by Anna Collins
“I don’t think that’s going to be any problem whatsoever. We both know that this teasing is only going to get us so far. You may claim to not want to do anything more, but your eyes say one thing and your words mean something else entirely. I look forward to having you where I can work my magic. Your friend Jackson is an obstacle that I’m willing to see past for the moment. If he gets in my way, I don’t know what I will do to make you mine. Your body craves something more than just my big toe and we both know it. I do have to say that seeing this side of you makes me feel that our partnership will not be boring,” Drake said as he tried to get up to excuse himself to use the bathroom. I wasn’t foolish and I stopped him and shook my head to let him know that there was no way that I was going to let him out of my sight.
Before the guy left, he mouthed the words ‘thank you’. I smiled and shrugged my shoulders like it was no big deal to send him off with a woman that was going to show him her bedside manner. That girl might’ve been high maintenance, but her concern for him was going to turn into something that would consist of breakfast in bed after they left their clothes in their wake. I would have loved to be a fly on the wall, but my imagination was better than reality.
“I’ll have you know that I would have never done that with anybody else. We’ve already been skirting the very idea of being together in the Biblical sense. I do have to tell you that if this wasn’t some kind of arrangement that I would have probably slept with you tonight. It would’ve been like fireworks going off between your legs. Once unleashed, my sexuality can be a little daunting for most men. I don’t advertise this, but I’m a little bit insatiable when I have the right guy knowing what he is doing,” I said with his eyes lighting up with a possibility of a late night affair that was going to leave a smile on both of our faces.
He called for the check and I knew that I was getting to him. What he didn’t realize was that I was not giving him an open invitation to take me home and show me what I was missing. It was only a fantasy and I wasn’t ready to let out passions explode out of the gate.
“What are we waiting for? You have me feeling like I’m literally coming apart at the seams. If that was your intention then you have done an amazing job of it. This whole night has been unpredictable and I never thought for a moment it was going to take this turn. I want you more than anything and I swear that I will have you by hell or high water. You think that you are insatiable, but you haven’t met me. What you have already witnessed is pale in comparison to what we could probably be like together. It would be a night that would never end. I have this crazy ability that I didn’t even know wasn’t normal until I got older,” Drake said that he took my hands and had me wondering what that special ability might’ve been.
“I don’t think that you understand. You really do have a limited attention span. I said had this not been an arrangement that I would have slept with you. It would’ve been a time to remember, but it’s not going to happen. I’ve already finished telling you that I won’t get caught up in more than the job. There’s no way that you’re going to convince me otherwise. I do find myself in the unique position of asking you what you meant when you said that you had an ability that you found not exactly normal. You don’t have to tell me and I’m sure that you’re thinking that it might be a good idea to leave me with that question still on my lips,” I said as the waiter came over and took the plates away. He left us to stare at each other with more than just a passing glance.
“I don’t think that it’s very fair to tease me and then not follow through on your suggestion of what kind of woman you are. I’m not the kind of guy that is going to demand something that I have no right to ask for. I thought that we were on the same page, but maybe you need more than just words to convince you,” He kissed me leaving me to drown in his presence. It was nice to know that he could take charge.
I didn’t know if he would stop anytime soon. His tongue was searching and tickling that nerve cluster on the top of my mouth. H was sending signals down below that was having me crossing my legs in an effort to find the friction that would cause me to find some relief. He was leaning over the table making this erotic display. He had me tongue tied in more than one way.
He released me from his embrace after what felt like forever. The hand that was holding me by the back of the neck was now idly sitting on the table in front of him. I was breathless and his mouth was marked with my lipstick as a way to let others know that we were more than just friends. He licked his lips no doubt tasting the cherry gloss that was the perfect accompaniment to my red lipstick.
I put my hand up to my mouth, my fingers trembling and my lip curling in an effort not to leap over the table and continue the long overdue expression of affection. I couldn’t say anything and when I tried, it came out with a rush of air and nothing more. I’m sure that it was his intention to leave me speechless. That heated kiss had me trying to find the right words to convey to him the way that I felt.
“That was just a brief peak at what you could’ve had tonight, Michelle. The very interesting thing about me is that I can go all night long. I’m not saying that I can keep it up for hours on end. I can continually climax one after the other and still be able to climb into the saddle and give you a reason to look at me like I’m some kind of machine. I learned that I was different when I was with my first girlfriend. After our time together, I was inundated with invitations that soon culminate into orgies of writhing flesh with more than just one woman to satisfy my desires,” Drake said and he touched my cheek and I leaned in against it to feel his fingers touching me. He was giving me the idea that tonight may not be in my control.
