by Nate Crowley
Home. That immense walled city—its name escaped him—buttressed by coastal cliffs against the permanent siege on its landward side. Unchallenged by sea, provisioned by its fleets, adoring of its fishermen.
He would watch the boats go out, sounding foghorns in farewell, to fetch food for ten million souls from a distant place. From hundreds of miles away; from a black stone gate whose arch stood a mile clear of the waves.
And through the gate? A world of infinite water, bottomless, and teeming with monsters: Ocean.
Memories pooled around the word like blood, swelling from a pinprick.
Ocean’s produce had been everywhere in the city; the great casks of benthocetic tallow that came in from the docks to be rendered, the glass-waxy bows of fishbone as long as girders. But only once in Schneider’s memory had something alive, or at least near to life, made it through the gate.
It had been an autumn morning at Exhibition Plaza; his mother gripping his hand as she clocked—far too late—that the pamphlets had put too rosy a gloss on things.
“It still lives!” the mass-printed scraps had exclaimed, in curlicue font.
And so it lived: a mouth like a half-collapsed tent gaping under weak sunlight, two eyes like hard-boiled yolks glaring sightlessly from pits of bone.
Red and warted and spined, bloated and shapeless on the slab. Accustomed to a life so poor and dark and famished that it barely breathed; lived perpetually on the murky edge of death.
In open air it had gaped, and withered, and swivelled lumpen fins for four days, kept damp with buckets of brine and poked with billhooks when the motion went out of it.
“Too ugly to live, too tough to die,” quipped the barker by the thing’s graveside, pulling down on its lip to expose a half-yard of opal needles.
“Four hundred years old, they say, but will it live another week?” he cried. “Don’t pity it, folks, there’s no putting it back—its swim bladder burst like a bad prophylactic when those brave boys reeled it up!
“Ten irons to put your hand inside—say you’ve been in the belly of a monster!” he had bellowed, using his baton to lift the flap on the monster’s ruptured flank. Thinking back on the sight of that slimy wound, Schneider tasted the memory of the vomit that had rushed up that morning.
It hadn’t been the pain of the thing—or even how horrible it had been to look at—that had made it so frightening. It was like an emissary of hell, an unwelcome intrusion of horror into the city’s heart. One couldn’t look at it and not imagine its home..
Another memory, floating slowly to the surface. There had been a book in the library. An aged bestiary of the commercial fish from Ocean, and a parade of its most frequently-seen monsters. It was old and dust-reeking and tooth-yellow, a brick of dry description, with the occasional plate of something big and blood-streaked hanging from a crane.
Schneider had become consumed with it, looking for that awful thing from his youth as if hoping he had mis-remembered something quite ordinary. He never did find anything exactly like it, but he found plenty worse: the corpse-fish he had witnessed had not been some gruesome deepwater oddity, but just one of a world of lonely, hopeless monsters.
Teeming eels, lampreys, piss-yellow jellies and listless squid. Rafts of spongy, elongate shrimp, clinging together on the surface over bottomless depth. Lost sunfish, ribbon sharks, Jenny Hanivers and haired snakes.
Then there were the cash cows—the huge, sad benthoceti, the ricketfish with their trailing bones, the gasper, the arrostichthys, the trail-eyes in their numberless, blind shoals. All of them big as ships, able to suck in a man like dust, but docile as cattle.
They were prey for devils.
Those were the entries with no photographs or illustrations beyond guesswork scratchings—creatures too big or fierce to ever take a hook without taking a boat too; that lived under epithets rather than binomials. The Big Dark, the Far-Looker, Glasscorpse, Bagthroat.
Schneider shivered at the remembrance of those entries, of the great hungry orbs and maws staring out of the pages, of his mind nagging him to cover them with a palm as he read by candle, to look away from the open windows, even in the heart of the city.
And now he was there among them, a world away from that soft candlelight. He was in Ocean.
