Joe crossed himself. Jaysus, what's he talking about now and how did he learn his bloody name really?
They moved from house to house making their way toward the harbor. At last they came out in a side street beside it, or rather Joe did. Haj Harun seemed to have fallen behind. He waited and after a while the old man came creeping around the corner carrying a heavy sword.
What's that?
A Crusader's sword.
It looked like it might be. Just turn up did it?
It was on a wall in one of those houses we went through.
And what will you be doing with it then?
Haj Harun sighed.
Bloodshed is wrong, I detest it. But I remember how the Babylonians and the Romans were and I've been assigned to guard our party, so now as then I'll do my best to defend the innocent.
The fires didn't wait for darkness. Long before sunset whole streets were ablaze. When they got back to the house in the Armenian Quarter smoke already hung heavily over the city.
Well? said Stern.
We can get there, general commandant sir, but why we should want to I don't know. The Black and Tans have half the Irish nation down there beating the shit out of them. A bad lot they are, better not to mix with them unless you're standing at the right end of a cannon loaded with rusty nails. Now I grew up on the sea but I cast the vote of the Aran Islands this time for going straight overland.
We can't with him, whispered Stern, nodding at Sivi.
No problem there, said Joe, smiling and patting his revolver. I'll just find a mule and a cart that happen to be going our way.
But he's Greek, you fool.
So we'll cover him with a blanket. Or are you afraid they might take you for an Armenian? They might do that you know and then where'd you be? No place I guess, as bad off as the Irish nation. Ever seen the Black and Tans working themselves up for a session before? No I imagine you haven't, but I'll tell you this is just the beginning. Wait until night comes, that brings out the best in armed men working over an unarmed populace. Night, that's the item, not afraid of it are you? Couldn't be so could it? Not our very own general in charge of building Middle Eastern empires?
O'Sullivan Beare grinned and Stern took a step forward. Boots slapped in the corridor. The door banged open.
Two Turkish soldiers were pointing rifles at them. Their eyes went to Theresa kneeling beside the couch.
One of the soldiers pushed Stern and O'Sullivan Beare against the wall with his bayonet. The other soldier grabbed Theresa by the hair and forced her down over Sivi's unconscious body.
Don't move, she said coolly. They'll leave when they've done what they want.
The soldier by the couch planted a knee in her back and pulled open his trousers. Suddenly there was an angry roar. The soldier with the bayonet slumped, his head nearly severed. The soldier by the couch tried to stand but Haj Harun was upon him just as quickly. The sword sliced through his shoulder into his chest.
Something had happened to Haj Harun's birthmark. In the gloom it had turned a richer and deeper purple, much darker than O'Sullivan Beare had ever seen it Gone were the fainter patches, the varying shades, the nearly invisible hues. His cloak had fallen to the floor and he stood in the middle of the room naked save for his loincloth, the long bloody sword by his side, his head bowed.
For the Lord Himself, he murmured, shall descend from heaven with the voice of His archangel Gabriel.
Stern and O'Sullivan Beare were still pressed against the wall. Sivi lay unconscious on the couch. Theresa was sprawled across him on her stomach, her skirt ripped up the back to her waist. All at once she shuddered and her eyes widened.
What's he talking about?
The two men by the wall came to life.
He thinks he's Gabriel now, whispered Joe. Gabriel revealed the Koran to the Prophet, he added for no reason.
Theresa turned from the Arab to the Irishman and it was as if she were seeing him for the first time, as if she hadn't seen any of them before or the horror around her until that moment. Somewhere inside her a blow shattered the strange calmness Stern had noticed from the beginning. She stared at the Irishman's thin face and long hair and dark searching eyes, especially his beard. The beard from the paintings in the convent of her childhood.
She was on her knees shaking, her arms over her head to protect herself. Her body jerked violently.
Who is that? she screamed and pitched forward on the floor, banging her head up and down on the boards. Stern seized her and she caught sight of Joe standing over her.
