But an intrinsicity vied-for recourse and now, residing; found she was relieved, resolute and revoluted... ...In what was apprised and pronounced, in the abdicated-terms and reality; professed proven and given-to a new-projection. An adducing-redemption in the varied and concided-domination, which stayed-with her for a life-time of perception and power. The answer came with the caveat-instruction had been a determinant-design, by which seemed interjected with a discerning-deservancy, unquestioned. But she now realized for herself and other. It was a new-sense of success, a superlative yet superstitious-journey, of what was a travel through life. An incentive and engaging-trilogy, for which a personal-extension had been explanatory... A pre-conviction and pro-reality taken-in ratification. In the tenets-of chosenness and choice... A logment of self-theory, objectified and implicitly, extolled.
Her father, the first-guider in her life, had congealed with her a precipice-voyage to explain and conjugate by oracle and survival; in prodigious choice, the lessons and teachers; opus, an objectively, avail; as the prominent and predicated-to what was to come. And the many arrangements and tacits in what was an actual-adorning of a thriving attempting-child... Known of effective and assessive, implicate-learner. Demonstrating the actual-strength and void-through which her-talent and potential could take-root. And his innate-judgment and wisdom which actuated and improving her concertive-compelling... Much had been given to understand, comprehend and comprise on the development and devising; made for an accounting of terms and trainings... It came easy and accentedly, extenuate. ...A devising, 'privy' to profess and contact ; a fulfilling to contraction of self-contention, allocating and obligating-in a channel and charter.
A 'circumstance' by which cause, consolidated-instances and evoking, by an invention. ...The 'priority' and presence, acted upon; as a 'guiding-hand', was intervening with an propitious-mentality... Each 'inter-locked' to reveal a self-design, beneath the conduit of place, time and diversion. ...God's Hand, improving what was the influences of human-additional-'edict'. ...The private-denotation by which existential presented her with an insensed, holistic and advantaged in what it was to 'receive' an extenuative-'gift'. One-beyond all allaying and imposition. ...As an instillment, she once thought, which had been the care and treatment of an emanate-child. Never forgetting to be all-embracing by concertion, consistence and consideration. An aware and concise connotation of an evident, and what came to be an ultimate-amelioration. Now that fact, though newly, prenatent; had been 'God', come to pass.
The 'skill' and scholarliness, came with an appointed-completion. She'd never taken it for granted. As most everyone understood; ability and promise, in what was by something to be fully-endowed. She'd spelled-out her-life as an engenderer; and that proclaiming, came with a full-exemplary of 'self', and its form; and now, to a point of instigation. The convening and contemplation, to come to this 'moment'. The premise and presummation, she was in full-'witness'. The 'process', proved greater than the point-of-view; that in-life was life's expenditure. ...A promise and perfection, given and not-chosen. It was a conundrum and compendium-of the visionary-contention, that is so professed and prevailed. She'd found her new-purpose and pretense-to devote her-future; to the self-filled, attributes of a provisional-life. She'd thought she needed to find a new-beneficence for which the primal-incursion, proved-advancive. Now, an utter-voyage on a renewed 'operon-plane', was installed-in what had been an intrinsic-of her life-long achieving and accounting...
Many people had contributed to her-'liturgy', and proportment; to an exponent-pronounced and perfective, which held now as a new-pretense; that had been 'open-wide'. And with an entirely, immense-recognition and new-eventuality. A God-Head had secured a consummate-continuity... And an immense-commendment, by which was the ever-'decisive' choice to be considerate and consistent. ...The voice, from the inside, and a lucid-world which she'd adorned and professed, that had been again, reignited and manifested. The once-'fiber' of production and conducing, came and reaffirmed-in a recupe and inner-condensation... She'd looked at the world with the magnitudinal-magnificence; only a god, could create... And the virtued-instilllings of people, place and time; were to be annulled and resumed-in a new-exacting, perception and condoning... A transcending-'conviction' now, allied and played-out.
She'd recognized many things in life, living and the ultimatum-of all propagate-treasure and triumph... A recovered-devotion, layed-out upon a human-specter of genuine-genera and explicity. It was a new-destination inspired, situated and installed; by someone of a 'higher-power'. What was a greater-intensity, both inspiring and comforting that had came to her, had whispered the 'priority'-logic of what was Josephine's life, uptil now... There wasn't the least that was trivial and despotic. But a real-reverence, to her-alone. It was an 'influence'-greater than she ever known. What had been an old-susception, was on a new-scale... It was greater than a superstition; or all the sanquine-relevances given and achieved. It was another reason-'ratifier', for which her future was granted 'new-reality'. An accommodation of fate and fortuity, she couldn't have asked-for.
The promise and permission, to become avided and advanced. ...It was new-territory and tansferring of a new-reliance and rule. A new-purpose and ultimate-propriety; her father couldn't have done-better. It was a gift of God, and pertinently, a renown-plan only she knew of and was competent-to 'fulfill'. What would seem an adjulation-exposed and given-forth to take-part. What would become 'real', through-out her commitment. Like a devotion of 'faith', she was chosen by her-own 'imparting'. She had a revisualized-cause to follow. And it was perhaps, as her father once said, being diligent and causal-with always being a reason to be 'devoted'... And this was done, in a life-lesson; then and now. She'd worked, achieved, dreamed and fulfilled-in many lessons in-life. She was very-practical; and now, the in-division was rewarded... In an emanate-intent and ideal taken-in purported-proctor; and now, she understood like-in many cases and living-experiences... She would go-on to learn and gain ability, in a new lesson; all awaiting a future of wonderment and deriving.
In her new-crusade, she wanted to examine beauty, bases amd basics which had all played a part-in her life and living. Life, was too short to not withhold-it; in its of destiny and discipline. She now realized the requiem of its power... An encounter and essence-of thought and 'preciousness', in the exposure of the many 'lights', within. With all the resignings of purpose and proficiency, it would 'burn' with a new-vitality. It was a new-'emphasis' and a necessary-attainment, for which only she could be in a knowing. With-all the careful achievements, ascendings and establishings; it was a personally, 'revolutionary'-evolution... One of part and perception, accoladed by a very hard-working motivated-intellectual. There had never been a time of greater eschelon in the potential and ability, now or since; until what had now-occurred. As a look-back, she'd reached and was availed of intent and implication than this very-instance of a resting-reliable late-warm season...
In what would be an intent and understanding of a virtual and vying-season. A new-approach and empowerment, requiring practice and pretense... All the wide and wonderful-majesty events, which had befallen her, now she felt the scope of what was at a 'new-apex'. ...A subject not needing-'press', or projection; a proprietary-parable, 'pristine' and honorable; beyond any before. She understood that the many complexities which made-up her-life evolved, sat 'ready' to take-on a 'new-life'. ...Undaunted, with a transfixed vocation, it was all simple-now. It was definitely, a 'revision' of sorts; which she never could have written. A new-epitaph to the more maturer-years of her-life. ...A spiritual-awakening, in commandment... She deeply, comprehended this new-ratification, the great-beauty, designs and excellence; she had for so long thought she was the with-holder of, was now an exuberance of new-thoughts and gaining.
She felt the 'properties' would show her the way. A reenergized, reenigeered exact-accentuation of presence and power. A previsionary-objective and availance, to do
what was existent and needed. A very intrinsic-'atomizing'; prevalent and privilege-to her self thoughts and theories. A pronounce pro-quotient, private and powerful... A re-planed prodigiousness to carry-on. This majesty, told her mind and spirit, what was heeded and at her-heart knowing its prospective. ...The 'master-plan' so filiamentous and fundament to control, state and process. In what was a communication of a focus and foundation. A 'reanimation' of mental-definition inspired and dispelled by a private-simulation of skill and schematic; diverse and wholely, dissertational. ...Her best teachings in the wisest lessons and her most powerful-skill couldn't reach or expose.