Schneider stood on the edge of the ship, wind blowing salt spray into his face from across a nightmare emptiness, and understood that he was in Hell after all.
All his life, Ocean had been practically a fiction. A distant realm, fished by the city’s heroic daughters and sons, brimming with riches beyond measure for those brave enough to face its perils. It was a place you didn’t think about, a shorthand term for ‘far away and nasty,’ a fate with which you idly threatened children.
The bravest and the most reckless went to work the supply boats, and came back with little to say, or never at all. Certainly, nobody said anything about city-ships dowsed in salt rain, where the despairing dead worked as slaves to carve corpses big as tenement blocks for the bellies of the living. Every fish supper Schneider had ever eaten returned to the back of his mouth, cold and mocking.
At that moment, there could have been nothing more welcome than the hand, cold and withered, that Schneider realised had been resting on his shoulder for some time. It was his companion.
He turned and fell into an embrace with the thing, leaning on it, just as it had leaned on him. He wished he could weep as his head sank to rest on its clammy chest, the sucking wound and the rags of a vest. He moaned—utterly without theatre this time—and felt something like relief, rising in a wave of blackness to meet him as consciousness waned.
But oblivion would not come. Hard, salt-slick arms were pushing him away, and that other face—a person’s face, now discernible as something more than a featureless pastiche of meat over bone—was looking straight into his, silently imploring him not to lose the plot.
He tried to find the words to express what he was feeling, tried to summon the words that had started to come back to him, and couldn’t. The fish on its slab had seemed impossible to reconcile to the gay surroundings of his city; now, the thought of home seemed just as impossible here.
The thing shook its head gently, as if excusing him the need to speak—as if it knew all too well what it meant to be lost for words.
With a grip markedly more robust than the weak clinging he had been subjected to back at the flensing yards, his companion turned him round to face the interior of the ship, and pointed a rock-steady finger up, towards the ziggurat of metal that dominated the centre of the floating world.
There, set some way back from the great crane they had passed earlier, was a second tower, more squat than the first, swelling as it rose to loom over the deck with green-glowing windows.
Schneider squinted against his dulled corneas, watched black human shapes move against the inside of the glass, like ornamental placoderms in a foetid aquarium, looking out over the docks with no idea that they themselves were being watched.
The dead thing held him closer, gripped his head to force it into alignment with its pointing finger, expunging any doubt as to what it was indicating.
“Them,” it hissed. “There.”
He understood. That tower, glowing at the top of this deep, horrible world, was where all this was controlled from. That blackness, the dark that came rising like a wall of brine when despair gnawed at his consciousness, came from there. He knew it without question; looking into that green gloaming dragged the darkness over him.
But he could not run from it. He was trapped with it, on this lonely berg of metal above a measureless sea. There were only two options: give up and let the blackness take him under—or find a way to shut it down. With no way to escape, or to retrieve his life, Schneider figured the most worthwhile way to expend his physical form, while it still functioned, would be in trying to stop this happening to anyone else.
Beneath the row of windows where the black figures paced, lights shone on the rusted shell of the tower
and picked out six colossal letters, defiantly announcing the vessel’s name to an uncomprehending night.
TAVUTO
Schneider looked at that word, a hundred times his size, and the memories took no time to smash into the back of his eyes. The Tavuto. The famous flagship. Breadbasket of Ocean. There were other ships out there, barges and gas-harvesters, seiners and supertrawlers, but all of them were footnotes to this legendary hulk.
He had owned a tin model of it as a child; had pushed it across the carpet of his father’s study, making explosion noises as it nudged aside cheap plastic kraken and aspidochelons. He had imagined it crewed by brave men and women, cheerfully facing the devils of the deep with wry smiles and bunched muscles. If only he had known he would end up dead and baffled, trapped on that celebrated titan with who knew how many other walking corpses.
Never meet your heroes, thought Schneider, before the thought was driven out of his head by the scrape of sharp metal on the deck behind him.
