“There wasn’t enough to go on.”
“What about the DNA?”
There wasn’t any because I didn’t go to the hospital. Oh, and he wore a condom—another reason it was my fault. I should have been able get away while he put it on, even if he was holding my wrists together over my head, even if he had me pinned to the floor with his leg. I could have fought harder.
“They didn’t turn anything up.” She looked at her hands.
“Did they run a countrywide search? New York gets lots of tourists.”
He wasn’t a tourist! He was my colleague’s brother! He worked at Bank of America! He had a Porsche and a sailboat! And I liked him! I even thought I might like to go on that boat and ride in that car!
“I don’t know, Jackson. I just needed to be done.”
“What did Amelia say about all this? Did she not try to—” His voice hung in the air.
“Try to what? Go to New York and track him down? Jackson, there was no one to track down.”
He closed his eyes, sighed, and ran his hand over his face. “I guess.” He brought his eyes back to hers. “So this is the reason you left your job without notice? Why you left Wall Street to help my aunt?”
“Yes.”
“And this is why you didn’t follow my instructions, isn’t it? You’re afraid to leave.” Evidence of an epiphany washed over his face.
She nodded. Might as well tell the truth about something.
“But you don’t need to be afraid. You don’t need to hide. I’ll show you. We’re going to get some lunch before we go home.”
“No, Jackson! I have to go home now.”
“You surely don’t think I’d let anyone hurt you.”
“No, not if you could help it. But I have to go home. Now.” At this moment, she felt like she had when she’d first come here two years ago, when leaving the grounds of Beauford Bend had been unthinkable. When she had finally starting going to town, it was always with Amelia, Gwen, or Sammy. But gradually, as she’d met the people and learned the town, she’d been able to expand her safe place to Beauford and go out alone—probably because there were so many places she could run to for help.
Jackson started to protest but then shook his head. “Okay. But tomorrow night we’re going to dinner. You have to see that you can be safe away from Beauford Bend.”
“Yes. Fine. Tomorrow.” She would have said anything to get back to that walled property. Besides, this was a temporary setback. Tomorrow would be different.
He nodded. “Come to think of it, I need to go back, too.”
Finally, he cranked the truck and headed toward safety and home.
CHAPTER ELEVEN
Jackson was a man with a mission.
He didn’t stop to think about the horror of what had happened to Emory. It was too late to stop it, but he could make it better for her. All he had to do was make her feel safe in the world again and she would be happy to leave Beauford Bend. She might even want to go back to her Wall Street career. If she did, he’d offer to give Around the Bend to Christian. She could hire a replacement for Emory and everybody would be happy.
But first things first. He had to keep Missy from joining the rest of the known world in invading his home so he called Gabe and Rafe. They had never been ones to belabor emotions so the conversations were brief. Are you okay? I’m okay. Have you heard from Beau yet? No, have you? No. Asked and answered; move on.
Then he dialed another number.
“Dirk? I need you to go to New York.”
• • •
This is not a date, Emory told herself as she dressed in a blue sundress and sandals. Not that she wanted it to be. In fact, it was a comfort to remind herself that it wasn’t. She hadn’t seen Jackson since they’d gotten back from town yesterday. She’d been busy with the quilters and getting ready for a big birthday party this weekend. Who knew what he’d been doing. She’d hoped he had forgotten about their dinner plans but he’d sent her a text mid afternoon that said, 6 o’clock.
So here she was—ten minutes before six, dressed and made up like she was going on a date when she would have preferred to eat a Lean Cuisine in her pajamas while she caught up on email. Not that she was afraid; that had passed like she knew it would with a short rest and some hard work.
Did he expect her to meet him at the garage or was he going to pick her up? Or maybe he expected her to come knocking on his door.
Not likely. He’d cranked this up and he could come get her or at least text her and tell her to come running. Besides, maybe he’d changed his mind. That would be great.