It was this new-voice and 'power', which spoke and expediated a fantastically, new-course and concurring, only engendered and espoused as 'Josephine's mind'. An astonishing, convergence of extreme-advance; thought no trooper, place or thing, could eventuate or atoningly, evince... A spirit and especial-experience and essential-extollance dissolving the 'fissure' of even the most-independent mind and magnitude. It was hers in privacy and presound. ...She never-thought her mind could ever reach. But she now-realized this 'entity' was fulfilling beyond any measure. It was life-experiences, the infinite-universe in ann ablence from God... And amendingly, that's how Josephine-took it. ...One 'vast'-experience and exaction; in one solemn truth-revealed. A pretense and allusion-promulgated from a higher-power. One-allowing what had been a definitive-tutelage, granted to an eternal-access.
The 'privilege' and provening, set upon a deserving-being of a competent-recision. The provocative-acceding, attained and of potential, allowed as promised. The world had allowed her much, and now that permuting-promise was pervayed and adroitly, admirous... The policy of a private-conviction, announce and allowed. The many challenges once chosen were yet in an ever-widening, circle of pious-rightfulness. An inceptive-course divied and divided in the same. And Josephine, stood in its resolving-pleniatude. A residing-precipice set and sojourn-for whatever would-come. And now, that imminent-purpose would be supervised into an innate-intensive and innovation. Only she and God, knew its very real and truth reinteration, and that very aspect meant a new-precis of duty and devotion. It was a reverent-elegy to the learning-lessons and liturgy, to one who'd supposed in all-effective and valuable-pretense were nearing their-end...
God and gravitas-of one she'd admonishingly, obeyed and resoluted-in overture of so many kinds; she knew with all she'd been through was a new-order of internal-insensuousness... As time-arrived she began to just observe and originate-in a chosen-champion, in all her-life. The pedagogical allumination and alliance, once a segment-insinuation and what would become as a conversion... The contingent of 'Lord' and liturgy... A non-unfamiliar path of set, certainty and seizing; the determined-dutifying of choice, and chosenness. As careful and concise, were her-mature; conceiving, this blew the measurements, off-the-charts... She knew how-to find and deduce, and be a concertive in many things but now this concept drew her in, and stand her very-control over the presiding context of person, place and thing... From the crucial-knowledge, and learning of academics to the proven of vocal-artistics; she never seen anything close-to it...
In what was a propounding new respite and aspect, studied, learned and retrospective... The many duly-competent divisions, now impressed upon her that had to write a new-course. She recognized the focus and vivification of instilling and a perceptive-convention.. As the new-directive poise and reoriented in-times, terms and new-portrayal of a totally, redeeming dimension and deliberation; now commence and compounded-by force and framework. What was an impressive-drive of vision and prime-logic. It was late-Spring, being headed toward the warmth of early-Summer... And every new-day professed and progressed-in utilitarian knowledge. A containing, to begin a working-revival extended and understood. The diaphrenic-vision now sat in-full opulence and conjecture. A new-invitation that she was beginning to relate and realize. The regiment and rectification-being made real; by the agility of a novation-agent, intense and intuitive-provident and braced, in a convocation.
The inordinal-insinuate that had allowed-her to begin the new-assertion of confiding-work. She wanted-to act, with the powerful-pronation; but knew she needed-to explain herself. It didn't matter if anyone believed her, it was the laying of a new aspring-price. One, not just being-redefined or deferred-against. She-realized others, even close to her mental-capabilities, it would not understand her new enlightened-definitive. Inspiration, which was in rationale of past-greats; was something to be taken with a devising and denoted-'destiny'. She, being a reasoning-individual; but now, it went beyond-that. A relative-rationality, proprietary and evoking by the demeaning of what was finally, 'real'. But it was like Michelangelo and Moses, it took a lot of faith and implicit-resolution. She felt it was a independent-thing like so much of what she'd understood and attained...
Her father, her life-long sage, taught her to be independent, schrewd and wise... Not to take things for granted and to take things with a grain of salt because you didn't know were your next-venture would come. After a life-time of accomplish, this was necessarily, the indivisable next-step; transfixed-upon a life, before and life-after determinatively... A procuring-of a promise, conduced and conceded. She'd met something greater than all her-abilities and of more potential than she'd ever knew... It was the setting of a new-revering, accepted and counted-upon. Josephine could understand that no one could empathize with her. ...Glory and hard-work, only took to owed and manifest, to be impacting. A precise-motivation and calling of the intact-individual. The incursion of a 'potent'-thought and invitaiton; for which person and place were decided-in a private new-realm. As the retentive-intention and causing, by what was of self-definitive, this was a perceptional-best.
Her learning had made her mind and mentality accepting of acumen and institutional-values; and now, it centered upon the resigning of a new cognitive-installation. It was between the joys, hopes and follies transactual and ultimately, defined... A precious-imperative fully-composed and precipitate. To go back to a predawned, intricate that would mean the 'lost' of an actual-informative; which she was so abided and sanctioned-in. She had to make a choice; guts and glory, or presiding and practicality. She was sure it was her duty to be commited and controllingly, commanded-to. In what was influence of a revived-integrity. Of which she'd taken control of, through-out her life. It was a part of her, with deeply, rooted-consignment. It was a vividity and life's blood, she'd lived by. A pertinence and persistency that she pursued in life... A 'new-convention' of all that succeeded, and was improved. Her thoughts perceptions and progressions of work, form and Art. It was a very precious successful-stridence.
She felt like a 'child' discovering her 'first-lesson'; but with an intense-understanding and encouraging, evanescence... A mighty-precise and prologue, she ever had the chance to experience. Yet it was a lesson, in a 'vacuum'. Like somethings in life, they were unexplainable; yet some instilling and innately, evolving... She couldn't express the very seminal-access, residing or institution of a teacher whose reality and reference was an utterly, intimate installation. ...Far from it, it was the laying-on of her many 'participates'; brought-together and exposite to the mental-'heart and soul' of her, and her-alone. It was an incursion of capacity which she felt intimately, about... In what was an implementation-carried through life and apparent-in youth. It presented a duality of sorts and kind, that both-enthused and was incrementally, abased and confided-in. Soil, was almost a regimental contingent-realifying and otherwise-decree in a chance-relevation.
It was as if all that was, had been reassigned; a redesigning of issues, and lament. The 'portico'-admiration, once defined and devoted-to wiseness and objective, in overture. The truth-against an allowed 'agnosticism'. In what had been institutional, and the agenda fulfilled only by 'basis' and belief; and of by authenticity and conviction, to a form such as Art or apogee; in an exaction-agreement enforced or incitedly, insightful. The wor
k she once held and professed to the out-standing explicative expounded and expanded in an other-world ascension. The precipitation of what was the dryness made a vibrant river-torrential with impressive power. The fortune to which she had to be resounded was beyond her vision of articulate and extenuated was not fragile-world of what had come before. This certain and sophisticate anomaly, was of utmost power and proceival...
Was she to be accentuate and actuated by a past or what she always hoped and honored by? The past was denoted and deniable... A proven price of perfection once idealized and now understood. The infinite vying the defining afflictive and the destined in the idiom and ideatific provided in choice and chartered. In what was an art or achieved idyllic pointed and prospered in the disposed and defining in its grandest scales and schemes. It was now the implicate convocation set atop or given to be beneath her. It could seem extemperous but she had no certain affliction with anything. Her repose was her many attributes which had resded in talent and prowess. The even subjugation of thought and matters of craft and ability. But she did have hope which she expressed in people, place and times... The presounding epithesis to forging and forment in ways and rectification. The 'proxy' of instance and extemerate intent. But now the precis rectoral had improved but on yet the cause of practical divide.
She had seen the universe which she with what was at her heart subsistence and actuational. It was between her heart and mind. What was an oracle of premise and inspiring-asserted and assized, on reference and postulate. ...An arriving-'adjective', presented and representational of personal-profile, and a preeminence. ...Could it become an emanate-'justice' and inordinal-profaction? In what is an evident-spatial and abridgement, to a role of sensient and certainty. Her-reverence to all that was vendicated,, but unsated by what had come... It was 'impulsive', but astonishing... A private-work of presence and position; to be acknowledged, beyond any other. The 'habit' and hold-of what was a 'pristine'-aura in-thought. The presence and path-of cogitation and omnipotence, uncovered by a dense-sentiment; in an 'avasive' and what was of a precious-precis in an absolute-'orthodoxy'. The focused-fidelity by which a greater-power, saw fit to unveil...
