by Tara Rose
His hand wandered to the waistband of her pantyhose, and he released the kiss to give her a stunning grin that sent shock waves to her soaking wet pussy. “Wear these again and next time I’ll rip them off.”
“What?” Next time? Again? This was a one-night stand, nothing more. Isn’t that what he’d said?
“Pantyhose. They are a terrible invention. Truly awful.” He began to slip them off as he held her gaze.
“What should I have worn instead?” She had no idea why she’d asked that.
“Nothing, or real stockings with garters.” He knelt in front of her and slid down the pantyhose, his eyes locked on her legs. Julie shivered as he lifted one foot then the other to free her legs of the tangle of clothes and hose.
When she was in only her white cotton panties and bra, he gently kicked her hose, dress and slip aside and stood up. He cupped her face. “And with those eyes you should wear back lingerie. Lacy black, or dark purple satin.”
Julie had to bite back a laugh. She’d never owned lacy black or purple underwear in her life.
“You find that amusing.”
“The idea that I’d walk into Victoria’s Secret and buy lingerie is pretty amusing, Maddox.”
His gaze turned thoughtful. “Tye Me Up sells all that. Kari and Alexa’s shop. Do you know it?”
“Oh, yes. Of course.” As if she could just waltz into the shop with Alexa being one of her clients.
He captured her mouth in a hot kiss again. Pressed up against the leather he wore, wearing only her underwear, she realized it wasn’t cool at all. It was blazing hot. As hot as his mouth on hers and his hands on her bare skin. He tangled his fingers in her hair and gave it a tiny tug, sending shivers up and down her spine.
His kisses became rougher and deeper, and Julie responded by snuggling against his body as much as possible. She wanted to feel every inch of him against her skin. When he unhooked her bra, she moaned. His hand moved to her ass cheeks, and he gave each one a light slap. Julie’s breath caught in her throat. Did he know her fantasies? But that wasn’t possible, of course.
He released her mouth and planted tiny kisses along her jawline then gave each ass cheek another smack, this time harder. Julie’s sharp intake of breath earned a soft chuckle from Maddox. “You like that.”
“Oh, Maddox…”
He cupped her face, forcing her gaze to his. “Do you like to be spanked, Julie?”
She’d hoped not to have to tell him anything about her past experiences. “I’ve never been spanked.”
“You’re joking.”
“I’m afraid not.”
He stared into her eyes for a few seconds, as if deciding whether to say something. “Would you like to be?”
Oh shit. This was it—her most erotic fantasy about to come true. It had consumed her for nearly two decades. All she had to do was say one little word.
“Your limits will be respected, Julie. And you’ll have a safe word.”
Julie had never been in a situation where she needed a safe word. It made her feel like she was part of a secret club, where only the initiated got to use code words and were made aware of the sacred rites of passage. “Okay. Yes.” There. That was easy.
Maddox pulled her close and just held her for a few seconds. “What do you want your safe word to be?”
All sorts of silly things popped into Julie’s head, and she had to stifle a giggle. She didn’t want him thinking she was laughing at him. “I don’t know.”
“How about ‘red?’ It’s straightforward.”
“Okay.”
He eased the straps of her bra down over her shoulders, his gaze locked on her breasts. When they were free, he sighed. “You’re beautiful, Julie.”
No one had ever told her that, and especially not in such a sexy voice. “So are you.”
He lifted his gaze to her face. “You haven’t seen anything except my face yet.”
“Doesn’t matter. I still think you are.”
Maddox shook his head slightly, and Julie wasn’t sure if the gesture was meant to convey disbelief or another emotion. She should shut her mouth now, while she was ahead. “Where have you been all these years, Julie?”
It was on the tip of her tongue to tell him she’d been hiding in her office, but he most likely knew that. Instead she simply looked into his eyes, not sure what to do or say at this point. He solved the awkwardness she felt by pulling down her panties and lightly fingering the curls between her legs. “We’re going to have to do something about this.”
“What do you mean?”
