Glad One
Starting Over is a %$#@&!
By
Margaret Lashley
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Table of Contents
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty-One
Chapter Twenty-Two
Chapter Twenty-Three
Chapter Twenty-Four
Chapter Twenty-Five
Chapter Twenty-Six
Chapter Twenty-Seven
Chapter Twenty-Eight
Chapter Twenty-Nine
Chapter Thirty
Chapter Thirty-One
Chapter Thirty-Two
Chapter Thirty-Three
Chapter Thirty-Four
Chapter Thirty-Five
Chapter Thirty-Six
Epilogue
Excerpt - Two Crazy: Fickle Finger of Fate
Chapter One
Nervous cheers broke the white-knuckle silence as our plane from Frankfurt, Germany bounced roughly, then settled onto the tarmac in Tampa, Florida. It was New Year’s Eve. Like the other bleary-eyed passengers around me, I had my mind on fresh beginnings. To be honest, I had no other choice.
The past I’d fled was still too raw and painful to touch. I studied the thin, pale strip of flesh encircling my now naked ring finger. The ghostly reminder of yet another failed attempt at love sent a hot jolt of desperation through my gut. A puff of jaded air forced its way between my pursed lips like steam from a relief valve. I needed a good cry. But this was not the time or place for it. To distract myself, I started counting my blessings.
One ravaged bank account. Two cottage-cheese thighs. Three maladjusted ex-husbands. Oh crap!
Whoever was running the show up there had a wicked sense of humor – and I was getting damn tired of being the punchline. I scrounge around for my powder compact and opened it, intent on repairing my makeup after the nine-hour flight. One glance in the mirror at my worn-out face made me snap it shut. Why bother?
In forty-five years, I’d accumulated a good portion of wrinkles, a fair amount of belly fat, and, apparently, precious little wisdom. These questionable assets, along with $5,726 and a suitcase full of inappropriate clothes, were all I had left to launch my latest life makeover. I slumped back into my seat. I was bone-dragging tired. Even so, a wry grin snuck across my lips like a stolen kiss from a stranger. I was not defeated. Not yet, anyway. The way I saw it, I still had two viable options. One, I could finally learn to laugh at myself. Or two, I could drink myself into oblivion. I fished around the bottom of my purse for a coin to determine my fate.
I flipped a tarnished nickel into the air with my thumb. It did a triple gainer, plunged into my coffee, and splashed a nasty brown stain on the crotch of my white stretch pants.
Awesome. Let the festivities begin.
***
My last life makeover had begun over seven years ago, and had turned out to be a spectacular, downward spiral reminiscent of diving off a cliff with a bowling ball in my pants. Drowning in dullness and fueled by movie-inspired stupidity, I’d ditched my tiresome marriage and a lucrative writing career, sold all my belongings and took off for Europe. In Italy, I met a German and fell in love with the idea of life with a stranger in a strange land. Things had been great for a while. But then the shiny wore off and the cracks showed up, like they always did.
On my arrival back in St. Petersburg, Florida, I’d discovered that seven wasn’t such a lucky number. In fact, seven years abroad had been just exactly long enough for my entire credit history to be erased – just like most of my savings. I got off that plane with no driver’s license. No place to live. No credit card. No phone. No resume. And, worst of all, no friends. Incredibly, I had somehow managed to become a foreigner in my own homeland! As a lifelong lover of irony, I’d had to smile at my own ingenuity. How many other people on the planet could claim such a monumental fuck-up?
My climb back aboard the American dream had required counting pennies and swallowing more than just pride. When I’d finished with that, I’d scrounged around for a tire jack and started lowering my expectations to one notch above gutter level. I ended up in a little “no credit check” hovel of an apartment, living a “no foreseeable future” scrabble of a life.
A few months into what I’d sarcastically dubbed “my adjustment period,” I was contemplating a Smith & Wesson retirement plan when something unforeseeable happened. I met an old woman named Glad. I’d been in desperate need of a life coach. Glad fit the bill perfectly. The fact that she was a crazy homeless woman had been the icing on the cake. I could afford her fees.
Chapter Two
St. Petersburg, Florida only had two seasons – summer and not-summer-yet. It was not-summer-yet, but just barely. I first met Glad on May 10, 2009. I remember because I was trying to make the most of “The end of days.” I called the first two weeks of May that because anybody with any sense (translation, not a tourist or a transplant), didn’t venture out in the Florida sun between 10 a.m. and 5 p.m. from the middle of May to the end of October. Not if they could help it, that is. And with no job at the time, I could help it.
