Author’s Note
The first time I visited the Highlands of Scotland was in 1927 and I went to the Kirk on Sunday. It was a bleak bare building and the Minister wore no surplice but instead a black cassock.
He preached a Sermon that lasted for over an hour in which he declared violently against the iniquities of the Highland Clearances, which had begun on the Glengarry estates and had spread all over the North of Scotland.
He spoke so vehemently and with such intense feeling about what had occurred that I thought that such terrible cruelties had just taken place. Only when I discovered that the Clearances had started in 1785 and ended in 1854 did I realise that the Scots never forget or forgive.
Heraldry arose in feudal Western Europe in the fourteenth century because heraldry made it possible to identify Nobles in the field of battle and the Arms became associated with heroic deeds.
The College of Arms in England dates from 1555. In Scotland the Lord Lyon is a great Officer of State, the superior Officer of Honour and Conseiller du Roi in all matters armorial, genealogical and ceremonial.
The Lord Lyon has within his power everything that appertains to the Chiefship of name and Arms. The duty of this Court, which is always in session, is to establish rights to Arms and Pedigrees in Scotland.
Chapter One ~ 1884
Pepita Linford walked into the sitting room and looked at the packing cases in the centre of the room, the rolled-up carpet and the paintings that had been taken down and stacked against the walls.
There was something so depressing about it that, almost as if she winced away from what she was seeing and thinking, she walked to the window to look out at the garden.
There was still a good display of roses, dahlias and gladioli despite the fact that it was the beginning of September.
Beyond the garden was rolling empty land and beyond that was the sea.
She could see the blue of the Atlantic, almost as vivid as that of the Mediterranean, and knew that the waves would be crashing beneath the cliffs as if they sought to destroy them.
The thought of the sea made her remember all too vividly what it had taken from her and she fought back the tears with what was a valiant effort at self-control.
As she did so, she heard a knock on the front door and went across the small hall to open it.
As she expected, a grey-haired, short, neatly dressed man was standing outside and he smiled at the sight of her.
“Good afternoon, Miss Linford.”
“I was expecting you, Mr. Clarence,” she answered. “Will you please come in? I am afraid that the only chairs we have to sit on are those in the dining room.”
He followed her into the small square room facing the front of the house that Lord Alistair McNairn and his wife had used as a dining room.
Like the sitting room it had now been dismantled and only a few upright leather-seated chairs remained unpacked.
Pepita sat down on one of them and, as Mr. Clarence took another she looked at him with large eyes wide and apprehensive, as if she knew already what he was going to tell her.
He moved another chair close to his, put on it a leather briefcase he had been carrying in his hand and opened it.
“I am afraid, Miss Linford,” he said as he did so, “that I do not have good news for you.”
“I expected that, Mr. Clarence.”
Mr. Clarence drew from his case a sheet of foolscap paper.
He stared at it for some moments as if either what he read surprised him or he was thinking how he could explain to the girl waiting.
Then he cleared his throat and, as if he forced himself to begin, he said,
“I have received the sum of three hundred and twenty-two pounds from the purchasers of the horses and the furniture.”
Pepita gave a little gasp.
“Is that all?”
“It was the very best I could get, Miss Linford, and I promise you I tried in every possible way to make it more.”
“You have been very kind, Mr. Clarence, and I am exceedingly grateful, but as you know three hundred and twenty-two pounds will not cover my brother-in-law’s debts!”
“I am aware of that, Miss Linford,” Mr. Clarence replied, “but I am hoping that we shall receive a little more from the sale of the three paintings that I have sent to Christie’s in London.”
Pepita was silent, feeling that, although Mr. Clarence sounded optimistic, it was very unlikely that the paintings her brother-in-law had bought because he liked the subject rather than the artist were likely to bring a large sum at auction.
At the same time she told herself that every little bit helped.
There were, however, the children to think of and for the moment she felt as if she was swimming in a rough sea and it was hard to keep her head above water.
As if he realised what she was feeling, Mr. Clarence said in a gentle tone,
“I have arranged with Mr. Healey, the purchaser of the furniture, that he will not move the beds until Friday at the earliest. By that time I know that you will have decided where you and the children will go.”
Pepita took a deep breath.
“There is nowhere we can possibly go, Mr. Clarence, except to Scotland!”
For a moment it seemed as if she had taken Mr. Clarence’s breath away.
He stared at her in astonishment before, after a perceptible pause, he said,
“Scotland? I had not thought that – ”
“As you looked after my brother-in-law’s affairs since he came here, you must be aware that when he married my sister, his father, the Duke, not only cut him off with the proverbial shilling but also expelled him from his Clan.”
“Lord Alistair himself told me that,” Mr. Clarence murmured.
“It was cruel and unjust and, although I myself am not Scottish, I know how much the Clan meant to my brother- in-law and how deeply he was hurt by his father’s action.”
