by Blythe Reid
I tried not to gag, but it was impossible. He was too big. My mouth was filled up and my throat aching from his huge shaft. I wanted to know how he would feel stretching my pussy open, fucking me slow and hard on his desk.
Embarrassment raced through me, but I ignored it. I could worry about my insecurities and innocence later.
It didn’t take very long before I felt his balls tighten and he grew in my mouth. I pumped my head faster, rolling my eyes up to look at Alec. His eyes were on me, face riddled with lust and pleasure. A moment later, he exploded in my mouth. He pumped come at the back of my throat, and I took it, swallowing. When he was done, I slid him out of my mouth and sat back on my heels.
Alec was breathing hard.
“Fuck,” he panted. “You swallowed.”
I nodded. “It didn’t look like there was somewhere I could spit it out.” Even if there had been, I would have swallowed. It’s rude for a lady to spit.
Alec zipped himself up and leaned against his desk.
“Where does a virgin learn to give head like that?” he asked.
I shrugged. “I said I was a virgin, not inexperienced.”
Alec chuckled and shook his head.
“Didn’t you say you had to be somewhere?”
I smiled and nodded at him, getting up. I turned around and looked over my shoulder at him. His eyes were on my ass. I opened the door and left, the taste of his cock still on my tongue.
4
Alec
I spent the whole night tossing and turning, stuck between wakefulness and sleep. I had Isobel on my mind, and she was doing dirty things to me with her mouth.
When I woke up, I was tired like I hadn’t slept at all. Tired, edgy, eager for sex, aching as if I hadn’t had a release just yesterday.
But I had to deal with this. This was a very dangerous game to play, and with someone like Isobel being the other contender I was in deep shit.
I arrived at my office earlier than usual. I needed to talk to her. I hoped that I would catch her before my class began. I had a feeling that she would be there early, too. She had instigated it, yesterday. I wasn’t complaining, but it couldn’t happen again.
Isobel was waiting outside the lecturing hall when I arrived, and I allowed myself a moment to stare at her. She wore jeans that were so tight they traced her perfect ass, a blouse that hung loose with a scoop neck – enough to get my imagination going without being risqué. She leaned against the wall with one leg bent and her hip jutted out. Her black hair was pulled back from her face, accentuating her delicate features. I noticed her mouth, and my dick twitched, remembering how her mouth had felt.
When she looked up at me, her green eyes were piercing. She smiled.
“Morning,” she said.
“Come into my office,” I said, walking into the lecturing hall. She followed me into my office, and I closed the door.
When I turned, she was leaning against my desk, and she looked edible. I could take her right now, right here. We would have time. But I had to talk to her. I had to keep it in my pants and be reasonable.
“I can’t do this,” I said.
“Do what?” She gave me big, innocent eyes.
“This thing we’re doing. Yesterday… we can’t do this.”
Isobel nodded slowly. “Can I ask why?” she asked.
I laughed without emotion. Where was I supposed to begin? It wasn’t just the age difference or the fact that she was my TA.
“Look, I have a daughter,” I said.
Isobel didn’t look as shocked as I’d thought she would be. “Are you going to tell her what we did?”
“God, no,” I said.
“Then it doesn’t matter, does it? How old is she?”
Her logic made sense, but I needed to keep my head straight.
“Thirteen. Beth will eat you up,” I said. “She will chew you up and spit you out before you know what hit you. I have my hands full with one woman as it is. I don’t need another.”
Isobel didn’t look nearly as taken aback by the news as I thought she should be. She leaned against the desk, her arms folded over her chest, her eyes sparkling.
“Besides,” I said. “There is a rule about fraternizing with my students, here.”
“I’m not your student.”
“You’re my TA. Somehow I don’t think the council will see it any differently.”
Isobel shook her head.
“I won’t tell if you don’t,” she said. She said it very seductively like it was our secret and the look she gave me was one that made me want to have this secret with her.
“And Beth?” I asked.
“I don’t mind that you have a daughter,” she said. “We all have secrets, don’t we?”
I nodded, wondering if she had a secret, wondering if she knew anything at all about real life at her age. Isobel stepped away from the desk, closing the distance between us and my cock hardened. She was getting closer to me, and my body responded to her.
“Come on, Professor,” she said, getting closer and closer. She pushed her body up against mine, and I felt her tits against my chest. Her hand landed on my hips, and she gyrated her hips against mine, rubbing herself against my hard dick. “Don’t you want to teach me a lesson?”
She kissed me. I wasn’t going able to say no to her. I didn’t want to. I wanted to fuck her so badly. But she was a virgin – hard to tell with her advances, but I believed her. I wasn’t sure why, but I did. If we did end up doing it, I wanted it to be special for her, something she didn’t regret.
Which meant that it couldn’t just be a quick, no-strings-attached fuck. It had to be a little more meaningful than that. I didn’t want the woman to fall in love with me – didn’t women fall for their first? But I couldn’t be a complete ass, either, no matter how attractive it seemed. I wanted her virginity, though.
Maybe, that made me a dick already.
I broke the kiss, taking her by the arms and holding her away from me. If I didn’t, I would do a lot more.