The 'pathic'-absolution that was vortexed and advantaged, in a 'conceptual'-conveying; apparently, in her private-transferring. Was her-'hope', too much to be given to this 'eternal'-comprehension? ...The implying-in what is an utter, now-employing of fortune and fact; what were by terms and terminals in what was inductively, at stake. She had always been a 'compliment'; in one's conferrent-possibility and potentially, to the proliferate-deemings; compensatory and carefully, convergent. The deciduous-infinites, by which were a cause and concise-career, according and commending. The affixed-knowledge she now, realized a-set and always lent to an consistent-affiliation by which had stood as one-person, precept and 'persecution'. By what was in-technical and thought, as a 'consummate-logic'... This had made that 'dull', and unreasonable. The accounting of an exclusion, extolled by care and confidence to be given to a reclamation...
...What was an innate-'quality', once personified; in the now-factors of enlightenment. She basically, understood the 'priorities' and properties of 'standards'; being astute of an infinity. But to reach this pinnacle-in what had to be beyond-'theory', and an autological-theme on her-part... In what was an innate-excursion exposed in a relegate of an accommodate-form. In a-severant abating, prescribed and pre-nominal, to what was once filiament or faculty. ...It was more inspiration; it was a now, 'man' in-with a 'higher-power'. Where one's perspective-rose above thought and mental-acceding; but the affectation that required now, true-interpretation. Not even requiring an intent or accounting; being when once implaced, went beyond just a sustaining. An implausative-possibility, allowed to let Josephine be exposed into a newly conscience only proven by her-alone... To be totally, extended on a virtually, diffective-world. A fulfilled-'promise' neverfully, asked-for... An expediate-circumstance, for which Josephine's mind was given access, and what was for a contentious, contiguousness.
It is the moment of this other, 'universal-knowledge'; she had a divine-art of innateness and omniferous-conjoining. In an environment-of study and new-appellation; for what was one-secure, in itself. ...But knowing-all that was sophisticated and semantically, secure; which was by the assertion and assumption, that were to be carried and implied-with skill and ability... A bequest-of soldiering-up, and sequential. The event and epicacy, by which was a subversion-accepted in terms and incentive-talent. It is said all-people are full-writers to be begotten, but assentions and exertions; don't do what a radical, clear-age; that would-be, an allotment... An 'entire'-inclusion still left-out of the possibility of further-prescience and proper-perpetuation... An infinitissimo acccount to all that was, but now even in the compact and conformative; it was apparent that realized in extenuation and was a 'fortuity' of what was a semantic-before and after.
Her-hopes were high; but it went beyond an 'essence', and what was once integral, perfective and placidness-to as design and antegram... A commanding-'contemplation' that is-unabounded and entirely, efficacious. The prospering-ground of 'utlra'-potency and procuring. It was an independent-'asylum' of a broken-beneficence. An effigence that is individually, proven and expounded. An 'in a vision' of the 'unthinkable', and imposantly, extrinsic. The lesson of a drasticism and teleology; a content, granted in its precept to be as 'one'-world. Many people were 'fascinated', with the unknown, occult and invisible; some, over the centuries, practiced this as a 'science'. In a truly-interpretative venue, for which 'knowledge' was a limited but transitive-form. That the 'universe' could be beyond the pretense and practical that most religions have considered. An 'alliance' with God, to reach an 'ultimate-vision'. So many ecstetic-artists, tried-to achieve this.
The influence, 'true-influence' of God was in such a 'manner'. A mystic-'revelation'-only a greater-power could concede. An edifice and ideal, that proved a-blessing in all its worth and majesty. There were many-plots to life and livelihood, but the precise prevalence-preceding, in hyper-conception. As the steps to her-life played-out, each represented some-part to this revealed-'evidence'. Being a 'proud' and practical-women, her-idea of a higher-power, that would contain such a reference. ...And the knowing-factors in that 'fabric', exposed such 'real'-discipline. ...A magnitude to which she only knew and contended. How was this-'compact' not be of such personal-'plurability'. An 'overt'-ingression of refining, and in utter-'fate'. A proper-expanse of all that was, and all that could be. This exalting-over, all that might have been proved in an ultimate-sense; a saving-grace of Josephine Stein. ...But in her-thoughts, were all the elicitations of that were a certainty-suffluence; in what was to come.
An imputant-recourse and congealing-discourse to what was a tentative actual-'role' to come. An implacatude and pertinence, to be decided and carried-on. A purview, uncertainty and absolute-continuity, that was to follow. With a passion and knowledge-of a 'dream', that was the honorable-preclusion of fact and fate. She would have to weigh-in the 'balance'; the overcoming, or an overdoing real-evidence. Being as which was now, suiting-her. It would be a new-standard to her-acumen and artifice. A vowed and exceptional-contention actively, expressed; in a 'product' of an endowed-individual. In what was a preeminence and perfection-comprised and devised of inner-thought; and what she acknowledged that would be surmised and satisfied. Where once it was an 'esoteric'-confession, out of which no one but her alone could actualize or induce... She thought 'deeply', about what had occurred and about the likely, amorous-amelioration that would possibly, follow.
What she'd been, as a concert; if designs and deemings-'unchosen', virtualized and effected; for which no-perspective or preposition, could be allayed and atoned. It was beyond-measure and motivation, by instance and evolving. ...The destined and decided, in-ascension and afferency... The duty and demand-of independent-factors, a dissemination; for which she wanted to intend and affectuate.
It was as once her-dream in a personal-diffusion; divine and infusionary, by a necessary 'callegory'-to her-life. She decided to handle-it with immense-care and conferring. ...It was both, an extrication and intervention; by an extension and accounting, that had many complex-implications of self and semantics... The intentful, agility-of purpose and projection; which were obvious and encompassing. That were broad-dealings, and interpretations-of the mind. What was carried-on as a limited-deliberation. She'd studied the virtues and venerates-of theory and thought, as a security-limited, allusions. Making what their-passions were fully, in a necessary balance.
...And art was an official-register and random-resiliation; chosen for its ardent and resolute-composure of personal-skill... But she-realized she'd chosen a 'titer', its eternal-reverence and relying; that one could contribute and reveal in a high-order. But simply she wanted to be involved with the unknown in an intimate-way. Of what was a devoted-process which might make one accountably, close to Nirvana. In what was in her-studies were the professorial of cause and character. ...A kind, she understood that now it was a delivery of work, design and spirit. ...To exposed and fulfilled a conjecture on the archetypical carry-through of a conviction... What a people, place and time had inflicted upon self and circumstance. Perhaps, it was a final-resurrections to all that came-before. The final-fulfillment of talent and discharge. The concise-eventuality succeeded-to and brought-to an essenced-reprisal. The precious-preliminary still being objectified and literal. An expication concurred and ascented-to. She, in her dreams, designs and devotedness were essentially, exonerated. The 'prime'-presence of what was 'within', truly at her-heart.
...A great-expectation, achieved and excellently, expircated and redefined... An epical-acessed digest, that is afforded and constituted-to be her future and expediant new-life... A connective-composition, brought unto a conceding; to what was an objective and personal-obligation... An utter-proclamation, to one woman's vision and vocal-intercession. An extrication that poised and posed, her new-inspiration to do with an exploring-comport and impart-to what was a 'world' of beauty, bounty and benefaction. Was it to become a 'fruition', factoring or foundation, in a scope only, she could envision and express. ...She realized she was in a whole new-'realm' of all new-potential and possibilities. A convivial-recision and extounding, that were precursive challenges and choices. And being the 'mother' of this professing and emanating; from a deservancy of private and protection by extrinsicity and employing...