“I’m not sure that you’re just saying that to get me to sleep with you or not. I wish that I could read you like a cheap trashy novel, but you hold things back with this swarmy looking smile that has me wondering if I can truly trust you. It’s necessary that we see each other in this next week to get to know more about each other. There can be no doubt in your sibling’s minds about what we mean to one another. There can be no way for them to trip us up. We’re going to have to practice what we preach,” I said changing the topic away from the physical knowing that I was weak. My needs were becoming so strong that I thought about grabbing him and taking him to the bathroom.
“I was just going to mention the same thing. We can’t go in there without having a game plan. Unfortunately, I’m also going to have to have your friend accompany us to our next arranged meeting. He needs to understand the seriousness of it all. There can be no wiggle room for him to think that I won’t punish him for losing his composure in front of my sibling’s. I still have mixed emotions about him coming along, but I understand that I’m just too much of a man to have around without making you want to do something about it. There’s no shame in the way that you feel for me. I’ve always had that affect on women. As you have already become quite aware of, I can be quite charismatic and I rarely ever give up until I get what I want. You can take that any way you want. Leaving me to wonder about what we could be like together is only going to leave me no choice but to seduce you with my words first and then my body second,” Drake said as he got up and dropped his napkin from off his lap onto the table.
The tip that he left the waiter was quite substantial and was probably a consolation prize considering what he could have gotten had I not shown up for the date.
There was a bracing chill outside. He opened up the door to the limousine and I thought better of going down that road. Being in an enclosed space with Drake was only asking for the heat of our bodies to make us lose any rational thought.
“If it’s all the same to you, I think that I’m going to walk. It’s a nice night and I need something to cool me off before I do something that I’m not prepared for. I do want to leave you with something to think about. Let’s just say that you brought this on yourself. I hope that you find a good use for them tonight,” I lifted my hand. I took his hand and put the balled up soiled garment of my Victoria’s secret
panties in his hand.
“You have no idea how hard it is not to just grab you and take you inside this limousine. I could easily overpower you, strip you of your defenses and leave you panting with the windows steaming up as I took you from behind. I could slap that fine ass of yours and watch as it jiggles with an appreciation for the thrust of my hips. I could give you plenty of reasons to scream my name. That invitation is always there. I know that you’re fighting with everything that you have, but maybe it’s time to just let things happen the way that they should. I wasn’t lying when I said that I wasn’t normal. I can give you testaments from three different girls in the past month that can tell you without a doubt that I am telling the truth. They will give you a blow by blow description of what they went through and I doubt that even you will be able to handle that kind of heated conversation. You could put me to the test and see for yourself. I aim to please and I always make sure that the woman that I’m with never lacks in the appreciation that they deserve. I find it a pleasure to please a woman until they are practically crawling away trying to get away from my eager and most anxious tongue,” Drake said obviously trying to entice me. He was making my legs vibrate with the very idea that he could hold his breath for that long.
“You were saying something about being unfair, but maybe you should take a lesson from those very same words. Somebody is going to come undone and there’s nothing that we can do about it. I know that you want to touch me and make it all night. We could take the chance, but don’t you think that it would be risking too much?” I said knowing that I was going to be left wanting. It would’ve been so easy to let myself indulge in a moment of pleasure. That kind of sex would leave me walking that mile of shame before attempting to explain my actions to Jackson who was most likely still staying up waiting for me to come home.
Jackson would want to hear all the details. If I showed up early, he would know that I didn’t go through with my plan to get him out of my system.
Drake was looking at me and I felt like I was going to crumble. I was close to letting him lead me down the path of least resistance. My body was pleading with me to go with him and to learn the secret of his ability to climax over and over again. I turned on my heels and walked away with a shimmy to my step to make him stare at me. I confirmed that by looking over my shoulder.
Chapter 7
I found Jackson in the living room with the TV on to an old movie station that we had come to love during the weekends. We would curl underneath the covers and I would always notice that his package had grown considerably. I always thought that it was the actor on the screen that was giving him food for thought. From what he had said earlier, I was beginning to wonder that maybe there was more to those nights than just us being alone together.
He was completely naked and the way that I was feeling, I was ready and willing to jump on board and see what I could do to use him as the perfect way to satisfy that itch. I would just be using him in place of Drake, but I’m not sure that he would make that distinction. His sleeping giant was against his thigh. It twitched like it had a good idea that a female presence was nearby.
I was almost too far gone to give a damn about our friendship, but I was able to pull myself back from the abyss before it was too late. That appendage was drawing me closer and I had my skirt up far enough that my panties were the only thing that was preventing the union of two friends coming together in a more physical way. His knob was mocking me, winking to give me the encouragement to go through with it, but I couldn’t do it this way. If we were to be together then it had to be under the right circumstances.
