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by Candice Owen


  In prison, he had to ask for everything, even the right to take a piss when he was not in his cell. He stopped, unzipped his fly, pulled out his enormous cock and began to water a tall, green cactus. Too late he heard the rumble of an approaching engine; but, before he could zip up and put it away, a scarlet-red Mustang convertible flew past him.

  The woman behind the wheel looked like a late-night dream. Her long blonde hair fluttered behind her like a flag. He stared at her over his shoulder, getting just enough of a glimpse to know that she was wearing a pretty white top that showed-off her abundant breasts and gloriously tanned skin. Then, she was gone, and he was alone again with only the crows for company.

  Her car left a long plume of dust hanging in the air, and he had to pull his shirt up over his mouth as he walked along to keep from sucking it into his already scorching lungs. As he walked, he allowed himself a brief fantasy about the woman in the car, dreaming about her coming back and picking him up. Maybe she had a fetish for convicts and no strings attached sex with total strangers. She never turned around, but it was a pleasant way to pass the half hour between when he saw her and when he spotted the outskirts of the city.

  There were a few guys in lockup who’d come from that city; so, he knew that the bar that he was walking up to was not a great place for a fresh-out con to stop for a beer, but be damned if he wasn’t going to stop anyway.

  There was a row of gleaming bikes parked out front, chromed out beauties that made his gut squeeze with longing. He spotted a ’74 Panhead, a ’47 Chief, and a few custom jobs in and among the mix. Rolling thunder, highway dynamite.

  He thought, What happened to my bike? Some fat-assed cop is probably riding it around his suburb with three snot-nosed kids hanging off the back. He did not want to think such a thought because it made his rage boil up higher than he could contain.

  When he put his hands on the heavy metal door, he could feel a quiver under his fingertips. He already knew what he would find in there, and he was asking for trouble. It didn’t matter though, not really.

  What else is there for me? I would’ve liked to say that I was going to get out of prison, change my entire life and my way of thinking. It would have been nice if I’d become a better man, someone far different from the one who had gone into that jail cell to start with.

  But that is bullshit.

  CHAPTER TWO

  Blaine had just spent eight years in jail. Living in one of the hardest prisons in the country wasn’t like a day camp or a finishing school. They didn’t teach skills, not unless you counted pressing out license plates and cutting grass in public cemeteries as a skill. He knew that as he stepped into the bar; consequently, maybe that is why what happened – happened.

  The bartender was an older woman, around forty. She’d seen better days. On the other side of that, she’d probably seen worse, too. Her frizzy, red hair hung about her thin face, and the lines carved on her skin screamed out meth-head.

  The jukebox played out 80’s music and was now blaring an anthem about girls, girls, girls. The smell of yeast hung all over everything, as it mingled with cigarette smoke. Most of the men in the bar huddled around tables, laughing and talking. They pawed at the girls that wove their way through the bar. Their bare breasts bounced, and their thongs were highlighted by glitter and sequins.

  “What can I get for you?” asked the bartender. Even her voice was tired. He almost told her to get off dope, take a nap, eat a burger, and try to find a real job. He said none of those things though.

  All he said was, “A beer, on draft.”

  “Cool,” a bleached out blonde said, as she passed by. “Big spender...maybe I should hang out with you.” She batted the nearly three-inch-long eyelashes affixed to her lids, as she spoke.

  Blaine said, “No, you’re first instincts were right. Keep it moving, that is if you want to eat later tonight. I don’t have that kind of cash flow.”

  The blonde tilted her head while her eyes traveled down his trim and erect body. Blaine knew he was still good-looking as all hell. He had jet-black hair that had grown a little bit longer than it should have in prison, a set of piercing, and light-blue eyes the contrasted quite nicely with his coloring. Plus, he had not gained a single pound in eight years. If anything, he had gotten in better shape.

  “Maybe I don’t need that much after all. Maybe I like simpler stuff.”

  “I can’t afford anything you want.” Blaine knew trouble when he saw it, and this woman was trouble. “I’m just here to have a beer and I’m moving on. How about you move it on, too?”

  “You heard him, Mercy. He doesn’t want no company, get your ass out there and make some money.” The frosted mug that the bartender slammed down on the bar had very little foamy head on it and a lot of beer in the glass. Blaine knew a favor when he saw it, and he put a two-dollar tip in with the cost of the beer as a thank you.

  Mercy walked away, her pert little rump twitching as she went. Blaine could not help but watch her go. It had been eight years since he has seen a real live woman, other than the few guards that worked in the offices at the prison and the ones who came into the visitor’s center to see their men.

  “Mister, a word of advice. Mercy there, she’s a good girl and she makes a damn good bunch of money here when her crazy-ass old man isn’t in here fucking with her. He’s here today. The only reason they put up with him is because he’s too scared to fuck with the guys that really matter.”