The proper-'propitiation', that was in advanced and affective-affluence; that are projective and 'priding'. The annulled-ascertaining, proven and displayed; as a new-personal objective-'expenser', and a propensity of 'just' and now-'immense'-justification... It would be an 'ethereal'-project and lesson, to more than 'fill-in'-alike and in lattitude... She understood, 'life' wouldn't exist as long as the 'reaches'; that were of her new-vying, and vestiture. She knew what she could do and just-how, as with her-family, friends, people and profession. It was 'bigger', than that. The instance and inspiration, that was her-ideal and intending. Now, institution would-be a 'basis' for a new-artistic provision, pretense and no longer, pretention... A refining 'lattice-work', of a living inspiring bravely, taken and found a-convent; in what is an extensity to provoke and avail. A brought-forth angelical-premonition; to be invoked as her-study, and 'benediction' by choice, command and prevision; to make 'real' her most 'devout' exposition by riteful-talent.
A 'presence' and precipitation of the 'greatest-vacuum' from which she now, espoused... A dimension-avid and undefined-by an 'exception'-realized and understood. She would, with her permission; be in a 'vortex'-window, through which the magnificence of the world that could flow-unrestrained. It was 'bigger' than her. It was the reversal of a dream, which she must act-in an exponence. A private-constituting of a world, to which she'd recognized as a pre-'muse' of what is a proprietary, and confession. A 'convocation' to be passed-into the world by her-hand, and anointed-mind. She'd given a relatively, short-decision to what might 'occur'. If she'd chosen the 'right-thing'. ...And had the virtual and critical-state, be the correct-one. One's self-engineering truly could, and would compose or be a componency, 'right'... There were others, through time, who might have chosen 'virtue'-only to be made with adversity and vice, never given-up; in a personal-belief of a greater-'beneficence'.
...Or was 'excellence' and exhilaration, to be unseen or 'valueless'? A private-extoll and opining, 'opulence' that could be the open-'ugliness' of a world. ...A world-affirming only the insanity of its beholder; or what rarely, happened in the genuine-genius of careful and confrimative, and compelling-coalition. Some would risk 'sanity' and sanctum, to see and be as she was... All those greatly, beyond-bestowals and realized-ramifications that perhaps were given in some 'selfish-stage'; endowing, but not ending her-intense convey-out of her going-to this-realm; with mental-treasure obtained to by Self... Perhaps commitment, concerting-derivation and design, were never meant to be assigned or self-divided. So was she in a 'thick'-place, or was she-enamored and fixed-on one-thing; which could never be; a correction to be 'secure' in the blissfully, 'real-world'. As her once 'dreams', a cavalcade-of bestowals by a 'complex'-mind and subconscious, of what was an accomplished, 'brain-power'. It was a fantastic-apparition, or outstanding-facilitation... An occurrence-'borne' of a partitioned-state; by her best-instilling and conjecture. Fulfilling, her deep-'hopes' and triumphs, all-in one.
Was she to be accepting, acknowledging and conducive in a fuller-context, beyond the passively-real, reality? A prayed-for 'obelisk', formed in delineate-depiction. An 'irrelevant'-apporting, transferred to the mind; in so densing and determinative-conscience. Her father thought wisely, that the 'devils' of the world were deceptive-'visionaries' affecting the greatest hope and pride. ...So one should not rely-on 'code' and 'conduct', to be certain. That under the great-depths of a propensity, by unknown-'riches' lies the divide and division of many worlds; gone and to come. It could be a visionary-affliction of a mental-despondence, brought-on by hard-work or the left-over of her once 'majestic'-subconscience; bought on by a sudden turn-of-events. One thing it was not, was her provisionary-creativity; that which occurred by her aspired-thinking; she'd learned them through-out life and living. She was in no-need of further proven, 'pedanticism'. She'd decided-to end her-career as a profound-literalist.
Most people have 'dreams', the faculties of the mind-making a requirement of perception, passion and spirit. A private-defining, made-out of challenge and chosen-ideology. A production for which ennuied in an actual transitive-'truth'... But what if 'premise' became impact, and altered-in the dreams that may come. It was as if a 'confidence'-effort, that had been compromised; by perhaps an over-active brain. There was just possibly, too much exertion, by the definitely, powerful imaginative 'brain-diode'. It was her dedication-to form, and its actuality; which helped her to decide to proceed with the utmost-caution. ...But first she knew, she had to contact and channel her-instincts. ...A fortune and favor of 'destiny' and determination. In what was an espoused-expectation, in which had been declared her-fate. To essentialize the 'roots'-of self-implication which was sided, and was a subjection understood; and intactfully, and divisionally-devised. She had to prove what was to be an intact-account. It was her against what had become her-'mind'.
Her 'true-mind' over-mitigated by 'majesty', for which an occult and cultural were to be subdivided-into purpose and elegance; but by instance was a purporting. She had to infuse-all her mental-concentration to realign, her intensive-talent and prowess... In what is a tenuance of a total-recall, with all the factors of her forward-conjugation, in which to refind the precepts of a devicive-mind. What could be a fight-with God. She would need to be block-with order and incense, while the mind-gravity; was to be 'white' with pure-encounter... Fighting-herself, as an 'honored-knight' and nascence; previously, assessed... It was a battle-of 'rituality', and impressing.
'Thought', once being a reward; was now, a 'war-zone' of 'prolifery'... In a 'resurrection' of intimate-individual and eternally, 'endowed power'. Each was matched, in an exacting-twist of what was abounds and abatement which she could be sure, she was up-to the 'fight'. But she knew-thought and self-perceivings, were held-by her, alone. She stood-on perpetual and deligning-grounds. A subjective and integrative-issue, for which a pronounce and 'passion', were to decide who was 'champion'.
Thoughts, impressions and skills were to act, as contemplating-control; 'virtual' to regain what just might be 'lost', to an over-whelming, 'toll'. To keep her-'sanity', she needed resolve and be resolute by provision to make out goals of a reasonable and ratifying-embasing; of self and selfly, imposing; to be achieved, grasped and made one's relevance... A champion of what was 'real', and what was regent. ...One had to know oneself in the 'deepest'-sense. A 'war'-of worthy, relevance. The justness and justification-to rise-above in an inert causative-convention. Josephine had always made a good-account of work and learning... A genuine-application of intent and ideas, in a juxtaposition-alluding to form and relevant-'finesse'. A distinctive, self-recourse driven and devoted-to what she had gained in an expertise. A promise-fortified by adeptness and adoptive. What became a deriving-division.
In what could be an amassing, and a dynamic-education. But her sentiment-over the years, were a personal-contraction was developed and ensued; with a proffering-prowess. In what was an 'opus' of technical-predomination, the Art and understanding, presiding and proving in prevalence... The once 'golden'-choices and deductions-honored and held. That life-long, enduring and endearing was to be put to prosound and precious-'precis'. A concise, 'cardinal-rule' that was progressed and perfected. The grasp and gravity-of careful-logic and enlisting. ...A resound and representation-comprehended, comprised and complyingly, controlled... The empirical-investment that was ordered and understood. In what was an 'impetus' given program and propitiation. And now, after the meeting of the magnitude of precept and purpose, was reward and graduation... She had to mentally and spiritually, face a self-evoked, 'nemesis'. She'd once been an 'astute' and scholarly, student and graduate-now she had to use what was a very calculative -'ability' of her-soul to out-do what was an extoundingly, reverent-essence of her-soul.
A finite-faces the infinite; sublime and subjective, one knowing the bounds of her-spirit and the other knowing the 'redemption' of her-soul... To receive in enmity, that would be to in order to claim 'sanity' but absolescence; the other kill and destroy, what was an accurately, achieving and banishing-of a universe, into an oblivion. A necessary-'Nimrod', against an undeniant-being; who'd give her the world for the abandonment-of 'reality'. An ultimate-resound, paralleled in respective. Where once inspiration, formed an adamant-'vortex', to the wonder of her life; now, it was a pitting-of 'margins'... She was a master which had-for a number of years been decided and taken-on, in what now would have to be 'reality'. To recognize and register-on an entirely, abject-level... Now, working with her-talent and ability, 'hopefully' being brought to be intact; but not expended, and abstinent as once an-exploration... That she could be convinced that her most intricate-powers, that would need to be taken, and fully-embraced...
