“I’m not being difficult,” she started. “I would be here no matter the tenant. I don’t expect you to do any repairs and I actually meant to replace the entire sink and faucet before you moved in, but I didn’t have time. That was the only thing I didn’t get to when we renovated.”
“I don’t need anything new, so don’t replace it on my account. I hope I’m not here very long.”
Macy froze. He’d leave Haven? His family? “What?”
Liam muttered a curse and turned toward the kitchen, which was only separated from the living area by a large center island. “Nothing. Just go on, Macy. I have things to do.”
He turned his back to her and started pulling things from the cabinet and the refrigerator. Macy wasn’t going to beg him to explain himself, nor was she going to beg him to let him fix the damn sink.
There was so much more going on between them than landlord/tenant. Whether he wanted to admit anything or not, Liam had feelings for her. Granted most of the time it was disdain, but Macy could read men pretty well and she honestly thought he was masking his true feelings.
At least, that’s what she told herself because the thought that Liam truly thought of her as annoying and forgettable was too hurtful. But she had her pride and she damn well wasn’t giving any man power over her. She’d done that once in her life…and it cost her everything.
* * *
Liam waited until the door closed behind Macy. Damn it he felt like an absolute jerk, but he couldn’t have her in his space.
Okay, fine, technically this was hers. He was already reminded over and over of the fact she grew up here, he couldn’t have her physically in this apartment and maintain any form of sanity. Macy was everything he wasn’t and he didn’t need the reminder that she had her entire life all sorted out in perfect detail.
She knew what she wanted and went after her goals with a smile on her face. She’d been raised to be a third generation business owner and she was doing just that. With her brand new house Zach had built, she was thriving.
What shocked Liam, though, was when he’d caught her touching the trim where her growth chart had been recorded. The shimmer in her eyes had rendered him speechless for a second because he’d never seen Macy as anything other than upbeat, or when she was talking to him she was often smart-mouthed. But never sad and Liam knew for certain he never wanted to see her that way again.
Before that moment, he hadn’t thought of how difficult stepping into this apartment would be for her. He’d been thinking of this space as a personal failure, a hit to his pride in coming home and having to stay here. This wasn’t what he wanted, what he planned. He had a great life in Savannah, one he desperately wanted to get back to.
But for Macy, this apartment, the store, and Haven were her entire life. She knew the path she wanted and hadn’t let anything steer her off course.
Bracing his palms on the edge of the island, Liam tried to focus on the recipe he’d thought of earlier today. Giving Macy too much mind time or inner emotions would only lead down a path he sure as hell wasn’t willing to go. Work was what he needed to hone in on so he could figure out how to keep his brothers happy, honor his late sister’s memory, and get out of Haven without damaging already rocky family relationships.
Monday a group of ladies were coming in, apparently spending a week celebrating a bachelorette party. An entire week of pampering, wedding chatter, and who knew what the hell else. Lord help them all. He’d never heard of such a thing, but whatever. Women were odd creatures and he wasn’t about to begin to try understanding them – he had enough of his own issues.
The thought of catering to a group of women celebrating marriage made him cringe, made that bitterness burn deeper in the pit of his stomach. But, just because his relationship didn’t work out, didn’t mean others wouldn’t, right? Besides, Chelsea had dreamed of this exact thing. Had hinged her entire life savings on women coming to Bella Vous to celebrate themselves, relationships with their friends, their families.
Chelsea had taken every bit of money she’d saved and bought the old Civil War era home on the edge of town. Liam and his brothers had no clue what she’d wanted to do with the place and she’d passed away before she could tell them. Their free-spirited sister was gone, but he’d do whatever he could to make sure her vision lived on.
He’d tried to avoid this town at all costs after the accident. He’d actually done a pretty stellar job, but now his family needed him. Liam thought he could just be a financial partner and stay in Savannah, but when he’d asked for time off to help with the renovations and start-up, he’d been given an ultimatum. As much as he wanted to stay in Savannah, even he wasn’t that much of a jerk to turn his back on his family…on Chelsea’s dream.
She may be gone, but she was still the glue that held the family together. When Zach, Sophie, and Liam had been in the accident, Chelsea was the one who kept trying to offer support, to offer advice. When Zach had been sent to prison for a year because of the drinking and driving and all the injuries Liam and Sophie endured, Chelsea had been the one to beg Liam to go visit Zach. Liam hadn’t been able to bring himself to go, hadn’t been so easy to forgive. Still, Chelsea had wanted her family back together, she’d not been able to handle all the tension, the brokenness.
Liam shook off the chunk of time that threatened what he was living for right now. As much as he wanted to help his brothers with Bella Vous, Liam also wanted out. He didn’t like being in this tiny town. He’d gotten so used to being away, had created a life that worked for him. He was too vulnerable, too exposed here where everyone looked at him – at his face – and instantly remembered the accident.
There were just too many emotions associated with this place. Losing his mother at a young age had ruined ever going back to his hometown over an hour away, and the accident when he’d been in his early twenties had put a dark stain on Haven. Being here pushed him way too close to a past he’d outrun – and way too damn close to Macy.