I managed to control that hunger long enough to cover him up with the sheet. It did not hide his obvious endowment. I was sure that those guys that had been with him were quite elated to learn that they were not just being fooled by something that wasn’t true. Once they got a load of him, there was no way that they were going to leave until he had planted his flag deep between their cheeks. I wasn’t even sure that he was gay. I had not seen him kiss a guy or even show any kind affection to any of his friends that had shown up for super bowl Sunday. There was no doubt that a few of them were playing on that side of the fence. He wasn’t even that shy around them, but he never did go to the length of seducing them. I asked him about that one time, but he said that he was never going to dip his ink into friendship. He could say that about them, but he was broaching the very same topic with me.
I went to bed and I stared at the ceiling wondering if what I was even contemplating with Drake was possible. Could I remain platonic, show affection and get hot and heavy and not do something more than just sleep beside each other at the end of the night? I didn’t know the answer, but I wanted to find out. It was just another part of the game that we were playing with each other. How much could we possibly take before it finally turned into something more than just teasing? I had been pushing the envelope. I didn’t know where the line was in the sand. I think that we crossed that line on the second time that he had come to the pharmacy and mentioned something about bouncing a quarter off my ass.
There wasn’t much use in sleeping and I just tossed and turned for the rest of the night with thoughts of what this could mean for my future. I’m sure that my parents would have a few choice words and they wouldn’t be in a loving way. I would be ruining their plans for me even though I really had no interest in following the blueprint that they had made for me. It wasn’t like I was squeamish around blood. Medicine had some interest, but not enough to make it a lifetime of hours being on call and never having time for myself.
I felt the first flicker of sunlight coming through the curtains. It was open just a crack, but it was enough to lure me from my bed and over to the window to greet another day. I threw back the curtain wearing only my underwear and not caring that the postal worker was now eyeing me like a piece of candy. He wanted to unwrap me to see if I melted in his mouth and not in his hand.
He gave a wave and I returned the sentiment. I could tell that he was watching the bouncing balls of my chest and the way that the nipples were quite noticeable through the thin material of the bra that was almost see through. The game that I had been playing with Drake was bleeding into the rest of my life. I felt no embarrassment for my actions. I turned my back and undid my bra to show him my bare back. I dashed across the wood floor and into the bathroom before closing it and leaning back against the frame with my heart beating wildly in my chest.
What I had done was very provocative. It left me shaking not with nervousness but with excitement. There was something liberating about letting it all hang out. My interactions with Drake had opened up my mind and my body to living in the moment.
I stood underneath the shower and let the water touch my skin. I began to envision what it would be like to have Drake behind me soaping my back. I wanted the feel of his hands moving delicately down over my tingling flesh. I was tempted to let my natural instincts take over. I could’ve easily driven myself mad with desire by my own hand. A week wasn’t very long before I was going to have to step into a world that I didn’t know.
The only reason why I was even considering it was because Drake was going to be there every step of the way. There was something about him that turned me into a wanton whore. He allowed my inner vixen to come out to play. I knew that she was there somewhere, but I had never had anybody able to reach her until now. I allowed my mother and father to stunt me emotionally and I was through playing by whatever misplaced parental guidance that I got when I was a child.
I heard the water from the sink and I glanced through the curtain to see that Jackson had stumbled in. I didn’t think that there were very many times that I had seen him without having very little on. This was no exception. Those black briefs hugged his lower half in a way that made me want to reach out and touch him. If truth be told, I wanted to do a whole lot more than that and I had to attribute that to what happened at the restaurant. My overly anxious libido had me feeling things that were foreign to me.
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“It looks like somebody came in and didn’t wake me up to give me a reason to live vicariously through her. I get the idea that I was right about why he wanted to see you last night. I have this funny suspicion that you have already agreed to take part in this. I’ve never been able to tell you what to do and that’s not going to start today. I do insist that you stay in touch. His family sounds dysfunctional and I wouldn’t trust them. They most likely have metaphorical knives behind their back ready to stab you,” Jackson said as he brushed his teeth with an Oral B brush that he swore by.
It had those bristles and even a part that you could scrape your tongue after you were done finishing your business. I had one myself. I didn’t want to tell him, but I didn’t think that I could’ve gone back to what I was using before.
I lathered my hair with a Pantene original blend that had vitamins to make my hair lustrous and shiny. It also gave it more body. I did notice that some of it was missing. It could only mean that my roommate had seen something that he liked. He figured that I wasn’t opposed to sharing
“You don’t have to worry about me keeping you in the loop. I convinced Drake that it would be a good idea for you to come along for the ride. I want you to stand between me and him. I want you to make sure that I don’t do anything that’s going to cause his siblings to wonder about our relationship. I do have to show some passion, but I feel like I could get lost in his eyes without even trying,” I said as I used a Jergens body wash to make my skin silky to the touch. I found a reason to make myself pretty.
