by Jim Butcher
He snorted out a breath through his nose. “I don’t like any of this crap, man. Why do you want me to tell you what I saw?”
“Because what you know might help me keep more people from getting hurt.”
He nodded, frowning. “All right,” he said after a moment. “But I’m not saying this right now. You understand me? I’m not going to say this again. To anyone. Only reason I’ll tell you is that you helped those babies.”
I nodded.
He sat down on the edge of the gurney. “We got the call around midnight. Headed over to Wacker. The cops were there already. Found this guy on the street, all busted up. Two hits in the chest and two in the abdomen. He was bleeding bad.”
I nodded, listening.
“We tried to stabilize him. But there wasn’t much point to it. Simmons and me both knew that. But we tried. It’s what you do, you know? He was awake for it. Scared as hell. Screaming some. Kept begging us not to let him die. Said he had a little girl to look after.”
“What happened?”
“He died,” Lamar said, his voice flat. “I’ve seen it before. Here in town. In action while I was in the corps. You get to where you can recognize death when he comes knocking.” He rubbed his large, rather slender hands together. “We tried to resuscitate, but he was gone. That’s when it happened.”
“Go on.”
“This woman shows up. I don’t know from where. We just looked up and she was standing over us looking down.”
I leaned forward. “What did she look like?”
“I don’t know,” Lamar answered. “She was…like, wearing this costume, right? Like those people at Renaissance fairs. Big old black robe with a hood over her head. I didn’t see much of her face. Just her chin and her throat. She was white.”
“What did you do?”
“I figured she was a nut. You get them a lot this time of year. Or maybe going to a costume party or something. Hell, it’s almost Halloween. She looks at me and tells me to back up and let her help him.”
How many women in a black hooded robe could have been running around town last night? Kumori. That would have been maybe forty-five minutes or an hour before I saw her at Bock’s.
Lamar peered at my face. “You know her,” he said.
“Not personally. But yeah. What did she do?”
His face grew more remote. “She knelt down over him. Like, straddling the stretcher. Then she leaned down. The robe and the hood fell over them both, right. Like, I couldn’t see what she was doing.” He licked his lips. “And it got cold. I mean, ice started forming on the sidewalk and the stretcher and on our truck. I swear to you, it happened.”
“I believe it,” I said.
“And the victim all of a sudden starts coughing. Trying to scream. I mean, it wasn’t like the wounds were gone, but…I don’t know how to describe it. He was holding on.” His face twisted with a sickened expression. “He was in agony, and he was stable. It was like…like he wasn’t being allowed to die.
“So the woman stands up. She tells us we’ve got less than an hour to save him. And then she’s gone. Like, poof, gone. Like she was all in my imagination.”
I shook my head. “Then?”
“We get him brought in. The docs patched him up and got fresh blood into him. He passed out about an hour later. But he made it.”
Lamar was silent for a long moment.
“That couldn’t have happened,” he said then. “I mean, I’ve seen people pull through some bad stuff. But not like that. He should have been dead. Everything I know tells me so. But he kept going.”
“Sometimes miracles happen,” I said quietly.
He shuddered. “This wasn’t a miracle. There wasn’t any angel choir singing. My skin tried to crawl away and hide.” He shook his head. “I don’t want to think about it.”
“What about your partner?” I asked.
“He drank himself under the table twenty minutes after our shift ended. Hell, only reason I wasn’t with him was that I was teaching a CPR class this morning.” He looked at me. “That help?”
“It might,” I said. “Thank you.”
“Sure.”
“What are you going to do now?” I asked.
“Gonna go find my own table.” Lamar stood up and said, “Good luck, man.”
“Thanks.”
The big man left, and while I got my prescriptions and filled out the last forms, I thought about what he’d had to say. I got the prescriptions filled at the hospital pharmacy, called a cab, and told him to take me to Mike’s to pick up the Blue Beetle.
I sat in the backseat with my eyes closed and thought about what I’d learned. Kumori had saved the gunshot victim’s life. If everything Lamar had said was accurate, it meant that she had gone out of her way to do it. And whatever she’d done, it had been an extremely difficult working to leave a mystic impression as intense as it did. That might explain why Kumori had done very little during the altercation with Cowl. I had expected her to be nearly as strong as her partner, but when she tried to take the book from me, her power hadn’t been stronger than my own muscles and limbs.
But the Kemmler Alumni Association was in town with some vicious competition in mind. Why would Kumori have expended her strength for a stranger, rather than saving it for battling rival necromancers? Could the shooting victim have been important to her plans in some way?
