‘Stop looking, it’s creepy,’ I protested and crossed my legs and tried to fold my arms across my heaving bosoms.
‘Bit late trying to cover up now, I’ve seen it all. Well not quite, but I’d like to if you’re looking for company.’
‘No, I’m not, thank you very much! Gabe’s here.’
‘Still can’t believe you two come here, I was shocked when Lexi told me.’
‘O God, tell me Lexi’s not here too,’ I groaned. I hadn’t told her we were coming here, just that we were going to a dress up party. Sam shifted on his feet uncomfortably and I gasped. Of course she wasn’t here, she’d told me that he was in Germany tonight. ‘Sam!’
‘What? We have an open relationship. I fancied something a bit different tonight.’
‘Surely an open relationship is one where both are in the know about the other having sex with another person, or where one doesn’t lie about one’s whereabouts? She thinks you’re in Germany. That’s unacceptable.’
‘We’re not a couple Mia,’ he shot back. I glared at him and put my hands on my hips.
‘No, you’re not, but if you don’t want to see her you should be honest and say “Sorry Lex, not tonight I’m seeing someone else.”’
‘Don’t glare at me and stand like that, it’s damn hot and I already want you. How about it babe, you, me, and Gabe? One at each end?’
‘You’re coming so close to being slapped, Sam,’ I hissed.
‘I like being bossed around and slapped,’ he winked.
‘Don’t bloody tempt me. Do you know that she’s stopped sleeping with other people?’
‘I didn’t ask her to,’ he shrugged.
‘It’s been nearly two years Sam, two years of regular sex. You didn’t think she’d start to develop feelings for you? She’s not one of your one night stand groupies and you know it, or you wouldn’t keep coming back for more.’
‘Fine, alright, I really care about her, we have a great time sexually, and when we’re not having sex too, but I don’t want any more. I have women throwing themselves at me on an hourly basis, I don’t want a relationship. If I want to fuck someone else I will and if Lexi doesn’t like that well that’s her problem, I’ve been upfront from the start.’
‘You’ve not been upfront, upfront doesn’t include lying saying you’re out of the country. Upfront is “I don’t want to be with you tonight Lexi, I want to go to a sex club to find someone else to fuck.” Do you know how upset she’ll be to hear that not only did you lie to her, but you’re hitting on me? Again.’
‘O come on, you know I’ve wanted you from the start, so did she and she doesn’t have a problem with it, she’s laid back and cool.’
‘She wants you to think she’s laid back and cool, trust me, I know her a lot better than you ever will Sam, and I won’t let you do this to her.’
‘Meaning?’ he glared back at me and mirrored my pose.
‘You tell her you lied and that you were here tonight, or I will.’
‘You wouldn’t, she’d never forgive you for screwing this up. I treat her well when we’re together, buy her gifts, take her to nice restaurants.’
‘She’s deeper than you give her credit for, tell her before I get home tomorrow night, or I will, Sam.’
‘Mia, what the hell’s going on?’ asked Gabe as he strode up behind Sam, concerned laced through his voice.
‘Nothing, some arsehole just propositioned me,’ I replied as I looked back at Sam.
‘You’re welcome Gabe, I stepped in and helped her.’
‘Sam?’ he uttered, amazed, as he drew level.
‘I was talking about you,’ I objected with a shove of Sam’s shoulder before I grabbed Gabe’s hand. ‘Tomorrow night. I’m not bloody joking.’
‘Weren’t you supposed to be in Germany?’ Gabe asked over his shoulder as I dragged him out of earshot and pulled up. ‘Ok first, what the hell’s going on? Why’s Sam here and why are you so mad? And second, Jesus Christ, what the fuck are you wearing? I’ve been hard from the minute you walked in.’
‘You really like it?’ I asked as I smiled at him. In my heels I was level with him. I grabbed my pony tail and pulled it, as I cocked my head and one knee.
‘Mia,’ he growled and yanked me to him by the waist. I quivered as he ran his tongue up my neck, tasting me. ‘I fucking love it.’
‘Excellent, Sir. I aim to please.’
‘Sir? Are you trying to tell me that you don’t want vanilla tonight?’ he murmured as he lightly kissed my make me soak my knickers spot on my neck.
‘I want whatever you want tonight, Sir.’
