Distracted Love_Destructive Love Series Book 2

by Autumn Stone

  The Mountain Cabin-Cree

  I’m playing with Lily and Sierra outside and enjoying the crisp mountain air. When Dante said we were going to the mountains, I wasn’t sure what to think. I’d only gone once with my parents when I was younger. But, I remembered enjoying it.

  This experience in the mountains was nothing like my first one.

  We flew to Colorado and all of the Sixx (except Alexei) would be joining us there. I’d never been to Colorado, but it was on my bucket list and I was really excited to go as long as Dante’s moods weren’t crazy.

  It was my first time flying on a private jet and I worried that I would never be able to fly coach again in my life. We landed in the mountains and were picked up and driven to what I thought was actually a hotel

  It was a cabin.

  There were 10 separate suites in the cabin, enough to accommodate all of the men, any guests that may be bringing and the kids.

  Dante still made me extremely nervous. I tried to pretend like he doesn’t, but it’s so hard. He looks at me with such loathing, almost as if I get on his nerves.

  Today that happened again.

  The girls and I were in the kitchen getting cookies ready for the guys and offered them to everyone. When I offered them to Dante I admit that I may have gotten a little nervous.

  He didn’t respond to well to that.

  But, a miracle happened. His behavior pissed off Lily! She ran over to him, kicked his leg and called me her mommy. Then, she ran out of the room.

  Dante looked like he was in shock and also like he wanted to shake me. We both walk out of the room to find Lily.

  I’m in tears because I do think of Lily as my daughter just as I think of Sierra as my actual daughter. I love them both dearly. But, this miracle has created some new problems.

  We finally found her in her mini-cabin that was set up in the backyard. It was a literal mini-cabin created for a child but big enough for adults to go inside.

  After we put Lily to bed, Dante wanted to talk. For the first time, I didn’t want to talk to him. I was worried about where this would lead.

  “Did you tell Lily that you were her mother?” He asks me.

  “No, I never said anything like that to her.” I protested.

  “I’m trying to figure out how she got this idea in her head.” He looks at me with those eyes and I feel trapped in his gaze. Then, he says something that shocks me.

  “Never forget that you’re just the hired help. You can be replaced.” He leaves the room to eat dinner with the guys.

  With that I leave the room and try not to burst into tears.

  The Mountain Cabin-The Guys

  The guys had just finished eating dinner and were sitting on the patio drinking whiskey and smoking cigars. Jaxon asks the question that is on the mind of several of the men.

  “Dante, why are you such a dick to Cree? She’s a great girl and doesn’t need to deal with your shit. When are you going to admit that your problem is that you want to fuck her? Truth be told, we all do. But, she’s too sweet for the fucked up games that we play.”

  “I’m not attracted to fat chicks and I don’t want to fuck the help. She needs to a few pounds and gain some confidence.” Dante says coldly.

  “Yeah, she’s a bit overweight, but she’s absolutely beautiful inside and out. And, God help her, she wants you.

  “If that’s the case, she’s even more deluded than I thought.” Dante said after taking a slow sip of whisky.

  “Mark my words, you’re going to lose the best thing that has come into your life in a long time because you’re an asshole.” Daniel, who was the quietest of the Sixx, stated quietly.

  The Mountain Cabin-Cree

  I’m standing in shock and can’t move. I hear the men talking about me and I’m embarrassed. I didn’t think that they would notice my attraction to any of them. And Dante states clearly that he would never be attracted to me.

  I’m so embarrassed.

  I stop listening and make my way back to my room where the girls are sleeping. It’s then that I realize I’m crying.

  So that’s why I’m in the kitchen stuffing my face trying to eat the pain away. And, it’s in that moment that I decide things have to change.

  I begin to slowly put the food away and make my way to the gym inside the cabin. It’s so late that everyone is in bed.

  I go to the treadmill and decide to walk every night when everyone has gone to bed. I dial my doctor’s number and leave a message that I would like to set up an appointment to create a healthy weight loss plan and decide that today was the day that I would fall in love with myself and take care of my health. Sierra and Lily needed me.

  I get on the treadmill and slowly start walking.

  The world might want to still my joy, but I refused to accept that anymore.

  The Next Evening

  I just put the girls to bed and decided to hang out in the small library and read a book. The fire was roaring and I covered myself with the faux fur throw that was on the coach. Drinking some tea, I began reading a romance that I was excited about.

  It was strange being the only woman in a group of men. And, I imagined what it would be like to be with one of them.

  I might be a virgin, but I had a healthy fantasy life.

  The guys had retired to the fireside lounge talking about whatever they talked about whenever they got together.

  Still tired from exercising the night before, I found myself falling asleep in the warm cozy room.