How had he let his soon-to-be sister-in-law talk him into living above Macy’s store? Sophie was a real estate agent for crying out loud. Surely she had a slew of places that were perfect for him. But for a few months he’d been living in Macy’s old apartment, right above where she worked. Thankfully she was usually gone by the time he got home and he had a separate entrance up the back of the building.
But tonight he’d needed some stupid putty and had to face her. Stubborn woman thought he’d just let her come in and fix the sink? He could fix a damn sink.
When he’d first come back to Haven, he’d listened to her talk about her dates. He hated the jealousy that speared him each time he overheard her talking to Sophie or Cora. The other two ladies were his soon-to-be sister-in-laws and Macy’s closest friends. Damn it. There was no way to avoid her entirely. She was literally in every aspect of this new life of his. Another reason he needed to get out of Haven and back into his comfort zone because he sure as hell wasn’t comfortable here.
One night he’d been leaving the resort and she’d been coming in the back door. It was late, the sun had set, and they’d started a simple conversation, which turned into an argument. He honestly couldn’t recall the argument now because the fact he’d lost his mind and nearly kissed her overrode everything prior. He’d gripped her face, in an attempt to shut her up, but the second he leaned in, his lips barely brushing against hers, he pulled back. She was too much temptation and he had a whole host of issues that kept him detached. Besides, he didn’t want to stay in Haven forever.
Getting involved with Macy on any type of physical level would only lead to one or both of them getting hurt.
Being a financial backer for Bella Vous was all the commitment he wanted, but he couldn’t just leave his family in a bind, so he’d stay until they found another chef. Of course, he’d have to actually tell his brothers to start looking for a replacement, and he wasn’t quite mentally prepared to have that conversation with them.
But, he’d been unable to save
his mother from the brain aneurism, unable to save Chelsea from her skiing accident, so here he was paying some sort of penance in an emotionally warped way because he needed to do something to justify all of this guilt.
The only time he ever had complete power over anything was in the kitchen. What started out as a hobby with his mother quickly turned into a passion. Some might have seen this as an immediate man-card removal, but they didn’t know the science that went into cooking, the skill, precision, patience, and control.
The control. Every facet of his life came back to that.
A shrink would get lost inside all the various tunnels and sharp turns in Liam’s mind. Even Liam knew that he was a mental mess. He was well aware of the fact he clung to his profession in an attempt to keep that bond with his mother, but it went so much deeper than that. His mother’s dream had always been to open her own restaurant, but they’d been too poor for her to even consider such a notion.
Somewhere along the way, Liam had inherited that need to have his own place. And while he didn’t own anything of his own in Savannah, he had been the head chef in the city’s most sought after restaurant. Everything that he’d made for himself was back in Savannah, waiting on him to return and pick up where he left off.
On a sigh, Liam cursed himself. Between the Macy mind games and thinking of why he chose to be a professional chef in the first place, he was having a Dr. Phil moment with himself. And if that wasn’t the most pathetic thing ever, he didn’t know what was.
Liam grabbed the spices he needed and started mixing together his own concoction. He’d had the greatest idea for an herb bread and dipping sauce, but he needed to try them out privately first. He had two very important ladies in his life that were all too eager to sample his made-up recipes.
A year ago his youngest brother Zach had reconnected with sweet Sophie. Their reunion had been bittersweet as they were all still reeling from the death of Chelsea, who’d been Sophie’s best friend. Sophie had played a huge part in getting Bella Vous up and running, and out of the clutches of the Mayor who wanted to turn the house into some stuffy museum.
Then Zach had discovered a runaway teen hiding out in the old house during the renovation stage. Brock had been abused, emotionally and physically, and Zach, who didn’t do commitment, suddenly found himself taking the boy in. Add in a stray dog who had puppies in his laundry room, and Zach had an instant picture-perfect family.
Liam couldn’t help but laugh at his brother who avoided any type of relationship at all costs. Their childhood home was now filled with a moody teen, dogs all around, and a woman who doted over Zach’s every move.
Liam ignored the tug of jealousy. What did he have to be jealous of? He didn’t want that life. Not at all. But, Braxton had found himself falling head first into love as well and Liam was beginning to wonder what the hell was in the water in this town.
Just before Christmas, Braxton got tangled up with the new masseuse who just so happened to be the heiress to a chocolate company known around the globe. The most shocking part about Cora was the fact she was blind. Not that her lack of sight defined her by any means, but the woman was so talented and she strictly went by her other senses to hone in on those around her. There was constant praise from clients at the resort. Cora was helping to get their name out there and Liam couldn’t be happier for Zach and Braxton.
Happy endings weren’t for everyone, though. Liam adored the women his brothers were bringing into the family, but he wanted his old life back. He wanted to be out of this little town. He hated walking down the street and having people stare. The old people who knew the story behind his scar looked at him with pity, while the newbies who had no clue what happened often looked at him with repulsion. Yeah, the scar wasn’t a pretty sight, but what could be done at this point? Plastic surgery would only fix so much and no way in hell was he subjecting himself to more pain, physical or emotional. He didn’t need to be pretty to pursue his goal of owning his own restaurant.