  “I guess you are trying to tell me that I don’t matter.” Blaine smiled wryly as he said it. “I understand everything you just said to me. I’m going to drink this beer, and then I am out of here. You got my thanks; unfortunately, that’s about all I got to give you.”

  “Hell, I could have told you that. You think you’re the first ex-con to come walking up in here?”

  She had sharp eyes, and he respected that. Keeping a sharp eye open could be the difference between life and death, and it often was. He was keeping his eye open, which was why he saw the guy coming toward him with murder written all over his face long before he ever reached him.

  “What the fuck did you just say to my girl?”

  “I do believe I told her that I don’t have anything to give her, and then she moseyed on her way.”

  “You don’t got shit, huh?”

  It would not matter what Blaine said right then, and he knew it. This guy was itching for a fight, and he was determined to have it. He took another long sip of his beer, almost draining the mug dry but not setting it down.

  The guy got closer, his bloodshot eyes staring into Blaine’s. His hair was long and greasy. He had the look of a guy who drank too much, smoked too much, slept too little, and thought the entire world had robbed him of something.

  “I asked you a question.”

  “I believe I answered it.” Blaine had yet to set down the mug. He wasn’t clenching the handle, but rather, he held it almost lightly. Mercy’s drunken lout of a boyfriend swung first, but he only swung once. Blaine decked him with the mug, and then he gave him a few hard punches to the face. When he fell, Blaine added in a few solid kicks to keep him down. It all happened so fast that almost nobody noticed until it was over.

  But Greg Pasquale noticed. “Who’s that guy?”

  Bennie, his second-in-command, looked over at the little scene at the bar. “Some hard case from up the road. Looks like that jackass boyfriend of Mercy’s picked a fight he couldn’t win this time.”

  “Go get him.”

  Bennie did not argue. When Pasquale told him to do something, he did it, no ifs, ands, or buts about it. Blaine set the empty mug down, and as he did, the bartender hissed, “Get out of here. Get out now— before it’s way too late.”

  It was already too late, and Blaine knew it. Nobody was moving toward him in a way that said they wanted to fight him. In fact, the big guy walking toward him had an almost amused smile on his face. Mercy was ignoring the fact that her man was sprawled out on the floor — probably because she w
as in the middle of giving a lap dance and could not have cared less.

  Bennie said, “The boss wants to talk to you.”

  CHAPTER THREE

  Blaine knew exactly who that man looking over at him was. He might not have known him personally, but he knew quite a few men just like him. He approached at his own pace, keeping his gaze steady. He didn’t believe in looking away when the other person looking back at him was one who would sooner shank him than say hello.

  Blaine already knew, before he even sat down, exactly what he was getting into. He was okay with that. He hadn’t come in here looking for a job, but that was what he was landing.

  He could live with that.

  Or so he told himself. But a tiny voice in the back of his head asked, Are you sure you can live with this?

  He dismissed that voice. His other options were ridiculously slim.

  Greg Pasquale was a tall and stocky man with a hard face pocked with small acne scars and a graven line between his eyebrows. He looked Blaine up and down and said, “Sit.”

  That rankled. Blaine was not a dog, and he didn’t like being talked to like one either. He knew men like this one. If he just sat, he would be labeled as soft. If he didn’t, he would be labeled as difficult. There was only one answer. “I’d rather stand. I was sitting all day.”

  “On the prison bus?”

  “Yes.” No need to lie.

  “Is that where you learned to fight like that?”

  “No, fighting like that is what got me sent to prison.”

  “I see, do you want a beer?”

  He shrugged. “If I do, I can buy it.”

  “You’re a careful bastard aren’t you?”

  “I try to be, it helps keep me alive most days.”

  Greg laughed. “That is does, that it does. I’m Greg, this is my place. What do you think of it?”

  “It has nice scenery.”

  Greg laughed again, “Yes, it does. Very good scenery. I make sure of that. Was Marie good to you?”

  “Marie?”

  “The bartender?”

  “Yes, why?”

  “Just checking. You have to keep up with your customer service teams you know.”

  “I can see that.”

  “Tell me about yourself. What was your name again?”

  “Blaine.” He didn’t give his last name. It wouldn’t matter anyway, not to a man like Greg. He could tell just by looking at Greg that he had done a hard run and that he could hold his own in a fight.

  “Blaine, I could use a man like you around. Do you want to know why?”

  “I’m sure I already do.”

  “I’m sure you do, too.”

  “Where are you staying?” Greg asked.

  “I just got into town.”

  “I gathered that. I take it you weren’t planning on sticking around.”

  “I didn’t really have any plans.”

  “I’m only going to ask you once. What did you do to land in prison?”

  “I killed a man.”