Still staring at the black paint of the Tavuto’s name, Schneider froze in place, strained to hear the sound of any further scuttling over the incessant patter of the rain. To his dread, the sound came again, and continued.
Worse yet, he realised, the hand had gone from the side of his head—he was standing alone. Had his companion been taken while he’d been consumed in memory? Panicking, he turned, and saw nothing but darkness around him. The clicking of metal came again, nearer this time, from the shadows.
He was about to call out, when a hiss from the floor caught his attention—his companion was on the deck, dropped like a sack of meat with only its face moving, mouth working desperately to attract his attention. The other corpse twitched its head convulsively to the side, eyes wide, and Schneider wondered what was wrong with it before finally getting the message. “Get down,” it was mouthing.
Letting exhausted legs do what came naturally, Schneider let himself collapse to the deck, limbs falling haphazardly on top of each other, with his face turned towards the other prone body.
Without heartbeats or breaths to count, he had no idea how long he lay there, listening to the falling rain and the distant thunder of the gate. Just when he was thinking of getting to his feet, the scrabbling came again, now only a few yards away.
Then it was on them. It fell like a sodden blanket, a broad disc that rippled at the edges and flexed queasily as metallic, arthropod legs twitched beneath it. A mouth like the puckered sneer of a jack-o’-lantern loomed at Schneider’s face, flanked by black, sightless eyes.
He strained not to move, not to even twitch his eyes, as the vile black pit wavered inches above him. The terrible eye lowered over his own, rimmed by twitching muscle, and blasted cold air over his face. It bore the piercing, ammoniac stench of a sharkmonger’s stall at midsummer, a smell that ate into his sinuses despite the dulling of death.
Because the eye was not an eye, but a nostril. The thing was a stingray—or had been one once. As the ragged, undulating edge of the creature slipped horribly over his flank, its flattened face snuffled obscenely over him, huffing in his scent and blasting back an overpowering necrochemical cocktail.
Without warning, the blind white face swung over to his companion, leaving his face enveloped by the flopping, fish-belly softness of its outer body. Schneider’s instinct was to gag, to flail at the great dead curtain of meat and fight for breathing space, but with his lungs inert, there was little point. All he could do was wait it out, while the metal legs of the thing skittered around his hips and its disc-like immensity flabbered over him. The darkness rose, bringing with it the image of his eight-year-old hand pushing a tin boat across worn carpet, before it enveloped him.
In the end, it was the shaking of a human hand that brought him back. Not human, he reminded himself, as his vision swam sickly back to the sight of a skull papered with grey skin. But human enough. Still fighting to remember what had just happened, Schneider rose and looked around him. He wasn’t sure what it was he dreaded seeing, but there was nothing there but the night and his friend—that was a strange word—beckoning him to follow as it padded backwards along the deck.
“It thought we were dead,” said the corpse, leaving Schneider wondering how much its grin was purely an artefact of decay, before turning into the night. He followed.
CHAPTER
FIVE
HE HAD BEEN out for some time following his encounter with the stingray. The rain had died down to a light drizzle now, and dawn was on its way, grey like the skin of something drowned, without a hint of where the sun might rise.
They had left the Tavuto’s bridge tower some way behind them, its brooding bulk lost in the same mists that swallowed the deck ahead of them. And they were virtually alone—unlike the city-ship’s forward decks, which had teemed with the industry of the dead and their shepherds, this area seemed empty.
To their left, the superstructure of the ship rose in a mountain range of machinery, windowless metal cliffs and vertical jungles of scaffolding. The sprawl of engineering crowded nearly to the edge of the ship, leaving only a strip of deck a hundred yards across, a grey road for them to walk.
Here and there, they came across lone zombies, staggering aimlessly like drunks returning bloodless from all-night revels. Once, they encountered a line of house-sized, chalk-white spider crabs, limbs bound with cable, mouthparts still weakly flickering. As they passed, the cat-sized isopods that seemed to serve as ship’s vermin clicked and squeaked at them from the shadows beneath their vast cousins.
