It was nothing to how pissed the Martians were. The deaths seemed to have united my countrymen... and words like that were being used now. Countrymen! And countrywomen! Resisters, comrades in arms, patriots! Martians! Down with the Earth invaders! What had been a mutter of discontent had become a roar of revolution.
All the deaths had been what the military calls "collateral damage." Meaning that nobody was actually shooting at us, we had been killed by stray missiles and crashing spaceships. Try telling that to the loved ones of the "collateral casualties." One firebrand had this to say about it: "Tell 'em to cram their collateral up their asses. It was murder, plain and fucking simple!" Roar of applause.
I was sad to be missing it all.
We saw Mom on a podium, one of a group of people gathered at a mass rally, and I thought I spotted Mr. Redmond. If any of us had been taken prisoner again I'm sure somebody would have mentioned it. They knew now where Jubal was... to within about a hundred million miles. They knew that he had fled with me and Evangeline because they had chased us.
Then we all vanished, dropped off the screen. And we had to stay vanished, at least until we decided what to do. We longed to call in to our families and tell them we were okay, but we had to maintain radio silence. Radar was unlikely to find us, but there was no better way to give away our location than to send out a message.
So... surrender, or... what?
Travis was beside himself with frustration.
"God... sorry, Jubal. People, we have one of the most powerful, effective weapons ever invented. And I don't know how –"
"I didn't want to make no weapon, me," Jubal said, morosely.
"I know you didn't, cher, but ever since humans picked up a tree branch to whack a saber-toothed tiger on the snout, just about anything anybody's ever invented can be used as a weapon. And sometimes you have to fight, Jubal! I know you don't like it. But believe me, if they get their hands on you again, the power that you've unleashed will be in the hands of people who will set up a dictatorship more powerful than anything the world has ever seen."
"So what would we do if we kept Jubal and his secrets?" Evangeline asked.
"Set up the most powerful dictatorship the world has ever seen," Travis said. "But run by people who don't want to hurt anybody."
"You?" she asked.
He gave her a sour look.
"Evangeline, if I wanted the job I could have had it before you were ever born. We worked long and hard to come up with an institution where no one nation or company could control all that power. It worked for twenty years."
"Stopped workin' when I busted out," Jubal said.
"Would have one day, anyway," Travis assured him. Jubal didn't look convinced. I wasn't, either, frankly, but I was withholding judgment on that. What Jubal had attempted, in his fumbling way, was to take the power away from everybody. That would have thrown the economy of Earth into a tailspin, no question, but it wouldn't have been as bad as the tsunami, and his intent was to prevent more of those. Jubal can only think of one thing at a time, and when it's not physics, he doesn't always hit the ball out of the park.
Should he have left? Probably not. But he did, and we had to deal with it. There had to be a way to do it that didn't involve handing him to these powerful interests who were willing to invade and kill to get him. But how?
"If not you... who?" Evangeline pressed on.
"I don't know. But this is our only opportunity."
"Pretty slim one," I said.
"Yeah, but it's all we have. Let's go through it again."
Evangeline groaned, and Jubal just sat there, staring at his hands.
Here was the problem:
We had the most powerful spaceship that had ever been built, because it was the only one ever built with a primary Squeezer machine in it. Jubal had installed it on the sly when Travis landed it in the Falklands shortly after it was commissioned. The thing people kept forgetting was that a Squeezer wasn't a big device. The first one fit in your fist. The one Jubal installed on the Second Amendment was even smaller.
Travis said it was like a World War II battleship going up against the Spanish Armada, but that didn't work for me. If we engaged the enemy, if we went into battle around the Earth or around Mars or anywhere else, we could slaughter them if they came at us one at a time, like the endless chumps in a Kung Fu movie who patiently wait their turn to take on the hero. But they wouldn't come that way. They'd come in masses, and even though we could program the computer to take them out at a pretty good rate, they could stand off millions of miles and fire a virtually unlimited number of missiles at us. We'd be bound to miss one of them. And when they saw how the fight was going, they could fire nuclear missiles. Oh, yes, there were still plenty of those around. With a nuke, you didn't even have to come very close. Anything within a few miles, the shock wave would kill us.
So hiding was out. Combat was out. What was left?
We didn't think of a thing. We decided to sleep on it again.
I sneaked into Evangeline's room again that night and we got naked, as usual, and into bed, as usual, and petted, as usual. But eventually we both admitted we didn't really want to make love, for once. There was just too much to think about. Instead we cuddled, and I learned that, sometimes, that can be more comforting and intimate than actual lovemaking. We couldn't seem to get close enough, we wanted to get inside each other's skin. I think it was that night, not all the previous nights of hot and heavy sex, that made me sure at last that I was in love with her. Lying there on my back with her face nestled against my neck, her breasts squeezed against my body, one smooth and soft-skinned and muscular leg thrown across me, feeling her sweet little toes stroking my calf... it was the only place in the universe I wanted to be.
