I got up, showered, and brushed my teeth. I decided to wear a simple black dress that was t-shirt material. I put my long brown hair into a bun on top of my head, and headed out to catch the bus.
"Are you ready Natalia?" the doctor asked, and I nodded.
***
Once the procedure was done, I went ahead and started to get dressed. I was so sore, and knew walking home was gonna be a challenge. The bus could only get me so close to home, so I would still have to walk a ways.
Me: It's done Julius, can you please pick me up. I'm in pain.
I waited about ten minutes, and got no response. I took a deep breath to hold the tears in. I saw a nurse approaching me, as I stood up.
"Do you have a ride home, Natalia?" she asked.
"Yes, they're outside," I lied.
I rode the bus as close to my house as it could get, then got off to walk the rest of the way. I wanted to cry, because I was in so much pain. A lot of time had passed, and Julius still hadn't texted me back. I hated him, and still loved him at the same time. Tears finally escaped my eyes, due to the pain I was experiencing. I was walking extremely slow, and home seemed so far away.
"Well look who it is," Bianca walked up on me, with two other girls.
"I'm not in the mood Bianca. You can have Julius," I replied calmly, trying to walk around her. Her friend stopped me in my tracks.
"I don't need you to tell me that! And bitch don't act like you giving him to me!" Bianca yelled, and pushed me back.
"Ahh," I groaned in pain. "Please Bianca, I can't do this right now. Julius and I haven't been together in almost a month," I whined.
"Too late to plead your case," she said as she punched me.
Because of the pain I was in, my legs weakened under me and I fell. The other two girls began kicking and stomping on me all over, as Bianca rained blows down on my face. I had no energy or strength to stop them, and laid there helplessly crying.
"Back the fuck up!" I heard Julius yell. The constant punches and kicks ceased, and I laid there feeling paralyzed.
"Julius. Hey babe," Bianca said.
"Fuck outta here," Julius spat, as he picked me up bridal style.
"Leave that hoe here, Julius!" Bianca yelled, following behind him.
"Get the fuck back for I fuck you up," Julius said through gritted teeth.
"That's who you want, Julius! This young bitch! Fuck you, you cradle robber!" Bianca yelled, as Julius placed me in his passenger seat.
He closed the door, and turned around to slap the shit out of her. She grabbed her face, and stared up at him with a hate-filled expression. I wanted to get out of his car, but the pain from the procedure and that ass kicking was too much.
"You and I are a fucking wrap!" Julius yelled, as he jogged to the driver side.
"Julius wait!" she yelled as he sped off.
The car ride was silent as I stared out the window. My life was bad enough before Julius, and he just seemed to make it worse.
"How you feeling, Nat?" he finally broke the silence. I said nothing as I continued to stare out the window. "Natalia. Baby I'm sorry I didn't pick you up," he added.
"Just take me home please," I replied as my face became drenched with tears. He didn't reply, and continued to drive to my apartment complex. Once we arrived, he pulled over and shut off the engine. I sat up slowly, and winced in pain.
"Let me help you," he said as he hopped out and jogged to my side.
He picked me up out the car, and carried me up to my apartment. He let me down, and I slowly took my key out to open the door. I walked slow as hell to the bathroom, and attempted to run me a bath.
"Ahh," I cried as my body ached. I wanted to beat Bianca's ass, but knew I was in no condition obviously.
"I got it ma," Julius said as he stepped in the bathroom to turn the water knobs.
Once it started to fill up, he helped me undress slowly and once I was naked, he started to place kisses on my flat stomach. I pushed him away lightly, with what little strength I had. He then picked me up, and put me in the tub gently.
"Thanks. You can leave," I commented as I laid back in the tub.
"You want me to leave?" he asked, like an idiot. I nodded my head with my eyes closed. "Natalia, I said I was sorry I-"
"You treated me like shit! Stop acting like you care now! Please get out and never talk to me again, please," I cried.
"Natalia you-"
"I don't understand. I know. Goodbye Julius," I said, turning my head.