I was determined to get to Sunset Beach early that Sunday. Not just to beat the heat, but the five-dollar fee as well. If I got there before the lot attendant, I could park for free at Caddy’s, my favorite beach bar. Sunset Beach was attractive to me for three reasons. One, it was gorgeous – sugar-white sand and water the color of a fresh robin’s egg. Two, the tourists hadn’t discovered it yet. And three, it was
the only local strip of beach that allowed open containers (aka BYOB alcohol). Caddy’s bar sat right on gorgeous Sunset Beach, sandwiched between a patch of virgin sand dunes and a recently erected, three-story McMansion the color of pumpkin puke.
In stunning contrast to the prissy new house, Caddy’s was pure, relaxed, old-school Florida. To be honest, it wasn’t much more than an old beach shack with a front porch and a rooftop deck scabbed on with bent nails and duct tape. The bottom floor facing the Gulf didn’t even have an exterior wall. If it rained hard or the temperature dropped below 65 degrees, the casual folks at Caddy’s unfurled plastic flaps like tent windows against the inclement weather. But on good days, which were most days, there’d be nothing between Caddy’s tipsy patrons and the turquoise Gulf of Mexico but a hundred feet of blinding, squeaky white sand. Caddy’s fit right in with its laid-back vibe, good food, live music and a full liquor bar. Being a native Floridian, I appreciated that it wasn’t a tiki bar. After all, this was not freaking Hawaii.
When I got to the beach that morning, I’d planned on getting in a stroll before the humidity turned the air to soup, and then the sun heated that soup to steam. I thought about splurging for breakfast at one of Caddy’s picnic tables on the beach afterward. But being a loner (and on a budget as tight as last year’s jeans) I decided against it.
It was Mother’s Day. Not being a mother myself, or having one I was keen to celebrate, I planned to let the day go by as unnoticed as possible. I got lucky and pulled into the lot in time to avoid the attendant. I slipped off my flip-flops and shorts and put them on the floorboard of Shabby Maggie, my 1963 Ford Falcon Sprint convertible. I have to admit, Maggie suited me. Today’s cars all look the same. I couldn’t tell a Prius from a Pontiac to save my life. But older cars had style. With her curvy, Batmobile rear-end, cherry-red upholstery and Wimbledon-white exterior, Maggie was a classic beauty. All the nicks and dents and faded spots reminded her she’d seen better days. Boy, could I relate.
As I reached into the backseat for my beach bag and chair, a loud wolf whistle rang out over the rumble of a diesel engine. I didn’t even waste the energy to look up. Instead, I just shook my head and wondered what desperate soul could find the sight of my flabby ass in bathing suit worth that much effort. I hoisted my beach chair under one arm, hooked my bag over the other and picked my way across the crushed-shell parking lot. As I reached the white picket fence leading out to the beach, I spied an old woman lying on a lounger a good fifty feet from the shoreline. I’d seen her there countless times over the last few months. She was a wiry, leather-skinned old bat who, had I met on the street, I’d have immediately labeled a bag lady. But there at the beach she fit right in. Maybe stripping down to a bathing suit somehow leveled the playing field.
To be honest, she reminded me a lot of my friend Berta, a crusty old psychologist from New York. We’d shared some laughs together in Italy, and she’d helped me get through some tough times in Germany. Before she died, Berta had warned me about making friends with strangers. I hadn’t heeded her advice then, but I was trying to now. I couldn’t afford another disastrous mistake.
The old woman always set up camp near the same wispy clump of sea oats, so it’d been easy to avoid her. That day, however, my luck finally ran out. The wind blew sand in my left eye, and as I fumbled along trying to get it out, I’d wandered blindly within earshot of her.
“Nice toe rings,” she croaked in a scarred, toady voice that perfectly matched her appearance. Sprawled out on a pink, plastic lounger, she reminded me of one of those dried-up frogs you can still find now and then in politically incorrect souvenir shops.
I was running on just one cup of coffee that morning, so it took a moment to realize she was talking to me. I sighed and wiped my eye again. “Thanks,” I said and turned to take a step toward the water, but the old woman wasn’t having it.
“Wanna beer?” she asked as she grinned at me from under a pink Gilligan hat. Her oversized dentures looked clownish, wedged between two wide smears of bright-red lipstick. “It’s Sunday, you know. They ain’t servin’ booze ’til ’leven today.” Her salty-sweet Southern accent had a familiar ring. I’d spent three decades trying to rid myself of one just like it. She tilted her head and motioned toward a small cooler nestled in the sand beside her.
“I’m good.” I forced a smile and gave her a quick once-over. The old lady was one shade up from mahogany and as wrinkled as a linen pantsuit after a high-stakes game of Twister. Her arms and legs looked like four Slim Jims sticking out of a neon green bathing suit. It was the kind of simple, one-piece suit women over forty wear that supports the boobs and hides the belly. I was grateful for her modesty. Freckles and white spots covered her dark arms and legs. The Florida sun hadn’t been kind. She could have been fifty-five or ninety-five. With hard-core beach bums, it was impossible to tell. But given the full-on dentures, I placed her in her late sixties – at the youngest.
