by Rylon, Jayne
“Almost as much as I guarantee you would. I mean, you did say you wanted something better than vanilla, right? I think we’ve got that covered. Boring will not be a word you use to describe a session with the Hot Rods.” He stroked her hair, then down her back, his fingers restless as he promised her such a lascivious bounty. “I started doing it because I couldn’t have what I really wanted. I’d given up on ever seeing you again, lady. There was gloom in me I couldn’t shake. Not even after all that time. I think they saved my life. Sharing was a compromise. One I’d never dreamed possible.”
“How so?” She levered up so she could see him in the diffuse light.
“It allowed me to feel close to people. Not alone anymore. Without making me betray the memory of the girl I had pledged my soul to. You, Kaelyn. I didn’t feel like I was cheating. Having a girlfriend of my own, someone who’d never be as special as you in my heart. I wasn’t lying to them. But it allowed me to find some comfort, some closeness, some intimacy that filled the void in a way.”
Her heart ached for him. Why hadn’t she known he was out here? Hurting? Missing her half as much as she missed him.
“I’m glad you had that, Bryce.” She petted him, trying to calm the pulse pounding in his neck. Understanding the emptiness he described, she couldn’t blame him for doing something to alleviate it. She hadn’t been so lucky.
“It’s pretty recent. And kind of developing still,” he admitted. “At first Eli and Alanso shared Sally with the guys. But seven on one aren’t very good odds.”
“That bitch.” Kaelyn shook her head in wonder at how spoiled the mechanic had been. Good for her.
Bryce snorted. “Yeah, well, we can be kind of a lot for one woman. And so we started…experimenting. Some of the guys are bi and had been with men before. They sort of bridged the gap. And now, I guess it’s becoming kind of a free for all. Like you saw with Roman, Holden and Carver.”
“Yeah, they had Carver tied up. It looked like they were doing things to him.” She would have liked to have played Peeping Tom longer. Still, she blushed when she said, “With a belt and ropes. Wax too. And maybe some toys. I got the impression they were using rough sex to…salve him after this afternoon.”
“Really?” Bryce’s pupils dilated. “I think he’s been pressing Barracuda to play harder with him. I didn’t think Roman would go for it, though. He’s kind of…dark…sometimes. Especially after any memories today might have stirred up. I think he’s still dealing with stuff from his life before Hot Rods. Of all of us, he was on his own longest. Maybe that’s why Holden was watching. It’s complicated, Kae. We know we can trust each other. Barracuda probably wouldn’t feel safe unleashing that part of him unless he knew one of the guys had his back. They’d stop him if he ever crossed the line into unwelcome pain. They’d never let him hurt Meep. So he’s free to explore without fear. Only pleasure.”
Kaelyn shook her head, awed at the plentiful varieties of loving she’d been introduced to in a single day. So many flavors, and she kind of wanted to try them all.
“I think it’s beautiful, Bryce.” She kissed him gently. “That you guys have that kind of bond. I’m sort of jealous.” She ducked her head when she admitted it.
“No reason, lady.” He brought her back for another taste. “I want you at least as much as I want any of them. All of them together maybe. I’d do anything to make you part of what we have. But I’m not telling you that to rush you. One step at a time. For God’s sake, you’re practically a virgin by comparison.”
“Not for long. Right?” She peeked up at him from beneath heavy lashes. “Please.”
“I never could say no to you.” He kissed her, deeper this time. “And while there might be a lot of firsts today, that isn’t going to be one of them. I need to be inside you. Soon, Kae. I’ll try my best to make it good for you.”
“Thank God,” she practically purred as she rubbed herself along his body, tensed now for an entirely different reason. “Otherwise I might have had to go find one of your friends to help a girl out.”
“Don’t joke. They would do it in a flash.” He might have growled a bit as she recalled the way they’d eyed her as she made her way from the bathroom to Bryce’s bedroom earlier. A thick, juicy steak indeed.
As if summoned, another knock came on the door. Three hard raps that couldn’t be ignored.
“What now?” Bryce shouted, his head falling onto the pillows as he groaned.