Who is that? she screamed again, choking from the blood streaming down her face. Stern slapped her and she fell in a heap, tearing at her chest. He pulled away her hands and held them.
Joe backed away until he was in the far corner. He was trembling and soaked with sweat.
Jaysus, he whispered.
Yes, said Stern quietly, and may it be your first and last time. Now you and the Arab take him, I'll take her. You follow and I'll do the talking.
Most of the alleys were already blocked by collapsed buildings. O'Sullivan Beare slipped on something soft and crashed into the cobblestones. His elbow cracked. He staggered to his feet, the arm hung slack.
He couldn't move it. Change sides, he said to Haj Harun. They gripped Sivi under the arms and started off once more.
Did Stern know where he was going? They seemed to be walking in circles, all the alleys looked the same. Stern tried the gate to a walled garden and pushed his way inside. He put Theresa down. The three men were exhausted.
Five minutes, said Stern.
The Arab went to stand by the gate. O'Sullivan Beare ripped the sleeve off his shirt to make a sling for his useless arm. From beyond the wall came a high-pitched wail.
For the love of God kill me before I burn.
Joe lurched out into the alley, the smoke so thick he could hardly see. The frail cry came again and now he made out the dull yellow of Haj Harun's cloak moving away from him. He followed, stumbling as best he could. The wail was closer. A decrepit old Armenian was feeling his way along a wall, unknowingly walking into the flames. His nose had been cut off, his eyes torn out. Strands of bloody tissue hung from the empty sockets.
Tears of blood. Immovable tears. Joe stopped.
Haj Harun's sword flashed, the old Armenian sank out of sight. Gently Joe took Haj Harun by the arm and led him back to the garden. The Arab was moaning and weeping in despair, his great sword trailing along behind him.
The Romans killed five hundred thousand of us, he whispered, but only the fortunate died right away.
There were others, so many others.
Haj Harun wandered around the garden weeping, lost among the ruins. Flames burst overhead, smoke billowed down on them. Joe remembered his numb dangling arm and felt to see if it was still there.
He lay on his back gazing up at the rolling smoke, at nothing. He couldn't breathe anymore, he was sinking into a nightmare of shadows and hazy fiery timbers. Dimly Haj Harun's faded cloak floated across the sky as screams drifted through the nightmare, Sivi screaming he was a Greek from Smyrna, Theresa screaming Who is that? Stern was forcing some medicine down her throat and she was vomiting on him, he tried again but he'd already done that before with Sivi and what good did it do, they went on screaming anyway.
It didn't matter, nothing mattered, it must be night now because the smoke was darker and heavier, a thick blanket to sleep under. Already they must have been there for hours, Sivi and Theresa raving and Haj Harun wandering lost through the flowers, fires all around them and all of them strangling in the smoke, even Stern the great general. Stern could go to hell with his dreams, he was no better than anybody else, losing hold like the rest of them.
Field Marshal Stern? Generalissimo Stern? What rank was he taking in his make-believe empire? Noble shit and bloody ideals, as dazed as anybody else in the garden, you could see he'd never been starving and on the run from the Black and Tans.
Smuggling arms for what? W
hy bother? The Black and Tans would only be back again anyway. If you won today they'd be back tomorrow, they always came back and you couldn't hide forever, not in this world. Better to rest and not worry about it, close your eyes and let it come because it came anyway and there was nothing to stop it, nothing to do about it, coming by itself like the Black and Tans and tomorrow.
A savage pain. He'd slipped and fallen sideways on his broken elbow.
And there it was and Stern hadn't even seen it. Only Haj Harun was awake and guarding them, pathetic in his rusting helmet and tattered yellow cloak, his sword in the air, ready to charge the Turkish soldier who had come in through the gate and was aiming a rifle at his middle.
Why? He'd be dead before he took a step. For what? In the name of what?
Jerusalem of course. His beloved myth of a Jerusalem.