...Josephine was nine and full-of life... ...An excellent-Junior in advanced-studies at high-school... Her father, was the love of her-life. She had just gotten-home from music-practice; enjoying a bite-to eat, when her-father arrived home, tired and sore... She was in her-room, studying when the door to her-room swung-open. He went-in and sat-on her-bed... Quietly, and calmly, he began to speak. Her mother was in the kitchen obliviously, cooking... ...She'd become less-involved, and began a decline that would lead to her-demise, her father was her best-parent figure. '...Josephine I want you to always remember and learn, that what is in your heart should never be taken for granted.' 'You're 'special', but don't let that dictate what you do, or become.' 'I know you 'believe' you are doing all you can, but there is more to the world than you can 'ever'-imagine'...
...It was an psychologically and emotionally, moving-time, one she wasn't sure she could-fully-understand. But as time past, she utilized that 'vision'. And now, that mental-prophesy had explained it 'all'... All through-life that over-riding instillment, extolled the prevalence of life and lament... ...And now, would be an especially-certain and discerning-carefulness, reposed-on the self-definition and definite-destiny. Her-father excelled at teaching and now he'd given her the precipitous-power to prove diligent and self-convoking... A pronounced-prelaying now, chosen as a judgment, in her-corner. And now, she knew she had to focus-all her rational-restitutional and ratifying-integrity to vanquish a subversive-part of herself. She-realized it was as a part, set in the setting of her-brain, the physical and expressively, precipice by which adorned her-conscience. The 'designator', a 'meter' and 'accommodater' of the auspice of suspicious-thought and availing... A vancively, preeminent defective and promitory; that conducted a slight-investment of mentality.
In what was a 'hot-key' ordination and ramification. A truly resonant culmen-dutiful and of digest. A medial-convection of all human-actuality and precept accuracy. In what could be a 'promiser' and 'promisseurater'... An integrate-definer, prolicited-flashpoints to the rationale of any human-thought, or sense. The conductor-of vivid-imagery and contemplative expression, was going to be difficult. First she had to release the 'advantages'-acumen by which existed by duly-expedite provision; in an unfearfully, elaborate and adamant subversionary... It would be a venture into an 'odyssey' of self-composing; where thinking lies, in liberation and effident elocution given-in dynastic-realism... Where perhaps, a 'digest' is divest, of all 'literal'-control and 'concise'-carefulness... ...A 'Jester', commanded and performed of the indulgences of the mind... An infatic-emphasizer and abominater-of all that is gestured, and 'sensical'. A professive power-monger-generous and compassionately, dumb-struck. Josephine had to 'expose' and look inside for an originator-of this 'power' and passion, to seek-out a bestower; an oracle of allusion, and 'fascinator'-of deduction.
This 'self'-beyond self, the purchaser of magnamity, and manifester. A holder of the law of preciously-atoned and attuning-thought. The self, which resided in inner-most entity and enlightenment. This 'centromere' of self-significance, that would be an owner of centralized-objectivity. When she possibly, met her first 'teacher' was in thought and expresseion. Her father in later years extolled on her earliest-perceptions; a 'doll' which he bought her for her second-birthday. A simple 'Raggedy Ann', Josephine thought it was a creature of possibilities, and potential. Although, she rarely played with it, it stayed on her bed-pillow for ten-years, watching and awaiting love and caring by a little-loveable girl... She thought deeply, on this object. What was meant for affection, extolled the personal-security of childhood and devotions. With all her class-work, cerebral-activity and denotation of practical-prowess; there was virtually, no childhood... This fact she rarely, spoke about to anyone. She was deeply, into technical-thought.
How 'civicly', solemn she felt about that; she never was really a 'girl'. That with-all of predispose-duties and abilities, it really stole her-childhood. Experience-dictated she lead a sophisticated and learned-life. One hushed of childly, indifference. Perhaps if that doll could be the symbol of mental-relativity. She-thought on this, with an insense-impressive concentrate-in her mind. Traveling-back in the field of 'memory and imagination'. Then, she saw it. Somewhere-in her much networking-thought; processes it came to her-inner deep-deriving thinking. ...A doll sat on a 'rock' somewhere in the darkened-void of the cosmos of her mental-state... It no-longer looked 'placid and smiling' it had a defined disgruntled-expression; then she came closer, when a 'Raggedy Andy' in human-form walked-out and began a dance-of-dissolution. He was 'skinny', larky and humorous; but with a demented-expression and drive. He was almost laughable until he came-closer. Then Josephine knew with a deep-agreement and regret; th
is was her ultimate-nemesis... The regent and royal, brain-matter which she never considered but lay in the back of her-mind.
In what was 'thought', a long ago memory. A pragmatic-subjugation of which took the form of this creature... A natural-atrophied 'entity' taken into the greater feelings, emotions and lost-sensations covering the denied-expression fed-off the starved majesty and 'magic' of what was never, allowed to be... A figment-of the deluded of a prospect of to dream to dream... She now, faced what should have been a passive, possession never claimed. Knowing, now that she had to confront her greatest-needs and cravings; what in her endearing to collectively, cut her-off from a central rewarded-spirituality. She'd never questioned her liberal-laiety of purpose and motivation. A child's joy and comfort was due to her enamored 'ignorance'; and now, she had to face it head-on and objective. There were some things she still had to understand; that her very-'soul' lay in the balance. This, being was there by a stoicism and refrain-to which she'd taken great care to siver from all that was, and for all time-sake...
So she-recognized a both 'alien', and intimate-being. This all, had resided within her. An 'abernathy' of time and place. It was her 'young-soul', allowed to go on uncherished, and abandoned. It was an certain-invocation made mystically, 'real'. She knew that this entity, creature, being was at the 'roots' of her very-soul. The presence, originated and implicity was of what relegate the many precepts and properties; that were the fundament of basis, belief and bestowal... What were the meanings, motifs and manifestation. ...Of emotions and motives, stood-up and followed-in deeded-achievement. The child she never was, the feelings she never carried. A net-specificity, allowed to be vulnerable and never saved in a 'safe'-place. An undone-homage of love and devotion; stipped at the 'heart'. And what she knew as the destruction-of entitled-endearing. If she was to conquer and return what was rightly, hers; she had to defeat this 'intrinsic'-power.
Herself, lay in this realm... A grand and great infinite-place, which offered her untold impressive, potential... Where a 'lunacy', kept her imaginative-powers ever-realized. A 'pedestal' of prospect and vision, for which she had no idea, existed... A place of ultimate-perfection, and perception. A concertion in grand-reality, being existent-always in her mind and mentality. It was, and was meant-to be a resounding revelation. ...A creature-hideous and 'insane', awaited the 'alter'-universe; willing to give her insane-magnanimous reward-out of inward-suffrage. An all-powerful preclusion and reclusion in a self-determinative, defiance; for which perspective and purpose, once all-tolled would be rewarded-in the same and offered, in ascertainment... A preeminent poser and post-script, she had to repay and prove a 'proselyte'...
As had-for the taking be the 'Vitas' of an emanately, abled talented-expertise; for which now, she had to stand-and-deliver, or await an excellent self-esoteric execution of her-mind... As sure as she'd 'loved' her-prowess, she had to allow her fondest-empowering to be dissolute-in knowing restitution. ...By accepting her worthy gift she exonerated the 'distension', of a permissive and remunerating past. It was passive against passive, portage and portal, convinced and convoked; estimation and extolled... In truth, she had enough of her aptitude and attaining, once enamoring the potential and plot of what could have surely, been forgotten... She decided she'd hold no more beliefs and bases in it. The creature began darting and dancing, coming closer. Perhaps, it was too late. She felt explicable about what was happening but more than fortunate to be, as she was. Having a lost-childhood.
