by Ravenna Tate
Could she really let him put that inside her? She wanted to. His fingers had felt amazing, so surely his dick would, too. This would be all right. She could do this.
“What are you thinking?” His voice caught her by surprise because of the note of uncertainty in it.
“You’re large.”
His soft chuckle sent a shiver down her spine. “Ah, thank you, I think. Are you having second thoughts?”
“No. It’s just that…”
Addison sat her up and moved next to her, cupping her face. “Tell me, please. I meant what I said. I don’t want this to be painful or frightening for you.”
“When you had two fingers in me at first it burned a bit.”
He nodded and scooted off the bed. “That is easy to fix.” He pulled on his jeans and t-shirt. “I’ll be right back.”
Where the heck was he going? She sat up and hugged her knees, wondering if she shouldn’t put some clothes back on in case one of the others wandered down here, but he was back quickly with a small duffle bag.
She watched him open it and take out a bottle and a box of condoms. “Don’t ask why this is here.”
“Seriously?”
He glanced up, giving her a sheepish grin. “Okay. Let’s just say I have some teams who always want to make sure they’re prepared for any possibility, and leave it at that.”
“So this isn’t yours?”
“No, but don’t worry. They’re unused.” He held up the bottle. “Lube. Ever use it?”
She shook her head.
“Makes everything slippery and can’t hurt either one of us.”
“Sounds like magic.”
He laughed again. “Some people would say it is.” He removed his jeans and shirt, then sat on the bed again and placed the bottle and the box on the nightstand. She eyed his naked body once more. The quick side trip to wherever that duffle had been stored hadn’t made his dick any less hard.
“Do you want to touch me? You don’t have to if that’s too much right now.”
“It doesn’t seem fair if I don’t.”
Addison shook his head. “Please don’t think that. This isn’t about fair. It’s about you, your pleasure, and making new memories to replace your painful ones.”
“What do you get out of this?”
He gave her a look filled with awe. “Are you kidding me? Do you have any idea how incredible this is for me? To watch you come like that and to know I did that to you … Nadine, I wish I had words to describe it. You made me feel like the most amazing lover on the planet.”
She’d never thought about it that way before, and the realization that what he’d done to her gave him so much pleasure made her bold. Nadine reached out and touched his chest, running her fingers lightly over his hair. The soft, sexy groan it elicited spurred her on. She rubbed her index finger over one nipple, and Addison let out a sound that was almost painful.
“You make me crazy with need, sweetheart.”
“I never touched Lonnie.”
“Was that the high school kid?”
“Yes. I mean I never touched his naked body.”
Addison lay back on the bed and put his hands behind his head, a huge grin on his face. “I’m all yours, Nadine. Explore away.”
He was so damn beautiful, and his cock looked ready to burst. She moved next to him but couldn’t get comfortable, so instead she straddled his thighs. The mere act of taking the initiative like that gave her renewed courage, and it earned her another sexy moan from Addison. He reached up to take her hands. “I’m only human, Nadine.”
“I know you are. You’re also beautiful. I’ve never seen anything so gorgeous.” She let go of his hands and brushed hers down his arms, then over his chest and abdomen. He writhed on the bed and moaned softly, and the effect was to make her pussy wet all over again.
There was nothing frightening about this. She held all the power here, but it didn’t make her feel dominant over him. Rather, they were one right now, with a common purpose. It was intoxicating to realize how emotional this act was. She’d never realized it could be like this.
Nadine took his dick in her hands, just holding it, and his eyelids fluttered as he stared at her with unbridled lust. “Sweetheart, please. I need to be inside you.”
“What do I do? Do you want me on my back?”
The tender smile he gave her nearly took Nadine’s breath away. “No. I have a better idea. Stay right there.” Addison reached up and took the box off the nightstand. He took out a condom, and she let go of his cock so he could put it on. “Next time, you can do this.”
“All right.” She had no idea how to, but knew he would show her when the time came.
