“I said it’s not a problem that I can’t handle. I think you just need to let me worry about my part of the business, and you worry about yours. Have I let you down before?” he was saying, and not quietly.
I froze, ears straining. I was totally wigged out. I put my hand on the doorknob.
“That’s what I thought. Now, if you can just keep your pants zipped, maybe we won’t have any more problems like her.” He swung around in his chair and looked out through the door at me. Now I could see his headset. Telephone.
Damn. He’d seen me eavesdropping. I held steady, then turned the knob and walked in.
“Gotta go,” he said. He reached down and pressed a button on his phone.
“You’re back,” he said.
I stepped fully into the dark office that was much brighter in the afternoon sun. “I am. I leave the island tomorrow, and I just wanted to stop by one more time, in case you’d had time to give any more thought to my case. And to make sure you had my card.” I stood close to his desk and held one out.
He gestured at his desk. Today there were mounds of paper where days before there had been only dust. “No. I’ve only had time to give thought to the cases that are in line before yours.” He lifted one hand in a stop gesture of refusal. “I have your card and your number, though, and I’ll call you when I get to it.”
I put the card back in my purse. “That’s fine. I also realized I forgot to tell you something. Maybe it’s nothing, but the police couldn’t find a ring that my mother always wore. It was a small gold band, with the name Hannah engraved in it. When you talk to the hotel staff, I don’t know, I thought maybe you could ask about it? If you found the ring, it would help me resolve things in my mind. About how they died.”
And then he grinned at me, without any smile in his eyes, like a crocodile’s smile. “Duly noted.”
I took a step back, and then another. “As long as I know my case is on your list and you’ll get to it as soon as you can, that’s all I need to know, then,” I said, and reached behind me, missing the doorknob, groping for it, fumbling, and then grabbing it tight. I twisted and pushed. “Thank you for your help.”
I burst out of the dark space. I could see he was still watching me, so I turned back to him and waved. Idiot, I thought. You’re acting like a brainless beauty queen in a parade. I put my hand back down.
Thinking of Ava’s categories of people on the island, I put him in the “running from” category, and I imagined it was from something no good. That man gave me the creeps. If there were another investigator on St. Marcos, I’d forfeit my retainer with Walker with no regrets and hire someone new. But according to Jacoby, there wasn’t anyone else. I shook off the sensation of those amphibian eyes following me and got back in my car.
That afternoon, I lay draped over a lounge chair on my patio, attempting a siesta. I was on the final day of a spa vacation. It was practically obligatory to try things like afternoon naps, but my type A personality not only wouldn’t nap, it refused even to fake it. I decided solitaire on my phone would suffice as a nap replacement.
The phone rang and brought my game to a halt. My heart shot up into my throat when I saw the number on caller ID, like it was a target I had hit with a sledgehammer in one of those high-striker carnival games, the ones where muscle-bound high school jocks tried to ring the bell at the top of a pole. Ding ding, I was a winner! It was Doug. Finally. This was it. My life was about to change forever. I answered.
“Katie, you’re not going to believe this. I can’t believe it, and I’m so sorry. I’m the listing agent, after all, and I didn’t even know.” His voice sounded more angry than sorry.
Nothing he’d said so far sounded like the words I wanted to hear. I wondered if I hung up the phone whether he would call back with different words. I hovered my index finger over End, but I didn’t press it.
“The bank accepted a different offer. It didn’t even come through me. If they think they’re going to get out of paying my commission just by making an end run and selling this house to somebody’s second cousin, they’re crazy. By the time I got your offer in front of Ms. Nesbitt, she’d already said yes to someone else.”
“Who’s Ms. Nesbitt?” I asked, for something to say.
“The Bank of St. Marcos officer handling the property. The one I had better not learn is getting some kind of kickback on this deal. But I digress.” He paused for me to speak, but I didn’t.
“Katie? Are you there?” he asked.
I sat on the patio of my posh suite in silence, aware of every cell in my body crying out in loss. I was losing, again, losing something else. Something important. Not just a house, or a spirit. I was losing myself.