‘God damn it, Mia, I love you,’ he responded with a territorial bite and suck on the crook of my neck. I clasped his biceps as I sagged against his chest. ‘So before we go and test out your capacity for kink tonight, what the hell was going on with Sam?’
‘Don’t bring me down,’ I sighed as I ran my finger along the hair line of his neck and nibbled his ear.
‘Sir is ordering you to tell him.’
‘He lied to Lexi and said he was in Germany because he wanted to come here and fuck someone else. I told him lying about it was unacceptable and if he didn’t tell her by tomorrow night, I would.’
‘Do you think that’s wise?’ Gabe asked as he straightened up.
‘O God,’ I groaned. I’d not really taken much notice of his face with all my righteous Sam rage. ‘You look so hot in that masque.’
‘You like?’ he asked and I saw an eyebrow cock over it.
‘I fucking love it,’ I giggled echoing his words. I traced the edges of his lips with my finger and he quickly captured it between his teeth and sucked. ‘Stop, stop. My knickers are already wet enough.’
‘Why?’ he shot back.
‘Imagining meeting you and your reaction to my outfit.’
‘Not the tall man chatting to you for ages at the bar?’
‘You were looking,’ I smiled. ‘No, it was the short Ompa lompa. That fake tan and comb over had me come on the spot.’
‘He’d be great for giving oral while you were standing up in those boots. You could rest your vodka cranberry on his head while he was at it.’
‘Stop,’ I laughed with a shove of his shoulder. ‘How close by were you?’
‘Close enough, Lillette.’
‘You heard that?’ I groaned.
‘I’m amazed you didn’t hear me chuckling. So how wet are we talking?’
‘Incredibly. I love the idea of you being aggressive with me.’
‘Let’s start now then.’
‘The doors haven’t opened.’
‘Doesn’t deter anyone else,’ he replied with a flick of his head to where a woman was on her knees blowing off a guy with a small crowd gathering.
‘What about Sam?’ I warned. ‘I don’t like the idea of him seeing you touching me.’
‘He’s distracted. Who do you think’s getting head over there?’ he laughed.
‘No,’ I uttered and looked back to see sure enough it was Sam, without his masque. Of course he wouldn’t want his face covered, that would lessen his odds of pulling if no one knew he was Sam of Nevada 6. ‘I could bloody kill him.’
‘Later, you and I have business to attend to, Mrs. Austin,’ he whispered in my ear. He shoved a knee between mine to prise my legs slightly apart, and holding onto me with one arm around my waist he quickly slid his hand down into my knickers.
‘Gabe,’ I gasped as I looked around. We were surrounded, this wasn’t the discretion of Fazeleys nightclub back home, we were in the middle of the room.
‘You’re right, you’re very wet,’ he groaned as he slipped over my clit. ‘And from now on it’s, Sir,’ he advised. He thrust his tongue in my mouth before I had a chance to object any further and I whimpered as his fast fingers worked on me expertly. My nails dug into his white shirt, clawing at his firm biceps, the feeling of his masque rubbing against my forehead and eyebrows, alien. I managed to pull my head away and let out a loud groan
. ‘Open your eyes, Mia. I want them open at all times, understood?’
‘Yes, Gabe.’
‘Yes what?’ he hissed as he released my waist and smacked me firmly. My eyes went wide, he was masturbating me in public, making me watch and spanking me? Everything contracted as I realised I was even more turned on.
‘Yes, Sir. I’m very sorry, Sir. It won’t happen again, Sir.’
‘Good girl,’ he smiled and I saw his blue eyes sparkling as he watched me go slack jawed when his fingers pressed against me firmly.
‘Ahhhh,’ I whimpered and bit my lip to keep the noise down. I looked around me quickly, no one seemed to even be bothered except … there was a couple with their arms around each other’s waists, watching my face. ‘Sir? I’m being watched,’ I whispered as I clenched, trying desperately to stop the sensations of pleasure rippling up through my body.
‘I thought that was the whole idea for us being here, baby. You want me to stop?’
‘Yes … no. I mean … yes. No, I mean no,’ I mewled as my legs began to tremble.
‘I want you to look at the people watching you, Mia. Look into their eyes as you come for me.’