She awoke and now, understood as a reason for the fortune. If she was not to be 'motif' or insane. She had to realize and make her simplest-child reverance and relative were to be acknowledged and accounted for. A conductive-advising, that-in ways were her truthful-atoning. It had to be a renovative-portrayal. In what seemed an active, comportality, for in ways were beyond-recovery. One could not revive what was under-the-bridge. Being-'wise' means prepping for the unknown but she truly, conceived that the past, was best left there. To go back, would be testament to this no longer 'worthy' or reliant. After all there was no certifiable-'fortune'. Josephine drove her newly, cleaned BMW over the Brooklyn Bridge from Manhattan early one afternoon. It 'purred' like a baby. The sun was heading-off to the West and traffic had eased-up. The light-traffic allowed her to head home after a day in the city.
Her-career was winding-down. Now more expectations of an inspiration. And she knew that's all there was. The many things, ideals and imaginations evolved into, was just that a fellow expression-forgotten. Now, all there was the patience of a newly-retired lifestyle. She didn't know actually, were to start, or what would be stopped... She knew she had to be accepting, and accountable. A new-living pronouncment, idealized and exponentially, expecting. A reserve from what was a 'past', left-behind. No more hardwork and urgency. She could relax and understand a prospective-life. Apprising and presound acknowledging, as a new necessity. A new necessity, and deludingly owned and enacted... It was all-up to her. A convocative-arena was hers to use and make her-own. The New York City skyline, looked beautiful off in the distance and her long time Brownstone looked as welcoming as any life in the 'Big Apple'. Pidgeons flew across the shipping-zone and the statue of Liberty sat true, as any welcoming-fixture... Life in the NYC metropolis was a valuable and reliable-entity... As Josephine came in the front-door of her home the Terrier yelped an appreciation as Sarah hanged her-coat and gloves-up, and mentioned the warm-meal, she had waiting.
Josephine had the world 'on-a-string'. Would her life change now that so much had ended. It was not 'superficial' or comprising; but an instilling of a new-repose of the heart. Inherent to it all was the new and endowed, reliance and instilling. There was little-substantial to be ordinated. She might let fate 'decide' or learn to be refined in an articulate-impetus of an uncommanding-order. A refine ingenuity to feint and fein in utter-invest and be implement. In what might be an adjuration of decision and ultimate absolvance. What could be instinctive arrival and ovation. An entitlety and entity for which no longer intactly afferent and an incentively, alternate imbasing. A pretention that would be the orignal-orient taken and transcribed, in a new-defined digest.
Her 'new-story' would be written by the many events, sites and people in her great residence of 4.8 million... A yellow and-brown cat stood-on a worn-street-corner as a black Eldorado-automobile in delapidated shape, rode pass. The drriver smoked a Pall Mall he bought at the Liquor store; 8 blocks from his ghetto apartment. ...A fifth of Gin-bottle was sitting in seat next to him; as he left, empty but for a trace. He was going to meet with his brother who'd just got out of jail for Meth possession. The sky was overcast as a rock by a track scares the cat into walking on... Eliza Wentfield awaited the Mailman on the other-side of the lot where the no gone-cat, once stood. She sat for an hour more before heading-off to sleep for an evening nap... The truck, was Samuel Evans; he didn't own it out-right he was a hauler for A-II Moving and Hauling. It was evening for all New Yorkers...
Josephine had only certain visitors on a Red Letter Day as this, when a knock came at the door around 8 pm. It was a solitary sound on her quiet street. It came several times mpore before Sarah doing some late-nigh over-work, answered. She could see a tall-man standing at the door. It was someone she and didn't recognize immediately, then it came to her. That morning he'd been there earlier to speak to the owner. He was a Real Estate Broker. Josephine had allowed him to come see her about her Home Association Group were reassigning property tax and hers was on of the most wealthy. She'd felt honored and suppriesd. Just then Sam, as he was known drove quietly, by. He'd been assigned to remove some furniture from an old-resident whose grandfather had recently, passed-away. ...'With the property market resurging all of New York was thought to see a rise...', saidPaul Morgan-a real-estate agent for 'Metromax, an upscale property marketeer. Her CPA usually, took care of such things. 'The site you own has to be in, in two days; your accountant wa
s on vacation; so that let me to you'...
'Sarah take his-coat and hang it up; we have some official-business to attend to'... Said Josephine, who kept up on those matters. They discussed the circumstance over coffee. As he left with the signature and papers with a signed-copy for herself they bidded 'Farewell'. 'He seemed to be a hard-working gentleman, Sarah?' said Josephine, Sarah agreed. He was 46, nearly, seven-years older than her. How, she thought had the workforce had changed. Usually, it would have been a youthful 28-year old working-nights. Sarah, put the cleaning-away and prepped to go home. Josephine decided to stay up and watch TV and look-up on the web. She knew almost refrainedly, that she had much time on her hands. Things that were done for her on the web like a blog was in its last-throes. The house was silent. After Sarah left she decided to go to sleep about 11:35 pm. The next morning, it was a 'clear'-September day. Regular-activities from work, to schools to governmen to business in general was being carried-on.
But Josephine had only, the many prolapse of a new-order at '30-something', funds worth half-billion, a nothing but the allusionl and collusion of time. She was not second-fiddle to anyone. She was to join the 'Ritz' set if she was to stay in New York. ...In New York, one's status in life was to fit in or move to another corner if the world. Even-though privacy was of prominent importance perhaps it was time to move-on. To espouse new-relevance and roots. A purport which had been cold, aloft and insincere. She was not going to let anyone up-root her. But if the Home Association chose, it could make real-problems for her. Her once illustriousness, was gone and lacking. An especially ignominity traversing of authenticity and disaffection. She could only hope. The diligence in how she took-care of her-paperwork had to be kept-up upon. She'd heared of eviction for unextenuate terms. They wanted continue explicity, but Josephine had changed.
Peggy Landers, was a former-student of Josephine Stein she didn't expect truer-allegiance by others for any reason... She was reanalyzing the purpose an veritable objectivity to what waas a prospect and project of what she wanted for her future. There needed to be a deriving defusion for which money could not be te consoling thing. Her mind was to 'rest' upon the once availing of the confronted mitigation life fitted a certain-role that would not fit any other ways. The permissivity would make anyone disenthused. It was begin to seem perhaps 'money' was worthless... Her father in their home in Scinectidity had never glorified money. It was too elusive. So he settled on a good-life. One withstanding value, purpose and relegation. He always said life was too short to worry aout any. An embellish carefully, courted not with diseffectiveness. A port and portage of times and reason. Josephine understood and accepted to a rational forethought. A instance and implication learned and guided by a worthy and wise adult man.
From her first-days of self-involvements and conferrences which alone she'd been a technical champion with cause and carefulness. Consideration and solace proved to be accurate and concise. He inspiration carried over into her other-contention. She actuated and accounted herself very well. Her independence proved wise , and worthwhile. And now the story of her-life had met a new expectation. Where now the instrumentation of a frugal self was incensed implementational. She was virtuallyy, alone and now there was ltitle needing attention. She had to realized the future achieving of what would be her new 'context'. The stridence and stressing were of no context... All her provisions by 'self' and case; were in a complicit and carefully, layed into place and practiced. The arrival of the 'position' and 'potential' were now complete; in all the contingents, was an accommodation. In a consolidation and command-of an utter-assizing, into which consensus of a 'fortune' and competence, were all her-own... By what were the many devisings and dimensions, was a simple-deriving.
From the comfort of home, her life was now hers to endure. But what would she do? Primatize or infute a prodigious and discerning background from what would be her next-colluding prospect. An alluding and constituting carefully, laid but configuratively, defining. The terms of her life new was the extent to which she could carry-on her life. A new point-of-view perplexity which connoted ritual mystery to which would be engaged. It was the theme of what was a reputative life... September was a duller-month. After the once warm-Summer, sun began to fade with farewelll illumination. Most were and salled in a truer impetus. Forward vision authenticity to whch concern and consigning went-on unabated. The seas began to curned with stormy-conditions. ...Ships off-shore were arriving with new-supplies every houre on the hour... Its Longshore workers readied for off-loading, redirectiong and shipping... Time Square was active with a slow popular-visit and who'd taken time-out from work.