He fixed her with a grin again, and Julie had to bite back another moan. “I mean I prefer them to be shaved.”
“Oh.” She tried to imagine herself shaving her pussy.
“Would you do that for me, Julie?”
“Yes.” She’d do anything for him right now.
“Thank you. Now…about that spanking…” Maddox walked over to his nightstand and opened the bottom drawer. He pulled out a small bottle, what looked like a long sash, and a leather paddle. Julie swallowed hard. Could she really do this? Then he sat on the edge of his bed and motioned her over. “Come here. Don’t be afraid.”
She was, a little, but she wasn’t going to tell him that. And it wasn’t fear, exactly, more like the tingle of anticipation that she was about to do something slightly dangerous, which would also bring her the thrill of a lifetime.
Chapter Four
“Drape yourself over my knee.” Maddox helped her position her body over his left knee. Julie made little noises in the back of her throat as her arousal built to crazy heights. Just being here, the leather against her bare skin, and exposed to him like this, was enough to send a fresh gush of wetness to her pussy and make her clit throb again.
“Now put your arms behind your back.” She did as he asked, and he lightly bound her wrists with the silk.
“Oh my God,” she whispered.
“It’s all right, Julie. You have a safe word. Don’t be afraid to use it. Are you okay with this for now?”
“Yes.”
“Would you do something for me? Would you call me ‘Sir’ when you address me?”
Julie shivered. “Yes. Yes, Sir.”
“Good girl.” He massaged her ass cheeks, and Julie moaned loudly. Then he moved his right leg so that her legs were both pinned with it. She couldn’t move. She was completely at his mercy, and the realization overwhelmed her. It was more erotic than anything her fevered imagination could have conjured up.
He massaged her ass cheeks for long, luscious moments while Julie squirmed and moaned. Just the contact of his bare skin on hers was enough to send her arousal spiraling higher than it had ever been. When he began to smack her ass cheeks with his hand, alternating sides, the strikes were soft and almost playful. She was out of her mind with need by then.
As they gradually became more forceful, he alternated them with massages, and by the time the first hard smacks came, they stung but Julie welcomed the pain. He continued to alternate cheeks, his strikes burning like crazy now. Julie cried out and tried to squirm away, but she was pinned. It hurt, but it was also the most exquisite pleasure she’d ever known.
“You have a gorgeous ass, Julie. It’s made for spanking.” Three more strikes on each cheek, and she was moaning and clenching her ass cheeks with each smack. Her entire pussy was throbbing and she ached for his touch.
“You’re doing so well. I’m very proud of you.”
That voice…it washed over her like velvet dipped in chocolate. It was warm and decadent and so enticing. She’d do anything just to hear it. The next series of smacks on each cheek made her ass burn like someone had poured hot coals over it. Her breathing was short and shallow, and she could barely think. When he finally finished, he massaged her ass cheeks for a long time.
“Very good, Julie. You’re doing great.” Maddox spread her ass cheeks slightly and fingered her, from just below the opening to her asshole, all the way under to her clit. “You’re all
wet for me. I like that.”
“Oh God… please…”
He chuckled softly. “Oh no, not yet. You aren’t even close to being ready for that.”
What else was he going to do to her? He slipped a finger inside her pussy, and Julie cried out. It grazed her sensitive spot as he slowly moved it in and out, and she began to whimper and squirm.
“I’ll let you come eventually, but we have more to do first.”
“Please, Maddox… please.”
One hard smack to her left cheek stopped her begging. “I told you to call me ‘Sir.’”
Julie moaned and tossed her head back and forth as he began to hit her again, but this time it was with the paddle, and it struck both ass cheeks at once. She’d never felt such searing pain, but she loved it. It was the most luscious combination of pain and pleasure she could ever have imagined possible.
“Ten swats in a row for your slipup, Julie.” She counted in her head. It was the only way to keep from crying out. Each swat hurt worse than the previous one. She was embarrassed and overwhelmed at how much she enjoyed this. When he finished, he massaged her ass cheeks again. “Did you like that? I think you did.”
