinus Honorius’s colours to your mast, because no man at the table appeared to need that confirmation.
Rodrigo grinned like a boy.
‘I should have sent you away before, Ilario. You’ve learned much.’
I’ve learned to be wary of compliments from powerful rulers . . .
‘You understand, Ilario,’ King Rodrigo added, ‘that I need to send you
away again. For a year or two, until there’s no scandal attached to the
resemblance between you and Licinus Honorius.’
That might mean anything from two years to ‘don’t come back until
Pirro Videric is dead’, but I saw I had no current choice, and nodded.
‘I have business in Carthage, too,’ I added, ‘if you won’t think it
suspicious, sire. It’s personal and to do with being a painter.’
King Rodrigo nodded absently. Most of his attention was on
Honorius, which I had counted on. At least I have my place on Zheng He’s ship.
Rekhmire’ gave me a sideways look, but had to abandon the query
when Rodrigo Sanguerra beckoned the page to fill his wine glass and
addressed the Egyptian again.
‘As I understand it, your Queen desires you and Pilot Sebekhotep to
return at some time to Constantinople?’
‘The Admiral will put into Gades,’ Rekhmire’ volunteered. ‘That
would be the nearest friendly port from which we could return to
Alexandria.’
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Rodrigo thoughtfully nodded. I wondered if he perceived that Admiral
Zheng He would leave the Middle Sea.
