The Renegades: A Charlie Hood Novel

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by T. Jefferson Parker


  —Do you ever feel like confessing to all this? Just putting it all down, in words or on a tape in your own voice? Not necessarily so anybody could hear it. Just to relieve your soul.

  —No, Terry. I’ve never, ever thought that. Not even for one second.

  “The adrenaline hits me like lightning. I truly cannot believe what Terry is saying, though I hear it very clearly. A confession!

  —You haven’t done that, have you, Terry? Made a tape, or written something down?

  —Maybe.

  —You either have or you haven’t.

  —I haven’t. I was kidding.

  —But Terry, if you were going to confess, how would you do it?

  —DVD. That way it’s me, my voice, my face. My whole visible and audible being. And there wouldn’t be any doubt that I was coerced or framed. It would be the truth. I’d start with Eichrodt and work my way forward.”

  —And what about me, Terry?

  —What about you? You’re my partner, and we did most of this together. I’d take half the blame for Vasquez and Lopes. Just because I didn’t have the balls to shoot him doesn’t mean I’m less guilty than you. But I’d have to include you. This is about truth. You have to put in the whole truth or it’s just another facet of a lie. Right? See what I’m saying?”

  I pour another glass of wine for each of us. Bradley is studying me with new eyes because he now sees that I had one more reason to kill Terry Laws. But he knows I did not kill Terry, because I am not Londell Dwayne, or whoever Hood saw that night. So Bradley is wondering, as is all of L.A., who killed Laws? And why? Of course, I know the answer to both of those questions. And I’ll tell them to Bradley when I think he’s ready to crash through the next wall of truth.

  36

  “Four nights later, a Tuesday, we’re patrolling the desert out of Lancaster substation. It’s cold. I’m still stunned by Terry’s idea of confessing. These are the most dangerous words he’s ever spoken to me. He’s my friend and I’m the only thing standing between him and Herredia. But now I see that I might not be able to save Terry from himself. I feel as if I’ve had a judgeship forced upon me, that Herredia’s prosperity and Laws’s life and my own future have been melted into heavy slag and poured into my lap.

  “I look out at the new strip mall and the off-brand gas station and the young black dude in the lowered red Nissan with the brindle pit bull in the front seat beside him sticking its thick blunt snout into the wind.

  —That’s Londell Dwayne, says Laws.

  —It’s not Londell’s car.

  —I didn’t know he had a dog.

  —He probably just stole them both.

  —That’s what I was thinking.

  “So we follow the red Nissan for two blocks up Twentieth Street, then flash him and hit the siren once and the Nissan cuts across the dusty shoulder and comes to a stop. Laws is out first. He marches to the driver’s side of the Nissan. He’s not moving with his usual hulking amble, but a purposeful stride. I walk around the back of Londell’s car to the passenger side, rest the big four-battery flashlight on my shoulder and aim the beam through the front side window. No passengers except the dog. There are two unopened twelvers of Rainier on the backseat. No other cargo or obvious contraband. Just Londell Dwayne, looking up as he talks to Laws, and the dog looking at me through the glass. It’s bigger than the brindle that tore up Blanco at Hector’s last Friday night. It looks healthy and groomed but parts of its ears are missing and there are old scars on both sides of its muzzle. I turn off the flashlight and watch Laws over the roof of the car.

  —Nice ride, Londell. Where did you steal it?

  —This car is a loaner, my man. Lattie’s friend’s brother.

  —Let’s see the paper and your license.

  “I watch Londell dig out a wallet and hand his license to Laws. Then he reaches across to the glove box and I pop the holster strap and set my hand on the butt of my gun. The pit bull shifts its front feet and what’s left of its ears seem to stiffen. Londell looks up at me with his usual sleepy wiseass expression, then opens the glove box and fishes around for the registration slip, and hands it over to Terry.

  —Tell me about Lattie’s friend, says Laws.

  —His name is Keeshawn and he’s a good dude. Keeshawn’s visiting from L.A. He lent me this ride so I could get us some beer. You will find that exhibit in the seat behind me, not getting colder, by the way.

