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  dropped when he swept her into his arms. Bending, he

  retrieved it. “I don’t understand why a countess’

  granddaughter is working as a secretary.” His scowl

  returned. “Or is this just a lark for you as your mother’s

  journey to Egypt was for her?”

  “My mother?” Darcy sank back onto the chair. “What

  did Grandmother say in her letter?”

  “The truth, I assume.”

  “If she told you my mother went to Egypt to flee from

  my grandmother’s country estate of Kincaid Fells, figuring

  her own mother would not give chase to a country so unlike

  England, then it’s the truth. If she told you as well my

  mother married an Egyptian merchant, that also is true.”

  She held her breath, waiting for Simon’s reaction. She

  had listened too often while her grandmother paraded out

  this fact in an effort to repay Darcy for failing to obey her.

  The reactions were always the same—barely concealed

  disgust and open pity. The former aimed at Darcy, and the

  latter for her grandmother who must bear the burden of

  her daughter’s mistakes.

  “So my father said,” Simon replied, his gaze focused

  on the page. Was he avoiding looking at her because of

  what was in the letter? Or was it because of what had

  happened when they both lost control and were caught up

  in unsated desire? “I have no idea why either Father or

  your grandmother would believe such gossip would be of

  interest to me. Nothing has changed. I still have this

  ridiculous deadline, and I still need you here to help me

  finish the manuscript.”

  “My grandmother won’t be pleased if you disregard

  her wishes.” She dampened her bottom lip. “She has never

  been pleased when I defy her.”

  “I don’t care a thimble’s worth of salt what Lady

  Kincaid wishes. I assume you took your leave from Kincaid

  Fells of your own volition.”

  “Yes.” She wanted to grasp his arm and thank him for

  not letting her grandmother ’s venom spew through

  Rosewood Hall.

  No, she did not want to grasp his arm. She yearned for

  his arm around her again. She said nothing. He was a man

  of volatile moods, unpredictable and formidable, and she

  did not want to rouse the wrong one.

  “I shall discuss this with Father. He’ll understand this

  is between you and your grandmother. It shouldn’t be of

  concern to us.” His shoulders remained rigid, but the

  slightest hint of a smile appeared beneath his mustache.

  Darcy did not smile in return. “Simon, you don’t

  understand prejudice. It’s not something you can talk a

  person out of.”

  “I realize that, for I’ve seen enough to know your

  grandmother isn’t unique.”

  “I’ve been fighting this since my grandmother

  wrenched me away from Egypt.” A tentative smile lessened

  the stress aching across her forehead. “At least the English

  are more honest than Egyptians who can insult you a dozen

  ways without you realizing it.”

  “My father will want you to realize it.” He folded the

  letter and put it in pocket beneath his coat. As a clock

  chimed in the hallway, he added, “The time for tea is long

  past, so we’d be wise to ready ourselves for dinner. Do

  you have a suit of armor, Darcy?”

  Startled at his sudden teasing, she faltered on her

  answer. “No suit of armor, but my skin has grown thick

  after so many barbs.”

  “Your skin felt so soft and supple to me.” His lips

  became a straight line again, and she knew he had said

  something he had not intended.

  She nodded as he bid her a good afternoon and left his

  office. She never had been more confused. It was

  impossible, but it was as if two contradictory men had

  been here with her–the man whose passions were focused

  on his work along with the man whose passions were

  focused on her. She had never imagined two such disparate

  personalities could exist in the same body.

  Hurrying up the stairs to her rooms, she was glad she

  did not meet Hastings. She locked the hall door, although

  she doubted anyone would bother her at this hour.

  “How much did it cost you to find me, Grandmother?”

  she asked aloud. “I’m surprised you’re willing to waste a

  brass farthing on me.”

  She stormed into her bedroom and spat the most

  horrendous curse she knew in English, then another in

  Arabic. How could her grandmother fail to understand after

  all this time that Darcy had no intentions of remaining at

  Kincaid Fells? Darcy could not give up her dreams to marry

  some man who was eager for a share of the Kincaid fortune

  in exchange for siring some grandchildren for Grandmother

  Kincaid.

  She unbuttoned her blouse, noticing how it was

  wrinkled where Simon’s hand had stroked her. With a moan

  of a craving that would no longer be dormant, she hung it

  on a peg in the dressing room. She took out her second

  best dress of a vibrant purple satin with stylish stripes a

  shade darker. Putting it on the bed, she turned to brush her

  hair and stared at the bright green eyes of Thoth reflected

  in the glass. As her fingertip caressed the pounded gold,

  she remembered Jaddeh telling her the pendant would

  bring her good fortune if she wore it every day. She had

  never taken it off, risking Miss Mumsey’s outrage and her

  grandmother’s cruel discipline.