Then he took the bottle of lube off the nightstand and handed it to her. “Put some on my cock, and then rub some on your pussy lips and near the opening.”
It was the boldest thing she’d ever done, but she loved the way it made him move underneath her, and he was right about it making everything slippery. She placed the bottle on the bed next to them when she was done, and lifted up until she was poised over his dick.
This was it. All she had to do was lower herself and he’d be inside her. She could do this. She wanted to do this, and it was obvious from the look on his face that he wanted the same thing. She licked her lips and watched his eyes, as filled with need as she imagined hers looked right now. It was time to do this. It was time to make love to a man the way it should be done. The way she used to dream of doing.
Chapter Ten
Addison held his breath as Nadine poised, her pretty pink pussy now purple and engorged again, so close to his dick that he could feel the heat coming from it. They were both as lubed up as they could possibly be. This was all in her hands now, literally. He was dying here, but he had to be patient and let her do this in her own time.
She shuddered a bit as she slid the tip into her pussy. Sweat pooled at his hairline and under his back. Addison gritted his teeth, ready to jump out of his skin. He’d never had an experience like this, but he didn’t mind. Knowing how intensely he’d been able to make her come earlier, and seeing the look of bliss and wonder on her face right now made him feel ten feet tall.
Her skin practically glowed, and her nipples were taut points that he wanted to reach up and devour. She cried out in pleasure as her pussy gently sheathed his cock, and he could no longer hold back his own moans. “Oh … oh, Nadine … that’s it. That’s right, baby. Keep going. It’s perfect.”
He was all the way in, but she just sat there. He’d have to do something or he’d come inside her without ever moving. “Give me your hands, love.” She did, and he placed them on his chest. “I’m going to move you. Just hold onto me, okay? If this hurts or you’re afraid, you stop me. Promise?”
“I promise,” she whispered.
With this much lube, if it hurt her, it wouldn’t be because she was dry. He hoped she felt something being this wet. He grasped her hips and moved her up down, slowly at first, watching her carefully to gauge her reaction.
There it is. She let out that shaky breath he knew so well. It was the moment he found the magic sweet spot deep inside a woman. “You’re doing great, Nadine.”
“Oh … oh, Addison…”
Oh, Nadine! “You feel incredible, sweetheart.”
“Oh … I … oh my God!”
Jesus. She was coming again. He moved one hand off her, hoping she’d keep up the rhythm on her own. She did, so he massaged her clit and she cried out loudly. They’d hear them out there, but he didn’t give a shit right now. They’d already seen him sprint back out to retrieve the duffle bag. Her pussy contracted around his cock, and he could barely hold off his own climax any longer. He was only a man.
She threw back her head and moved up and down like a runaway train, which further fueled his desire. He held off as long as he could, but the dam burst and he cried out as he came, bucking up into her without bothering to keep the movement in check.
Her eyelids fluttered a few t
imes, she giggled a bit, and then she broke out into a huge smile as she moved her hands over his sweat-soaked torso and abdomen. “Oh my goodness. Is that what it’s always like?”
There was no blood in his brain, but he did hear her question. Addison moved his hands to her face. He pulled her down over his chest so he could kiss her, shoving his tongue into her mouth. Then he realized he’d need to change his damn condom if he wanted to fuck her again, so with a loud groan he released the kiss and gazed into her beautiful eyes. “Yes, sweetheart. That is what it should always be like.”
Her soft smile made his dick twitch. “In that case, can we do it again?”
Oh lord. Addison smiled. What had he unleashed?
****
Nadine groaned softly as Addison helped her off him. She rolled onto her back and hugged her knees to her chest, happier than she could ever remember being. He took off his condom and tossed it onto the floor, then flopped onto his back, still breathing hard.
“I should have remembered to get us some water.”
She sat up. “I’ll take care of that.”
He grinned. “Not in your birthday suit, I hope.”