There he was again facing the Babylonians and the Romans and all the other innumerable conquering armies, and conquer they would but he'd still be there defending his Holy City in the flames and smoke, an old man weak from hunger in a ridiculous helmet and threadbare cloak, limping on spindly legs, tottering on visions of Prester John and Sinbad, humiliated and insulted and hopelessly confused, ready to charge once more. As he'd said the first time they ever met, When you're defending Jerusalem you're always on the losing side.
The Turkish soldier was laughing. O'Sullivan Beare shot him in the head.
Then Haj Harun was moving meekly among them calling them children, gathering them up and saying this wasn't the garden where they should rest
The harbor, chaos. The waterfront two miles long, one hundred feet deep. On one side the Turks, on the other the water.
Five hundred thousand people there and the city burning.
Turks working the peripheries robbing and killing and taking girls. Horses' halters catching fire, the beasts charging through the crowds trampling bodies. The crowds so dense in places the dead remained standing, held up by the living.
Sivi and Theresa delirious, rising to scream, Haj Harun moving back and forth tying bandages and comforting the dying, holding old women and closing the eyes of rigid children in their arms. Stern leaving and returning, searching for an escape.
Now it was night, Sunday night. Flames in the blackness, shrieks in the blackness, hacked arms and legs in the blackness, baggage and old shoes.
A little girl lay beside Joe and he kept turning away from her. Long dark hair and white skin, a black silk dress, her face ripped open. He could see the small white teeth through the hole in her cheek. Eyes shut and lips shut, a wet stain on her chest where she had been stabbed and another below the waist, a black pool between her legs.
The moan was low but every time he turned away it fell on his back with a dreadful weight. How could he even hear it out here? He couldn't, it wasn't there.
A shoe on the cobblestones a yard away. Cheap, worn, the sole rubbed down to nothing, one stiff twisted shoe. How many hundreds of miles had it walked to get here? How many times had it been patched through the years to get here? How many years was that? How many hundreds of miles?
It was pressing on his back, he turned around. The eyes were still shut, the lips still shut. Small white teeth, stains, a black pool between her legs. Eight or nine years old and no one taking care of her. Alone here next to him. Why?
He looked at her shoes. Smooth black leather and new, not worn at all but caked with mud, especially the heels. Mud caked up the heels to her ankles where she had ground them into the earth when the soldiers were on top of her. How many soldiers? How long had it gone on?
Too many, too long. There was nothing anyone could do for her now. She'd be gone in a moment, gone in her black silk dress for Sunday. Sunday? Yes still Sunday.
Can't you hear what she's saying?
Stern's voice. He looked up. Stern was standing over him with a desperate face, exhausted, streaked with grime and blood. The eyes were hollow, he looked at the shoes. Old and not wearing well, he was surprised. Why a cheap pair like that for the great general? Old and not wearing well, Stern's shoes.
What?
Goddamn it, can't you hear what she's saying?
She wasn't saying anything, he knew that. She was just moaning, a soft heavy moan beside him that wouldn't go away. No, not beside him, around him. All around him and louder than the cries and shrieks.
Stern was yelling at him again and he yelled back.
Answer me goddamn it.
No I can't hear it, I don't speak bloody Armenian.
Please. That's what she's saying. Where's your revolver?
Lost in the garden.
Take this then.
Stern dropped a knife in front of him and leaned over Theresa, over Sivi. He was fixing something under Sivi's head, a coat probably, it looked like a coat. He was forcing Theresa's mouth open and clamping a piece of wood between her jaws so she wouldn't swallow her tongue or bite it off. Always busy, Stern, always thinking of things to do. Busy bastard.
Where was Haj Harun? Had to keep an eye on the old man or he'd get lost. Always forgetting where he was and wandering off.
Over there, the yellow cloak kneeling beside a shadow. Was that where the new scream was coming from? What was the music? It sounded like music. And who was that man dancing up and down? No shoes at all, that one. Why was he dancing and where was his hair? Dancing and laughing up and down just like that, gone, laughing and dead, no shoes.
Where was the other shoe, the one that had walked hundreds of miles? It was right there a minute ago and now it was gone too. A body had fallen on it.