“Come to dinner at my place,” I said. “Tomorrow night. Meet Beth.”
Isobel frowned. “Why?”
“Because I want you to meet her before we do anything.”
She blinked at me, confused, but nodded.
“Okay,” she said.
“And get out of my office before I change my mind, and we do something serious, now. The class will start soon, and it will be great if I don’t stand up there in front of everyone with a roaring erection in my pants again.”
She smiled and nodded, leaving my office. I rubbed my eyes with my thumb and forefinger. Shit, I was in trouble.
After my classes, I called Liam. We’d been in the Army together once upon a time, and even though he was quite a bit older than I was, we made time to catch up. We went to each other for advice, and God knew I needed some now.
“I can tell you one thing,” Liam said when I explained. “You can’t refuse what’s right in front of you. You’ll just torture yourself and end up doing it, anyway.”
I chuckled. “You sound like you’re talking from experience.”
“You have no idea. The way I see it, she’s not in high school or anything, and you’re not her teacher. You’re both consenting adults as far as I can tell – her even more than you at this point – and she’s just your TA. Let go of your reservations and rules. Live a little.”
“And what about Beth?” I asked.
“That’s one thing about having kids I’ve learned just after I had to take care of Kenna all by myself,” Liam said. “If you don’t live a little for yourself once in a while, you’ll disappear. You can give your kids the world but don’t lose yourself in the process. Fuck who you want, live in the moment. If you give yourself space to breathe you end up being a better father, too.”
I sighed. My daughter was older than his, but he knew what he was talking about.
“Thanks, man,” I said before we ended the call. It was great having friends I could turn to about th
is. But, even though Liam’s advice had been great, I still had to make these decisions alone.
5
Isobel
“I have something to tell you,” I said to Brandi when we sat together in the living room of our apartment.
Brandi and I were roommates. When I had moved to Los Angeles to study, I had needed the place to stay. I had met Brandi by chance, she needed a roommate who could help with rent, and the match was made.
We had been close friends ever since.
“Tell me,” Brandi said. “Is it a boy?”
“Well… not a boy, exactly. He’s in his late thirties.”
Brandi raised her eyebrows at me. “An older guy.”
I nodded. “He’s great, though. And it’s not weird or anything. It’s not like we’re sleeping together.” Yet, I added in my mind, but I didn’t say it.
“So, you’re serious about this guy?” Brandi asked.
I shrugged. “Serious is a relative term,” I said. Like, the fact that I wanted to fuck him, but I wasn’t sure how I felt about it emotionally, yet. “He wants me to meet his daughter.”
Brandi’s mouth dropped. “He has a daughter? I guess if he’s older… Is he married? You can’t get involved with a married guy, Isobel.”
I shook my head. “He’s not married. I’m not sure where his wife is, but he has full custody of his daughter, and he wants me to meet her.”
“That does sound serious,” Brandi said. “Why?”
I shrugged. “She’s thirteen; maybe he wants to introduce her to the people in his life. It’s not like he can just ignore her existence. And I shouldn’t either.”
“Thirteen?” Brandi asked. “That seems dangerous.”
I blinked at her.
“I’m just saying,” Brandi continued, “a daughter that age and history that you don’t know about? It could get difficult. What if she looks for trouble, does something to jeopardize whatever it is you have with this guy?”
I shrugged. I understood where Brandi was coming from, but I didn’t think it would be such a big deal. Even though Alec and I were ridiculously attracted to each other, nothing had happened yet. He was just introducing me to his daughter as a friend. Right? It would be fine.
“I’m not too worried,” I said to Brandi. I wished I was as convinced as I sounded. I appreciate Brandi and the fact that I could tell her anything. She would always tell me exactly what she thought of something without sugarcoating it. Everyone needs a best friend like that in her life.
“When is it?” She asked.
“Tonight,” I said.
At seven on the dot, I stopped in front of Alec’s house. He had given me the GPS coordinates and told me I didn’t have to bring anything. My stomach tightened in a knot of nerves. I had wanted to sleep with the guy, but he was pulling me into his personal life. I wasn’t sure how I felt about that. I wasn’t sure how I felt about anything. I knew there was a whole world I wasn’t a part of yet.
Alec opened the door and smiled. I’d only ever seen him in his suit. Seeing him in casual clothes now was refreshing. He looked great, too. He wore jeans that were faded in all the right places, hanging from his hips like he was doing them a favor. He wore a polo shirt that hugged his biceps, proving that he worked out and made me wonder what else was under his shirt. In fact, I had fantasized about him being naked so many times; I was more than curious.
“Come in,” he said. “Beth,” he called down the hallway. “Come meet our guest.”
I wasn’t sure what I had expected, but a sullen teenager appeared, and she was nothing like whatever I had in mind. Maybe I’d had the ages mixed up, but the girl standing in front of me was on the cusp of womanhood, defiant and beautiful.
“Beth, this is Isobel,” Alec said.
Beth folded her arms over her chest and shifted her weight to one leg, jutting out her hip with an attitude.
“Hi,” she said tightly.
“I’m pleased to meet you,” I said to her, holding out my hand.
