by Anna Collins
He took my hand and placed it against his chest. I could literally feel his heart beating hard against my fingertips. His strong masculine physique was not lost on me and that feeling of walking away from the brink of death was still running through my veins.
“I don’t have the strength to tear off your clothes like a wild animal, but maybe for this one time, you can do all the work. I get this feeling like you’re going to enjoy having the power in the palm of your hands. Like you did with what happened with the wolf,” He said while making me believe that he was ready for something like that
“I’m not saying that I’m not interested because I’m kind of feeling the moment. I just don’t think that you should do anything too strenuous. I couldn’t exactly suture the wound. If I tried with a normal thread and needle, you would’ve probably screamed bloody murder. You are going to have an amazing scar, but I’m sure that you can spin it into a yarn for some of the locals to marvel at your creativity under fire,” I said with my finger still moving delicately over the wound and heading towards a more profound arousal.
“I can handle just about anything that you can throw at me, Lucy. Let me show you and then you can make up your own mind” He said while slapping my two hands down on his chest by grabbing my wrists and making me do it.
He grimaced slightly, but the smile on his face told me that he was enjoying what I was doing. I was a little shocked by his behavior, but nothing about him should’ve shocked me by now. I’d known from the very beginning that he was unpredictable, but I had learned over the last few days that he was a bit more than that. He could be caustic, sweet and also the one person that could push my buttons to either get my ire up or make me swoon into his arms.
I could see the imprint of my fingertips etched into his skin, but it wouldn’t be there for long. The very idea that he had used my own body to make those kinds of marks was making me stare at him in wonder.
He finally let go of my wrist and I went down to where his cock was now covered by the sheet. I lifted it slowly still quite amazed at this part of his anatomy. It was a beautiful piece and one that I wanted to get to know over and over again. This was not just a one-time thing. I knew that the money would be there at the end, but I was hoping that there would be no end.
“I want this and what happened in the woods is what is driving me to take this insane risk with my health. I’m sure that if you are gentle enough that I won’t be in that much pain,” He said while clenching his teeth and looking like he was going to scream out for someone to help him.
I had a hold of his length through the sheet and the outline of it was drawing me towards it. I could feel the heat through the thin membrane of the sheet.
“There’s a place that I know and it’s not a very pretty place. If you’ve ever been there you would know what I was talking about. You took me away from that and even when I tried to push you away, you were adamant about reminding me of who I really am. Everybody has a dark side. You have shown me that there is a light about you that I cannot walk away from,” I said while stroking him and getting him ready for what I had in mind.
“I don’t want you to give up on me, Lucy. Nobody can be perfect, but in the end, I think that we might have something here to build on. If you can see me through the darkest times and not run screaming in the opposite direction, then you might be exactly what I’ve been looking for,” He said while lying back and watching me do the things that made him smile.
“I have to touch you with my lips. I have to feel you in my hand. I need this and I think that you know that. If I didn’t know any better, I would’ve sworn that you planned this entire thing. I wouldn’t put it past you to get injured on purpose to play on my nightingale syndrome,” I said while moving the sheet out of the way to see him in all his naked wonder.
He was transparent, but he was also hidden with his emotions in check. There were times when we were alone that he wouldn’t show any kind of weakness. It was those moments that he did that made me think that he was more than what I gave him credit for. It wasn’t his age and experienced ways that had me hooked from the moment that I met him. It was the way that he looked at me and how he made me feel about myself.
“I like the idea of enjoying this moment for once when it’s on my terms and not yours. I would like to believe that this is all predicated on the danger that we have just walked away from. I can only assume that this is a moment that you haven’t planned,” I said while licking my lips and moving in for closer inspection.
“The moment that I jumped into the deep end with you, Lucy was the best day of my life. Lying here naked with you still clothed is still making me hot to touch you. There are times that I feel like I’m crawling through a minefield. My body wants to do one thing, but my thoughts tell me to do something else entirely,” He said while gripping the pillows, as I raked my fingernails down his chest lightly.
“I want you to close your eyes, Devlin. I don’t want you to see what I’m doing and that might give me the freedom to surprise you for a change,” I said while looking into his eyes to make sure that he knew that I was serious.
“I’m not usually one to put myself into the hands of a woman without having any idea of what they’re going to do next. I can say the idea does intrigue me. It’s not like I’m in any shape to fight you, regardless of what kinky perversions lie within that naïve mind of yours. I’m actually looking forward to seeing you stretch your wings and do something that is totally out of character without my constant guidance to get you there,” He said as he was breathing deeply and showing that he was ready.