The door opened and Holden appeared, looking flushed. Even at half-mast, the bulge he sported made a noticeable line toward his hip beneath the fabric of his sweats.
“They don’t need me anymore tonight, but I thought you might have changed your mind.” Holden leaned on the doorjamb. “Everything okay in here?”
Genuine concern radiated from the fun-loving man. Kaelyn’s heart squeezed as she interpreted his loaded silence as worry, for their future and for his friend. She wanted to reassure him she didn’t intend to break up their gang. No calling her Yoko.
“Fine,” Bryce answered. Then he added, “Much later, I want to know what went down in there.”
His cock jumped, nudging Kaelyn’s hip where they were pressed together. And suddenly, she had an idea. It popped right out of her mouth before she could consider, and dismiss it as ludicrous. Or ask Bryce for his feedback.
“Holden, have you ever watched someone lose their vanilla-virginity?” She couldn’t say what tempted her to be so bold. Except maybe that she wanted to prove to Bryce—Swinger too—that she could live in their world. Thrive there. Showing off seemed like dipping her toe in their waters compared to what she’d seen and what Bryce had described.
And maybe it was something more selfish than that. Her own desire burned through her, lighting every bit of her on fire. Not one but two sexy men focused on her. The thought had her ready to reach between her legs and take care of business herself. Never before could she remember being so needy. Aching so much.
“Nah, I’m kind of a recent pervert. Unless you count the rest of the Hot Rods, I guess. But…is that an invitation?” Holden asked, his pupils dilating at the same time Bryce cursed.
“Kaelyn, no.” Bryce tucked her tighter to him. “You should have something soft and romantic. Something fit for a princess. Especially our first time.”
“If that’s what you think of when you look at me, you’d better get over it.” Yanking away, she sat up and put her hands on her hips. “Haven’t you been listening to me? I’m not some delicate piece of china. Or a useless decoration.”
“You’re sure, lady?” He lifted to nuzzle her neck, tipping up her chin so he could stare into her eyes as she decided.
“Yes. Positive.” It wasn’t a lie. She licked her lips. “I want you to take me. And I want Holden to watch you make me yours. I’m more sure than ever that we don’t always get second chances in life. Things you have today could be taken tomorrow. I don’t want to waste this opportunity when I know tonight could be the best night of my life. Give me this, please.”
“Bring her into our world, Bryce,” Swinger encouraged his friend. “Make her a Hot Rod for life.”
Chapter Seven
“He’s not joking, Kaelyn. Once you open this door, understand the possibilities, there might be no going back. Being satisfied with less could become impossible. It is for me.” Bryce winced. “I don’t want you to think that you’re not enough for any man, but I can’t imagine my life without this bond, without the whole gang. Is that something you could be happy with?”
“I don’t know.” She didn’t attempt to grant him false security. Honesty ruled. “But I’d like to find out.”
She wasn’t meek or timid. Hopefully he wouldn’t mind.
Kaelyn whipped her borrowed shirt over her head, tossing it in the corner. Then she reached for Bryce’s pants, tugging on the waistband until he lifted his hips. She wiggled her ass as she peeled them down his muscular thighs and shapely calves, loving the gasps from Holden, who enjoyed her display from behi
nd. She crawled backward until the fabric was free of Bryce’s feet and vanquished to the floor as well.
“Are we doing this, Rebel?” Swinger asked.
“Yes. Whatever she wants. Sounds like she’s kind of a rebel too.” His cock thumped onto his abdomen, the tip painting pearly fluid over his six-pack. “Come in and close the door before there’s a whole audience.”
Kaelyn shivered. “Mmm.”
“You’re going to be the death of me, lady.” Bryce groaned as she surveyed the length of his erection and tried not to imagine the rest of the Hot Rods packing the room as if they witnessed some virgin sacrifice or maybe an initiation ritual.
Because that was exactly how she felt. Except maybe more like a goddess than an unwilling participant. The appreciation in Bryce’s eyes thrilled her. He lay back, letting her explore as she’d never had the opportunity to do before.
