by Lexie Syrah
The moon was bright tonight as I stood on the balcony. Mr. Sheffield had always enjoyed looking at the moon. I’m sure that’s why he’d built Elysium to always look as though the moon was shining. My body ached, but it wasn’t the right kind of ache. I didn’t feel as though my body had been used for love. I felt like a whore. And not in the way that Mr. Sheffield would use it. I didn’t feel dirty and degraded. I felt like someone who had given their body for money, and there was no satisfaction in it.
Tomorrow was a new day. Maybe I would send these girls home tomorrow and find Maggie. The thought made sense in the moonlight, but I had a feeling that it would never see the light of day. It was the nights that mattered. Daylight made the pain hide in the shadows where it was born, and I could survive and even enjoy the life that I had even without Maggie. Her laughter would be missed. Her smile and touch even more. But her voice and her unconditional love was what would hurt most. I looked to the moon and said, “I miss you little one.” Then I went back inside to finally try to get some sleep. She was gone, and I had no idea how to find her. I would have to settle for memories…
The bed was hard and small and was nothing like the cloud that I was used to sleeping in. I looked at the clock: 4 am. The moonlight streamed in from the open curtain. I had watched it move slowly across the night sky earlier, but it called to me again. It wasn’t like I was going to get any sleep in that shitty bed anyway.
I walked to the balcony and stared up at her. She seemed to hold all of the secrets, and in the dust that fluttered across the beam of moonlight, I saw my future. The dust wasn’t resting, and it wasn’t dancing in a chaotic tempest. It was simply floating along on a river of air. Not hurrying; not rushing. It was not joyous but not depressed. It simply fluttered along constantly trying to find the next breath or open door to breathe yet more life into it.
Was that who I was now? I didn’t know. What I knew was that I missed Mr. Sheffield more than I missed my bed, and I missed my bed terribly. But I would have neither tonight, and so I lay down and tried to let sleep overtake me.
Tomorrow would be another day. Another chance to let something breathe life into me. I would interview at an escort agency. I would find more men to fuck, but I would find something that would mean as much to me as Mr. Sheffield had. I would find that open window that would send this little speck of dust soaring. Even though I missed the man, I knew that I’d been missing the rest of the world until now, and tomorrow I would experience everything that I could. I only wished that he would be experiencing it with me…
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Novels
Shattered Lives Vol 1: Torn
Novellas
Bound Temptations: Autumn’s Submission
Series Short Stories
The Billionaire’s Charity Vol 1: Contract
The Billionaire’s Charity Vol 2: Departure
The Billionaire’s Charity Vol 3: Flight
The Billionaire’s Charity Vol 4: Twilight
Professor’s Secret Life Vol 1: Inception
Professor’s Secret Life Vol 2: Debut
My Sorority Girlfriend Vol 1: Training
My Sorority Girlfriend Vol 2: Taken in Public
My Sorority Girlfriend Vol 3: Sorority BFF
My Billionaire Boss Vol 1: Submission
My Billionaire Boss Vol 2: Trained
Life As A Cheating Wife Vol 1: Backdoor Trained
Life As A Cheating Wife Vol 2: The Dominatrix
Punishing the Hotwife Vol 1: Caught
Punishing the Hotwife Vol 2: Begging For More
Punishment of His Cheating Wife 1
More Punishment of His Cheating Wife 2
Domestic Discipline: Nympho House Wife
Domestic Discipline: BBW House Wife
Short Stories
Audition
Dr. Silver: The Good Wife
Circle of Blood: Initiation
Paying With Ebony Skin
Making A Crossdresser
Exploring All My Holes
Liberated (Carnal Afflictions Vol 1)
Pain & Submission (Veronica’s Carnal Knowledge Vol 1)
Bundles
My Sorority Girlfriend Bundle
Three Erotic Shorts Featuring Alpha Billionaires
7 Erotica Short Stories: Pleasures in Pain, Punishment, and Submission
Erotic Short Stories of Three Women
Erotic Short Stories Featuring Submissions, Back Door Pains, and a Hot BDSM BBW
Three BDSM Weekends: Submissive Women and Their Alphas
Built by Flames
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