The soft moan, he turned. The fingers were broken, he hadn't seen that before. The hands were smashed and hanging the wrong way, backward. She must have tried to scratch them and they'd beaten her hands with their rifle butts, crushed them on the stones before stabbing her in the chest, stabbing and doing everything else while she was on her back in her black silk dress and her Sunday shoes.
A pain in his shoulder. Stern had kicked him. Stern was down beside him angry and yelling.
Well?
Well bloody what? Do your own work. I'm no bloody butcher.
Stern's eyes were afraid, he could see that too. He just wasn't the bloody terror he wanted you to think.
Tall and strong all right and acting as if he were in charge and giving orders like some great general who'd been through all the wars, Stern the hero who knew what he was doing and had the money to do it and pretended to know all the answers, Stern the visionary who wasn't so much in charge as he wanted you to believe. Staring with those empty eyes, frightened they were too so the bastard might as well hear it again, arrogant and giving orders, a frightened fake of a general without an army, parading his ideals.
Well there were none and the bastard could hear it again right to his face. Who did he think he was? Yell it again why not.
No good, Stern. Do it yourself for a change. I'm no butcher. Take your bloody cause of a kingdom come and shove it up your arse. Chase it, dream about it, do whatever you want with it but I'm not there. I'm not working for you or anybody else ever again and I'm not killing again, ever. Hear that, Stern? From now on you and the other fucking generals can do your own bloody killing. Hear it, Stern?
Flames in the sky, someone staggering out of a building, burning. Not a man or a woman now, just a heap burning after walking hundreds of miles to get here, walking all those years just to get here of all places, but then you couldn't see that far really, not here, you couldn't see more than ten yards but of course you didn't have to, here the universe was ten yards wide and there was nothing more to see after that.
Stern picked up the knife, Joe watched him do it. He watched him take the little girl by her hair and pull back her head. He saw the thin white neck.
The wet knife clattered on the stones beside him and this time he didn't look up. This time he didn't want to see Stern's eyes.
Not all the city was burning. Neither the Turkish Quarter nor the Standard Oil enclave was touched by the f
ire, which the Turks claimed later had been started by the retreating Christian minorities. But the American government argued that the fire was an accident, since the English insurance policies held by American tobacco merchants in Smyrna didn't cover acts of war.
From the quay overloaded little boats carried Greek and Armenian refugees out to the foreign warships that were there to protect and evacuate their nationals, but not authorized to evacuate anyone else lest the Turks be offended. When they came alongside the English warships and threw ropes over the rails, the ropes were cut. Soon the few boats had swamped and sunk.
People were pushed off the quay and drowned. Others jumped in to commit suicide. Still others swam out to the warships.
The English poured scalding water on the swimmers.
The Italians, anchored much farther out, took on board anyone who could swim that far.
The French launches coming into the quay took on board anyone who could say in French, no matter how badly, I'm French, I lost my papers in the fire. Soon groups of children were huddled around Armenian teachers on the quay learning this magical phrase.
The captain of an American destroyer turned away children at the quay, shouting Only Americans.
A small Armenian girl from the interior heard the first English words of her life while swimming beside the HMS Iron Duke.
NO NO NO.
From the decks of the warships the foreign sailors watched the massacre through binoculars and took pictures. The navy bands played late and phonographs were set up on the ships and aimed at the quay.
Caruso sang from Pagliacci all night across a harbor filled with bloated corpses. An admiral going to dine on another ship was late because a woman's body fouled his propeller.
At night the glow of the fire could be seen fifty miles away. During the day the smoke was a vast mountain range that could be seen two hundred miles away.
While the half-million refugees went on dying on the quay and in the water, American and English freighters went on shipping tobacco out of Smyrna. Other American ships waited to be loaded with figs.
A Japanese freighter arrived in Piraeus packed with refugees, having thrown all its cargo overboard in order to carry more. An American freighter arriving in Piraeus with some refugees was asked to go back for another load, but the captain said his cargo of figs was overdue in New York.
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