Thick, hard muscles were covered in soft, warm skin. She petted him, stopping to flick a nail over one of the hardened discs of his nipples. He groaned and balled his fists in the sheets.
Holden startled her by murmuring in her ear. “If he lets himself touch you, it’ll be over too soon. He wants you so badly, Kaelyn. I’ve never seen him this worked up. But he’ll let you take as much as you need. Learn him. Go ahead.”
Having someone else to confirm her instincts as she took a new road relieved her rather than alarming her.
Rustling behind her distracted her only for a moment. She peeked over her shoulder to see Holden shedding his shorts. They had to have been uncomfortable with his cock now rigid again.
“Do you mind?” he asked.
“Nope.” Knowing she had the power to control every bit of the situation turned her on more. Without a doubt, Bryce would have his friend clothed or banished from the room if she showed an ounce of discomfort. It seemed silly though to make him keep his pants on. An artificial bit of modesty she no longer required.
With Bryce, she could be the woman she’d always longed to be.
He would grant her the freedom to follow her heart. And places farther south.
She squirmed on top of him, rubbing her pussy over his thigh for relief.
“You’re gorgeous, lady,” Bryce rumbled from beneath her. This time his jaw clenched as he allowed his hands to roam from her knees to her hips. He nearly encircled her waist with his long fingers before reaching up to cup her breasts in his palms. The beaded nipples pressed into his hands, aching for more.
When she whimpered, he didn’t stop or ask if she was okay. He knew what she needed better than she did. In an instant, the world flipped around. Bryce rotated them so that her back pressed into his bed and he held himself above her.
“Swinger, brace her so I don’t shove her up the mattress.” He grunted. “I’m so much bigger than her, she won’t be able to stay in place.”
“Sure thing.” Holden complied. He scrambled onto the bed and put his back against the headboard. He lifted her so that she rested with her head on his abdomen and his thighs bracketed her shoulders. The hot, hard length of his erection pulsed against her neck.
If it weren’t for Bryce peering down at her, she might have been tempted to turn her head and take a taste of the man cradling her. Freedom raced through her veins. Anything was possible with them. They wouldn’t judge her for stepping outside social boundaries.
For this time, she wanted to focus on the man above her. She hoped it meant something that he was her primary Hot Rod. While it might be fun to play with his friends, she belonged to him. Always would.
As if he could read her dedication in her eyes, he smiled before dropping lower. They pressed together, skin on skin, for the first time. Her lids fluttered, struggling to stay open while he swooped in for a kiss.
Tender, liquid glides of his lips on hers surprised her. When compared to the heavy thud of his cock resting on her belly and the bulk of his muscles, his gentleness impressed her. She wondered idly if she’d be able to take all of him. He seemed so big when measured against her body. In proportion, she hadn’t realized quite how large he was until now.
A gasp must have given her away.
Holden chuckled behind her. “Yeah, he’s a beast, but he won’t hurt you. He’ll go slow and only give you as much as you can handle.”
“I want it all.” Stubborn, she might have crossed her arms if they hadn’t been busy hugging Bryce to her so she could rub herself against his mammoth frame. “All of you, Bryce.”
“You already have me, lady.” He kissed her nose then stared into her eyes.
Swinger made himself useful, caressing her upper arms and even the swells of her breasts while she and Bryce lost themselves in each other eyes. He prepared her body for what would come, even as her mind and heart opened to Bryce and the possibilities he presented.
Kaelyn writhed in their hold, straining to get closer to Bryce and his heat.
When he scooted downward, licking around his friend’s fingers, then lower, she growled. Her hand flew to his hair and tugged, sharp enough to draw his attention away from her stomach. “No. Not the long way. When you did that before, it was amazing. This time, I need more.”
If her face could have flamed brighter, she would have ignited.
Holden cursed softly behind her. “Let him get you ready. He’s big. You’re going to need to be wet, Kaelyn. The slipperier, the better.”
“I already am.” She tried not to whine. “Feel for yourself if you don’t believe me.”