“Yes…yes, Sir.” She could barely think let alone speak. This was what she’d fantasized about her entire adult life.
“I had a feeling you might.” He slipped two fingers inside her soaking wet pussy this time, and rubbed her clit as he moved them in and out, faster this time. Julie cried out and writhed against his touch. She was going to come. It was almost unbelievable. All the fancy vibrators and lube in the world produced an actual orgasm maybe once a month, if she was lucky, and this man was going to do it with only his fingers.
He stopped just as she was on the edge, and Julie cried out in frustration. Maddox laughed softly. “Don’t worry. I’ll let you. But when I say so. One more round I think, and then you’ll have had enough for your first time.” He began to paddle her again, and Julie couldn't make sense of his words through the haze of delicious pain and pleasure. He’d made it sound like they’d be doing this again, but surely he didn’t mean that.
The last few smacks broke through the haze and really hurt. She was about to use her safe word when he reached ten and stopped. He massaged her ass cheeks gently. “I am so proud of you, Julie. That was a lot for your first time.”
“Thank you, Sir.”
“Good girl. I’m very pleased.” He untied her wrists and helped her stand, and then he pulled her onto his lap and held her as if she were a child. “We’re going to have fun exploring your fantasies, Julie. You have more of them, don’t you?”
She buried her face against his chest and nodded.
“I thought so. But for the rest of this night, I just want to make love to you. Will you let me do that, Julie? Will you let me fuck you the way a woman like you should be fucked? The way you’ve been aching to be fucked?”
“Oh, yes… please…”
Maddox kissed her, rough and deep. Julie opened her mouth and let his tongue inside, aching for him to fill her. He caressed her hair, her back, and her burning ass cheeks. When he finally released her, the need in her was like fire consuming every inch of her body. There was nothing she’d deny him.
She watched him pull off his clothes and gasped at the sight of his hard, muscled body. He was absolutely the most gorgeous man she’d ever seen. It simply wasn’t possible that he wanted to make love to her. It wasn’t possible that she was this aroused. Things like this didn’t happen to her.
His dick sprang out, long, thick, and covered with pre-cum. Julie groaned at the sight of it. Her pussy began to contract in tiny spasms, and she lay back against the bed and spread her arms and legs.
He slipped on a condom and covered her body with his, capturing her mouth in a molten kiss. She moaned loudly in the back of her throat as she wrapped her arms and legs around him. His skin was on fire, and colored lights flashed behind her eyelids as she pressed against his naked body.
He released her mouth and trailed kisses down her neck, over each nipple and along her upper thighs. He spread her legs wide and licked her pussy. When he flicked his tongue over her clit, Julie tangled her fingers in his hair and bucked her hips into his face. Again, he teased her until she was just on the edge of a climax, and then he stopped. She looked into his beautiful, dark eyes, so full of passion as he rose up over her, and tried to make sense of all the competing sensations.
He lifted her hips and put her legs over his shoulders, and then he eased his dick into her pussy with such gentleness and deliberate care that Julie began to cry. With one hand he brushed away her tears. “It’s all right, Julie. You deserve this. Just relax and enjoy it. You’re so sexy.”
She was sexy? Was he kidding?
When he was all the way in, Julie closed her eyes and moaned. A steady stream of soft cries and nonsense words escaped her lips as he began to thrust. Each stoke brushed her sensitive spot.
“Open your eyes. I want to look into them when you come.”
Oh, God… She opened her eyes. A slight smile graced his full mouth, but it wasn’t a sneer. He was enjoying what he did to her. He was happy that she was experiencing so much pleasure. This was so totally different from every sexual encounter she’d ever had that Julie couldn’t process the emotions. It was too much.
“Relax,” he whispered. “You’re doing great.”
He touched her clit, and she cried out in pleasure. His thrusting continued, and when he began to rub her clit, the dam broke. Julie screamed and clung to his arms as an intense orgasm rocked her very soul. She’d never felt anything like it. The contractions just went on and on.