I think we may have stayed that way for as much as an hour, shifting position once in a while, not saying a word, exploring each other with our hands. And suddenly we did want to make love, and it was long and slow and gentle. When we were done Evangeline got up and lit a candle and set it on the head of the bed, and I watched her in the golden glow as she rummaged in the pocket of her space suit on the floor and came up with a pipe and a bag of Phobos Red. She sat beside me, legs folded in lotus position, and lit up, then passed it to me. She held it in a long time while I smoked, then released a slow breath.
"It always helps me think," she said. "We're gonna need to think real good if we're gonna figure out how to save civilization as we know it."
We looked at each other for a moment, then burst out in a fit of giggles.
"Right," she said, when it subsided. "Like that's gonna happen."
"So we have three choices," I said. "We make a stand of some sort, we run away and hide, or we surrender."
"Fight, flee, or fuggedaboutit," she summed up.
"Is that really all we can do?"
"Well... one of my teachers was always saying 'Think outside the box, class. Think outside the box. The best solutions are the ones that sound crazy when you first think of them.' I always thought she was full of shit. But we've pretty much decided that fighting is just suicide, hiding is impossible..."
"And surrender is unacceptable."
"I'm with you there."
"So what other alternatives are there? Come on, let's think outside the box."
We did, for five minutes or so, punctuated by regular fits of giggles. It was very good stuff.
"Okay, okay, get serious here," she said, patting the air with her hands. "This is the most serious decision we're ever likely to make. There has to be something else."
More silence.
"Well... we could demand that they surrender."
She giggled, then stopped herself and took another toke.
"Okay. I said outside the box. That's sure outside. How do we do that?"
"Ah... we make a broadcast from Earth orbit. 'Lay down your arms, ground your ships, or... or you'll be really, really, really sorry!' "
She collapsed on her back and kicked her le
gs in the air, howling with laughter.
"God, I love you, Ray. Okay, okay, okay... how about... we write a really nasty letter to all the zines on Earth. Tell the Earthies they should be ashamed of themselves for invading Mars, and they should be even more ashamed for making it so tough on poor old Jubal, who didn't never want to hurt nobody, him."
"Appeal to their better nature."
"Exactly."
"Let's leave that one on the table a while." I was still thinking about I love you.
"How about political asylum?"
"Didn't we agree that one was pretty much the same as surrendering? Who is there on Earth who could protect us?"
We went through the possibilities once more. The husk of the United Nations? Nah. The International World Bank? The gnomes of Zurich? Trouble was, neither of us knew enough of the political situation to know what was realistic. Travis, who did, thought Switzerland was our best bet, and it was still pretty much surrendering.
"How about some legal process?" I suggested.
"You mean some international court?"
"Yeah. There's a ton of 'em. Some of them are set up to handle international disputes."
"You mean between Earth and Mars?" She looked dubious. "Except, technically, Mars isn't an independent state. But I guess they negotiate with rebel groups, too."
"We have to declare our independence."
"That's up to the folks back on Mars," I said. "Sounds like they're close to it. But we can't do anything about it out here."
"No, I mean us. The... the Independent Republic of the Second Amendment, population: four."
We thought about it.
"I get to design the flag!" she said. Once more, the giggles.
"Tell me about it."
"Okay. Ah... a field of red, with a big, big silver ball in the middle."
"The Bubble Republic," I said. "That's sure a symbol of power for the modern age. Nobody'd dare stand up to it."
"So we win!"
And I'm sorry to say that's about as far we got that night. So much for thinking outside the box, huh?
After a few more hits we finally managed to get to sleep. That night remains in my memory as one of the best nights I ever had. We were far from home, and our home was in danger. Maybe all of human civilization was in danger. We didn't know where we were going or what we were going to do when we got there. All in all, there wasn't much to be happy about. But I had my love nestled in my arms, naked and soft and warm, and I was positively goofy with happiness.
I recall having the glimmering of an idea as I drifted. I made a mental note not to forget it while I slept. It was important, I knew, it was a possible way out. I had to remember it.
When I woke up all I remembered was that I'd had an idea.
Breakfast the next day was a bleak affair, despite Evangeline's delicious huevos rancheros. Jubal, usually an eater of vast enthusiasm, pushed his food around on the plate while praising it, as he'd been taught to do. Not even a loss of appetite would interfere with Jubal's manners. Travis ate in silence, and Evangeline and I didn't have a lot to say, either.
There was one bright moment. A few days before we'd released the high-tech equivalent of a message in a bottle. It was a little rocket that held a high-power radio transmitter. Evangeline and I had recorded messages to our families – nothing anyone could use, just "Hi, Mom and Dad, we're alive and well as of" and the date. We had launched it behind us, in the general direction of Mars. It accelerated for twenty-four hours, to the point where it would be impossible for anyone to trace it back to us, and then switched to transmit. With any luck, some of the ships occupying Mars might take off after it.
So as we were putting the dishes into the washer, the phone dinged and Mom's and Dad's faces appeared on the screen. Behind them were Mr. and Mrs. Redmond. Their faces were a mix of happiness and worry. Mom spoke for them all.
"We're keeping this short, Ray and Evangeline, Travis. I don't know what all it might be safe to say. But we are so, so happy to hear you're alive. I... oh, this is so frustrating, there are so many questions I want to ask, and I know you can't-answer. So I'll try to tell you the important news here.