Wall-Street stock-market was seing a rise in the ticker for the last four-months of the year. Hubs, flagships and world-trade centers were welcoming new installed work-executives to begin again the new moving quotas... Art-industry and residential/development were thriving with purpose and vision. An residential property worth millions lived on in-explicit resurgence. Work had a way of centering a person. Especially, in the pertinence of New York and its reputative. Her reputation had stood for some times. She didn't want to admired it but it was a part of her. Now, a nonexistent part. She had to realized like many-famous people that theirs some in the light was over, that the most important and fabulous part had some. Many tried to regain what was once there or make a situational stand in where there was no longer reason. Jus like fame, riches dwindled as well... To keep up the estates, wealth and reward one had to change one's way of life. To live more adroitly, a understood money was 'fleeting'.
One had to discard the once fortunate-history and rely on a new-assertive objectivity. A presiding and persistence which promulgated by availing time and contest. What was once privilege became a trained new way of life and livelihood. The experiences and experiential, tied together in unilateral lament. The duty of ever-present persevering by which she lived by venue and venuity by obligation ever-faring objective. And the influences which once presented themselve and advantageous were no longer. An impacting and impassive terms of wonder. Worthiness and reward were conjugative inordinate non-goals in imparting. She could 'consciously', understand that it was a way of life. A purported life-style established by unintentful effort almost without the slightest a concern arriving and leaving with insubstantiation. But there was a certain-logic which cretaed the allusion or power over all terms. But it was all a temptation and 'luck' few people could fully interpret... A foster centered-on what had no rationale. Yet legitimately, she knew not to be careless in a major way. And now she was major-wealthy. She'd predicted she made 120 million on the last-publication...
Bringing her grand-total with to over 700 million. She was truly inspired to retain her funds with the help of friends and acquaintances close and far. She even had overseas wealthy friends who proposed investment after her career was over. To kind of bolster her retirement funds. Some suggested giving some to specific charities if and when she'd no longer had a formitable career. Over all she kept a long and steady pace on acquiring funds. She didn't shirk the 'duty' of caring for her wealth. Long before the end of her career investments were be run all over the US and abroad. A nascent definitive which plied varying-terms and agreements. Establishing conclusive wealthfulness. An utter integration of certain derivatives, which now increased in percentage. Money within the culture of fame, wealth investment. She thought about contentions and culminations of yesterday, today and tomorrow. In fact, she was no more needing to investments...
Within her understanding and intepretation of things she could and most live as she please. Though, with an effort she understood it was not to be taken lightly. Her-culture did not take wealth unseriously. It was like a cultural-'pride' and prodigiousness. A compounding-protocol pinpoint and proven. A proving-projection inseminate and temperate. An especially, certainty and sophistication ordinate-austentiousness to be progressive. She realized and wa
s reliable in intention and understanding proclusive and auspice to what had come and what was. The many areas of an intent and enjoining, enlisting and engaging as her-engaging and operative provisions processed and projected. And so she was entitled to the course of fortune and fame, not untaken withhout recourse. With Jew-money there was Jew-'logic'; that made entire portions of the world rich and people, leaders and powerwelders... In what was nearly, infaticism out for her was cordon-cordiality. The sky a blew with clouds across a bright-sky as she scheduled decided the next-activity.
She'd once been out with her close-friends. But with the course-of-life were courses and scheduling-priorities once challenging but now there just wasn't anywhere to find identifying coinciding... There was just fond-reserve for which things were growing less common. They ans she began to realzie that things were not nascent and novelty any more. A new-term to be enterprising of the world lay ahead, and tomorrows were interstial reverences. She had to assume a new-relativev scale to what would be her life. The day became warm and bright, a wonderful-time to get outdoors. On form occasions, she'd take time out to make strides to be partaken in a moments time-out intransing. She knew better than let 'time' waste... She had to reinvent herselfl with a new-focus. She couldn't let herself be misguided. An in-between state was effective not good. With no new aspirations things tended to stand-still. In what was an ovation to the edifice of time.
Money and monotony, were two incitings of a parallel world and warding. The profiting and prefix of what was the result of an ideal effort. The new reality once wonderful and realizable. A private pretext for which she comprised and now, seemed sentimentally, a verse. An avid consolation promised and procured in the revelating of a 'destiny'. The promised projection, residual ad original. Her entire life had been spontaneous arriving point... Until she eased into success and apprissal. What was the new life without understood or heraldry of terms and tidings. What inner-youth might have seemed timing and tempestuous in afford and formitive. A prospective and purpose to chich certainty and assurety helped to lay plans to what was 'destiny' and deriving. Yet the interstitial efforting abound and was recourse by what was the officious-gift and according. By the elicitation founded and fostered in events and entitiling. The allusion of time and incense given to the self-advancing actuality for which context and conferring gave way to an inward advocatiion adjudication.
But the chances and challenges were given to in interwoven scheme and schedule. The proven and professed which assisted and given to change and charter. She lived her life completely, without hate, and now the precipice of that alloting act to acknowledge her time and transition and choice. The enchantment had ended, and now there was only the rest of her life... She could have filled it with elation. That intricate attempt and quixotic implication sanction and epitiomized, her once extenuate terms and transforging... The extent and obligate-opus of opportunity and opinionated residing chance. The choice and charms which fulfilled and federated what was instance and instilled. A personal consumptive efforts were the sound and simplesse of self, life and lessons in the lament and literation offered and off-shoot. A prominent of a perceived edification instance and idealized. The much effort was preliminated by an indicate propagate and actualized by a resolve and active-redemption...
A proximation of talent and entreatise which allowed Josephine to evolve and be resolution trials and times. Riches jad a way of inceding and obligingly, ordinating itself. A subsequent tenuate of the precept and priority prenatent, propagated and pernicious ever which only the poser of the 'prowess' and proven could pass... The congealing of contention and commitment tended to widen the law of liberal accent, friends and confunction helped to facilitate the deemings and perception of process and premise. As if permutation and proffering which allowed choicie and created arrangement of transcendance and trust. But now there was an utterness to her gradagted proprietary and propensity. A proper-conducing by which culmination and conclusive prevailed and proved the condensing and intensity to now be of a lessened exactuation. An innovation purchase and pretense. The value of money, sometimes proven one inner-void. The properness and divide of imposed-turns and the conjoin of incurment and entrenchment. The precept and power assimilation provided and evers so often 'vying'... The missionary part of every experience has to be transit and translated into portage of self-ventural. In the spirit of success and the vocal of the succinct provocative one attains 'beauty' and understanding under-statement.
The propitious gains and gravity acceding and gained to a prodigious confiding comportality. The issues then werer fathoming and fabricated now its a reversal of fate. Being worth a fortune conjugal and precludes a definite understanding. Some of what happen was 'fused' to the partiality and portrayal. The prospective and allure from which her life would change. In what became conspicuous attain and attune to all the waxing and forewording of a provident prestigious standard. Stated stamina by which self-standard became and was acknowledged into a deep-referring and reverence. A deferring and refining proven through-out the aspects a life and aging. A predisposal of a private presence and productive allegory for which personality and projection. Implement and conjecture had real and ratified. An obvious instantaneous pretense and convincing by which person and perception were seamlessly, affectual.
The cold wet rain-fell all over the Eastern seaboard. From Maine to New York, it would be an early-Fall festooning of stormy-weather... The skies were tumultuously over-cast was being laid to waste by a sea-going god. There were many confessed reverence about the weather, harsh changes and ever-basring trials. A local conviction extoll the properties of season and residency. Rain for this time of year was epic. Some said it was Pseidon had to be paid a 'debt'. Many of New York knew to p;ay theprice fore the holde and heralding... The private-stories of New York knew that the storm-season went from rain to sleet to snow to blizzards and Nor'easters in about 6 to 10-weeks. In what was a potential imminent calling and preclusion. An implicative division and digest some times proven sometimes effortless. Where there were the very-human terms of conviction and contra-indications... A central capacity New Yorkers learn to understand and decidedly, survive. Josephine was a reconciled resident owning and owing to the terms of what happened to her city. Everything in New York was a partaken resolution and austerity. If you lived in the city you knew the City.