Maddox pulled out, and Julie’s cry of surprise came out as a soft squeak. “Don’t worry.” He gave her a grin that sent shivers up and down her spine. “We’re not even close to being done. Lie on your side.”
She did as he asked, and he bent her knees up toward her chest. He gave each ass cheek a soft smack. “Nice and red, the way I like an ass to look. We’re going to keep it that way.” She shuddered at his words as the memory of being over his knee coursed through her. She heard a sound like something wet being squeezed from a bottle, and then a warm moist finger teased the opening to her anus. Julie tensed, and when he slipped his finger inside her ass, she let out a soft sound of surprise.
“This can feel a bit weird the first time, but try to relax. I think you’ll enjoy it.”
He didn’t move it, just left it there, while he slid his dick inside her pussy again from behind. It rubbed her sensitive spot with each thrust and because her legs were closed, it also pushed down on her clit at the same time. Her climax still hadn’t run its course, and when he slowly began to move his finger inside her ass at the same time, the orgasm intensified.
Julie felt like she was floating above the scene, watching it from a distance but able to feel everything the unfamiliar woman below her could feel. She’d never been fucked like this. Not even close. She hadn’t even known such exquisite pleasure during sex was possible. How could she have reached thirty-five years of age and never known this?
Maddox’s thrusting grew faster now, and his breathing louder. “Julie…oh, Julie…you feel so fucking incredible.”
She reached her arms overhead and wrapped her hands around the intricate designs in his wrought iron headboard. Maddox groaned. “I’m going to tie you to the bed next time, Julie. Would you like that?”
“Yes. Yes, Sir.”
“Oh, Julie…” Maddox cried out, thrusting inside her with deep, jerky movements. He took his finger out of her ass and squeezed her ass cheeks as he finished coming. When he was done, he cradled her, stroking her hair and back. “That was incredible. Please tell me it was for you, too.”
Incredible? Julie didn’t have a word for what she’d just experienced. “Yes,” she whispered. “Incredible.” And amazing, and stupendous, and like nothing she’d ever felt before.
She was nearly asleep when she felt him move off the bed. “I’m going
to use the bathroom.” She watched him walk toward the opposite end of the room and go through a door she hadn’t noticed before. He must have two bathrooms up here. How convenient.
For some reason that forced a giggle from her as she rose to use the other bathroom. When she returned, she sat on his bed and hugged her knees while she waited for him, unsure whether she should simply get dressed and leave. What was the proper protocol for such situations?
When he came back into the room he sat next to her and smiled. “Will you stay with me, Julie?”
She’d never expected him to ask. That he still wanted her here surprised and delighted her. “I’d love to, Maddox.”
He gathered her in his arms and she draped one arm and leg over his strong body, listening to the sound of his breathing as she drifted off to sleep.
Chapter Five
Julie parked her car across the street on Tuesday afternoon from Tye Me Up, watching people come and go for half an hour while she debated whether to go inside. She’d been debating ever since Saturday afternoon when a discreetly wrapped package was delivered to her condo. Julie’s heart had fluttered as she opened it. A purple satin blindfold had been inside, along with a handwritten note:
Bring this to the club next Saturday night. I want to teach you so many things, Julie. Will you come? Wear purple lingerie and shave that delicious pussy for me. Maddox.
Julie had stared at the note and the blindfold for nearly an hour, trying to make sense of it all. Her night with Maddox had been the most erotic and decadent thing that had ever happened to her. Of course she was going to go, but unless she wanted drive to Indy, Chicago or even Terre Haute to look for a sex shop where no one would know her, the easiest thing to do would be to buy something from Kari and Alexa’s shop.
But this was Racy. Everyone knew her. And Alexa was still a client, although during their last session, she and Julie had agreed that Alexa didn’t need to come as often anymore. Thanks to her friends and the support group in Indy she was regularly attending, she was well on her way to the point where she didn’t need a therapist on a regular basis.