  Blaine knew that it would not be a deterrent for getting a job with Greg. If anything, it would make him even more eager to have him on his team. Greg drank a last shot, stood, and said, “Let’s go get something to eat.”

  The heavy guy that had come to fetch him made a move to go with them, but Greg held up a hand to keep him in place. It took Blaine all of about ten seconds to figure out what that guy’s job was. It was clear in the way he kept watching Greg, like a dog trying to figure out his owner’s next move.

  CHAPTER FOUR

  It wasn’t often that Felicity Pasquale stopped by any of her father’s businesses, and she never stepped foot in the bar. Greg Pasquale was, as he put it, raising his daughter to be a lady, and he didn’t hire ladies—but that day she saw her father, as he headed toward a little diner with a gorgeous man in tow.

  Hey, it’s the guy from the desert! Oh crap, did I blow right past one of Daddy’s employees? Had his bike or car broken down or something? Worse, what if he had seen me?

  Felicity was twenty-one, but she was sheltered beyond belief, and she knew it. She had gone to an all-girls school, attended college online, and now she worked for her father, if what she did could be called work. Basically, her entire job was to make sure the maid kept the house up, the gardener kept the lawn up, and the old man that kept up their pool kept the thing from turning green. Plus, she helped check over the lists of rental property every month, so her father would know who had paid their rent and who had not.

  Felicity knew it was make-work, but she had no idea how to do anything else. It wasn’t that she wasn’t smart enough or ambitious enough. Trying to get away from her father’s overprotective grasp was like trying to hold water in a sieve.

  There were plenty of days when she took off and headed to the city on the other side of the desert. She didn’t tell anyone, and she always took the turnoff that would take her in a loop around the bar where her father spent most of his time during the day. So far, she had not been caught.

  She never did anything there, not really. She would explore the stores that they didn’t have in her own town, and she would eat at a restaurant she had never tried before. Today she tried Indian food. She had had to brush her teeth and shower well after she had gotten home to cover the spicy odor.

  She had come back out to pick up some of the gelato her father was so fond of, and normally she would have left him alone while he was doing whatever it was he did but…but that guy was so damn cute. And if he had seen her, she had to make sure he knew not to tell.

  She sat in her car, debating. Maybe I shouldn’t bother, maybe popping up will just make the whole situation worse.

  Felicity opened her car door, got out, and walked across the baking asphalt to the diner. As soon as she opened the door, the smell of fried meat and onions hit her dead in the face and she grimaced. How can anyone eat all that heavy greasy stuff when it is sweltering outside?

  Blaine saw the look on Greg’s face. He was pissed, so he followed the direction of his gaze to see the beautiful blonde who he had spotted in the desert walking toward them. He thought, Why is he pissed at her? Does she work at the bar or something? Is she one of his girls? She doesn’t look like she would be. There is something fresh and innocent about her, something fragile and soft. Too soft, she would get eaten alive in that bar.

  “Felicity, what are you doing here?”

  “Hi Daddy, I saw you coming in here. I thought I’d stop in and ask if you wanted anything besides gelato from the grocery.”

  Daddy? This is his daughter? Greg gave her a smile, and she smiled back, but as soon as his lips formed that upward curve, he said, “No. Go on, go home. I have business to discuss, and I won’t be home until after dinner; so, Marie should only make enough of whatever it is she’s cooking for you.”

  Felicity was used to her father’s terse commands. She gave the man sitting with him one last look. His clothes were old—almost falling apart. His face was slightly gray beneath the new tan—a tan acquired from walking in the desert—and his eyes had a wary, watchful look.

  She thought, I know exactly what he is. He’s a former convict looking for a job. Daddy is always hiring ex-cons. I’m interrupting his job interview. He is so hot though! And not just that— he has the look of a guy who will not take any shit but will not start it either. That’s a good thing and so rare. Her belly filled with butterflies.

  “It was nice to meet you.” She was hoping to catch his name, but all he did was nod his head and turn his eyes back to the menu. Disappointed and relived all at once, she left the diner, stepping back out onto the scalding streets.

  The bar lay across the street, and she gave it a disapproving look. She knew it helped provide her with the lifestyle she had grown up with, but she couldn’t help but think that the place looked ugly. It had a rundown air to it. Why does Daddy love that place so very much anyway?

  In the diner, Greg said, “Stay away from my daughter. Do you understand?”
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br />   He did. “I don’t really like daughter-types.”

  “That’s good, real good.”

  Blaine knew that Greg was annoyed because he wanted to talk shop and Felicity had interrupted that. So, he doesn’t let his daughter know any of his business. How much longer can he keep that up? She’s an adult, sooner or later something is bound to happen to let her in on it.

  He knew he should pay attention, but he couldn’t seem to be able to do it. All he kept thinking of was china-blue eyes and a pretty, rosy, little mouth that seemed to beg for a kiss.

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