The doorbell rang—which was good news because she was hungry—and bad news because she was either going to have to endure barbed-wire Jackson or guard her heart against sweet Jackson. And God help her, it was looking more and more like her heart needed guarding. She needed to have a long talk with it and explain that, even if there hadn’t been another woman on the other end of a telephone I love you, she wasn’t fit for a relationship.
Emory opened the door and her stomach took a nosedive. There was something about a man in a slightly rumpled white linen jacket, and this was totally unexpected. It shouldn’t have been. After all, Amelia had raised him. He’d put it with a luxurious blue madras shirt and jeans with a sharp crease.
“You’re dressed nice.” She stood aside to let him in.
“I’ve had a bath, too.”
“Bubble bath?”
“Shower. I don’t take tub baths. Who wants to sit in hot people juice?”
“You said bath.” Maybe she should change earrings or put on a necklace.
“Bath, in that I bathed.”
She picked up her purse. Forget the jewelry. He’d be the pretty one even if she were wearing the Queen of England’s crown jewels.
“Did you iron those pants yourself?” She locked the door after them.
He looked sheepish. “Uh, no. Someone else did it.”
“Who?”
“Well.” He opened the passenger door and helped her in. “I got Sammy to go into town to get me some stuff. When he brought it to me, he might have mentioned that he could iron. So I let him.”
Oh, this was rich!
“He might have mentioned that he could iron. How did that come about?”
He put the key in the ignition. “He mentioned it when I asked him if he could.”
“You asked Sammy to iron for you?”
“Sort of. When he got through cleaning up after fixing me lunch, he asked if there was anything else he could do for me. I figured it wouldn’t hurt to ask.”
“He fixed your lunch?” She wasn’t sure exactly how to react to this. Was he taking advantage of Sammy’s good nature? On the other hand, Sammy was so eager to rectify his recent mistake that he was probably pleased.
“Nothing complicated. He grilled a couple of steaks and made some French fries.”
“A couple of steaks. You ate a couple of steaks?”
“No. I figured as long as he was cooking he might as well make one for himself. It’s not like there’s only one chair at the table. Also, he knows how to make this fantastic rub for meat.”
She had to hide her smile.
“So you have appropriated my employee for your own personal houseboy?”
“Houseboy?” He pulled up to the end of the driveway. “Of course not! I wouldn’t have a houseboy.”
“Whatever. I’m just wondering what I’m going to do for help if he’s slaving for you.”
“It was a one-time thing.” He hesitated. “Except for a little while tomorrow. He’s going to polish my shoes and wash my truck. It was his idea.”
“No doubt.” Jackson pulled out of the driveway—and turned right instead of left. “Hey! You’re going the wrong way.”
He glanced her way and looked puzzled. “No, I’m not. I made a reservation at F. Scott’s for seven o’clock.”
F. Scott’s? There was no F. Scott’s in Beauford. They were headed toward Nashville.
“No!” The panic of yesterday returned. “I can’t go there.”
“Why not? You don’t like F. Scott’s? They have live jazz and the food is good. They’re saving a table where nobody will pay attention to me.”
“I don’t care about any of that. I can’t go to Nashville.”
“Sure you can.” He kept driving. “See? There’s a sign right there that says we’re going the right way.”
“No, Jackson! I mean it. I thought we were going to Beauford. I cannot go to Nashville!” Her palms were sweating and her breath was coming fast.
Abruptly, he pulled to the side of the road. Relief washed over her. It was close enough to walk home. She loosened her seat belt and opened the door.
“Whoa, whoa, whoa!” Jackson said.
But she wasn’t a horse and she didn’t have to stop. Her feet hit the ground, but she had taken no more than three steps before strong arms encircled her from behind.
It wasn’t reasonable that a modicum of calm passed through her. A man’s touch should have panicked her further but it didn’t. Still, she had to get away from him and any possibility of going to Nashville. It was huge and she didn’t know the streets or where she could run for help. She tried to break away but he gently pulled her more firmly against him.