She scooted off the edge of the bed to scoop up her clothes. “No. You’re the only one who gets to see me naked.”
Addison pulled her back onto the bed and cradled her in his strong arms. “Thank you for this.”
“I’m the one who should be thanking you.” She turned to face him. “Do you realize what you’ve done for me?”
He kissed her, deep and hard, and she forgot all about water and everything else except his mouth, and his hands on her body. Her clothes fell back onto the floor as Addison pulled her next to him.
They lay on their sides, her right leg wrapped over his left hip and their arms around each other. His tongue explored the inside of her mouth until Nadine was sure she’d lose her mind with desire.
His hands brushed down her back, over her ass, and back up again, sending cascades of shivers up and down her spine. She moved her hands down his back and over his tight ass, loving the way his muscles rippled underneath her touch. Her pussy rubbed against his cock, which was rock hard again, and she wanted it inside her once more.
Addison broke the kiss, shook his head slightly, and reached behind him to take the box off the nightstand. “Can’t forget this, sweetheart.” He took one out and handed it to her. “Will you do the honors?”
“I don’t know how. I mean I know how, but I’ve never done it on a live person. You know, they have those sex education classes in school…” She sounded like a damn fool. What twenty-seven year old woman had no clue how to put a condom on a man?
“I’ll teach you.” His voice held no trace of sarcasm or teasing as he instructed her.
“You must think I’m an idiot.”
He frowned. “Why on earth would I think that? Nadine, it’s not like you’ve had either a lot of experiences or pleasant ones.”
“This is pleasant,” she whispered. “This is perfect.”
He kissed her gently. “It is perfect. It’s heaven. I never want to leave this room.” Addison kissed her again, and then he rolled her onto her back and sat back on his heels, brushing his hands over her breasts and down her abdomen. He parted her legs and settled between them. “I want to make love to you again. This time, I will last a bit longer.”
“I’m not complaining about the first time.”
“Where have you been all my life?” He said it so quietly she wasn’t sure if he really wanted an answer, so instead she reached for his hands and kneaded her fingers into his.
“I want to make love to you again, too.”
“That’s all I wanted to hear, sweetheart.” Addison disengaged his hands from her grasp, grabbed the lube bottle, and put some on his fingers. He watched her face, a slight smile on his, as he slipped two wet fingers into her pussy. There was no pain this time, only a feeling of fullness that she couldn’t seem to get enough of. He moved them in and out lazily for a few seconds, and then he withdrew them and slid his sheathed dick inside.
She cried out in pleasure as he lifted her hips higher, pushing deeper inside. He thrust slowly, pulling all the way out before diving back in again, and at this angle the effect was to graze that perfect spot, deep inside her, with each pass. Nadine shook her head back and forth, clutching his arms, mentally begging him to move faster.
Instead, he pulled completely out and rolled her onto her stomach. “I want to try something. If you don’t like it, just say so.”
“Okay.” Anything! As long as he was back inside her.
“Get on your hands and knees.”
She did as he asked, and then he cupped her pussy from behind, rubbing her clit until Nadine moaned loudly and arched her back.
“Do you have any idea how fucking beautiful you look right now?”
“Please…”
He kissed her ass cheeks, which she found surprisingly erotic. When he licked the backs of her legs, all sorts of decadent images raced through her mind. He moved his hand from her clit to her ass crack, running a finger along it, and then back again. “Oh, Nadine. The things I would love to teach you. But some things should wait until we have more privacy.”
She was about to say something, but then all she could do was cry out again as he slipped his dick back into her pussy from behind. It felt so different this way, but not unpleasant at all. “Rest your torso on the bed, sweetheart.” She did as he asked, and when he began to move, she cried out as each thrust grazed that perfect spot.
“That’s my girl. Perfect.” Addison moved his hands underneath to grasp her breasts, and Nadine wasn’t sure she could keep breathing. This was beyond exquisite. She had no words for it. He teased her nipples as he fucked her slowly, nudging her closer and closer to another climax with each thrust. She’d never imagined anything so delicious, and couldn’t even process all the sensations.