She reached for his hand and dragged it downward. As he leaned forward, he looked to Bryce, who nodded, welcoming the second opinion. When Holden rimmed the entrance to her pussy, she shuddered in his hold, though her gaze never left Bryce’s approving stare. Holden’s finger dipped inside, causing her pussy to clench around him. But he didn’t linger.
“She’s soaked.” Swinger groaned, then withdrew, popping his fingers in his mouth to sample her flavor. “Don’t tease her this time, Bryce. You can do that plenty later. Give the lady what she wants.”
“Yeah, what he said.” Kaelyn reached for Bryce, drawing him back to her. They fit together perfectly as he aligned their bodies and devoured her mouth. The pressure of his blunt tip on her pussy increased as he flexed his hips, prepared to penetrate.
“Bryce.” Holden’s stern tone broke them both from the moment just as Bryce’s cock nudged at her opening, about to breach her.
“Not now, Swinger.” Gritted teeth made the dismissal rough.
“A condom. Here. Put this on.” Holden lunged for the bedside table, rocking her torso when he leaned, then held out a foil packet to the other man above her, poised between her thighs. “We’ve already got one oopsy baby on the way. Let’s make sure you plan for your rug rats, huh?”
Kaelyn wanted to tell him she was on birth control, but by the time she could make her brain switch to something so logical, Bryce had already extended his hand toward Holden.
“Shit.” Bryce scrubbed his hand over his face then took the protection his friend offered. “I’ve never forgotten before. But as much as I want to feel you bare, Kae, I don’t have it in me to debate about it now.”
She agreed a thousand percent. All she could say in response was, “Hurry.”
He rolled the latex over his thick shaft, then ringed the base of his cock with his meaty fist. He aimed the head at her pussy and wedged the blunt cap against her once more. This time he didn’t stop as he fed his length to her bit by bit.
Kaelyn gasped. She shouted his name as he stretched her channel to accommodate his girth. Her chest expanded too as her heart bulged, tucking him inside in a whole new way, beyond the friendship they’d shared as children.
Behind her, Holden whispered encouragement. He told her she could take it, despite the burn spiking through the bliss of holding Bryce inside her. She leaned into his hold, trusting him to ensure her pleasure, exactly as he had Carver’s earlier.
They might be on to something with this arrangement.
Though she’d
never attempted tandem sex before, they made it easy for her. Not frightening in the least. In fact, her brain disengaged entirely as emotions barraged her. Her skin came alive. Each nerve ending that was caressed in some way by one of the men bracketing her dropped bombs of pleasure into her system, short-circuiting everything but pure sensation.
“You feel so damn good hugging me like that.” Bryce groaned as he withdrew a tiny bit, then invaded her farther. He pressed deeper with every rock of his hips, tucking her into his friend’s open arms on each pass.
Holden braced her, helped her accept all that Bryce was giving her. She could never thank him enough for easing her way into things and making sure that both she and her lover were satisfied.
A tear slipped from the corner of her eye, horrifying her.
“Rebel,” Holden murmured, drawing attention to her emotional overflow.
“Ah, Kae. I’m sorry. Am I hurting you?” He froze immediately, wiping the droplets from her cheek with the pad of one thumb.
“No.” She bit her trembling lip then forced herself to reassure him before he withdrew. “I’m…happy. Relieved. I wasn’t the problem. It wasn’t me. And now I’m not lonely anymore. I’m so thankful I found you today. And your friends too. Fill me, Bryce. Take away the emptiness.”
Holden squeezed her, but didn’t interrupt her moment with Bryce.
Their rebel kissed her with strong sweeps of his lips and then his tongue. And as he did, the matching advance of his hips granted her wish. His cock felt huge as he tunneled beyond the reaches of even her largest vibrator. He spread her open and filled her up.
Locked together, he took a moment to catch his breath and peer into her eyes with raw adoration and admiration. “You’re perfect for me.”
“I hope so.” She sniffled. “Because now that I’ve felt this, I think you’ve ruined me for anyone else.”
“Hey.” Holden grunted behind her, making her chuckle.
“You and your awesome friends,” she corrected.
“That’s better.” Swinger hummed as he rubbed her shoulders, helping her relax so she could hold Bryce more comfortably.