“Shhh,” he whispered against her temple. “Calm down, Emory. I’m not going to hurt you and I’m not going to make you go to Nashville.”
She believed him and relaxed.
“I never thought you would hurt me.”
“I’m glad.” And he didn’t move or say anything else. But he didn’t let her go either. After a time he said, “Better?”
She nodded. “I just want to go home.”
“Do you?” He turned her to face him. “If you do, I’ll take you. I’ll never take you anywhere you don’t want to go. And I’m sorry I didn’t tell you I planned to go to Nashville. So you thought we were going to Beauford?”
“Yes. There was a time when I didn’t leave the plantation grounds, but I go to Beauford all the time now.”
“Then if you were okay with going to Beauford when we started out, maybe you can be now.”
“I’m not sure … ” She did not want to return to the days when she couldn’t go to Beauford but she wanted to go home, too.
He smiled that smile. “When I think of how Sammy slaved over these pants—merciful heaven! The putting up of the ironing board. The putting water in the iron. And he had to run down a can of starch.” He shook his head and closed his eyes. “All for naught.”
She laughed a weary little laugh. “That would be a shame.”
“Good.” He opened her door and helped her back inside.
As Jackson settled into the driver’s seat, Emory folded her hands into her lap.
“Thank you.” Though she was unsure what she was thankful for—the comfort or his willingness to change the plan.
He reached over and cupped her cheek. “Emory, you don’t have to be thankful for basic consideration—not from me.”
“Then thank you for that.”
And a gift from the universe came in that moment. They both laughed and the cloud of awkwardness lifted.
Jackson took her hand. “I want you to think about going to Nashville. Not tonight. I don’t mean that. But some time this summer. If you decide you would like to try to go, tell me. I’ll take you. And I promise you this: If we get halfway there and you change your mind, I’ll turn around. If we get all the way there and you don’t want to get out of the truck, I’ll turn around. I won’t ask you to explain. I won’t try to talk you into anything. You’ll have all the power.”
Something happened to her heart then, something wonderful, though she feared it wouldn’t serve her well in the future. Best not to think about that or try to label it.
“You really are the good guy of country music, aren’t you?”
“That’s what they say.” He started the truck and turned it toward town. “So what’s it going to be? Burgers at The Dairy Barn or pizza at The Crafty Pie? Or I like those grilled cheese sandwiches at the drugstore lunch counter—though not as much as I like sitting on those tall stools. And there’s The Café Down On The Corner, but I think they just have bar food at night.”
“You’re forgetting Miss Laura’s Tearoom and Gossip Parlor.”
“I didn’t forget. Unless she’s redecorated and added something that used to moo or oink to her menu, I can’t go there.”
“She’s not open tonight, anyway. You may not know about Mill Time. They renovated the old cotton mill a few years ago. It’s pretty nice.”
“Is that m-i-l-l or m-e-a-l?”
“What do you think?”
“Never let it be said that Beauford ever misses an opportunity for a good pun. Mill Time it is.”
When they drove down Main Street, Emory pointed to a tiny storefront next to The Pottery Wheel. “That’s Neyland MacKenzie’s new jewelry and silver shop—Sparkle.”
“MacKenzie?” Jackson said. “I don’t know her.”
“She’s the football coach’s daughter.”
“Right.” Jackson nodded. “My brothers played for him. I didn’t.”
“You didn’t want to?”
He shrugged. “Never gave it any thought. By then I knew what I was going to do.”
“Really?”
“Sure. And I’m willful. The town looks great.”
“I love that Buckles Hardware, which hasn’t changed in forty years, is sandwiched between the glassblowing studio and the basketmakers. I think it reminds everyone that this is a real town and real people live here. It’s not some kind of amusement park for craftsmen.”
“Is that a reminder to me that the fate of these people depends on Around the Bend?”