He started to say something, but decided against it. Once I heard the front door slam, I broke down into tears. Never talking to Julius again was gonna make my life much better.
Chapter 18: Julius
Two Months Later
Natalia meant what she said, and stuck by it. I had text and called her constantly, and she never responded. I tried to give her a ride to school, but she walked right by me as if she didn't know me.
It was her 17th birthday, and I wanted to do something nice for her. I didn't know why I wanted her back in my life, when I knew I wasn't gonna be with her. Yeah I wanted her, but she was turning 17 and I was gonna be 20 June 8th; that wouldn't look right, but damn did I miss her pretty ass.
Bianca had been blowing me up, and I was ignoring her as usual. I was still smashing Daphne, and this new chick named Franceska. You'd think I was good but no, Natalia consumed my thoughts.
"Natalia!" I called out as she walked out of school. She kept walking and looking straight ahead. She looked so good in light blue skinny jeans that accentuated her little plump ass, a white tube top showing her toned stomach, and white sandals. Her long light brown hair was pressed, with a part on the side.
I hopped out my car and grabbed her arm, which she snatched. "Baby, let me just take you out to dinner," I said.
"Why? So you can take me home, fuck me, and then ignore me for some weeks?" she asked. Her facial expression was filled with hurt.
"No, just dinner. I will take you to eat, and then home if that's what you want," I replied.
"For what?" she frowned.
"It's your birthday," I smiled.
"You remembered my birthday?" she asked, and I nodded. She paused as if she was thinking about it. "No, Julius. All you want to do is get me in your bed. You don't care about me," she said as a single tear ran down her face.
"Natal-"
"No!" she yelled
“You been fucking with another nigga?” I frowned.
“Maybe,” She spat. I slapped the shit out of her, and her lip busted immediately.
“Natalia babe I’m-”
“Just, leave me alone Julius,” she said calmly, and rushed off.
"Fuck!" I yelled once I got in the car.
I was done trying to make amends with her ass. Fuck Natalia.
Chapter 19: Natalia
I heard a lot of commotion and sirens outside my complex, so I threw on a dress and ran downstairs. There was an ambulance truck, and of course everyone was standing around being nosey.
"What happened?" I asked my neighbor Diane.
"Just another damn overdose," she scoffed.
"Did you know them?" I asked.
"Yeah, we used to be cool a looong time ago, but she started smoking dope," she said, shaking her head as the EMT's rolled the black body bag to their truck. "Tina really lost her mind," she added, and turned to leave.
"Tina Tate?" I asked and she nodded, then walked back into our complex.
I remembered Julius telling me his mother's name was Tina, so I ran back upstairs to get my phone and house keys. As much as I hated his guts, I wanted to make sure he was okay. Just cause he didn't give a fuck about me, didn't mean I should treat him the same. As a wise person once said, two wrongs don't make a right.
I got off the bus, and headed down the block to Julius' house. I probably should've text him, and made sure he was home, I thought. I let out a sigh of relief as I reached his house and spotted his car. I walked up the walkway, and saw his door w
as open behind the screen. I pulled the screen open, and then closed the door behind me.
"Julius?" I called out and heard nothing.
I continued walking through the house, until I reached his room. It was slightly cracked, and I heard light sniffles. I slowly opened the door, making him jump. He wiped his face quickly with his shirt, as he sat on the bed.
"Natalia, what’s up? What you doing here?" he asked and sniffled once more.
"I came to check on you," I said walking in, and slowly closing the bedroom door behind me.
"Oh, I'm good. How are you?" he forced a smile.
"No, I came to check on you because I heard about your mother," I replied.
"Oh, I'm straight. We haven't been close since I was 13," he chuckled lightly.
I stared into his eyes, seeing how sad he was. He didn't say anything as we stared at one another for a couple seconds. I walked closer to him, and pulled him into a hug. He wrapped his arms around my waist, burying his head in my stomach. He broke down crying and I just held him, letting him get it all out.