Elizabeth is doing well. She's walking around... they had to take off her left hand, Ray, I'm sorry, they..." She broke up, and I felt I would, too. Evangeline was crying. Dad took over.
"She's in good spirits, kids. She wanted to be here, but they want to keep her another day. She's very angry, as we all are, but she doesn't seem to worry much about her injury. We've seen the new prosthetic, and it's... very good. They say it'll be just about as good as the old hand." Mom stepped forward again, having pulled herself together again.
"We'll try to broadcast with Elizabeth tomorrow at this same time, kids. Meantime, I suppose you've seen some of the news from here. Everybody is very angry, but so far no one has come up with any idea, just a lot of talk, talk, talk. You know, the sort of stuff I'm good at. But I'm losing patience with talking.
We don't know what you're up to out there, Travis, kids. If I know you, Travis, you've got some sort of scheme. All I ask you is this. Don't put the kids in danger. I've spent all the time since you all left angry at myself for sending you out there in the first place. It's not worth it. I know how you feel about Jubal, but I don't see any alternative but to take him home and let things go back to the way they were. We can work on a political solution here on Mars, and lobby for a voice back on Earth. We've picked up some support, gotten the word out about what's been happening here. There are investigations going on, and maybe something can be done. But we just don't see a solution that will allow Jubal to be free. I'm so sorry, but that's just the way it is. Travis, bring my son home to me and bring him home safe. We love you."
"Love you, son," Dad said, his voice breaking. They signed off.
Jubal was crying quietly.
"That's it," he said. "Take me home, Travis."
"You got it, cher. Absolutely." Travis's face might have been set in stone. He got up, walked across the bridge, and pounded his fist furiously against a bulkhead until I was worried he was going to break the bones in his hand.
"Jubal, pardon me, but God damn it! Here we sit, with the most powerful weapon ever made, and we can't do anything but crawl home with our tails between our legs and give it back to them."
"Nothing else to do, my frien'. Nothing else to do. I never should of left, me. I was just feelin' so bad. I done read me on them boys, made the atomic bomb back in that big war. They thought they was doin' the right thing, yes sir. Some of 'em, they never regretted it. But since the wave hit... I ain't had nothin' but regret."
Something was tickling at the back of my mind.
"Oppenheimer regretted it," Travis said.
"That Oppenheimer, he was plenty smarter than me."
"Atomic bomb," I said. Everybody looked at me.
"Outside the box," I said.
"Which box would that be?" Travis asked.
"Surrender," I said.
"That's what I plan to do. It twists my gut into a knot, but that's all that's left. I'm so sorry we got you kids into this, but –"
"We're not kids, Travis, and I mean we can make them surrender."
If I expected everybody to stand up and cheer, I'd have been severely disappointed by their actual reaction. Which was pretty much no reaction at all except for Evangeline frowning as if to say this was no time for silly jokes. I kept waiting for somebody to say "How?" I mean, the idea was so crazy, I wanted a little bit of encouragement to even get it out. Nobody did.
"I was thinking about it last night as I was falling asleep," I said, jumping in with both feet. "When Jubal talked about the atomic bombs I thought about where they were first used, in Japan."
"Ain't gonna hurt nobody," Jubal said.
"I don't think we have to. Not even any 'collateral damage.' What we need to do is give them a warning. Fire a shot across their bows that is so convincing, so scary, that they'll let us alone. We can figure out what
to do later, after they're off our backs."
"What kind of warning would that be?" Travis asked.
"Listen, in history class we were talking about Hiroshima. Somebody advised the President of the U.S... ah..."
"Truman."
"Right, Henry Truman. Some of his generals wanted to drop the bomb on Kyoto, the old Imperial City. Somebody else talked them out of it because of its historical value. Somebody else said drop it on the Emperor's Palace in Tokyo. Somebody – MacArthur? – said that would make the Japanese hate Americans forever. Then another idea was floated. Explode the bomb high over Tokyo harbor. A warning shot. Tokyo harbor is big, and there were a lot of people who lived there, they'd –"
"Would have killed a lot of people," Travis said.
"Sure, but not nearly as many as died in Hiroshima. Conventional bombing had already killed over a hundred thousand people in Tokyo earlier that year, 1945, right?" Travis nodded. "So, eighty thousand were killed in Hiroshima, not quite that many in Nagasaki. Wouldn't killing five or ten thousand around Tokyo have been better than that? And a lot of Japanese would have seen it, heard it, felt it, and survived to talk about it, including the Emperor. It always struck me as a better solution, or at least a better first try. If it didn't work, then you decide what to do next."
"Don't want to kill nobody," Jubal said, forcefully.
"Neither do I, and if we can't figure out how to make this work, then I vote for going home."
"You don't get a vote," Travis said, not unkindly. "Neither do you, Jubal and Evangeline. This is not a democratic ship. So, until you convince me you know how to scare the bejesus – sorry, Jubal – out of the most powerful people on Earth, without hurting anybody... well, then we're on our way to Mars to get y'all back to your folks."
I turned to Jubal.
"You said you could make a Squeezer bubble just about any size, didn't you, Jubal?"
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