  “But where’s the good fortune?” she whispered.

  Slowly her hand rose to her lips. Simon. Was he the

  good fortune she was supposed to find waiting for her?

  Her laugh was strained through a sob. If so, the jest was

  on her, because he drew her close only to push her away.

  That was not love as she had heard it described.

  But she was drawn to this haughty, single-minded man

  for reasons she could not name. Had she met someone in

  Egypt that reminded her of Simon? If so, she could not

  recall whom, but the sense of familiarity had not decreased

  simply because she had ignored it.

  She squared her shoulders and went to ring for a maid

  to help her get dressed. If she hurried, she might have time

  to work on her story before she joined Simon and Hastings

  for dinner. Writing might help calm her trepidation of the

  meal ahead. She would wear her lovely dress, for no battle

  could be won without the proper weapons, and she intended

  to let no one force her to leave Rosewood Hall as long as

  Simon needed her . . . for whatever reason.

  ***

  ~~~ “You are guaranteeing yourself unhappiness by

  going to see Kafele,” moaned Ahwere as she twisted a

  flower through Meskhenet’s hair in a chamber that opened

  onto the beautiful garden. “If our brother has deemed you

  shall marry Usi, you must.”

  “But I love another man.”

  “You are the daughter of a Pharaoh and the sister of a

  Pharaoh. Love is not something you can expect.�
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  Meskhenet took the ivory comb from her sister and

  began to run it along her sister’s hair. “I know that, but

  now that love has entered into my heart, I do not know

  how I can set it aside.”

  “Because you must.”

  A servant came into the room and prostrated himself

  on the floor, his face toward the door.

  Meskhenet put the comb on the table and stood.

  Ahwere rose just as their brother entered. He kissed Ahwere

  on the cheek with no more than the brotherly affection he

  would have shown his younger sister. Onuris had shown

  no hurry to marry their sister because he was devoted to a

  concubine who had been sent to him as part of a trade

  treaty from a king across the narrow sea.

  “It is a pleasure to come here and see the beauty within

  this room,” he said. “Meskhenet, you look more like your

  mother every day.”

  “It is generous of you to say that.”

  “Only the truth.” He looked down at the servant who

  had not moved. “You are dismissed.”

  The servant scurried away on his hands and knees,

  keeping his head to his Pharaoh.

  Onuris smiled. “I wish privacy to speak with our sister,

  Ahwere. Would you please excuse us?”

  “Yes . . . yes, as you wish.” Ahwere could not hide her

  amazement at the request, for Onuris had never asked such

  a thing of her before.

  As soon as Ahwere had departed, Onuris motioned

  toward the garden. “Shall we walk by the cooling fountain,

  younger sister?”

  Meskhenet nodded, but she had noted how he

  addressed her. Was he trying to remind her she was

  subservient to his commands? She wished the thought had

  not formed. Walking out into the garden, she closed her

  eyes as the sunlight dropped around her, setting each leaf

  to gleaming.

  Onuris sat on a bench and motioned for Meskhenet to

  do the same. She folded her legs and sat on the ground. As

  the grass tickled her legs through her thin gown, she rested

  her arms on her knees.

  “Meskhenet, I have depended upon you to be wise,

  but now you have shown yourself to be foolish. You could

  have been injured or worse by going to the Valley of Thoth

  alone.”

  “I did not think wisely.” She bowed her head. “Forgive

  me.”

  “I would forgive you anything, my dear sister.” He

  took her hand in his and smiled. “And I am grateful to Usi

  for his good advice to you.”

  She fought to keep her smile in place. “He expressed

  his concerns to me.”

  “As he did to me.” He took so deep a breath, his chest

  lifted the wide necklace higher. “And I expressed my

  appreciation to him for this and many things he has done

  for his Pharaoh and this kingdom. He has been a faithful

  servant, whom I wish to see rewarded with a great prize.

  One of my most precious treasures is what I want to offer

  him.”

  “He would be grateful for some fine fields or one of

  the royal barges. I have seen how he admires the one with

  the blue sail. Usi would be proud to be seen upon the Nile

  in it. Then everyone would know he has won your favor.”

  She was babbling, but she must offer her brother a chance

  to reconsider what she feared he was about to say.

  “I have given him fields before, and he is having a

  grand barge of his own built. What I will offer him in

  exchange for his loyalty is a connection to the Pharaoh’s

  household.” He put his hand on her shoulder. “I have

  offered him you, my dear sister. He will be a good husband

  for you, for he admires you far more than my barge with

  the blue sail.”

  “No, Onuris.” She rose to her knees and clasped her

  hands. “Please do not give me to him.”

  “It is already done.” He frowned, abruptly the

  imperious Pharaoh instead of her gentle brother. “You will