“Okie dokie then, have it your way,” Slim Jim said as she watched me carefully from behind black, bug-eyed sunglasses. Her gaze never shifted as she reached instinctively into the cooler, pulled out a can, then cracked the tab on a family-size Fosters. I turned and took another step toward the water when I thought I heard her say, “Fuck you, Kiddo.”
I whirled around to face her. “What?” I asked, thinking I must have heard her wrong.
“Fuck you, Kiddo!” she repeated, flashing her denture-cream smile. She hoisted up the pint-sized beer can between her boney fingers, causing a cadre of costume jewelry to twinkle in the glaring sunlight.
“That’s what I thought you said. Well, fuck you, too,” I replied, tilting my head and cautiously mirroring her ear-to-ear grin. I wasn’t sure if the woman was a bitch or a comedian.
“Love it!” she shot back. “Where you from?”
“Someplace you’ve never heard of.” I turned and took a getaway step toward the shore.
“Try me.”
I sighed and turned back to face her. “Greenville, Florida.”
“No shit!” said the old leatherneck. “I know exactly where that is.”
“You and three other people,” I said. “How on Earth do you know about Greenville?”
“Well, Kiddo, that’s a long story. Used to travel around a lot. I think I’ve been to every two-bit town east of the Mississippi. Sit down and I’ll tell you about it. You don’t look like you’re in no hurry, now. Are you?”
I thought about taking off running, but the heat had zapped my will to flee. Besides, it would have been rude, even for me. So I plopped my bag onto the powdered-sugar sand, unfolded my chair and sat my flabby butt down. So much for a walk. Maybe tomorrow.
She told me her name was Gladys. A dirt-poor Kentucky girl who’d escaped a life of farm labor by marrying a traveling revival preacher named Bobby. “I used Bobby the way he used the Lord – as a ticket out of Nowheresville,” she said. “I got that preacher to marry me by giving him a blowjob so amazing he said it was the first real evidence there truly was a god.” Gladys shook her head slowly and laughed. “It didn’t hurt that back then I was skinny and blonde with boobs the size of cantaloupes!
“After the weddin’ I spent the better part of a decade traveling the country with Bobby, pitching revival tents and per-tendin’ to be the perfect wife. Pious Patty, I called myself. I had to do somethin’ to cope with those dang church people and their mindless jabber over endless, Sunday-go-to-eatin’ buffets of tuna casserole, squash casserole, green-bean casserole and some kind of godawful dessert casserole they called a trifle.”
Between slugs of beer, the old woman explained that staying overnight in random parishioners’ homes was part and parcel of the life of a traveling preacher and his wife. “Even over the dad-burn tedium of pot-shit-out-of-luck dinners, I dreaded havin’ to stay in other people’s houses,” she said. “After a while, I just stashed myself away and per-tended to be what others expected. It was just easier that-a-way.”
“I know what you mean,” I
said absently.
She eyed me dubiously from behind her glasses. “Do you, now? Well, I took it to a whole new level, Kiddo. Started watchin’ soap operas for acting tips, you know? But after a few years starrin’ in The Pious Patty Show, I was bored outta my gourd. That ended one night in Hoboken when I got up to sneak a late-night smoke and ran right into the husband of the house. One look at my nipples poppin’ up through my nightgown caused that man to pop up somethin’ a his own, if you know what I mean.”
I wasn’t sure I wanted to hear what came next, but I was powerless to stop the old lady. She was traveling down memory lane in a train with no brakes.
“I tell you what!” cried the old woman. “I went from Pious Patty to Blowjob Betty before that man knew what hit him! I was kinda surprised how easy the whole affair had gone down. Oh! No pun intended, Kiddo,” she said proudly, without a hint of embarrassment.
I had to hand it to her, Gladys story was interesting. Crude, but entertaining. I relaxed and felt my desire to flee slowly dissipate.
“What’n long before I had my own revival business goin’,” she said with unabashed entrepreneurial pride. “I started savin’ ev’ry dollar BJ Betty earned me. Tucked the cash away in my J.C. Penney jewelry box. Hid the money in the secret compartment under that dancing ballerina. When I’d cashed up to nearly a grand, I was getting’ ready to cash out and leave Bobby’s blow-hard ass behind.”
Gladys took another swig from her Fosters and looked out at the Gulf, her face devoid of emotion. I watched her carefully, glued to my cheap beach chair by a fast-holding mixture of curiosity, disgust and morbid fascination.
“That’s when he told me he’d landed a revival gig at a church in St. Petersburg, Florida. We were in butt-fuck Alabama at the time,” she said. “I remember thinking, ‘What the hell.’ Now, I tell ya, when me and Bobby got to St. Pete, only took me one look to know I’d been right to hang on for one more damn gig.”
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