  I’m dreaming and I feel the pressure of someone sitting down on the couch with me. A large calloused hand wraps itself around my ankle and moves its way up my leg. I feel a wetness gather between my legs as the soft touch increased in pressure.

  This wasn’t a dream.

  I open my eyes slowly and am surprised to see Jaxon looking down at me.

  “Hi Cree.” He says as if nothing is unusual about him touching me.

  “Jaxon, what , what are you doing?” I’m basically in shock. I’ve had fantasies about the different men, but never did I imagine that any of them would be attracted to me until I overheard the conversation from the night before.

  “You remind me of somebody that I grew up with.” He smiles, but the smile doesn’t reach his eyes and he looks broken.

  “You’re sweet like her.” I say nothing because what else is there to say in a situation like this?

  “Cree, you’re such a wonderful person, has anyone ever told you that? All of us adore and you’ve changed Lily’s life.

  I keep quiet not trusting myself to say the right thing as I find myself that I’ve dreamed about, but never experienced. Jaxon then does the most unexpected thing, he crawls up the sofa and pulls me towards him. He then turns me around so I’m facing him and covers the two of us with the soft throw that was on the edge of the couch.

  It’s true what they say about men running hot. I want to spontaneously combust on the spot and then I feel…it. OMG, he’s huge. He places his mouth next to my shoulder and licks.

  “You taste so good, salty and sweet.”

  It’s as if an electrical current has shot down my body. He continues to nibble my neck and moves upward, capturing my earlobe with his teeth and moves his hand up from my waste to my breast and gently licks my nipple through my shirt.

  I moan.

  “It feels so good.” I say through shuddering breaths. He flicks my nipple again and then licks it and shifts to pull my sweatshirt down.

  He licks my shoulder and scoots down and moves my shirt up while licking my belly.

  His hand makes its way down my waist and moves to my warmth below.

  It’s the first time that I’ve been touched there by anyone else other than myself. He touches me over my leggings and I pant as if I’ve been running a marathon.

  I can’t fight the urge to push myself against his fingers hoping that he will help relieve the pressure that was building inside me. Beads of sweat collect between my breasts an moisture collects i
n my panties.

  The room is silent except for the sound of heavy, breathing, and the crackling of the fire. I draw in a deep, shaky breath.

  His amber eyes mesmerize me as he ask the following question, “Does it feel good baby?”

  “Yes...” I can’t take it anymore, I need more.

  Then he pulls my leggings and my panties down and slips his fingers into me while bending his head and sucking on my clit.

  I buck up and almost dislodge him from his spot. He fucks me gently and hard with his fingers and lips. I cum so hard I almost pass out. He makes his way back up my body and begins to grind against me.

  Even though I’ve never done any of this I know to wrap my legs around him and move with him at the pace that he set. We kiss frantically, and eventually cum together in a mix of sweaty limbs.

  I made out with a sexy, hot man! And, it was amazing.

  He kisses me again and then tells me something that I needed to hear.

  “Never forget that you’re beautiful. Your body and your soul. Protect your heart from Dante. He’s a broken man, and just in case you’re wondering, he’s a broken man fighting wanting you. He likes to exist in the darkness instead of the light. All of us do to a certain extent, but him more than the rest of us.”

  “Why? Why would you come to me? And, why are you telling me this?”

  “Like I said you remind of me of someone I sued to love. I couldn’t protect her from my world or from others so I let her go and I regret that everyday.” He places his forehead on mine and kisses me again sweetly. Straightening my clothes and handing me my panties and leggings, I get dressed.

  I don’t feel embarrassed, just amazed. And, still really turned on.

  He smiles at her with a bit of sadness in his eyes.

  “Where you looking for a substitute for what you really want?” I ask curiously.

  He counters my question with a question “Weren’t you?”

  He kisses me again and leaves the room with the following words “There’s nothing wrong with seeking comfort.”

  Dante and Cree-The Confrontation

  He’d left the lounge to get some air. Who was he kidding? He needed a hit badly. He’d just snorted a line when he noticed the door to the library opening and Jaxon stepping out. The quiet strains of Needed Me by Rihanna were playing in the background.

  Jaxon adjusted his pants and Dante wanted to beat the shit out his friend. He could tell when someone had just busted a nut and his friend had to have with the only woman in the building.

  Cree, his Cree, was on the other side of that door. He waited until Jaxon was out of sight trying to calm himself down before going into the room. Not realizing that the cook in his system changed everything.

  He walks into the room and sees Cree on the couch looking a bit shell-shocked.

  “Did you fuck him?!” He raged.

  Cree looks terrified because the room had been so quiet just a moment before.