  —Whose dog is this?

  —My dog, rescued from bad people and now living the good life in beautiful Antelope Valley.

  —What’s the dog’s name?”

  —She a bitch, not a dog. And her name is Delilah.

  —So that makes you Samson?

  —That is not the connotation. She’s beautiful and desired by other pit bulls. It’s got nothing to do with me.

  —Step out of the car, Londell.

  —Yes, sir, Mr. Lawman.

  “I watch Londell climb out of the little car, and I see that the dog is eager to follow him, but she holds herself in check. She leans toward the now empty driver’s seat, tail wagging hopefully. The door slams and the dog climbs into the driver’s seat and watches her master. I wait until Laws has Dwayne up against the car before I walk back to our unit and call in the plates. I watch Laws and Dwayne bathed in the cruiser headlights. Their figures are exaggerated by the lights and the shadows cast beyond them. They look like stage actors illuminated from below. Dwayne is slender and of medium height, but he looks huge in the bright lights.

  “I see Laws, steadying Dwayne’s back with one hand and running his other hand down Londell’s rib cage. Then Terry switches hands and sides. He reaches around under Dwayne’s sweatshirt, at the waistband of his baggies. Then all of a sudden, Laws hops back with a gun in his raised right hand, then hops back again, quickly out of range in case Dwayne turns and lunges for it.

  —Londell? Homes! What is this?

  —That’s my hundred percent legal, twenty-five-caliber semiautomatic self-defender I got at a gun show at the fairgrounds.

  —But you concealed it. That’s against the law. Makes me think you might want to use it on my partner or me.

  “The plate check comes through, so I hook the radio handset back in its cradle, and walk back to the Nissan.

  —Hot ride, I say.

  —No! You cannot make a case against Keeshawn owning this car! It cannot be!

  “Laws hands the gun to me. Then he cuffs and Mirandizes Londell, and spins him roughly around. The sudden movement sends the dog growling. It’s a scary sound. I can see her breath against the window glass. Her jaw muscles ripple into chevrons and her ears go flat to her head.

  —You fight that dog, Londell? asks Terry.

  —No way! She’s my beauty girl. She’s no fighter.

  —I think you’re lying. I think you fight her to make money. Look, she’s chewed up.

  —She’s chewed up because she used to fight. She never been in a fight ring since I got her. Never.

  —I’ll bet you breed her for it, too. To make more dogs you can fight with, make more money.

  —If I ever made one dollar off Delilah I request that you show it to me.

  —I got a fighting dog at home, says Terry. I rescued him from the pit. I’ve seen people shot and stabbed, but you know what? Most every one of them either asked for it or deserved it. But that little dog of mine, just about ripped apart? He didn’t ask for any part of it.

  —You arrest me, what’s going to happen to my dog?

  —You don’t deserve that dog.

  —Deputy, things regarding Delilah can seriously piss me off. She’s the one part of me you shouldn’t mess with.

  —I’ll take care of her.

  —No, man! No you won’t! You think she’s a fighter and she isn’t. You leave Delilah alone.

  —Or what, Londell?

  —Or I’ll smoke your white ass.

  —You just threatened a police officer, Londell.

  —I sure did, Deputy Lawma
n.

  “Laws yanks Dwayne away from the Nissan and toward the cruiser. Skinny Londell looks like a straw man in Laws’s grip. Delilah bares her teeth and her lips quiver and her only sound now is a soft, guttural rumble. I hold open the left rear cruiser door and Laws shoves Londell in. Dwayne can’t move his arms, so he pitches forward and hits his head on the steel protection screen. When he rights himself and looks at us, I see on his face a powerful desire for violence. It surprises me. I can see that whatever Dwayne is thinking, he would do it. He has fully given himself over to the idea of it.

  “The jail transport unit shows up ten minutes later and two deputies move Londell out of the cruiser and into the transport van. And while he makes that walk, Dwayne gives Laws a long killah stare. He’s got a deputy clamped to each arm. He’s singing something to himself and shuffling his feet and weaving and bobbing his shoulders like a boxer entering the ring but his hands are still pinned tight behind his back and his black eyes never leave Terry. I was impressed by this. Very impressed.”