Beth just looked at my hand, not making an effort to reach for me. After a moment, I dropped my hand and looked toward Alec.
“Beth,” he reprimanded, “be nice. I am going to go into the kitchen to bring out the drinks. Will you show Isobel around?”
Beth shrugged in a way that said everything and nothing, all at the same time.
Alec nodded, probably accepting that it was the best he was going to get and turned around to go to the kitchen.
When we were alone, Beth glared at me.
“You’re not my new mom,” she said. Oh, was this how it was going to be? I guess I could have expected something like this.
“Good,” I said. I folded my own arms over my chest as well. Maybe, if I mirrored her she would feel like we were on the same side. I wasn’t sure how well that worked with a bad attitude, but it was worth a shot. “Because that’s not what I’m here to be,” I said. “I’m just here to hang out.” For a moment, Beth and I had a little standoff, but then her face split into a grin and I could see a little bit of the girl that was still left. Whatever had just happened between us, the result was better than I’d expected.
Beth led me through the house, showing me around. We were going to eat outside on the patio. It was decorated with wicker furniture and candles, the evening breeze fresh and crisp on my skin.
The three of us sat down, and Alec had prepared cold cuts of meat, rolls, and salad.
“This is nice,” I said.
Alec smiled. “I’m glad . Usually people expect a three-course meal, but it’s just the two of us.” He glanced at Beth. “We try to keep it simple.”
After supper, Beth excused herself. Alec and I were left sitting alone at the table.
“I’m sorry about Beth,” Alec said. “I heard what she said to you when I went into the kitchen.”
I shook my head. “Don’t worry about it,” I said.
“You handled it quite well,” Alec said, smiling.
I smiled back at him
“So, tell me about your life before Los Angeles,” Alec asked. “You mentioned when I took you on as my teacher’s assistant that you were new in town.”
I nodded. “Yeah, I used to live up north with my brother, working in the biker’s parts shop and studying part-time. After a while, that became boring. There are only so many muffler tips that you can handle before you start going crazy.” I chuckled.
Alec frowned. “Bike parts?”
I nodded.
“My brother’s the vice president of an MC gang. I’ve been around bikers my whole life.”
Alec grinned at me. “You won’t believe it, but I was part of an MC gang, myself.”
“What?” I asked. I couldn’t imagine Alec on a motorbike. It just didn’t fit the image.
“I’m serious,” Alec said. “Let me show you,” he said and left the table. A moment later, he reappeared with a photo. In it, a much younger Alec stood with a bunch of men, next to their motorbikes.
“Wow,” I said.
Alec smiled, looking at me, and something between us changed. The atmosphere waselectric and it was suddenly harder to breathe. I was aware of how close he was sitting, having moved to show me the photo. My eyes trail to his lips, and I couldn’t help thinking back to the kiss we shared in his office. It had been so fucking hot.
As if Alec read my mind, he put his hand on my cheek and closed the distance between us. That spark that I’d felt before was there again, surging between us like a current. It flooded me with heat right away, and I wanted more. So much more.
“We should go inside,” Alec said, breathing hard. His face was still only inches from mine, and it made it hard to concentrate. I nodded, swallowing. I could just imagine what would happen if I went inside with him.
“What are you guys doing?” Beth asked from the door, sounding irritated.
Alec cleared his throat and moved away a little, his hand leaving my cheek. I felt his absence acutely.
“Nothing, sweetheart,” Alec
said.
Yeah, nothing indeed. “I should probably go,” I said, getting up. I didn’t want to leave, but with Beth here, monitoring our every move, we weren’t going to do anything, anyway.
“I’ll see you out,” Alec said, getting up, too. Well, it looked like the night was going to end. What a damn shame.
6
Alec
Last night, Isobel had left in a hurry after Beth had caught us. It wasn’t the first time Beth was difficult about me bringing a woman home, but I had never seen her this protective. My daughter was serious about keeping the relationship we had intact, not allowing anyone into our space.
That would have to change. What if I met someone I was serious about?
Isobel appeared at my office door, and I smiled.
“Just the woman I wanted to see,” I said.
Isobel looked serious. She walked into my office, closing the door behind her.
I frowned. “Is something wrong?”
Isobel nodded, leaning down onto the table so that I could look right down her shirt. Her tits were distracting.
“I want you to fuck me, Alec,” she said. I was surprised at how forward she was being, but I had felt the sexual tension last night, and there was no way she hadn’t felt it, too. I wanted her just as badly as she evidently wanted me.
“Are you sure? I don’t want you doing anything you don’t want to do. Sucking my cock is one thing, but letting me take you all the way? Totally different.” I asked and reached out to cup the side of her face. My cock was rock hard just with her in the room. The thought of sinking down into her tight, wet pussy was almost too much.
“Oh yes, I am. I want this. Bad. I want you.”
She was being very forward. I loved it; it turned me on. And I was done asking questions. Time to lay out demands.
“Good. You should.” I offered her a wicked smile that let her know real quick that I wasn’t just going to enjoy myself buried balls deep in her wet heat, I was going to hear her come five or six times before I was done.