“No, Jackson. I don’t think you need reminding. I think you’re very intelligent and you only have to be told once.”
“Have you told the staff what’s going to happen?” They arrived at the old mill.
“How can I tell them what’s going to happen when I don’t know myself?”
“All right, then. Not going to argue with you tonight.”
• • •
Jackson was pleasantly surprised that, despite the name, Mill Time was a good-looking place with good-smelling food. Since it was Thursday night, there was a fairly light crowd.
A thin, blond woman at the hostess desk broke into a smile when she saw them and a bit of dread washed over him. He was expecting to have to morph into Jack Beauford, Superstar, but she barely gave him a look before embracing Emory.
They cooed over each other like women do and Emory said, “Abby, could we have an out-of-the-way table?”
“Sure thing.” She ushered them to a cushy, red leather booth in the corner.
“So you’re on hostess duty tonight?” Emory asked.
The woman wrinkled her nose. “Yes. Priscilla needed off. No tips when I hostess but I can always use the hours.”
When Jackson had worked events at Around the Bend, Aunt Amelia had forbidden him to say personal things to guests but Emory and this Abby seemed to be friends.
“Abby, this is Jackson Beauford,” Emory said and Jackson sprung to his feet. He did not offer his hand. Amelia’s voice drifted through his head. A gentleman waits for a lady to offer her hand. He sometimes worried women who didn’t know that would think he was being a snob. Still, he couldn’t bring himself to break the rule. “Jackson, this is Abby Whitman.”
“One of the Beauford brothers, then?” Abby laughed a little. “Dumb question. Though I suppose you could be a cousin.”
“No. I’m a brother. The oldest.” He smiled big. She smiled pleasantly but was visibly unimpressed.
“Pleased to meet you. I’ll send Conley right over to get your drinks.”
“Bring Phillip out to spend the day with me soon,” Emory said.
Jackson sat back down. “She pretended like she didn’t know who I am.”
“She wasn’t pretending.” Emory picked up her menu.
“Abby moved here two years ago from Boston with her husband. He was a stained glass artist apprenticed to Heath Beckett at the Spectrum Factory. Abby was pregnant. Her husband had a caving accident and died. Now Abby has a one-year-old and works every second possible. We hire her for events when we can. Gwen and I watch her baby sometimes. She doesn’t have much time for pop culture.”
When you came right down to it, that’s all he was—pop culture. Pretty soon, he wouldn’t even be that.
“That’s really tough. Why doesn’t she go back to Boston? Assuming she has family there.”
“She doesn’t want to. She likes it here. A lot of people do.”
That again.
He opened his mouth to respond but caught movement out of the corner of his eye. A family of four came toward them—parents and a pair of teenage girls, twins from the look of them. Fans. He knew the look.
“Excuse me.” Jackson said to Emory as he got to his feet.
The father extended his hand. “Mr. Beauford.”
“Jack.” He shook the man’s hand and smiled at the mother and the girls, who giggled.
“Sorry to interrupt your dinner but my girls, Catherine and Cecily, really wanted to meet you.”
“Not at all. Are you folks visiting Beauford?”
“Yes,” the mother said. “We’re in town to pick up some boots we had custom-made for our daughters.”
He turned his attention to the teenagers. “So, twins?”
The girls laughed and nodded.
“I have twin brothers. Don’t do what they did. Once, they had an English test and an economics test the same day, so they each studied for one and swapped clothes between classes and pretended to be each other. Unfortunately, their handwriting wasn’t the same and they got the same questions wrong both times. It did not end well.”
“We should do that!” one of the girls said.
“Totally!”
“Promise me you won’t. Give me your address and I’ll fix you up with some signed CDs.”
The mother wrote the address and Emory found some paper for him to give out autographs. As the family faded away, he sat back down.
“You were very nice to them,” Emory said.
“They pay the bills.” He picked up his menu.
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