  become his wife when next the moon grows full. That will

  give you time to make preparations.”

  “But I do not love him!”

  Onuris stood. “But he loves his Pharaoh and serves

  me well in building my tomb and overseeing many projects

  for me. You will marry him, Meskhenet.” His stern

  expression fell away as he brought her to her feet. “Dear

  sister, I have dreaded the day when I would need to send

  you far from here to marry an ally. Instead, you will be

  nearby with a man I trust completely.”

  “But I love another man.”

  “What man?”

  She bit her lip before saying, “It no longer matters,

  does it?”

  Her brother smiled. “Now you are being sensible. Go

  and find your servants and plan a wedding feast suitable

  for my sister.” He kissed her on the cheek before walking

  away.

  Sinking back to her knees, Meskhenet folded her arms

  on the bench and wept. ~~~

  ***

  Darcy smoothed her purple-striped satin gown as she

  entered the dining room. The high neckline’s ruffle kept

  her chin raised, but defiance fueled her determination not

  to surrender to her grandmother’s demands.

  She had found no comfort in working on her story.

  The scene had been so dreary. Why had she written it?

  She wanted Meskhenet to be happy with her handsome

  lover . . . as Darcy wished she could be with Simon.

  “Good evening, gentlemen,” she said serenely when

  she saw father and son in a fervent conversation by the

  table. As always, both men were dressed with the greatest

  elegance. She wondered, for the first time, if the formal

  clothes were meant to create the illusion they were

  strangers.

  At her words, Hastings fired an angry glare at his son,

  but Simon did not acknowledge it. When Simon came

  forward to greet her, she smiled. She wondered if it looked

  as false as his.

  “How lovely you look, Darcy,” he said, bowing over

  her hand. He raised his head, and she saw a hint of the

  more dangerous emotions within his eyes. Anger and desire

  were a frightful mix. No hint of either colored his voice as

  he added, “This color is perfect for you. There may be a

  bit of royalty in your family.”

  “I don’t think—”

  Hastings called, “If you will sit, Darcy, we can begin

  our meal before it’s time for breakfast.”

  She took her place and settled her napkin in her lap.

  Simon sat across from her as always. It was just the same,

  but nothing was the same, for no one spoke. The second

  course was being served before Hastings broke the silence.

  “I take it you have made your decision, Simon.”

  “My decision is unchanged.” Simon poked at a piece

  of roast beef. “I can’t think of anything but meeting

  Caldwell’s deadline.”

  “Not even of Lady Kincaid’s request?”

  Lowering his fork to his plate, he said, “Father, if you

  wish to ask Darcy to leave so you may avoid Lady

  Kincaid’s wrath, you
are welcome to do so. However, I’ll

  urge her to remain, for I need her and her typewriter here.

  And she doesn’t wish to return to Kincaid Fells. I don’t

  know why we are continuing to discuss this.”

  “How long until she is finished typing your

  manuscript?” Hastings asked.

  “At least another month.”

  “A month?” He grimaced. “I shall endeavor to devise

  some excuse for her to remain until then.”

  “The truth will suffice.”

  Darcy laughed tautly. “Grandmother cares nothing

  about the truth if it interferes with her wishes.”

  “Her wish is for you to return to Kincaid Fells,”

  Hastings said. “Your fiancé is losing patience.”

  She heard Simon draw in a honed breath, but kept her

  gaze on his father as she replied, “I have no fiancé.”

  “Quite the contrary. Your grandmother stated in her

  letter that arrangements are underway even now for your

  wedding.”

  “Did she mention whom I was to marry?”

  Hastings frowned. “This is not amusing.”

  “I agree. You, sir, are being lied to by my

  grandmother.”

  “I doubt if she’d lie about you marrying Lord Grafton.”

  “Lord Grafton?” She stood. She tried to catch Simon’s

  eyes, but he was staring at his father. To avoid looking at

  her? Did he think she would have gone so eagerly into his

  arms if she was betrothed to another man? “I can assure

  you that I shall never marry him. Each of the four times he

  has asked, I have told him no. He may have persuaded my

  grandmother to continue with this charade, but I shall not

  be wed against my will to that libertine.”

  From the doorway came, “I should think not.”

  Darcy’s mouth dropped open and she sat again when

  Reverend Fairfield walked toward the table. As grandly

  dressed as the Garnetts, he gave them all a beneficent smile.

  He bowed over her hand and then sat next to her where a

  place-setting was being hurriedly put in place. Nothing

  about him gave any sign that he had issued her an

  ultimatum three days before. Did he still expect her to

  acquiesce and depart at week’s end?

  “What is this nonsense?” the vicar asked. “Is this why

  you sent for me? This is the modern age. A young woman

  should have some say in her prospective husband.”

  “A very liberal view,” grumbled Hastings, “from a man

 

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