This time I didn’t pull back when my finger sought the End key.
Chapter Sixteen
The return to Dallas was jarring. The concrete. The traffic. The gritty air. So many people. A secret part of me had started to believe I could escape to the islands, disappear into the ripple left behind by my parents, and leave my old life in the states behind. It wasn’t a wildly original dream, but the difference between me and everyone else that had dreamed it was that, for me, it was a realistic one. I was so close to grabbing that brass ring, so close.
Oh, who was I kidding? Every beach bum that ever stowed away in a bottle of Captain Morgan’s thought they were the only one. I was a mere ditto.
I slunk into my condo on Sunday night. The phone rang and kept ringing. I didn’t have to check caller ID to know who was calling. I sent Collin and Emily a carefully worded message about my wildly successful trip. So I exaggerated a little. I needed some re-entry space.
I didn’t get any at work. I’d hardly had time to boot up my computer, much less fetch coffee from the break room, when Gino showed up at my door. Nine o’clock sharp.
“Thank God you’re back, Katie. You’re in trial tomorrow,” Gino said. He hadn’t bothered with “Hello, how was your trip.”
So much for a quiet Monday easing back into things at the firm. “You’re kidding, right?” I asked.
Gino dropped into the chair in front of my desk. “Nope. We got a call Friday morning. A big shot defendant dumped his law firm just a few days before his trial. He insists he has to have you as his lawyer. He agreed to pay double your rate when I told him you weren’t available.”
He dropped a bulging redweld accordion file in front of me and its contents gushed out all over my pristine desk. An 8×10 photo surfed the top of the overflow. I stared into the eyes of Zane McMillan in a mug shot. The same Zane McMillan who’d led the Dallas Mavericks to their second NBA title the year before and topped the league in scoring. A big shot, indeed. Another sports “hero” who didn’t play by the rules the rest of the world followed.
“Zane McZillion?” I said. “Why would he ask for me? I’ve never even met him.” I peeled the mug shot off the top of the stack and rifled through the documents. “What did he do, or supposedly do?” I envisioned a civil suit filed by an angry photographer who’d gotten too close to the mercurial basketball star. Last season, Zane had wreaked havoc on some paparazzo’s camera equipment to the tune of several thousand dollars in damages.
“He’s accused of raping a woman he met in the VIP lounge at Good Sportz. Haven’t you heard about it? It was tabloid fodder all summer.”
Somehow I’d missed it, but then, something had kept me a smidge distracted. “Whoa, a rape trial? Surely you can find someone better suited to this case. What about Shannon? If Mr. McMillan insists on me, maybe I could be her second chair?”
Shannon was the firm’s token criminal law expert, and a fine attorney. Whenever one of our rich clients’ progeny ran afoul of the law, Shannon came to the rescue. Usually this meant drug possession or a DUI, not rape, but still, she knew her stuff. I, on other hand, didn’t have a shred of criminal law experience.
“Shannon’s out recovering from liposuction, but she said you can call her if you have any questions. You’ve handled sexual harassment cases. Th
is is almost the same thing.”
I searched for signs of dementia in Gino. “They’re nothing alike. Nothing at all,” I argued.
He waved his hand back and forth dismissively. “You’re great in court. You’ll do fine.”
I was not so sure. “Why did he dump his lawyers at the last minute? That’s a bad sign.” Surely this fact alone would sway Gino from the insanity of me trying this case tomorrow.
“They wanted him to testify. He didn’t want to.”
“That’s pretty weak. Did you talk to them?”
“They didn’t return my calls, but I asked Zane for an explanation, and he gave me one that satisfied me.” Gino stopped there, but I raised my puny eyebrows until they quivered with exertion, so he went further. “He thinks only bad PR can come of his testimony, and bad PR could threaten his big Nike endorsement deal. That’s good enough for me. His case is a slam dunk without his testimony, anyway.