  “But why?” asks Bradley. “There’s nothing impressive about fury.”

  “Because I’ve never been truly angry at anybody in my life. Not angry enough to do what Londell wanted to do. To me, anger had always seemed a primitive and distracting emotion. But to witness it untethered and wild, as in Londell, gave me a new respect for its power. And all of this anger, because of a dog!”

  “I understand the anger,” says Bradley. “It’s a simple reaction. Like ripples in a pond when you throw in a rock.”

  “Then you probably believe that Londell murdered Terry.”

  “Of course he did. The description in the papers was Londell. Right down to the Tigers hoodie. He had motive, motive enough to impress you.”

  I smile and relight my cigar and signal the waitress. I order a bottle of Napa Valley Claret that I’ve had before.

  “Of course, Animal Services arrives and they can’t figure out how to get a furious pit bull out of a car. Delilah is snarling and snapping at them—dogs know the true enemy when they see him. There’s a black dog catcher and a white one. They have a noose and a tranquilizer gun. White says if one of them cracks a door and tries to lower a window for the noose or the gun, the dog is going to chew his arm off. Black says if they break a window the dog’s going to run away and get hit by a car or bite someone, or maybe both. White says they could tow the car to impound and take it in the high bay and close the bay doors, then break the window and the dog couldn’t run off.

  —I’ll take care of the dog, says Laws.

  —How? asks Black.

  —You guys just piss her off. Beat it. I’ll take care of this animal.

  —We’ve got a job to do here, says White. We’re trained to do it.

  —Clear out, ordered Laws. Do it now.

  “When those clowns are gone, we go get Terry’s truck at headquarters and then head back to Londell’s Nissan. The dog is sitting in the driver’s seat, watching us. We stand a few feet away and wait awhile; Terry says Delilah needs a few minutes to get used to us. Then Terry goes to the car and reaches for the driver’s door. The dog hops over the center console and settles neatly in the passenger seat, and Terry gets in.

  “He shuts the door and starts talking in a deep and calm voice. I can’t hear the words. Terry talks on and on, like he’s telling the dog the details of a baseball game or the Dow Jones. A moment later he gets out of the car, steps back and kneels down and claps his hands once softly. Then Laws says, Come on, honey, and he claps his hands again and Delilah bows her head and wags her tail and climbs into the driver’s seat, then, very ladylike, she steps down into the dirt and goes to Terry. He doesn’t touch her. He stands and walks to his truck with the dog following, and he opens the passenger seat like she’s his date, and he taps on the front seat and Delilah jumps in. Terry comes over to the unit and stands with me, and the dog watches him. A few minutes later our tow truck angles off the road and stops. The driver gets out to size up the Nissan.

  —What are you going to do with the dog, Terry?

  —Take her home.

  —She should be at the pound.

  —She’s better off with me.

  —What if something happens to her on your watch? Londell threatened you. He’s crazy enough to do something.

  —Don’t worry about Londell. He’ll appreciate this when he cools down.

  —If he cools down.

  “We lean against our prowl car and watch the tow truck driver hoist the Nissan onto the ramp, then raise the ramp and the car onto the back of the truck. Finally the heavy contraption roars slowly onto Twentieth Street and we’re alone on the dark edge of town.

  —I did it and it’s over and I feel better, says Terry.

  —You did what?

  —I told the truth. All of it.

  —This talk of confession doesn’t amuse me, Terry. It goddamned bothers me is what it does.

  —I walked out into the hills a few nights ago and I told the sky, Coleman. That’s all. It needed to be said.

  —Did you record it?

  —No.

  —Was Laurel with you?

  —Of course not.

  —Was anyone?

  —Yeah. God himself was there. His Son was there and the Holy Ghost, too. It’s okay, Coleman. The truth has been told. The past has no power over me now. I’m free.

  —Terry.

  —What?

  —Nothing.

  —I’ll never do anything like that again.