When his eyes were closed, I reached for the ice in the glass. I’m sure that he had heard the clinking. The smile on his face told me that my intentions were not exactly as hidden as I would’ve liked. I didn’t care about getting paid and these were the days that I wished that I could start at the beginning and work my way to the end again. I would’ve been happy to have this as my groundhog day.
I touched the cold ice to his skin with my teeth biting into my bottom lip. He moved abruptly but did not try to stop me in any way. I traced the outline of his nipples, until placing it on top of the little buds and watching them become aroused and showing their excitement with hard little peaks.
“I’m really going to have to be careful about what I wish for. All of my life, I’ve always been the one in control. It has never gone the other way. People are intimidated by my power and money and they tend to do what I tell them to do and not the other way around. I like that, but I see the merit of changing positions from time to time,” He said with his eyes tightly closed.
“I’ve never done anything like this before, but I could seriously get used to living each day like it’s my last. I’ll tell you a truth that I’ve never told anyone. I’ve had sleepless nights. It’s a secret that I would like you to keep. I want you to take my whole life and I want you to know that you are the one that I’ve been looking for,” I said that while following up that trail of ice cold water down his chest with my hot tongue in hot pursuit.
“I think that I want to get this out of the way. Why should we wait forever when we know that we are meant to be together? I don’t believe in love at first sight. Even my beloved took a bit of time to see what was right in front of her,” He said while moaning and twisting in the sheets like a trapped animal.
I was very careful about avoiding the wound. I could see the seepage trying to get through, but it wasn’t enough to make me show any kind of worry. The sheets were thrown aside and I stripped off my clothes with him only able to hear the rustling of the material, as they fell from my body. I was down to my bra and panties and they were not exactly the same boring kind that I usually wear. These were custom made and felt like they were made to adorn my skin. It was that simple pleasure of that material rubbing against me that was causing me to run a very high fever between my legs.
“This is where I take back my life and not let anybody hold me down ever again,” I said while moving my head
for a moment for a tease. His body was straining with the effort of what I was putting him through.
Chapter 32
I was worried that I had gotten too close. I had seen what was on the inside of this man. We may have been doing this under the condition of a vast payday, but it had gone beyond that for me. I was free to do what I wanted and to love him in the way that he was deserving of.
I wanted to apologize for my reluctance to let him take me by the hand. The best way that I could do that was to show him how much he meant to me. I saw the mushroom tip and that clear ambrosia moving down slowly along the shaft. I could’ve used my finger, but I instead used my tongue to excite that sensitive part of his body.
“All I’ve ever wanted from you is for you to open up your heart and let your life bloom as the woman that you were supposed to be. You’ve always had her in you and I was right there to help you. You have done the same thing for me,” He said with his words coming out of his mouth in a whisper.
There was no fear as I opened my mouth and drew him into the hot recesses. I continued to move forward until I was licking the underside of his balls. I couldn’t believe I had actually done such a thing, but it made me want to experience everything that there was to get from this man and his world.
I’d seen how others had lived and watched from the outside in. I didn’t have to do that anymore. I was a part of that crowd and having sex with this man was the bonus. I trailed up and down in a rapid pace, using my hands to follow the slickness of what my mouth had now accomplished.
“There have only been a few that have even come close to making me feel the way that you make me feel, Lucy. You are the crack in my foundation. You have even outshined Angelica and that’s saying something,” He said while holding to his promise about keeping his eyes closed.
I wasn’t convinced that he was going to be able to do that, but I was happy to see that he was a man of his word. While I was bobbing my head for the fruits of my labor, I found myself grabbing onto another ice cube and placing it underneath his balls. He jumped almost out of his skin, but he did not try to pull away. He did not complain or say any discouraging words that would make me back away from what I was doing.
My hand was inside my panties, feeling along that slick opening and wondering when I was going to fall into his lap. I was looking forward to pinning him down with my hands and then driving my sex along his heated flesh. That fire would burn out of control until his hose had filled with enough cream to put out that flame for the time being.
I came up to the top and concentrated my efforts on the large head. It was begging for the attention of my mouth and I bit on it with my teeth just to see what kind of reaction I would get. I didn’t know why I was being so bold or even how it was possible that I could be so brazen.
“I know what you’re doing, Lucy and I approve,” He said while giving me the green light to explore to my heart’s content.
“You really have no idea what I’m doing. You may think that you do, but you don’t. It’s not fair that you can take me out of my comfort zone and I’m not able to do the same thing in return. I’m trying to think like you do and that’s a scary place to go to,” I said while holding him precariously on the edge.