He waited for me to laugh at his basketball humor. I was not in the mood to oblige him.
I played my trump card. “I can’t take this case. I’m philosophically opposed to criminal defense work. My dad was the chief of police, for crying out loud. My brother’s a police officer. This goes against everything I am.”
And Gino played his. “You really can’t afford scruples right now.”
I burst into flames, loudly. “Excuse me? I brought in a million-dollar fee for the firm last month.”
“And that’s all you did for the last year. You know how much it costs to run a law firm like Hailey & Hart. Do you have anything lined up, now that Burnside is over?”
A cold dread doused my flames. I mentally ticked through a list of several small matters I was working on, but the truth was, Gino was right. I had nothing substantial. “No,” I admitted. “But I’ll get out and find new work.”
“Partners have to pull their share of the load. This is a double-fees case. End of discussion.”
Yes, it was. I tried a new tack. “Can we at least try to get the court date pushed back?”
“I filed for a continuance Friday. We lost. It’s in the file.” Gino stopped the argument. “Emily and Nick prepped all Friday and through the weekend. They’ll get you ready.”
I swallowed hard. Nick. Gino was making me work with Nick. “Did you tell him you were giving me this case?” I asked, hoping Gino hadn’t heard the squeak in my voice when I said “me.”
“Yes.” Gino glanced at his watch. “Sorry, but I’ve got to get to another meeting.”
“Can I have a second chair?” I flailed like a drowner.
He edged toward the door. “I wish we had someone who could, but it’s summer. Everyone’s out. We just don’t have the manpower.. You don’t need one, though. You, Emily, and Nick are a great team. Katie, don’t worry about this case. There’s an eyewitness who saw and heard it all and is on Team McMillan.” He stopped just outside my office for a moment. “Oh, and I almost forgot. Your client will be here to meet with you in twenty minutes.”
And then he was gone, leaving me short-circuited from emotional overload. Tomorrow. I wouldn’t even finish meeting with the client and reviewing the file in time to call Shannon with questions until tonight. This had malpractice written all over it.
Chapter Seventeen
My new client arrived before I’d finished reading the first document in the file. Lovely. I went to meet him in the reception area. Tan on beige on drab brown accented by more tan met my eyes. After a week on St. Marcos, the expensively understated scheme seemed dreary. McMillan, dressed in black from head to toe, didn’t exactly blend into the décor. He leaned over our entry desk, chatting up the receptionist. Tina, all of twenty-three years old, simpered and gushed, putty in his very large hands.
I hated to interrupt such a special moment. “Mr. McMillan?”
Zane stood up, and up, and up, and up. He was the tallest person I’d ever seen, but he wasn’t just tall. He was enormous. His file claimed he was 6′9″ and 270 pounds. I believed it. And all muscle and bone, encased in baggy black jeans riding low on his behind to showcase his black Calvin Klein underwear. Nice.
He pulled a cellophane-wrapped item from his pocket and tossed it onto Tina’s desk. “I always leave a package of McZillions when I meet a pretty lady.”
Please God, not condoms. My eyes darted around the lobby. No other clients. Only Tina to worry about, and the sexual harassment lawsuit McMillan could bring on our firm. I moved closer, ready to snatch them from her hands.
She beamed and ripped the package open, then out came something that didn’t appear to bear any relation to contraception. I exhaled. Long shoelaces dangled from her fingers, sparkling in the light of her smile. He thumped his chest twice with his fist and shot her a peace sign. Finally, he acknowledged my greeting.
“Yo, McZillion here. Are you taking me to my lawyer? Whoa, no, you are my lawyer. You look like your picture,” he said. He looked me over, head to toe. “Fine, damn fine.”
I tried not to let my distaste show. Yet. “I’m Katie Connell, your attorney. Nice to meet you.” I grasped and shook his hand. It swallowed mine whole. “Right this way.”
