'Call Dr. Zenner,' I managed to say as pain stabbed my chest again. 'Tell her to meet us there.'
'Where is there?' Terrified, Lucy dabbed my face again.
'MCV.'
'You're going to be all right,' she said.
I did not speak.
'Don't you worry.'
I could not straighten my hands, and I was so cold I was shivering.
'I love you, Aunt Kay,' Lucy cried.
14
The Medical College of Virginia had saved my niece's life last year, for no hospital in the area was more adept at guiding the badly injured through their golden hour. She had been medflighted here after flipping my car, and I was convinced the damage to her brain would have been permanent had the Trauma Unit not been so skilled. I had been in the MCV emergency room many times, but never as a patient before this night.
By nine-thirty, I was resting quietly in a small, private room on the hospital's fourth floor. Marino and Janet were outside the door, Lucy at my bedside holding my hand.
'Has anything else happened with CAIN?' I asked.
'Don't think about that right now,' she ordered. 'You need to rest and be quiet.'
'They've already given me something to be quiet. I am being quiet.'
'You're a wreck,' she said.
'I'm not a wreck.'
'You almost had a heart attack.'
'I had muscle spasms and hyperventilated,' I said. 'I know exactly what I had. I reviewed the cardiogram. I had nothing that a paper bag over my head and a hot bath wouldn't have fixed.'
'Well, they're not going to let you out of here until they're sure you don't have any more spasms. You don't fool around with chest pain.'
'My heart is fine. They will let me out when I say so.'
'You're noncompliant.'
'Most doctors are,' I said.
Lucy stared stonily at the wall. She had not been gentle since coming into my room. I was not sure why she was angry.
'What are you thinking about?' I asked.
They're setting up a command post,' she said. 'They were talking about it in the hall.'
'A command post?'
'At police headquarters,' she said. 'Marino's been back and forth to the pay phone, talking to Mr. Wesley.'
'Where is he?' I asked.
'Mr. Wesley or Marino?'
'Benton.'
'He's coming here.'
'He knows I'm here,' I said.
Lucy looked at me. She was no fool. 'He's on his way here,' she said as a tall woman with short gray hair and piercing eyes walked in.
'My, my, Kay,' Dr. Anna Zenner said, leaning over to hug me. 'So now I must make house calls.'
'This doesn't exactly constitute a house call,' I said. 'This is a hospital. You remember Lucy?'
'Of course.' Dr. Zenner smiled at my niece.
'I'll be outside the door,' Lucy said.
'You forget I do not come downtown unless I have to,' Dr. Zenner went on. 'Especially when it snows.'
'Thank you, Anna. I know you don't make house calls, hospital calls or any other kinds of calls,' I said sincerely as the door shut. I'm so glad you're here.'
Dr. Zenner sat by my bed. I instantly felt her energy, for she dominated a room without trying. She was remarkably fit for someone in her early seventies and was one of the finest people I knew.
'What have you done to yourself?' she asked in a German accent that had not lessened much with time.
'I fear it is finally getting to me,' I said. 'These cases.'
She nodded. 'It is all I hear about. Every time I pick up a newspaper or turn on TV.'
'I almost shot Lucy tonight.' I looked into her eyes.
'Tell me how that happened?'
I told her.
'But you did not fire the gun?'
'I came close.'
'No bullets were fired?'
'No,' I said.
'Then you did not come so close.'
'That would have been the end of my life.' I shut my eyes as they welled up with tears.
'Kay, it would also have been the end of your life had someone else been coming down that hall. Someone you had reason to fear, you know what I mean? You reacted as best you could.'
I took a deep, tremulous breath.
'And the result is not so bad. Lucy is fine. I just saw her and she is healthy and beautiful.'
I wept as I hadn't in a very long time, covering my face with my hands. Dr. Zenner rubbed my back and pulled tissues from a box, but she did not try to talk me out of my depression. She quietly let me cry:
'I'm so ashamed of myself,' I finally said between sobs.
'You mustn't be ashamed,' she said. 'Sometimes you have to let it out. You don't do that enough and I know what you see.'
'My mother is very ill and I have not been down to Miami to see her. Not once.' I was incapable of being consoled. 'I am a stranger at my office. I can no longer stay in my house - or anywhere else for that matter -without security.'
'I noticed many police outside your room,' she observed.
I opened my eyes and looked at her. 'He's decompensating,' I said.
Her eyes were fastened to mine.
'And that's good. He's more daring, meaning he's taking greater risks. That's what Bundy did in the end.'
Dr. Zenner offered what she did best. She listened.
I went on, 'The more he decompensates, the greater the likelihood he'll make a mistake and we'll get him.'
'I would also assume he is at his most dangerous right now,' she said. 'He has no boundaries. He even killed Santa Claus.'
'He killed a sheriff who plays Santa once a year. And this sheriff also was heavily involved in drugs. Maybe drugs were the connection between the two of them.'
'Tell me about you.'