  “For a while we stay there, leaning against the cruiser, me with my arms crossed and Laws with his hands folded together in front of him. We both look up at the stars.

  —Shift is about over, Terry.

  —See you back at the station, Cole.

  “I watch Laws’s truck bounce onto Twentieth Street. I feel betrayed and alone and empty. I walk into the desert a few hundred yards, out where the streetlights and strip mall lights mean almost nothing, and I wonder how one man can look at the sky and stars and see God, and another sees only sky and stars.

  “Who was the fool there—Terry or me? Both of us? All I could really say was that I had badly misread Laws. The same square-jawed decency that had made it possible for Terry to carry on a secret criminal life had grown into weakness, shame, guilt, and a craving for penance and forgiveness. Terry’s weakness had led him to God instead of the Devil. This had surprised me. I had been wrong.”

  “THREE HOURS LATER, son of a bitch if Terry doesn’t call, just as I’m turning onto Laguna Canyon Road. I know why he’s calling even before he speaks. I know what he’s going to say.

  —She got away, says Laws.

  —Of course she did, Terry. That’s what scared dogs do.

  —We were fine all the way to my house. I parked in the driveway. Blanco was barking from inside. Delilah heard it and she bristled up like she was being dropped into the pit. She went for my arm. It really hurts. Deep punctures and the skin is light purple and green already. I got her off and she hit the ground running. Way into the hills. Laurel got a dish towel around my arm and I got my flashlight and went after Delilah. It’s black up there, man. I couldn’t find her. I heard the coyotes yapping. That’s going to be one helluva fight if they attack her.”

  —Use lots of rubbing alcohol, Terry. Really get it clean.

  —Laurel scrubbed it out like a stained coffee cup. Goddamn, it hurts.

  —Okay, Terry, don’t worry. We’re going to figure it out.

  —I’m not worried about Dwayne. But I am worried about Delilah.

  —Don’t worry about Dwayne or Delilah.

  —And, Coleman, what I said? About what I did in the hills a few nights ago? I’ll never do anything like that again.

  —You’ve told me twice that you won’t do it again. Why twice, Terry?

  —It helps me believe in myself.

  “So, Bradley, there I am, talking to a partner who must repeat himself in order to believe in himself. This is the partner I’ve chosen. I feel
as if I have a thousand pounds of rusted iron inside me. For a moment I think about cashing out, just selling the properties and disappearing to Fort Lauderdale or Dallas or Boulder. But you know something? I’m a native son, born in this great state, and I didn’t want to surrender my turf to Terry Laws or El fucking Tigre or anybody else. I belong here. Here is where I’m going to live and die.

  —Take care of your arm, Terry.

  —I’m thinking I might have to miss El Do this Friday. Because of the bite. And miss some patrol shifts for a while.

  —Come back when you’re ready. I can cover you south of the border.

  —Can you cover me for two or maybe three Fridays?

  —Okay.

  —And all the rest of them, after that? You wouldn’t have to split anything with me ever again! No. I’m kidding. That’s some other guy talking. You know the real me. You know what I’m made of, Cole.

  —Yes, I do.

  37

  Friday evening—time to go fishing, time to build a dream—was cool and eager to be dark. A cold Aleutian storm was set to hit by midnight and the air felt brittle.

  Hood followed Draper’s M5 east on Venice Boulevard to the 10 to the 5 to the 710, the same route as before into the heart of Cudahy and Hector Avalos’s former kingdom.

  Again he parked well away from the warehouse. He settled into the seat of his rented Charger and watched the stationary, unflashing red X on the laptop map. Evening turned to night without a sunset, just a failure of light behind the advancing clouds.

  Ninety minutes after he parked, the X started flashing again and a moment later Draper’s car crossed the avenue a block ahead. Hood waited, then followed him to Interstate 5, the same way he’d gone before.

  The Friday night traffic was light into Orange County. There was no accident this time, so they sailed through Santa Ana and down into Irvine and past Laguna, invisibly linked. Draper exited on Palizada in San Clemente, just as he had the last time, and he drove through the same fast-food place, and for all Hood knew he got the same thing to eat.

 

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