Taking care not to touch the Nanuak with his bare hands, he tipped the lamp, the stone tooth and the river eyes into the wovengrass pouch. Then he drew it shut, and looped its long drawstring over his head. He was wearing the Nanuak unmasked on his chest.
Wolf’s eyes threw back a faint, shimmering gold light: the light of the Nanuak. If Wolf could see it, so could the demon. Torak was counting on it.
He turned to face the bear. It was some distance down the ravine, moving effortlessly through the snow.
‘Here it is,’ said Torak, keeping his voice low so as not to anger the World Spirit. ‘This is what you’re after: the brightest of those bright souls that you hate so much – that you long to snuff out for ever. Come for it now.’
The bear halted. A ripple ran through its massive shoulder-hump. The great head swung round. The bear turned and began moving back towards Torak.
A fierce exultation surged through him. This monster had killed Fa. Ever since then, he’d been on the run. Now he wasn’t running any more. He was fighting back.
It was faster than Torak expected; soon it was beneath him. Man-fashion, it rose on its hind legs. Although Torak stood fifty paces above, he saw it as clearly as if he could reach out and touch it.
It raised its head and met his eyes - and he forgot about the Spirit, he forgot about his oath to Fa. He was not standing on an icy mountain trail, he was back in the Forest.
From the ruined shelter came Fa’s wild cry. Torak! Run!
He couldn’t move. He wanted to run - to race up the trail to the overhang, as he knew he must - but he could not. The demon was draining his will- pulling him down, down ...
Wolf snarled.
Torak tore himself free and staggered up the trail. Staring into those eyes had been like staring at the sun: their green-edged image stayed stamped on his mind.
He heard the cracking of ice as the bear began to claw its way up the side of the ravine. He pictured it climbing with lethal ease. He had to reach the overhang, or he wouldn’t stand a chance.
Wolf loped up the trail. Torak slipped and went down on one knee. Struggled to his feet. Glanced over the edge. The bear had climbed a third of the way.
He ran on. He reached the overhang and threw himself into the rocky hollow, bent double, fighting for breath. Now for the rest of his plan: now to call on the Spirit for help.
Forcing himself upright, he filled his chest with air, put back his head and howled.
Wolf took up the howl, and their piercing cries buffeted the ravine - back and forth, back and forth through the Mountains. World Spirit, howled Torak, I bring you the Nanuak! Hear me! Send your power to crush the demon from the Forest!
Below him, he heard the bear getting closer ... ice clattering into the ravine.
On and on he howled until his ribs ached. World Spirit, hear my plea ...
Nothing happened.
Torak stopped howling. Horror washed over him. The World Spirit had not answered his plea. The bear was coming for him...
Suddenly he realized that Wolf, too, had stopped howling.
Look behind you, Torak.
He turned to see Hord’s axe swinging towards him.
Torak dodged, and the axe hissed past his ear, splintering the ice where he’d been standing.
Hord wrenched it free. ‘Give me the Nanuak!’ he cried. ‘I have to take it to the Mountain!’
‘Get away from me!’ said Torak.
From the edge of the ravine came a grinding of ice. T he bear was nearing the top.
Hord’s haggard face twisted in pain. Torak could barely imagine how he’d brought himself to track them through the demon-haunted Forest; to brave the wrath of the Spirit by venturing up the trail. ‘Give me the Nanuak,’ repeated Hord.
Wolf advanced on him, his whole body a shuddering snarl. He was no longer a cub; he was a ferocious young wolf defending his pack-brother.
Hord ignored him. ‘I will have it! It’s my fault this is happening! I have to make it end!’
Suddenly, Torak understood. ‘It was you,’ he said. ‘You were there when the bear was made. You were with the Red Deer Clan. You helped the crippled Soul-Eater trap the demon.’
‘I didn’t know!’ protested Hord. ‘He said he needed a bear - I caught a young one. I never knew what he meant to do!’
Then several things happened at once. Hord swung his axe at Torak’s throat. Torak ducked. Wolf sprang at Hord, sinking his teeth into his wrist. Hord bellowed and dropped his axe, but with his free fist rained blows on Wolf’s unprotected head.