  “Did you fuck Jaxon? He just left looking like he bust a nut.”

  Cree’s mouth dropped open in shock “What…”she’s unable to formulate a sentence because she is in such a state of shock.

  “Answer me Cree! I don’t pay you to fuck my friends.”

  “Why are you treating me like this? What did I do to you?” Cree says faintly.

  “He warmed you up, I’m going to finish what he started. I’ve fought against this for so long, I wanted to stay away from you because you’re here for Lily. But, I can’t fight wanting you. Don’t you want me too?”

  Cree

  I never could have imagined being in the position to be with the man that I’d fallen in love with. He is broken, a mess, and angry but I want him and I’ve wanted him since the first time I’ve seen him.

  He grabs me by my wrists and pulls me up and kisses me and it feels like I’m drowning. His kiss is a possession.

  He walks with me until my back hits the wall. This is what they mean when they say exquisite torture.

  “You’re mine Cree and you better never forget it.” He declares. He bites my shoulder where my shirt has slipped down. He moves again as if he can’t decide what he wants to do and is overwhelmed by all of the possibilities of what he wants to do with me.

  I feel the edge of the couch behind my thighs and I place my hands behind me to keep from falling backwards. Then, Dante does something that makes me give yet another piece of my heart.

  He knelt in front of me as if to worship me. It was humbling and made me feel powerful.

  “You’re so beautiful Cree. I want you so much. I want to worship you, drown myself in you, you’re mine.”

  His hands moved up my legs to my breasts and he put his face in my pants and breathed in deeply before sucking on my clit through my pants. My legs lift up and wrap around his torso and I hold on for dear life.

  I want to scream out loud and he smiles and says “Don’t scream, they will hear you.” Then he bites down deliberately on my clit and I let out a surprised shriek.

  “Dante!”

  He is dirty and I love it.

  “Take off your shirt Cree.” He commands me and with weak hands I go to do what he instructs me until I hear some noises in the hall.

  The guys are walking out of the lounge and they’re wondering where Dante went.

  “He’s been acting strangely for awhile. He didn’t used to disappear like this.” Dante’s face clouds over and just like that, the moment is over.

  He slowly gets up and looks at me, his eyes are unreadable. I can’t tell what he’s thinking.

  Later that Night

  Cree is second-guessing her decision to continue working for Dante. The situation with Dante and Jaxon highlighted the fact that she can’t handle additional complications in her already complicated life.

  It has been over 6 months and she had a good financial cushion because she had saved religiously every since she moved into the house.

  She walks over to Sierra’s crib and tuck her in. Then, she places a kiss on Lily’s cheek.

  From now on there has to be boundaries. No more hooking up with any on these men, no more questionable decisions.

  Stay focused on what’s most important: security, savings, and school. Not sex.

  An Unexpected Visitor

  Cree awakens to a ton of noise the next morning, as if the guys are having a party at 7:00 am. It’s surprising that the kids are still asleep and so she decides to see what’s going on after she bathes and gets dressed.

  She’s not sure how to behave with Jaxon or Dante, but , she’s going to pretend like nothing happened.

  Entering the kitchen she sees a beautiful older woman being hugged by all of the guys and laughs when the woman pinches a couple of the guys’ cheeks. Her hair is jet black with a stunning streak of grey running through it and green eyes. The woman is dressed in a gorgeous boho-chic tunic with expensive jewelry adorning her neck, wrists, and fingers.

  It’s Dante’s mom.

  “Why who is this beauty hovering at the door?” The woman cooed as she made her way through the men as if parting testosterone-laden seas.

  “Mom, this is Cree, Lily’s nanny.” Dante reluctantly introduces the two women. His mother looks at her son and then at Cree as if she sees something they don’t want her to see.

  “Cree this is my mom, Ms. Liliana Russo.”

  “Cree, thank you so much for all of the care and love that you’ve shown my granddaughter. I love talking to her via SKYPE it makes this old woman’s heart sing to hear her sweet little voice.”

  “You’re not old! Ms. Russo.” I reassure her.

  “Call me Liliana dear. We’re going to be friends.” Similar to her son, she made statements not requests.

  “Let’s go wake up my grandbaby.” And, with that, I found myself pulled even deeper into the Bonnano family.

  We get the girls ready and it’s amazing to see how excited Lily is to spend time with her grandmother.

  “Liliana, how long will you visit us?”


  “Well dear, I’m actually a bit worried about Dante. He’s not been himself for awhile. You’ve been living with him for awhile. Could you share some insight into his behavior? The other boys reached out to me because they’re worried. Basically, I’m staying around until I figure out what is going on.” Worry and concern shines from her eyes.