I looked away from her and took another deep breath. At last I was calmer. Anna was one of the few people in this world who made me feel I did not need to be in charge. She was a psychiatrist. I had known her since my move to Richmond, and she had helped me through my breakup with Mark, then through his death. She had the heart and hands of a musician.
'Like him, I am decompensating,' I confessed in frustration.
'I must know more.'
'That's why I'm here.' I looked at her. 'That's why I'm in this gown, in this bed. It's why I almost shot my niece. It's why people are outside my door worried about me. People are driving the streets and watching my house, worrying about me. Everywhere, people are worrying about me.'
'Sometimes we have to call in the troops.'
'I don't want troops,' I said impatiently. 'I want to be left alone.'
'Ha. I personally think you need an entire army. No one can fight this man alone.'
'You're a psychiatrist,' I said. 'Why don't you dissect him?'
'I don't treat character disorders,' she said. 'Of course he is sociopathic.'
She walked to the window, parted curtains and looked out. 'It is still snowing. Do you believe that? I may have to stay here with you tonight. I have had patients over the years who were almost not of this world, and I did try to disengage from them quickly.
'That's the thing with these criminals who become the subject of legend. They go to dentists, psychiatrists, hairstylists. We cannot help but encounter them just like we encounter anyone. In Germany once I treated a man for a year until I realized he had drowned three women in the bathtub.
'That was his thing. He would pour them wine and wash them. When he would get to their feet, he would suddenly grab their ankles and yank. In those big tubs, you cannot get out if someone is holding your feet up in the air.' She paused. 'I am not a forensic psychiatrist.'
'I know that.'
'I could have been,' Dr. Zenner went on. 'I considered it many times. Did you know?'
'No, I didn't.'
'So I will tell you why I avoided that specialty. I cannot spend so much time with monsters. It is bad enough for people like you who take care of their victims. But I think to sit in the same room with
the Gaults of the world would poison my soul.' She paused. 'You see, I have a terrible confession to make.'
She turned around and looked at me.
'I don't give a damn why any of them do it,' she said, eyes flashing. 'I think they should all be hanged.'
'I won't disagree with you,' I said.
'But this does not mean I don't have an instinct about him. I would call it a woman's instinct, actually.'
'About Gault?'
'Yes. You have met my cat, Chester,' she said.
'Oh, yes. He is the fattest cat I have ever seen.'
She did not smile. 'He will go out and catch a mouse. And he will play with it to death. It is really quite sadistic. Then he finally kills it and what does he do? He brings it in the house. He carries it up on the bed and leaves it on my pillow. This is his present to me.'
'What are you suggesting, Anna?' I was chilled again.
'I believe this man has a weird significant relationship with you. As if you are mother, and he brings you what he kills.'
'That is unthinkable,' I said.
'It excites him to get your attention, it is my guess. He wants to impress you. When he murders someone, it is his gift to you. And he knows you will study it very carefully and try to discover his every stroke, almost like a mother looking at her little boy's drawings he brings home from school. You see, his evil work is his art.'
I thought of the charge made at the gallery in Shockhoe Slip. I wondered what art Gault had bought.
'He knows you will analyze and think of him all the time, Kay.'
'Anna, you're suggesting these deaths might be my fault.'
'Nonsense. If you start believing that then I need to start seeing you in my office. Regularly.'
'How much danger am I in?'
'I must be careful here.' She stopped to think. 'I know what others must say. That's why there are many police.'
'What do you say?'
'I personally do not feel you are in great physical danger from him. Not this minute. But I think everyone around you is. You see, he is making his reality yours.'
'Please explain.'
'He has no one. He would like for you to have no one.'
'He has no one because of what he does,' I said angrily.
'All I can say is every time he kills, he is more isolated. And these days, so are you. There is a pattern. Do you see it?'
She had moved next to me. She placed her hand on my forehead.
'I'm not sure.'
'You have no fever,' she said.
'Sheriff Brown hated me.'
'See, another present. Gault thought you would be pleased. He killed the mouse for you and dragged it into your morgue.'
The thought made me sick.
She withdrew a stethoscope from a jacket pocket and put it around her neck. Rearranging my gown, she listened to my heart and lungs, her face serious.
'Breathe deeply for me, please.' She moved the head of the stethoscope around my back. 'Again.'
She took my blood pressure and felt my neck. She was a rare, old-world physician. Anna Zenner treated the whole person, not just the mind.
'Your pressure's low,' she said.
'So what else is new.'
'What do they give you here?'
'Ativan.'
The cuff made a ripping sound as she removed it from my arm. 'Ativan is okay. It has no appreciable effect on the respiratory or cardiovascular systems. It is fine for you. I can write a prescription.'
'No,' I said.
'An antianxiety agent is a good idea just now, I think.'
'Anna,' I said. 'Drugs are not what I need just now.'
She patted my hand. 'You are not decompensating.'
She got up and put on her coat.
'Anna,' I said, 'I have a favor to ask. How is your house at Hilton Head?'
She smiled. 'It is still the best antianxiety agent I know. And I've told you so how many times?'
'Maybe this time I will listen,' I said. 'I may have to take a trip near there, and I would like to be as private as possible.'