"I loved my mama, Nat. She did my brother and I dirty, but I loved her. She was a good mom for 13 years of my life," he cried harder with every word.
After crying for a couple minutes, he stopped and wiped his face. I sat next to him on the bed, and turned his face to me. Before I could speak, he leaned me back on the bed and dipped his tongue in my mouth. He rubbed his hand up my dress, tugging on my panties.
"Julius wai-"
"I care about you Natalia. I wanna be with you ma. I realized life is too short," he said, as if he read my mind.
He dipped his tongue in my mouth, and continued to pull my panties down. He climbed on top of me, between my legs, and pulled my dress over my head. He removed his shirt, and I admired his abs, chest, and strong arms. His peanut butter complexion was flawless as usual. He stepped out of his jeans and boxers, then climbed back on the bed. After planting kisses from my lips to my naval, he took my clit into his mouth. He lifted my legs on his shoulders, without breaking his rhythm.
"Julius…" I moaned as I palmed the back of his head. He pushed my legs back, and sucked harder until I came. He lapped it up like a thirsty dog. He kissed back up my body, and then positioned the head of his dick at my opening. "You have a condom?" I asked.
"I need to feel you, Nat," he replied, and dipped his tongue in my mouth.
He slowly entered me and lifted my legs over his biceps, as he thrusted into me in a circular motion. It was slightly painful, since we hadn't had sex in almost four months.
"I love you, Natalia," he said.
"You do?” I asked. He nodded and tongued me down. "I love you too, Julius," I moaned.
He sped up, making me cum hard as hell. He let my legs down, and wrapped his arms around my petite frame, holding me close. We kissed non-stop as he continued to stroke me.
"You my girl officially, aight? My only girl," he said, and it was music to my ears.
"No Bianca?" I moaned.
"Nah, just Natalia and Julius," he replied as he continued to hit my spot.
Chapter 20: Julius
I hate to admit it, but a nigga was feeling good as hell having Natalia on my arm. I really tried, I really did, to keep her away. My mom dying made me realize that life is too short to not be with the person you want. Also, the fact that she made it all the way to my crib to check on me when my mother died made me want her even more. Bianca text me about it, as well as Daphne, but neither one of them came to my aide; and them hoes had cars. Not like I wanted them to, but damn.
"I want to take you shopping at the mall, since you said you've never been able to," I said to Natalia as she put her long brown hair in a ponytail. She had on dark blue jean shorts, a yellow tube top showing her sexy flat stomach, and brown sandals. Although she clearly didn't wear labels, she still looked better than the bitches that did. "Where you want to go?" I asked, walking up behind her and hugging her small frame.
"To Kroger," she replied.
"The grocery store?" I frowned, and turned her to face me.
"Yes, please. I won't get a lot," she replied.
"Why you wanna go there, ma?" I was confused as hell.
"Eating fast food is breaking my pockets, so I'd rather have food at home that I can cook. That way I can have leftovers and stuff," she replied.
"Natalia, you don't have food at home?" I asked, and she shook her head.
"What the hell does your sister eat?" I frowned.
"She has a better job, and she always eats out with her friends or boyfriend at the time," she said.
I was silent for a moment in disbelief. No wonder she had to steal and shit. No wonder she wouldn't let me waste food at restaurants.
"Aight, we can go to Kroger babe. And I want you to get as much stuff as you want, don't worry about the cost, aight?" I said.
"Okay, thank you Julius!" she smiled as if I said she won the lottery, and it broke my heart.
Knowing that she lived at home where she had no food angered me. I'd much rather her live here, where I knew she wouldn't go hungry, but I didn't know if I was ready for all that. I was just gonna take her grocery shopping every other weekend, to make sure she was good though.
Before the grocery store, she wanted to go to Target. She wanted to get some new bedding and other accessories for her bedroom, because what she had was in bad shape. Finding this out made me wonder what kind of sister would live like a Queen, knowing her sibling was living like a peasant and starving. Natalia refused to let me buy her clothes and things, because she said she didn't need it. I was still going to buy her some sort of late birthday gift regardless. I didn't like that she walked and caught the bus everywhere, so maybe I'd get her a car.