“One wrong move and I think that that will be the end of the evening. Normally, I would be able to go all night and show you the kind of stamina that a man of my years has underneath his belt. Unfortunately, my energy is drained and I’m going to need some time to recuperate after what happened to me with the wolf. Tonight, it’s going to be up to you when that moment occurs and how this ends. I Trust that you’ll know what to do with that kind of power,” He said in a mocking fashion that made me believe that he wanted me to do something that would be unconventional.
I straddled his waist dragging my wet sex along his length. I could feel the tip touching my entrance and I think that he actually thought that I was going to give in. He lifted his hips, but I moved away before he could make that initial penetration. It wasn’t easy, especially when my body was crying out for the kind of loving that he could provide.
I moved up along his body and I touched his lips to see that a starving and drowning man was waiting to taste something to bring back the moisture in his mouth. He was dry as the Sahara, but his tongue was demanding. He darted inside for a brief taste and then he continued to do that with his hands holding onto my hips.
I became a little out of control. My body began to slam down onto his mouth, taking his tongue as deep as it could possibly go. The different sensation of that appendage was nothing compared to the one that was raging and looking ready to go into battle. It wanted him to rob me of my innocence, but I think those days had come and gone. That first night that I had set foot on this island was my time to either shut up or take it. I had decided to take it. There were times that I regretted it, but those times were scarce.
“This is my beautiful destiny and I realize that I’ve finally found the one man that can give me everything that I want. Go ahead and make me cum. You know that I’m that close and I mean literally a hair’s breath from exploding with such force that you might actually drown in what I offer you… YESSSSSSS,” I said while screaming that one word that every man looks for when they have a woman in their bed.
My ass traveled down from his mouth to see that it was glistening with my juices. He still had his eyes closed and it gave me that feeling of freedom to dig down deep. I held myself over the top of him holding him tightly and finding that he had probably grown another inch with the excitement of the moment.
“I have dreamt the perfect dream with a face of my lover being obscured. You were what was underneath the covers and this is what it’s all about. This should have been easy, but I think that we can both say that we are happy” He said while I was looking at his face and seeing that sense of excitement written across his forehead.
He did track me down and make me succumb to his charm and his money. The lips of my pussy were already begging for that large and cumbersome object. It was bigger than some toys that I had in my collection. There were many times that I had to go out for more batteries. Using my own body was fun, but not nearly as fun as having somebody that could do it for me.
I was getting stronger every time that we were together. I began to believe that there was such a thing as the perfect life, the perfect town and the perfect house with the perfect man.
This whole place was like that castle in the sand that I used to build when I was a child on the beach. This was what I envisioned.
I settled in and began to drive my body to places that I had never gone before.
When I bottomed out, there was a gasp that was followed by his hands reaching out to cup my breasts through the bra that I was wearing. He wasn’t even looking and with his eyes closed, he was able to find the snap like a seasoned professional in the darkness of somebody’s car back in his teenage days. He had probably practiced on his mother’s or maybe his sister’s. Come to think of it, I really didn’t know much about his family life. He pretty much kept that to himself.
“This is so much better being blind than seeing everything,” He said while using his other senses.
Taking a page from his book, I closed my eyes and placed my hands on his chest. I pounded down with my body taking him right to the root and then back up to the top several times over. I could hear the storm outside the balcony doors raging against the glass to get in. I could hear the thunder cracking in the distance. It was the perfect union of our bodies in an environment that was full of savagery and destruction everywhere we turned.
“I need you…to slow down,” He said with discomfort in his voice.
I should’ve been more aware of his injuries, but for right now I was more concerned with my pleasure than anything else. I thought of myself as a woman that had a secret side to her. There was a superhero that emerged from the shy girl that I once was. I braced myself and I moved with more speed and determination.
“Shut up and let me
do this,” I said that with more conviction than probably he thought that I was ready to show.
“I knew that you would be the death of me. Being with you makes me feel forever young,” He said while trying to slow me down to no avail.
The misery that I had felt from my own life was replaced with that of paradise. The men that were only after one thing were gone and a man that was able to show me tenderness and strength had come when I needed him the most.
My wet pussy slid up and down the shaft leaving behind droplets of my own sexual desire. Those drops became streams and then I was screaming while strangling that piece of meat for all that it was worth. I’d screamed at the precise moment that a crack of thunder echoed in the distance. It was like we were competing to see who was going to come out on top.
Shedding some light on my own sexuality had allowed me to finally move past those misconceptions that had weighed me down growing up. I had allowed my shy demeanor to get the best of me and not see the beauty that was waiting to emerge.