Pepita’s voice died away.
She was thinking how only a hard, cruel and unbending Scot could have behaved to his son as the Duke had done.
It seemed strange after all these years to look back and realise that, because Lord Alistair McNairn had fallen in love with her sister, everything else that mattered to him had been taken away.
He had been punished fiercely and relentlessly for marrying for love rather than convenience.
It was a romantic story that Mr. Clarence knew without Pepita telling him what had happened.
The Duke of Strathnairn, who was sometimes spoken of as ‘the King of Scotland’ and who certainly behaved as if he was, had a burning hatred for the English.
They had fired the fury of many Scotsmen since the Battle of Culloden and, as Lord Alistair had often said,
“Scotsmen like elephants never forget!”
It had been arranged for the Duke’s eldest son to marry the daughter of the Chief of the McDonavan Clan, whose boundaries marched with his and with whom they had been at war for centuries.
United by their mutual hatred of the English the Duke had agreed that his son, Euan, the Marquis, should marry Janet McDonavan and the Clans would celebrate their marriage by a vast rally of the McNairns and the McDonavans, who would come from all over Scotland to attend.
But soon after the engagement was announced the Marquis was killed in a shooting accident and, hardly waiting for the conventional short period of mourning, the Duke told his second son, Alistair, that he must take his brother’s place.
“When I die you will be Chieftain of the Clan,” he asserted, “and now you must shoulder the responsibilities of your position as your brother was ready to do and marry Janet McDonavan.”
Lord Alistair was appalled at the idea.
Never for on
e moment had he envisaged succeeding his father as Chieftain and he had actually spent a great deal more time in the South than his brother had.
He thought that his father’s hatred of the English was out-of-date in a modern world in which there was a Queen on the throne and the traditional feuds and bitterness between the Clans had largely subsided.
However, the Duke pressed his son hard and Alistair was torn between his own personal inclinations and his loyalty to his father.
Then quite unexpectedly he fell in love.
Looking back, even though she was very young at the time, Pepita could remember seeing the two of them look at each other for the first time and, as their eyes met, they had seemed to be joined by some magical spell that linked them indivisibly.
She and her sister, Denise, had been living with their father, who had retired from his position at the Foreign Office to write a book on the strange countries he had journeyed to during his years as a Diplomat.
They had settled in a small village to the North of London in Hertfordshire.
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The two girls were sitting in their garden one sunny day when there was the sound of a crash in the roadway outside and they had sprung to their feet and run to the gate to see what had occurred.
A smart phaeton drawn by two horses had collided with a village cart that had come out of a side turning without any warning because the yokel driving it was half-asleep.
It was only by a superb piece of driving, Pepita realised later, that the horses had not been badly injured, although they were plunging between the shafts and frightened by the impact.
One of the wheels from the phaeton was lying on the road and the vehicle itself was half-submerged in the ditch.
The village cart being of sturdy material was not badly damaged, but the boy who had been driving it was yelling noisily.
Only as a smartly dressed, extremely handsome young man rose from the wreckage of the phaeton was some semblance of order restored.
The horses had been brought into Sir Robert Linford’s stables and Pepita and her sister, Denise, had taken the gentleman driving them into the house where their father had offered him a glass of wine and he had introduced himself.
“I am Alistair McNairn and I am extremely humiliated, as you can imagine, that I should not have anticipated that country folk expect every road that they travel on to be empty of any other traffic.”
“That is true and may I ask if you are any relation to the Duke of Strathnairn,” Sir Robert replied.
“I am his son,” Lord Alistair answered, “and actually I am supposed to be returning home tomorrow. This is the last time I shall be in the South for a long time.”
He spoke as if he regretted it and, as his eyes were on Denise’s face, Pepita thought that, whatever reasons he had had before for not wishing to leave the South, her sister had added another most compelling one.
It was not surprising that Lord Alistair should have fallen in love with Denise for she was exceedingly beautiful and, although the two sisters resembled each other in many ways, Denise was the more spectacular.
Her hair was the gold of ripened corn, but her eyes, because their mother had French blood, were surprisingly dark.
As Lord Alistair had said afterwards to his wife,
“Once I had looked at you, my darling, I could never again see another woman’s face! You are the only woman I ever wanted to marry and, now that I have given you my heart, there is no possibility of retrieving it.”
As he had always been known in the South as ‘Lord Alistair McNairn’, he had not on his brother’s death immediately assumed the title of Marquis.
When he refused to marry Janet McDonavan and was exiled from his home and his Clan and had, in his father’s words, ‘dishonoured the name of his ancestors’, Lord Alistair continued to be known by the title that had been his previously.
The moment he defied his father and married Denise Linford his circumstances changed dramatically.
The Duke, who was a very rich man, had given his younger son a very generous allowance, which now immediately ceased and all Lord Alistair was left with was a legacy that he had inherited from his mother. He was, unfortunately, as it turned out, not allowed to draw on the capital.