“Are you all right?”
“Yes, but can’t talk right now.”
His soft chuckle sent shivers down her spine. “Pretty fucking amazing from here, too.” She felt the mattress move and glanced over her shoulder to watch him pour more lube on his fingers. She was fairly wet still, but it touched her that he was so mindful of her comfort. When he slipped a wet finger into her asshole, she yelped a bit from surprise.
“Does that hurt?” His voice was filled with concern.
“No. No, actually it doesn’t. I … I just wasn’t expecting it.”
“Should I stop?”
“No. Keep going.” Let’s see where this goes. Nadine smiled as he moved his finger in and out, matching the rhythm of his cock thrusting inside her pussy. His other hand moved to her clit again and that was all it took. She groaned loudly as another orgasm crashed over her. Having both holes filled intensified it, and she could do nothing but lie there and let him fuck her.
This was so unlike any experience she’d ever had that she could no longer even compare it, so she stopped trying. Addison had claimed her body, and she was no longer afraid of sex. How the hell he’d done this in one afternoon was a mystery to her and always would be, but she knew it was as real as his body inside her, and the droplets of sweat from him that struck her back now. It was as real as the sounds of their breathing, their combined moans, and the feel of his warm skin against hers.
His thrusting grew more hurried and deeper. “Oh, Nadine … I can’t hold off much longer, love.”
“Don’t. Don’t hold back.” Did he just call me “love?”
His cries joined hers as he shuddered inside her. After he finished, he withdrew and this time took the condom and the one he’d tossed onto the floor earlier into the bathroom. When he returned, he removed two plastic collapsible cups from his backpack, and then filled them with water from the tap. He handed one to her. “We’re going to pass out from dehydration. Drink.”
She drank the entire thing without stopping, and so did Addison. She laughed softly as he filled them again, and then once they bot
h drank a second glass, he placed them on the nightstand and pulled her into his arms. “Nadine. I don’t even know what to say. That was incredible. Thank you so much.”
“Once more, I’m the one who should be thanking you.” She pulled away so she could look into his eyes. “I’m not afraid anymore. How did you do that?”
“I can’t tell you how happy that makes me.”
“Is it all really gone? The memories? The looking over my shoulder every time I walk down an empty hallway in the school? The way I jump whenever I’m out alone at night and I see a shadow?”
His gaze was so thoughtful and sympathetic she almost cried again. “I don’t know the answer to that. Time will tell. The real test will be once we’re underground again and we return to our lives.”
She swallowed hard. “Will I still see you then?”
“What? Of course you will. This isn’t a fling. I want you in my life.”
She didn’t know what to say because his statement surprised her so much, so instead she simply curled up against his body and closed her eyes as his strong arms enveloped her. She was sleepy now, so she moved out of his embrace to lie on her side. He curled up behind her, and Nadine closed her eyes as he planted soft kisses on her neck and back.
She drifted off to sleep, happy, sated, and full of hope for the future. Something she hadn’t allowed herself to feel in four years.
Chapter Eleven
Hurricane force winds lashed at Addison and Nadine. Dixon was wedged in the cleft of a rock, and they tried to pry him out, but they lost their grip on him as the storm surge overtook them. Dreams are odd things, and in this one, he and Nadine were somehow spared from the water, but Dixon wasn’t. He was swept into the Pacific Ocean.
Addison sat up, drenched in sweat, his heart pounding so loudly he was certain everyone in the bunker must hear it as well. On top of that, he could still hear Nadine’s screams in his head as her father became part of the swirling mass of dark water.
Fuck me sideways. A dream. It was just a dream. A prophetic one? Was that what their immediate future held? Next to him, Nadine was still curled up on her side, sound asleep. Thank goodness. What a fucking horrible dream. He wasn’t prone to nightmares. What the hell had brought this one on?