‘Ga … Sir, please, no.’ I looked at him mortified, someone sneakily watching was one thing, making me watch them, watching me, was totally another.
‘You can say “I quit” if you want to, baby,’ he replied as he kissed me, his tongue gently flickering against mine and I sagged even more, his hips and the arm around my waist were the only things holding me up right now. ‘A. Quit or B. Watch them enjoying seeing you come for me.’
‘Multiple choice always has four options, Sir,’ I replied. ‘A, B, C or … O shit … D.’
‘Well, I don’t offer a C or an “O shit D,”’ he chuckled. ‘A or B, Mia?’ he suddenly stopped moving his fingers, leaving me hanging and I swore at him as I narrowed my eyes. I saw his masque shift and knew he was raising both of his eyebrows.
‘B,’ I whispered.
‘I’m sorry, I need that in full plain English,’ he smirked. I scowled at him.
‘B. I will watch them enjoying seeing me come for you. SIR,’ I hissed.
‘Excellent. You’re a very quick study. Eye contact and then I recommence.’
‘I hate you, Sir.’
‘No you don’t,’ he whispered as he kissed my neck. ‘You love me, don’t you?’ I nodded as he pulled his head back awaiting my response and then nodded toward the other couple who still had their eyes fixed on Gabe’s hand down my knickers. Thank God they weren’t looking at my face. Gabe started caressing me again, light strokes, firm strokes, circling, flicking, changing direction until I was in a spin not knowing what was coming next. I took in a sharp inhalation as the man suddenly looked up and met my gaze and smiled. I bit my lower lip and felt myself getting wetter and heard Gabe make a grunt of approval as he leaned in and kissed my ear. ‘Good girl, he’s gone hard looking at you, baby, he has an erection for you and she’s gone all pink in the face. They’re turned on watching you pant for me. And you’re turned on too, aren’t you?’
‘Yes,’ I cried as my breathing spiralled out of control. The man reached down to grasp his wife’s hand and put it on his erection and she quickly unzipped him and let him fall out. He said something to her and she nodded, dropped to her knees and started to suck, all the while he kept watching my face. ‘It’s too much, it’s … too much,’ I moaned as I saw some other people turn to look.
‘Do you quit?’ I could tell from his voice that he was concerned that he was making me do something against my will, if I said yes, I knew that he’d stop right away.
‘No,’ said firmly and let my cheek fall on his shoulder as I sobbed my way to an intense orgasm as the other man watched. He grabbed the back of his wife’s head and thrust deeply into her mouth and let out a loud grunt. Gabe slid his hand out of my knickers and made me suck his fingers clean while people watched and nodded their approval. ‘I feel kind of dirty,’ I whispered as I lifted my head and looked up at him.
‘In a bad or good way?’
‘Both.’ I jumped as the gong sounded behind me and the chatter in the room dimmed.
‘We can go home, go to a private room, or … or go to the public room.’
‘What do you want to do?’
‘Whatever you want to do.’
‘That’s not an answer.’
‘You haven’t given me one.’
‘You go first,’ I begged.
‘Ok, follow me.’ He grabbed my hand and surprised me by leading me to the bar. ‘Can I have a piece of paper and two pens?’ he asked the barman as he ordered us both some water.
‘What are you doing?’
‘We’re both going to write down what we want to do, honestly. No writing what we think the other wants to do, what we want to do and if we match, no problem.’
‘What if we don’t?’
‘We discuss it and we’re not offended at whatever the other has written. Deal?’
‘Ok, deal,’ I nodded. I could go with that. I mulled over in my head what I wanted. He wanted the public sex, I was sure of it, after all he’d just encouraged me to do that, and he’d paid money for us to be here. I sort of liked the idea, but didn’t like the thought of others seeing my privates on display. Breasts I wasn’t so bothered about, but down there was intimate. That should be for Gabe only. He ripped the paper in two and slid a piece to me with a pen and turned his back as he scribbled. I started writing too. Public. On the condition that I keep my knickers on as I don’t want anyone but you seeing me down there. I’m yours, no one else’s and I don’t want anyone touching me or touching you for the same reason. We’re married with a healthy curiosity, not swingers.
‘Jesus, have you written War and Peace?’ he uttered as I turned to face him.
‘No,’ I giggled. ‘So how do we do this? One at a time or swap and read each other’s?’
