by Tessa Dare
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Toby’s involuntary burst of laughter increased the distance between them. “A lord?”
“Duke, marquess, earl, viscount, baron …” Her eyes were grave and pleading. “Please tell me you hold one of those titles. ”
“Sorry to disappoint you, but the arms holding you belong to a baronet. I’m not a lord, but a sir. ”
“Ah!” She pushed away from him, flinging her hands wide. The exasperated cry she made, the dramatic gesture—so unreservedly passionate, so deliciously un-English. What other cries of passion might she produce, if expertly provoked? A man could not help but wonder.
“What have I done?” She leaned against a marble column, framing her brow with her fingertips. “Not a lord, but a sir. And a rake, to top it. This… this is a disaster. ” Her accent grew more pronounced as her agitation increased, her vowels tilting at interesting angles. Toby was almost too enthralled to take offense.
Almost.
“A disaster?” he repeated. “Surely it isn’t so—”
“Such behavior … such impropriety. I’ll never find a suitable husband now. What honorable man would have me?” She dropped her hands and looked up at him. “And I couldn’t possibly marry you. ”
And that timeless, pagan enchantment? Popped like a soap bubble.
Toby was tempted to point out that he didn’t recall proposing anything, and that the notion of marrying her had not even formed in his mind. But neither of those facts mitigated the innumerable insults contained in her declaration. “Let me understand you. You couldn’t possibly marry me, because I am neither a lord, nor even suitable, nor do I qualify—by your estimation—as an honorable man. ” He ran a hand through his hair, muttering, “Right, well. Doesn’t that sum up public opinion nicely?”
“I’m sorry. So sorry. I’m not thinking. You … you make it so I can’t think at all. ” She turned and paced away from him. “I must go back inside. I’m a waste of silk, standing out here. ”
“To the contrary,” Toby said, enjoying the sight of her nubile form in motion. “I’d say you’re putting that silk to excellent use. ”
She gave him a horrified look as she moved for the door. “I must return, before my reputation is completely destroyed. ”
“Wait. ” He caught her arm. She couldn’t go back inside yet, not before everyone noticed their absence. What sort of revenge would that be? He made his voice soothing. “Please, calm down. Truly, you’ve done nothing so scandalous. You merely became dizzied by the dancing and the closeness of the room, and I’ve brought you outside for some fresh air. ” He tugged her over to a bench and motioned for her to sit. “Now, what you need is a bit of refreshment. Allow me to bring you a glass of champagne. ”
“Oh, no. I never take spirits, not even medicinally. ”
“Lemonade, then. ”
“No. No, thank you. ” Her hands fluttered in her lap. “You know I am not truly ill. ”
“Aren’t you?” He crouched before her. “I distinctly remember you trembling. I told you I felt faint, feverish. You said you felt the same. ” It didn’t seem possible that her eyes could widen any further, but widen they did. “You must have been ill. God knows, the attentions of an unsuitable, dishonorable, lowly baronet could not possibly bring you to such a state. ”
“You are teasing me. ” The words were an accusation, spoken in a wounded tone. As though teasing were an offense tantamount to stealing bread from beggars. “And we shouldn’t be alone. ”
“We’re not in hiding. Anyone could come by at any moment. ” Toby tilted his head toward a cluster of guests down the colonnade. “And a few minutes in a secluded corner with me are hardly a barrier to marrying well. Just ask half the ladies in that ballroom. ”
She turned a puzzled glance toward the glass-paned doors and the colorful blur of dancers beyond them. “Really, I should be—”
“No, you shouldn’t,” he said, scrubbing the teasing tone from his voice. He needed her to trust him. He needed her to stay. “You’ve nothing to fear from me. ”
“I’m an unmarried woman with a reputation to guard, and you are clearly the worst sort of rake. ” She touched a hand to the lone ornament she wore: a slender gold pendant in the shape of a cross. “I have everything to fear from you. ”
“Have you been reading that nonsense in The Prattler?” Toby rose to his feet. “My dear, don’t believe everything you read in the papers. You ought to thank me for whisking you out of that ballroom and rescuing you from your partner—now there’s a true scoundrel. That Grayson’s the one you ought to fear. ”
“But…” She shook her head, her black curls inky against the gleaming marble. “Why should I fear my own brother?”
“Your …” He stepped back, stared at her. “Your brother. ”
“Yes, my brother. ”
Toby returned to a crouch before her. He braced his hands on the bench, one on either side of her skirts, and stared hard into those dark, solemn eyes. “Tell me your name. ”
“Miss Isabel Grayson. I thought everyone knew. True, we’ve only just arrived from Tortola, but the gossip …” Toby bent his head, and her tone sharpened. “Are you laughing?”
When his shoulders stopped shaking, he wiped a tear from the corner of his eyes. What an ass he was, congratulating himself on his revenge. Drawing a lady’s eye from her own brother, what a triumph. “Miss Isabel Grayson. Good God,” he said, laughter quaking his chest anew.
“Have you any idea who I am?”
She lifted her eyebrows. “Other than a baronet? No. ”
“I’m Sir Toby Aldridge. ”
He waited for recognition to dawn in her eyes. He waited in vain.
“Sir Toby Aldridge,” he repeated. Still nothing but blank indifference. “Did Sophia—Did Lady Grayson never speak of me?”