But for the most part, their only company as they hobbled down the side of the Tavuto’s spine were the grey-headed seabirds, dipping from the mist to roost in the foul, shit-crusted interstices of scaffolding and pipework. Schneider wondered idly, as they walked beneath one of the birds’ eyries, whether their hooked beaks were open to the taste of abhuman flesh, but was quick to put the thought out of his head. Being devoured by a bird was hardly the worst thing he could imagine right now.
Eventually, as the sky grew noticeably brighter in the distance, they came to the stern of the ship. The gargantuan central structure ended in a stark abutment of cooling towers and aerial masts, against which blocky sheds and storehouses leaned like foothills, their mouths yawning onto the deck. At its edge was a railing, dark in the predawn mist, and then nothing but the expanse of Ocean. Schneider and his friend said nothing, just walked on towards the edge; while they were still walking, he figured, they wouldn’t have to work out what to do next.
When they reached the rail, rusted and caked with guano, the sun was just beginning to climb into the sky, a sliver of steel nestled in a rare gap in the clouds. All was silent in its cold, sideward glare, a billion wavelets shivering over fathomless depths. None of this water, thought Schneider, would ever touch a shore.
If anything, the obfuscation of night had been a comfort. Being able to see the sheer, grey emptiness of what surrounded the Tavuto made even the incalculable mass of the slave ship seem tiny and fragile. Were he still alive, Schneider would barely have been able to look beyond the deck of the ship for fear, let alone stand on its edge.
It was then that his attention was drawn by a noise out on the water, rising above the rough fizzing of waves against the hull far below. Some way off the stern, a whale was being eaten.
The animal was white, eyeless, something like an elongate sperm whale with gills and a lower jaw trailing thick barbels. A benthocetus; Schneider recognised it from the logo on countless tins of Hedstrom & Sons fish. One of the most commonly fished creatures in Ocean, they swam in lonely pods in the blackness a mile or so down, following the currents in search of squid, balloon crabs, and anything else soft and pelagic.
When they died, their teeming gut flora, running wild in the dark, began to digest their host, filling their bellies with gas and sending them rising slowly to the surface far above. It was said that pods would follow the bodies of their dead as far as they could, until the decrease in water pressure threatened to burst their hea
ds. Eventually the corpses would breach the waves alone, ruptured and wrecked, rolling sightless beneath a sky their distant ancestors had left behind.
This body looked like it had just risen, and already the sharks were upon it. Great whites and sleepers swarmed its belly, the slick wedges of their heads breaking the waves as they scrambled for purchase against thick blubber. More were arriving, visible briefly as grey ovals above the waves as they cruised for a place at the feast. Fins thrashed, raising spray.
“So that’s it,” said Schneider’s friend, their voice a quiet rasp on the breeze. “We can’t walk any further.” The time had come for that difficult conversation. Schneider grunted in acknowledgement, eyes still fixed on the dead whale.
“Where were we going again?” he asked, hoping desperately that a plan had been agreed in that groggy, half-remembered time following their investigation by the stingray.
“I don’t know,” whispered the other corpse, as if surprised by the fact.
“You were leading the way,” said Schneider, without the energy to phrase it as anything more than a statement of fact. Speech came more clearly now, but it was utterly exhausting—nuance was beyond him.
The corpse sighed, wistful in a way that suggested they might have had a plan earlier.
“Maybe, I forgot. Maybe we never had a plan. But it’s quiet here, we can talk. We can make a plan.”
The carcass rolled in the water, disturbed from below by something very large, and tails smacked at the water as the sharks were dislodged.
“Talking,” said Schneider, fighting to stay focused. “We need to talk to other, to other... to the other...”
“Zombies?” offered his companion. Schneider looked over at them and they shared a rustling laugh, his companion’s chest wound foaming mirthfully.