Dr. Zenner dug keys from her pocketbook and took one off the ring. Next she dashed off something on a blank prescription and set it and the key on a table by my bed.
'No need to do anything,' she said simply. 'But I leave for you the key and instructions. Should you get the urge in the middle of the night, you don't even need to let me know.'
'That is so kind of you,' I said. 'I doubt I'll need it long.'
'But you should need it long. It is on the ocean in Palmetto Dunes, a small, modest house near the Hyatt. I will not be using it anytime soon and don't think you will be bothered there. In fact, you can just be Dr. Zenner.' She chuckled. 'No one knows me there anyway.'
'Dr. Zenner,' I mused dryly. 'So now I'm German.'
'Oh, you are always German.' She opened the door. 'I don't care what you have been told.'
She left and I sat up straighter, energetic and alert. I got out of bed and was in the closet when I heard my door open. I walked out, expecting Lucy. Instead, Paul Tucker was inside my room. I was too surprised to be embarrassed as I stood barefoot with nothing on but a gown that barely covered anything.
He averted his gaze as I returned to bed and pulled up the covers.
'I apologize. Captain Marino said it was all right to come in,' said Richmond's chief of police, who did not seem particularly sorry, no matter what he claimed.
'He should have told me first,' I stated, looking him straight in the eye.
'Well, we all know about Captain Marino's manners. Do you mind?' He nodded at the chair.
'Please. I'm clearly a captive audience.'
'You are a captive audience because I have half my police department looking out for you right now.' His face was hard.
I watched him carefully.
'I'm very aware of what happened in your morgue this morning.' Anger glinted in his eyes. 'You are in grave danger, Dr. Scarpetta. I'm here to plead with you. I want you to take this seriously.'
'How could you possibly assume I'm not taking this seriously?' I said with indignation.
'We'll start with this. You should not have returned to your office this afternoon. Two law enforcement officers were just murdered, one of them there while you were in the building.'
'I had no choice but to return to my office, Colonel Tucker. Just who do you think did those officers' autopsies?'
He was silent. Then he asked, 'Do you think Gault has left town?'
'No.'
'Why?'
'I don't know why, but I don't think he has.'
'How are you feeling?'
I could tell he was fishing for something, but I could not imagine what.
'I'm feeling fine. In fact, as soon as you leave, I'm going to get dressed and then I'm going to leave,' I replied.
He started to speak but didn't.
I watched him for a moment. He was dressed in dark blue FBI National Academy sweats and high-top leather cross-training shoes. I wondered if he had been working out in the gym when someone had called him about me. It suddenly struck me that we were neighbors. He and his wife lived in Windsor Farms just a few blocks from me.
'Marino's told me to evacuate my house,' I said in an almost accusatory tone. 'Are you aware of that?'
'I'm aware.'
'How much of a hand have you had in his suggestion to me?'
'Why would you think I've had anything to do with what Marino suggests to you?' he asked calmly.
'You and I are neighbors. You probably drive past my house every day.'
'I don't. But I know where you live, Kay.'
'Please don't call me Kay.'
'If I were white would you let me call you Kay?' he said with ease.
'No, I would not.'
He did not seem offended. He knew I did not trust him. He knew I was slightly afraid of him and probably of most people right now. I was getting paranoid.
'Dr. Scarpetta.' He got up. 'I've had your house under surveillance for
weeks.' He paused, looking down at me.
'Why?' I asked.
'Sheriff Brown.'
'What are you talking about?' My mouth was getting dry.
'He was very involved in an intricate drug network that stretches from New York to Miami. Some of your patients were involved in it. At least eight that we know of at this time.'
'Drug shootings.'
He nodded, staring toward the window. 'Brown hated you.'
'That was clear. The reason was not.'
'Let's just say that you did your job too well. Several of his comrades were locked up for a very long time because of you.' He paused. 'We had reason to fear he planned to have you taken care of.'
I stared at him, stunned. 'What? What reason?'
'Snitches.'
'More than one?'
Tucker said, 'Brown had already offered money to somebody we had-to take very seriously.'
I reached for my water glass.
'This was earlier in the month. Maybe three weeks ago.' His eyes wandered around the room.
'Who did he hire?' I asked.
'Anthony Jones.' Tucker looked at me.
My astonishment grew and I was shocked by what he told me next.
'The person who was supposed to get shot Christmas Eve was not Anthony Jones but you.'
I was speechless.
'That entire scenario of going to the wrong apartment in Whitcomb Court was for the purpose of taking you out. But when the sheriff went through the kitchen and into the backyard, he and Jones got into an argument. You know what happened.'
He got up. 'Now the sheriff is dead too and, frankly, you're lucky.'
'Colonel Tucker,' I said.
He stood by my bed.
'Did you know about this before it happened?'
'Are you asking me if I'm clairvoyant?' His face was grim.
'I think you know what I'm asking.'
'We had our eye on you. But no, we did not know until after the fact that Christmas Eve was when you were supposed to be killed. Obviously, had we known, you never would have been out riding around, delivering blankets.'
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