“Never. Should she have?”
Toby flinched inwardly. How quickly she’d forgotten him. “No, I suppose there is no real reason she should. And you don’t read The Prattler? ”
She shook her head. “I abhor it. I despise rumor and innuendo, though it seems these people think of little else. ” She waved toward the ballroom—another of those expansive, impassioned gestures. “These are the leaders of government and society, yet they seem hopelessly shallow. Children starve in the streets, free men live in chains—but their attention is absorbed with illicit liaisons, marital disputes…”
“Broken engagements,” Toby added bitterly. “Elopements. ”
“Yes, precisely. ”
“Revolting, isn’t it?” He clucked his tongue. “Insupportable. I’m quite weary of scandal myself. ”
She perked with enthusiasm, a pretty flush warming her complexion. “Do you know, I’ve been in London over a month. I’ve attended dinners and card parties, my brother’s fête, and this ball. I’ve heard ever so many words from these people’s mouths, and all of it scandal and nonsense. ”
“And this disappoints you. ”
“Of course!” There went her vowels again, lilting and stretching. “It seems no one has any ideas or opinions worth the breath to speak them aloud. ”
“But you, Miss Grayson? Something tells me you are full to bursting with ideas and opinions. Not only worth your breath to speak them aloud, but worth the silence of others, to be heard. ”
“Oh. ” Her lashes trembled. “Truly?”
Such wonderment in her voice, as if he’d divined the very key to her soul. No, he’d done nothing so impressive. He’d merely paraphrased what he knew to be every girl’s desire: someone willing to listen.
Toby was a very good listener.
“Believe me, I come from a family rife with opinionated females. ” He felt himself sinking back into those wide, dark eyes, and there he perceived an inner depth to rival her fathomless gaze. Not every girl had that. “I know an intelligent, principled woman when I meet with one. ”
Blushing deeper, she looked away. God, she truly was beautiful
.
“Feeling feverish and faint again?” he teased. “I know I am. ”
A smile pulled at the corner of her mouth.
“Oh, no. Don’t smile. You’ll kill me. I stop breathing when you smile. ” Those sensuous lips curved wide, and all teasing aside, Toby’s heart gave his lungs a deflating kick. The irony did not escape him that here sat the sole lady in London who had no knowledge of his recent jilting, nor his outrageous reputation. The only lady who would not regard him as her entrée into the scandal sheets, or a delicious brush with infamy. With her, he could simply be his old, carefree self.
He hadn’t realized, until this moment, how much he’d missed that. Just one more thing Grayson had stolen from him. How the same parents had produced both that scoundrel and this angel, Toby couldn’t comprehend.
A thought struck him. Smacked him, really, with all the force of a brick. Of course. This was Grayson’s sister. If he wanted an opportunity to exact revenge, well then …
Here she sat.
Good God, he could—
“You could what?” she asked.
Had he said that aloud? Damn. “I could …”
I could seduce you. I could take your virtue. I could live up to my infamous reputation and make you a public scandal. I could refuse to marry you and leave you heartbroken and ruined, with no prospects. I could take all your brother’s hopes for your future and dash them just as thoroughly as he destroyed my own.
“I could …” His voice trailed off again as he stared into those wide, lovely, innocent eyes. No. No, he really couldn’t.
It simply wasn’t in him, no matter what the papers said. And if the only respect left to him was his self-respect, Toby would cling to it. Grayson had already taken his bride and his reputation. He’d be damned if he’d surrender his last shreds of honor, too.
Besides, he liked this girl. She deserved better treatment than that.
“I could escort you back inside now,” he said at length. “Or fetch our hostess, if you prefer. Or perhaps you’ve changed your mind and would like some refreshment?” Smiling, he covered her gloved hand with his. “Can I be of no service to you?”
“Perhaps there is a way you can help me. ”
“Anything, my lady. ” He knelt at her feet, mimicking a gesture of fealty. “You’ve only to say the word. ”
“Sir Toby,” she whispered, her fingers clutching his. “Find me a husband. ”
“A husband?” He cocked his head slightly and quirked one eyebrow. “You want me … to find you … a husband?”
Bel’s stomach flipped. In some unjust, inexplicable way, confusion rendered him even more handsome. If she did not recall her priorities quickly, she was in danger of forgetting them altogether. “Yes,” she replied. “A husband. Tonight, if possible. ”
“Tonight?” He laughed. “What a mission you’re setting me. You’re determined to net a husband this very evening?”
“Well, I do not expect a proposal tonight. But I would like to identify a suitable candidate for marriage. Why else would I attend a ball?”
“Oh, I don’t know. To enjoy yourself, perhaps?”
“To enjoy myself?” Bel suddenly realized she was still holding his hand. She released it abruptly.
She had not thought herself the sort of woman who would be susceptible to seductive, charming rakes… but here she was with one. Alone. On a darkened terrace. The warmth of his skin still dancing on her fingertips …
“It’s not such a preposterous suggestion,” he said. “These events are typically considered enjoyable, I believe. ” He rose from his knee and sat on the bench next to her—too close for Bel’s comfort. The masculine scent of his cologne surrounded her, intrigued her. Oh, dear. She could close her eyes to his handsome face, but how could she block out his scent? Much less close her ears to his rich, soothing voice.