Over the years this had dwindled and dwindled and these last few months, as Pepita knew only too well, they had found it very hard to live.
She was glad now that it had not worried her brother- in-law as much as it worried her.
Because Lord Alistair was so happy with his wife and she with him, they laughed through life, finding everything even their poverty amusing and were completely confident that sooner or later something would turn up.
Sometimes a horse they had backed in the local races would come in first or they would manage to sell something for more money than they had paid for it.
They laughed when they visited the pawnbrokers with the last piece of jewellery that Denise had been left by her mother.
Sir Robert had never been a rich man and, while he had divided everything he possessed equally between his two daughters, they found that it amounted to very little and when Denise had spent her share she borrowed somewhat shame-facedly from Pepita’s.
Pepita, however, gave her willingly what she needed.
It seemed to her only fair because after her father’s death she had lived with Denise and her brother-in-law and was prepared to pay for her keep by helping to look after the children.
This gave Denise the chance to spend more time with her husband and she accepted her sister’s assistance gratefully.
There was a large gap between their ages, Denise being seven years older than Pepita, who was only just nineteen.
She had come to live with them in Cornwall just after her seventeenth birthday and in the isolated village where they lived there were no eligible men to court her.
However, Pepita was happy to spend her days riding her brother-in-law’s half-trained horses and playing with the children in the fields or, when they could make the effort, on the beach.
Sometimes Denise would worry about her and say,
“We cannot expect another accident on our doorstep that will provide you with a handsome stranger like Alistair! So how, dearest, will you ever find a husband?”
“I am perfectly happy as I am,” Pepita would answer, “and there is no hurry.”
Then Denise and Alistair had both been drowned in a storm, which had swept the boat they were sailing in against the treacherous rocks and Pepita found herself frighteningly alone.
She had never thought that it would be up to her to make decisions and to plan the future not only for herself but also for her sister’s children.
When at first she realised that she had lost Denise and her adorable brother-in-law, she could only cry despairingly and helplessly, feeling as if her whole world had come to an end.
Then, because the children needed her, she had forced herself to think sensibly.
It took her twenty-four hours of hard thinking to realise that there was no alternative but, as she had said to Mr. Clarence, they should go to Scotland.
Now, acutely aware of the surprise in his eyes, she went on,
“I have always understood that the Duke of Strathnairn is a rich man. I cannot believe, however cruelly he behaved towards his son, that he would allow his grandchildren to starve. As you know, Mr. Clarence, that is what will happen, unless I find somewhere for them to live.”
“I thought, perhaps, Miss Linford, you would have some relations on your side of the family.”
“I wish I had, but my father during the years he was a Diplomat was always living abroad and his friends are therefore nearly all in foreign countries, including America.”
Mr. Clarence laughed.
“That is certainly too far for you to go!”
“That is what I thought and the journey to France, Italy or Spain would be almost as expensive. No one knows better than you do that we cannot reach even Scotland without your h
elp.”
“I, of course, understand that you must have some money to travel with wherever you mean to go,” Mr. Clarence said slowly, “and I have therefore set aside, Miss Linford, fifty pounds for that purpose.”
“Will we really need as much as that?”
“I think it would be wise for you to have a little in hand,” Mr. Clarence said tentatively.
Pepita knew he was thinking that, if the Duke of Strathnairn refused to accept them, she would have to pay for their return journey back to the South.
Wherever they might go, there was no assured home waiting for them and she told herself fiercely that she would make the Duke understand that the children, if not herself, were his responsibility.
Looking at her now, Mr. Clarence thought that she was far too lovely and too fragile in appearance to have such a heavy responsibility thrust upon her at her age.
At the same time because he had known Pepita ever since she came to Cornwall, he knew that she had a strong character beneath her feminine and gentle appearance.
It was stronger than that of her sister, who had relied entirely and completely upon her husband in everything she did and in every breath she drew.
Pepita, on the other hand, could be determined and this came, Mr. Clarence thought, from the intelligence that she had inherited from her father.
He had met Sir Robert only once or twice, but he had admired him tremendously.
Although his autobiography had not sold a great number of copies, it had been praised by the literary critics, and Mr. Clarence, who had bought a copy, had found it immensely interesting.
“If only your father was still alive,” he said now.
Pepita gave him a smile that seemed to illuminate her face like the sun.
“He was so wonderful in emergencies,” she said. “He always knew what to do and what to say. I suppose it was his Diplomatic training, but because he was so charming, everybody always agreed to everything he suggested.”
Mr. Clarence laughed.
“I think that is a gift you have inherited yourself, Miss Linford.”
“I wish that was true,” Pepita said. “I admit to you, Mr. Clarence, I am very very frightened at ‘bearding the lion in his den’ and pointing out to the Duke of Strathnairn where his duty lies.”
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