‘No!’ yelled Torak, drawing his knife and launching himself at Hord. Hord seized Wolf by the scruff and threw him against the basalt, then twisted round and lunged for the Nanuak swinging from Torak’s neck.
Torak jerked out of reach. Hord went for his legs, throwing him backwards onto the ice. But as Torak went down, he tore the pouch from his heck and hurled it up the trail, out of Hord’s reach. Wolf righted himself with a shake and leapt for the pouch, catching it in mid-air, but landing perilously close to the edge of the ravine.
‘Wolf!’ cried Torak, struggling beneath Hord, who was straddling his chest, and kneeling on his arms.
Wolf’s hind paws scrabbled wildly at the edge. From just below him came a menacing growl - then the bear’s black claws sliced the air, narrowly missing Wolf’s paws ...
Wolf gave a tremendous heave and regained the trail. But then, for the first time ever, he decided to return something Torak had thrown, and bounded towards him with the Nanuak in his jaws.
Hord strained to reach the pouch. Torak wrested one hand free and dragged his arm away. If only his knife-arm wasn’t pinned under Hord’s knee...
An unearthly roar shook the ravine. In horror, Torak watched the bear rise above:: the edge of the trail.
And in that final moment, as the bear towered above them, as Wolf paused with the Nanuak in his jaws - in that final moment as Torak struggled with Hord, the true meaning of the Prophecy broke upon him. ‘The Listener gives his heart’s blood to the Mountain.’
His heart’s blood.
Wolf.
No! he cried inside his head.
But he knew what he had to do. Out loud he shouted to Wolf, ‘Take it to the Mountain! Uff! Uff! Uff!’
Wolf’s golden gaze met his.
‘Uff!’ gasped Torak. His eyes stung.
Wolf turned and raced up the trail towards the Mountain.
Hord snarled with fury and staggered after him - but he slipped and toppled backwards, screaming, into the arms of the bear.
Torak scrambled to his feet. Hord was still screaming. Torak had to help him ...
From high above came a deafening crack.
The trail shook. Torak was thrown to his knees.
The crack swelled to a grinding roar. He threw himself beneath the overhang - and an instant later, down came the rushing, rampaging, killing snow, obliterating Hord, obliterating the bear - sending them howling down into death.
The World Spirit had heard Torak’s plea.
The last thing Torak saw was Wolf, the Nanuak still in his jaws, racing under the thundering snow towards the Mountain. ‘Wolf!’ he shouted. Then the whole world turned white.
Torak never knew how long he crouched against the rockface, with his eyes tight shut.
At last he became aware that the thundering had turned to echoes - and that the echoes were getting fainter.-The World Spirit was striding away into the Mountains.
The sound of its footsteps faded to a hiss of settling snow ...
Then a whisper ...
Then - silence.
Torak opened his eyes.
He could see out across the ravine. He was not buried alive. The World Spirit had passed over the overhang, and let him live. But wher
e was Wolf?
He got to his feet and stumbled to the edge of the trail. The dead cold had gone. He saw the Mountains through a haze of settling snow. Below him, the ravine had disappeared under a chaos of ice and rock. Buried beneath it lay Hord and the bear.
Hord had paid with his life. The bear was an empty husk, for the Spirit had banished the demon to the Otherworld. Perhaps the bear’s own souls would now be at peace, after their long imprisonment with the demon.
Torak had fulfilled his oath to Fa. He had given the Nanuak to the World Spirit - and the Spirit had destroyed the bear.
He knew that, but he couldn’t feel it. All he could feel was the ache in his chest. Where was Wolf? Had he reached the Mountain before the snow came down? Or did he too lie buried under the ice?
‘Please be alive,’ murmured Torak. ‘Please. I’ll never ask anything again.’
A breeze lifted his hair, but brought no answer.
A young crow flew over the Mountains, cawing and skydancing with the joy of flight. From the east came a thunder of hooves. Torak knew what that meant. It meant that the reindeer were coming down from the fells. The Forest was returning to life.
Turning, he saw that the way to the south remained open; he would be able to find his way back to Renn and Fin-Kedinn and the Ravens.