We dropped the groceries and Target shit off, and decided to go dinner. We agreed on Bazbeaux's, because we both had a taste for pizza.
"Thank you for all the stuff. I will pay it-"
"No you won't. I don't want your money," I replied.
"I can pay for my own stuff, once I save," she smiled. I admired her beauty a bit before responding.
"I know you can, ma. I would be insulted if you paid me back though," I smiled, and so did she.
"Did you really mean it when you said you loved me?" she asked.
"Yeah I did. Why?" I raised a brow.
"Cause you would never say it back when I used to say it, so I was just wondering," she replied shrugging.
I grabbed her hand, and kissed the back of it. "Nah, I didn't want to be in love to be honest. But I love you Natalia, and I wouldn't say it if I didn't mean it."
"Oh I know," she raised both brows, and we laughed.
"Julius, hi," Daphne said, walking up. She had on a tight ass dress, Louboutin boots, and a Louis Vuitton bag hanging from her forearm.
"What's up Daph?" I replied, and cleared my throat.
"I see you're doing all you can to help the community," she smiled.
"What?" I frowned in confusion.
"Well you're sitting here with a troubled youth. Giving back, I like it," Daphne chuckled, as she looked at Natalia.
"I'm not a troubled youth, I'm his girlfriend," Natalia said with confidence.
"Ha! His girlfriend? Is that what he told you so he can fuck?" Daphne chuckled.
"No, that's what I told her cause it's true. Now get yo ass away from over here with yo jealous ass," I shook my head, irritated as hell.
"Damn, like that Julius?" Daphne frowned.
"Just like that. And don't ever disrespect my girl like that again," I replied, staring into her envious eyes. She paused with her mouth ajar, and then stormed away. "Don't mind her baby," I said to Natalia.
"I'm fine," she smiled.
"You sure?" I asked. I expected her to be mad at me.
"Yeah, I'm glad you told her what it was," she replied. I smiled at her answer.
Every minute I spent with her seemed to confirm more and more that she was wifey. She was young, but seemed to be more level headed, humbl
e, and logical than the older hoes I dated.
Daphne: Damn, why you diss me like that?
Me: Fuck off.
Daphne: Julius, I'm sorry baby.
I didn't reply, and locked my phone. Our food arrived, and we started to dig in. The shit was bomb as usual, and I was stuffed. Once we left, we headed to her apartment, where I helped set up the new stuff for her room.
"Let's christen these sheets," I smiled.
I picked her up, and she wrapped her legs around my waist. We pressed our lips against one another's, and then I dipped my tongue in her mouth. I laid her on the bed, and she kicked off her sandals. I tugged down her jean shorts and panties together, then placed her toned caramel thighs on my shoulders.
"You so fucking sexy Nat," I moaned as I planted kisses from her naval to her lower lips.
I licked between the slit, and she arched her back. This girl had me eating her pussy like it was the cure to a cancer I had. Bitches didn't get this treatment, but for some reason I loved the taste of Natalia.
"Uhhhh, Juli- ahhhh," she moaned as she rubbed her soft hands over my curls. I loved when she did that.
I spread her legs some more, and then lifted them off my shoulders a bit for more access. I sucked her clit harder, and slowly dipped my tongue in her hole. I did that back and forth, until she came twice. I could eat her all damn day, which is a lot to say for Julius Tate.
"Baby, I-I can't take anymorrrree, ahhhh," she moaned as she came again.
She tried to scoot away, so I locked down her bottom half. She propped herself up on her elbows, and threw her head back in ecstasy. Her body shook violently, and she released again. I sucked up every drop, and then kissed my way up to her soft lips. She shivered under my body, and then lightly pushed me on my back.
"Natalia, you don’t have to- Fuck," I moaned as she took me into her mouth. "Sloppy just like that ma, damn," I moaned as she played with my balls and sucked me off.
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