‘Swap, then discuss.’
‘Ok.’ I slid my folded piece of paper to him and he did the same and we watched each other as we picked them up. I tore my eyes away and unfolded his and my heart sank as I read the single word written on it. Home. I felt my eyes fill up with tears of confusion and looked up at him. His eyes seemed to be scanning my words again and again and he slowly lifted his masque off and set it on the bar.
‘You really want to do this?’ he asked quietly.
‘I … I thought you did!’ I replied as I looked into his eyes.
‘So this isn’t you saying what you want? You’ve not been honest like we agreed?’ he frowned.
‘I have, but now I’m all confused. You just encouraged me to come in front of another couple. You brought us here last time because you wanted me to have a chance to try out a fantasy. I’ve kind of come around to the idea because I thought you wanted it too, now you go and say you want to go home, making me feel like a complete shit.’
‘I told you from the start that I didn’t need this, it was to make you happy and you didn’t seem very happy when I just did that to you. I felt like a shit for pushing you, so I thought going home would make us both happy,’ he replied as he palmed my face. ‘I have to admit I wasn’t thrilled when I saw the word “Public” as I opened the paper, but I love what you put afterwards.’
‘You did?’
‘If you’d just put public I don’t know if I could have handled that, Mia. Not seeing another man looking at your body completely naked, not knowing if you really wanted him to come and touch you, or to join in. Saying that we’re off limits to other people means the world to me. I’ll do it if you want, but I want you to stay in your outfit, I don’t want anyone seeing you naked. Deal?’
‘Deal,’ I nodded with a nervous gulp. It was one thing fantasising, another actually doing it. I still wasn’t sure if I’d even be able to go through with it. He kissed me tenderly, letting me know it wasn’t all about getting off, reminding me that we had an unbreakable, monogamous bond. Like I’d written, this was just curiosity. He held out his hand
and I laced my fingers tightly in his and we made our way to the lifts. We were silent on the way up and started walking around the noise filled public room. ‘Can we watch someone first, I feel a bit tense and nervous,’ I whispered as I kissed his neck.
‘Sure,’ he smiled. ‘We’ll walk around and you tug my hand when you find something you like.’
‘Or something you like, Sir.’
‘I like it when you call me that.’
‘I had noticed,’ I smiled. ‘You’re like a mini Dom.’
‘I may be a mini Dom in terms of BDSM, but a maxi Dom in terms of cock, baby,’ he winked.
‘You are,’ I giggled.
‘I’m loving the collar, I may just lead you around by it.’
‘It was your Christmas present, to show you that you own me, but we were too busy arguing to swap gifts,’ I replied as I looked down at the floor.
‘Hey.’ He stopped and pulled on my ponytail, lifting my face up to meet his gaze. ‘I hated that we argued, and at your favourite time of year too. I’m so sorry that I pressured you. You’re right, I have no idea how much pain you’re in when you’re on and while our baby was as much of a loss to me, I understand that there’s probably a closer bond with it for you because you carried it. No more pressure, if you need time back on the pill, then go back on the pill. I’ll wait. I love you.’
‘Thank you,’ I whispered. ‘I love you too.’ I reached up and pulled his face to mine and kissed him with as much feeling as I could muster. Letting him feel all the love in my heart. I felt him swell against my hip as he pulled me closer. We broke apart and laughed as we heard someone behind us having an orgasm and screaming “Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah,” with perfectly timed beats between. ‘Wow, I sort of feel like I’m missing out on orgasm catch phrases,’ I smiled and he shook his head and reached down for the padlock around my neck, winked and tugged it.
I let him lead me around the room and pulled on his shirt as I cocked my head to look at a bed with four people on it. They were all on their sides, forming a circle. A guy eating out a girl, who was sucking off the other guy, who was eating out the other girl, who was sucking off the original guy. It was like a production line of orgasms in the making. He tugged me gently on and we continued, raising eyebrows at each other as we watched a girl lying on her back. She had one guy under her, fucking her backside, another on top going at her pussy, she had one cock in each hand and another in her mouth. It wasn’t something I’d like to do, but she seemed seriously happy and it did bump start my arousal again. I nudged Gabe and nodded over to a small bed that was vacant, he nodded and we walked over to it.
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