I escorted Zane to my office through the quiet main hallway of the firm. Or at least it was normally quiet. News of Zane’s arrival had zipped through the instant message boards at warp speed from the tips of Tina’s typing fingers, and every single human in the firm had invented a reason to be standing in the hallway. Zane strutted by them like an oversized rooster, and held his hand out to slap high fives as he went past. The fleshy sounds of slap, slap, slap followed me. Finally, we reached the celebrity-worship-free zone of my office.
Zane dwarfed the same chair that Gino had sat in a half hour before. He leaned back, legs askew, and said, “What now, lawyer lady?”
I had intended to prep him for the do’s and don’ts of trial, explain my rapidly-percolating action plan, and run some strategy by him. But I had a question for him first.
“Mr. McMillan,” I said.
He interrupted in a voice that I assumed was “street,” but I wasn’t down with the ’hood, so who knew. “You can call me Zane or McZ if you want. Nobody calls me Mr. McMillan.”
I was tempted to call him Vanilla Ice. “Zane. My partner Gino Hart said that you asked to work specifically with me. Have we met? Or do I have someone to thank for the referral?”
“Honey, if we’d met, you’d remember me. I always give my women something to remember me by.”
I held up my hand in the “stop” position and just managed to stop it from continuing on to the “gag me” one, too.
“Sorry, just playing with you.” Witchu. Oh, brother. “No, we don’t know each other. But you come highly recommended.”
“By whom?”
“Shit, I can’t remember. By lots of people. I told them what I was looking for, and they said you was it.”
No one to punish. Great. The pain was all mine.
I spent two hours with “McZ,” an exercise for which I deserved combat pay. After I was able to pry him out of my office by pleading my very real and urgent need to prep for his trial, I hooked up with Emily. We crammed for the rest of the day like it was a final in a class we’d never attended. She had done a brilliant job putting together our exhibits and trial notebooks, though, and she confessed she’d called Shannon more than once for help. Emily should have gone to law school; she was wicked smart. It was just my good luck that she hadn’t. My blood pressure went down ten points due to her efforts alone, and I read every word she had put together for me on Zane’s case. I drafted my opening statement. I typed out witness questions and listed our exhibits.
All of this was good, but none of it substituted for hearing what Nick had to say after working the case for three days. And Nick was nowhere to be found. It was after five. Where was he? The trial started at 9:30 in the morning.
I looked out my office window. No beach. No ocean. No canopy of branches and vines. Levolor blinds sliced the views of traffic gridloc
ked on I-35. On the wall beside the window, the big hand moved steadily toward the six on the clock, the clock my parents had given me to hang in my office when I’d first graduated from law school. My heart hung low in my chest. I was already back into the thick of a job I hated, on this case of all cases, without having made meaningful progress on the investigation into their deaths. How easily my life here pulled me away from what was important.
Like Collin’s birthday. I dialed his number. “Am I still your birthday date, or have you thrown me over for some sweet young thing?” I asked when he answered.
“I would never,” he said.
“That’s exactly what you did last year,” I retorted. And he had, in the wake of his humiliation at the hands of his former fiancée. She’d been a cellist in the Dallas symphony. He’d chased anything in a skirt that looked fast and easy since then.
“Who, me? Well, this year I am all yours, sis. Tell me about your trip.”
“I’ll have to save it for dinner Thursday night. I got stuck defending that basketball player, Zane McMillan, in a rape trial. I need to get back to work,” I told him.
“What?” Collin barked. “Your dog has fleas, Katie. I’m warning you.”
“It seems OK,” I told him. “We’ve got a witness. The girl’s own roommate has sided with our guy. I just hate taking a criminal defense case, because it feels disloyal to you and Dad.”
“It doesn’t exactly light me up with happy, either.” No one would ever fault Collin’s honesty. “Listen to me. I didn’t work this one, but I’m tight with the guys that did. They’re confident. They’re beyond confident. They’re giddy this one’s going to trial. Fleas,” he said again, drawing the word out this time. “Be careful.”
“That’s it? Fleas? Can you tell me anything else, or give me the name of someone to talk to?”
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