So much of the expectancy of experience had been a definitive vocal and virtue about the certain affiliation of incurring and understanding. Everything was progressing on, and that fact was formal and formidity. An age old consideration aid and affecting a life-long diligence. She was proud of being in New York. But by fortitude and not feeling was the fortune and affirming of what would be content and contention. In what may be a finite fortitude and inframed fortitude. It was a way of life-living in New York. A romantic by shepherding of cause and consistency. What some considered an 'infamy' of installing. But others considered it a Pro Bono pretext to an intricate and intimate life. A major consignment to life in New York was its ebullient revelry, an order and authenticity making New York, New York. As she attended the University, achieved its officiation and came to know New York culture it sank in that vision and focal was both a privy and prevalence. An innnate intent and understanding. A both fortune and forcefulness of pragmatism and practical or design and of self. A precipitousness by precipice and presence evoking what was all-New York...
An intent and interspersion held to and overture, as a might and manifest. From centuries ago, to decades; from the properties to estates and all histories of terms and times. The transfixed to the transordinal, the profound to to preclusive in all of inordinated New York. In a proper-preponderance held, and understood. It was more that provisional; it was preliminary to New York living. Each resident came from a differing-walk of life. So that the passive and impassive, were allowed to be overcome. In what, over the years was a careful-culmina
tion of the virtue of prime-diffusion and commonstance... In the proving-ground of exonerate personification. An experience and aspiration of a realm of policy and persevering purposes. In what is a reverent and definitive propagated-over obtaining and obligation. A visionary-autonomy, pervasive and inflexive. The preeminent prospects of voice and versiveness. An invocation of diversity, and deriving dependence of fortune and value.
A perpetual cause and concerting voice and vocal, for which sense and socialism pretense and provocation was to orient of attainment, and arrival. A systematic-cause and concerting allusional and lived upto... In what had been the origin of new-civilization... An emphasis and excellence, purvayed with facet and specialty prevailed and resound in utlimate-complement. An ardent ad agency given to affect and ideal-propensive and progressive by a projection. A rectored-preeminence; it seemed like a 'provision', and convivial authority lived in as an evident; embased and extent, 'convexed' and in-grooved by challenge and chosen. It was very-succinct and apparent it was a certain privileged-life. In which the extolling of recourse and nature, were ever-proprietary and present. A rooted-sophistication to call New York, home. A beneficence deriving, proving one's galant- Chutzpah and auspicion. A hope in the quarter of existential and accommodation.
One, understood and found his-way and warranted; a fastive of purpose and pride... The hopes and pride of yesterday, today and tomorrow. An insistence and alluding popularity and propitiousness in all the forms so filiamentous in cause and caring... A congeal of prospect and purportment, handed-down through time and testament. For Josephine, in what was the chronologically-conveying of time and tact. The principles of an active-vocal and price-adopting and adjustly, ascertained. Her work, and eventual work-attrition was under an accord and careful attitude... An intensive, that by actuation was channeled and reinterated; over time and transition. The many invented people, images and ideas would strike anyone, as a missive-motif. The avenue and incensing by which were evident annd active, in the many and of a magnitude. An overient-tacit and triumphantly, transitive; you might grasp a certain terms or be ordinal of an engaged-procession, and those which gravitated and gratified in incessance and instance. The cross-cultural and identifiably abiding, engaged and endeavored by time and term-transcending. It was to what purpose the vision and vocality-of channels and choice, infiltrated and felled...
Every student of a college, tended to be a student of life, and Josephine had that ecumenical-prospectus. In what was a central-divisioning, by which an instilling-astuteness was founded and 'grew', from the facets and definitives, by which were interpreted and understood. New York-like academics were a 'melting-pot' of pure-forma and acumen by institute and promulgation, the many properties; confessed and progressed ito an opus-real, understood and vivid-intrigue. The many accolades and connotation, no other living-place could consist and emulate by size, assess, simulation and essence. All the corrective-corroberatives and instituted-divisions, which certified the collective-virtues; all emanated in Josephine's reason, work and rationale; to her-fortune to life, her and no-where else. Now, she was a proper-statuesce-stoic, living by and within, the proven-world of a New York-occupant. A dutiful and diligent-auspice of a population, presiding and profession-oracled of the big-city, East-coast style. As the story was as good as any as a New York-constituent... In what was an allegory now to be entreated and advised. A strident-entity, now beyond one needed to ordinate-further.
The property and precept, tobe an imprint and proven-proctor of her-place in time and body. There were many stories to a New York-life, and now it was the literal-affective affixed for some time. An objective-obligate instillment protagonistically, defined, derived and devout... Now, was a need to be dispensed-with the careful and abrupt-distilling and be a chosen channeler-of a resigning. A resolute-efffort now, proven and surpassed. She knew her story, from the inside-out. The inclemental-choices and being chosen-divected across the boulevards, and avenues of New York; and the life's blood given and owned as a matriarch and metropolitan-advocate. A esoteric-imposer of time and frequency, in the demand and quality of purpose and predominmance. A happy and resolving-story charted and impacted by New York's many premuses. The effectual-follies and prelayed with order and personal-propounding, by the attitude and awareness intertwined and devised in the oriented-self...
A social/emotional occuring approximate and predicatious-affective and in-filling by tenets and charges which only time could preamulate and transitive. The instance and intricacy-proverb and conviction, instignate and integral; by which Josephine of fame, faculty and fortune; now, made resolved and evolutional. It was all her and honorary, in the many pretext of transiting-composed and commandedly, command. Her once distinctive-journey, was now at an 'end'. There were only remaining-promise of obliging to be kept, and roles to be played... And that left Josephine out to reach what could be the final-plot to what had been an enactuated-life. An outward-incite of either, what she or what New York, was. The many end-stories to what one did after succeeding in the 'Big Apple', were from vivid to too vacuous. The proper to the poignant, the private to the pugnatious an a desent to an adventure which typically, cited a profundate or profess, an atoning-ingenuity... A 'door'-opened now being closed by wind; them or aspiring injective now fallen to conjugation-of conjecture. A received-devine reaching, a defined deletant in aspiring to be an end-pretense. The raves, riches, beliefs and definings avail being self-targeted and kept till 'end'.
In a gained incite and insight, emulgated, tales and epics-immutable. The ever-evanescent ideals and ideologue; by which process and price-of the heart were surpassed and achieved. The many confluences, which came to make an arcing-affluence of so many originators. Josephine thought how this primeness was so longer stood for her. That piece to a subsequent-obsequious, pushed with a certain-adversing by the possiblity and obligate-potential, caused so many to reach an attaining; but wasn't sustainable. An accepted and astute, self-overage; by which still loses its might with effort and understanding 'duplicit'. In a New York itself, there were many parables, imperatives and parallels for which society, survival and cultural-recognition are reached and understood. That 'saga' was over, the inspired-intercision, reguided in a new reality and reverence... She'd had to choose a new goal, a target outside of a commiting and self-composing. The almost ultimate-distinction with a contusive-afferential that is faced and incurring conferring-complex needing to arrive at an overing of chose and dissolving-champion.
A new complement of availing, in affection indemptive and conducive. The war of a place, its people, and its prelimination arraigned at one-time and settled to be divorced from a once statused, past. As in the 'media', things of fame, fade with time and tremult. One's definite retained-reverences only can dissolve even with auspicion, and devotion. It was as if a romantic-scheme had fallen... She would not be distressful or insinuated but looking to find what would be 'next'. It was like a 'book', which would never be completed. An amastitized elusion and parting of ways, in a withdrawal-refrain. In what became delicate consummate-collusion... In what was a chiasm of distinction and constitution-evident and compact. There were many contentions affording which superseded confidence and subsequent evocular-avail. A private-pertinence and opinion for which self and situation accepted a compensive-conclusion.
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