Then from the north - beyond the torrent of ice that blocked the trail, behind the clouds that hid the Mountain of the World Spirit - a wolf howled.
It was not the high, wobbly yowl of a cub, but the pure, heart-wrenching song of a young wolf. And yet it was still unmistakably Wolf.
The pain in Torak’s chest broke loose and lifted free.
As he listened to the music of Wolf’s song, more wolf voices joined it: weaving in and out, but never drowning that one clear, well-loved voice. Wolf was not alone.
Torak’s eyes blurred with tears. He understood. Wolf was howling a farewell. He wasn’t coming back.
The howling ceased. Torak bowed his head. ‘But he’s alive,’ he said out loud. That’s what matters. He is alive.’
He longed to howl a reply: to tell Wolf that it was not for ever; that one day, he would find some way for them to be together. But he couldn’t think how to say it, because in wolf talk there is no future.
Instead, he said it in his own speech. He knew that Wolf wouldn’t understand, but he also knew that he was making the promise to himself as much as to Wolf.
‘Some day,’ he called, and his voice rang through the radiant air, ‘some day we will be together. We will hunt together in the Forest. Together-’ his voice broke. ‘I promise. My brother, the wolf.’
No answer came back. But Torak had not expected one. He had made his promise.
He stooped for a handful of snow to cool his burning face. It felt good. He scooped up some more, and rubbed the Death Mark from his forehead.
Then he turned and started back towards the Forest.
If you could go back to Torak’s world, you’d find some of it amazingly familiar, and some of it utterly strange. You’d have gone back six thousand years, to a time when the Forest covered the whole of north-west Europe. The Ice Age had ended a few thousand years before, so the mammoths and sabre-toothed tigers had gone; and although most of the trees, plants and animals would be the same as they are now, the forest horses would be sturdier, and you’d probably be astonished at your first sight of an auroch: an enormous wild ox with forward-pointing horns, which stood about six feet high at the shoulder.
The people of Torak’s world would look just like you or me, but their way of life would strike you as very different. Hunter-gatherers lived in small clans and moved around a lot: sometimes only staying in a campsite for a few days, like Torak and Fa of the Wolf Clan, or sometimes staying for a whole moon or a season, like the· Raven and Boar Clans. They hadn’t yet heard of farming, and they didn’t have writing, metals, or the wheel. They didn’t need them. They were superb survivors. They knew all about the animals, trees, plants and rocks of the Forest. When they wanted something, they knew where to find it, or how to make it.
Much of this I’ve been able to learn from archaeology: in other words, from the traces of the clans’ weapons, food, clothes and shelters which they left behind in the Forest. But that’s only part of it. How did they think? What did they believe about life and death, and where they came from? For that, I’ve looked at the lives of more recent hunter gatherers, including some of the Native American tribes: the Inuit (Eskimo), the San of southern Africa, and the Ainu of Japan.
And yet, this leaves the question of what it actually feels like to live in the Forest. What does spruce resin taste like? Or reindeer heart, or smoked elk? How does it feel to sleep in one of the Raven Clans’ open-fronted shelters?
Fortunately, it’s possible to find out, at least to some extent, because parts of the Forest still remain. I’ve been there. And at times, it can take about three seconds to go back six thousand years. If you hear red deer bellowing at midnight, or find fresh wolf-tracks crossing your own; if you suddenly have to persuade a very edgy bear that you’re neither threat nor prey ... That’s when you’re back in Torak’s world.
Finally, I’d like to thank some people. I want to thank Jorma Patosalmi for guiding me through the forest of northern Finland; for letting me try out a birch-bark horn, for showing me how to carry fire in a piece of shouldering fungus, and for lots of other hunting hints and Forest tips. I also want to thank Mr Derrick Coyle, the Yeoman Ravenmaster of the Tower of London, for introducing me to some extremely august ravens. Concerning wolves, I’m deeply indebted to the work of David Mech, Michael Fox, Lois Crisler and Shaun Ellis. And lastly, I want to thank my agent Peter Cox and my editor Fiona Kennedy for their unfailing enthusiasm and support.
Michelle Paver
London,2004
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