No, he’d live with the ugly reminder of a night that still haunted him. If he’d only insisted on taking the keys. If he’d only been more forceful and adamant about being the driver, perhaps there wouldn’t have been an accident. He wouldn’t have a scar, Sophie wouldn’t have a limp, and Zach wouldn’t be a felon.
But, nothing could be done now. The past was over and Liam needed to move on. And he had. He’d gone to Atlanta, had gone to culinary school, and made a name for himself in Savannah. He’d been just fine working behind closed doors where he could hide from the world and do what he loved.
Unlike Zach and Braxton, Liam actually had an amazing upbringing with his single mother. She was the first woman he’d ever loved, the one who always put her needs last and often went without new things in order to pay for a spot on the little league team or for those karate lessons. He didn’t realize at the time just how much she sacrificed.
Liam pulled the dough from the refrigerator. He’d mixed it the other evening and sat it inside, knowing it needed to chill for a while so he could mess with it later. He needed this outlet, needed to escape. And he may work all day at the resort preparing meals and snacks for guests, but when he was home he still found the task relaxing. Not many people could say they loved their job this much.
When a passion coincided with a career, there was so much joy. At least, there should be.
So why was Liam in such a pissy mood lately? Part of him hated that he’d been technically forced to move back to the town he loathed. Okay, loathed may be too strong a word, but he’d rather live anywhere else than in the place where people knew his backstory and thought they could relate.
Unless you had your mother die when you were twelve, you had been abused at your foster homes, and you had a tragic accident leaving you scarred in every single way, there’s no way you could relate.
And the pity party he was mentally throwing himself had to cease. Just being back in Haven put his mind in a state he never wanted to be. He’d overcome that time in his life, or at least tried to move past it. He’d literally run from everything and started fresh.
Of course he’d lost his job when he’d asked for time off to help his brothers get the resort started. But, his skills were unlike any other and he knew he could find a job in another prestigious restaurant.
He vowed one day to have his own. The ultimate objective of any chef, he figured, but he had his sights set high and he didn’t plan on stopping until he reached his goal.
After Liam got the bread ready with just the right amount of spices coating what would be the crusty top, he popped the pans into the oven and sent off a quick text to Sophie and Cora. No doubt the ladies would be eager to see him in the morning once he arrived with fresh bread and dipping sauce, which he still needed to make.
His phone buzzed, but instead of seeing a reply text, the message was from one of his old co-workers. Liam didn’t make many friends, but John was the closest thing in Savannah.
As he read through the lengthy text, Liam was intrigued and a bit hopeful. The place he used to work for was rumored to be going up for sale. Liam and the owner didn’t part on the best of terms, even though Liam had been a loyal worker for the past eight years. When push came to shove, Liam had to walk away from his dream job in order to come home and Mark Pritchard hadn’t even tried to keep him.
Liam didn’t reply to the text. What could he say? There were too many questions. Why was it for sale? What did John want Liam to do? It’s not like Liam had funds to purchase another business. At the moment, all of his savings were tied up in Bella Vous.
But, having his own restaurant was the top contender on his bucket list. Buying Magnolia’s would be a smart move for anyone. The business was already established, the location was perfect and no doubt all the employees would want to stay on. Getting a loan shouldn’t be a problem.
If Magnolia’s was actually going up for sale, Liam wanted it. He had to at least try because the opportunity was too great for him to just let it pass by. Isn�
�t this what he’d been hoping for? The timing sucked, but everything in life worth having usually came with some type of risk. The dream his mother had was now a potential reality for him.
He needed to put his pride aside, and the sting of being let go, and talk to Mark to see if they could settle on a price. Then the hard part would come and Liam would actually have to talk to Zach and Braxton.
Blowing out a breath, Liam checked on his bread. Within minutes the apartment filled with familiar, comforting smells. His phone vibrated several more times with excited messages from Sophia and Cora. Women were so easy to please, especially with food. Wait until they tried the Macarons he’d have on hand for the next Wind Down with Wine event.
Liam wondered what pleased Macy, but quickly shoved that thought aside. He didn’t need to know what pleased her. He didn’t need to know any more about her than necessary.
Macy wasn’t like most women he knew. She was simple, her clothes, her style. She was breathtaking without an ounce of makeup, her hair pulled back, and her flannels and jeans. The t-shirt and jeans were equally as sexy. A tall woman with curves in all the right places was enough to attract any man and Liam figured that’s why she dated so much. She could have any man she wanted and he was a fool for spending so much time thinking about her.
He should be a little more grateful for her help, her giving him a place to stay so he didn’t have to intrude on his brothers and their new love lives. Still, something about Macy made him edgy, irritable. He knew what that “something” was, but he didn’t want to admit anything, even to himself.
From now on, he needed to keep distance from Macy whenever possible. He wasn’t looking for anything, much less an unwanted attraction. The last thing he needed was to make more ties here because he was working on a way to get out, keep supporting his sister’s dream, and live his own life…away from Haven. Away from Macy.
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