It didn’t track. The victim was just one more thug for the outfit, and he certainly wasn’t going to be doing anything useful from his bed in intensive care.
I had to consider the possibility that she’d been trying to do the right thing: using her power to help someone in dire need.
The thought made me uncomfortable as hell. I knew that the necromancers I’d met were deadly dangerous, and that if I wanted to survive a conflict with them, I would have to be ready to hit them fast and hard and without any doubts. That’s easy when the enemy is a frothing, psychotic monster. But Kumori’s apparently humanitarian act changed things. It made her a person, and people are a hell of a lot harder for me to think about killing.
Even worse, if she’d been acting altruistically, it would mean that the dark energy the necromancers seemed to favor might not be something wholly, inherently evil. It had been used to preserve life, just as the magic I knew could be used either to protect or to destroy.
I’d always considered the line between black magic and white to be sharp and clear. But if that dark power could be employed in whatever fashion its wielder chose, that made it no different from my own.
Dammit. Investigation was supposed to make me certain of what needed to be done. It was not supposed to confuse me even more.
When I opened my eyes, thick clouds had covered the sun and painted the whole world in shades of grey.
Chapter
Twenty
It was past the middle of the afternoon by the time I got the Blue Beetle from Mike’s and headed back to my apartment. I tried to be wary of possible tails, but by then the local was wearing off and my leg was hurting again. I don’t know if you’ve ever had a serious physical injury, but there’s more to it than simply increasing the amount of discomfort. It’s tiring. The pain carries with it a tax of bone-deep weariness that makes you want to crawl into a dark hole and hibernate.
So when I say I tried to be wary, what I mean is that I flicked a glance at my rearview mirror a couple of times whenever I had the presence of mind to remember to do so. As long as the bad guys were restricting themselves to driving brightly painted side-panel vans or maybe nitro-burning funny cars, I was perfectly safe.
I got back to my place, disabled the wards, unlocked the door, and slipped inside. Mister came flying down the stairs at my back, and thumped companionably against my legs. I all but screamed. “Stupid cat,” I snarled.
Mister wound around my legs in a pleased fashion, unconcerned with my opinion of him. I limped inside and locked up behind me. Mouse waited until Mister was bored with me, then shambled over to snuffle at m
y legs and collect a few scratches behind his ears.
“Hey, there,” Thomas greeted me quietly. He sat in the chair by the fire, several candles lit on the end table beside it. He had a book open. Sword and shotgun rested near his hand. He glanced at my leg and rose, his face alarmed. “What happened?”
I grimaced, tottered over to the couch, and plopped down on it. “Sticks and stones may break your bones, but Chinese throwing stars get you a dozen stitches.” I drew the ghoul’s weapon from my pocket by way of illustration and tossed it down on the coffee table. “How’s Butters?”
“Fine,” Thomas said. “Funny little guy. Made an awful racket with that…polka thing of his for about half an hour, babbled for forty minutes straight, and fell asleep eating dinner. I put him on the bed.”
“He’s had a stressful day,” I said.
“He’s a coward,” Thomas said.
I glared at him and started to snarl something harsh and defensive.
He held up a hand and hurried to speak. “Don’t take that wrong, Harry. He’s smart enough to understand what’s happening. And he’s smart enough to know that there’s not a damned thing he can do about it. He knows the only reason he’s alive is that someone else is protecting him. He isn’t kidding himself that he’s somehow done it because of his own cleverness or skill.” Thomas glanced at the door to the bedroom. “He doesn’t know how to deal with the fear. It’s strangling him.”
I propped my aching leg up on the coffee table. “Thank you for your professional opinion, Counselor.”
Thomas gave me a level look. “I’ve seen it before. I know what I’m talking about.”
“Whatever,” I said.
“When you were attacked in the morgue last night, he froze. Didn’t he.”
I shrugged one shoulder. “Not everyone is cut out for the battlefield.”
“But he froze,” Thomas said. “You had to scream orders into his ear and haul him around like luggage, right?”
“That doesn’t make him a coward.”
“He lets his fear control him. That’s what a coward is, Harry.”
“A lot of people would react the same way,” I said.
“A lot of people aren’t making themselves into excess baggage for my brother,” he shot back.
“No one does well their first time out,” I said.
“It isn’t an isolated incident,” Thomas said. “You told me that when he reported on the corpses taken from Bianca’s manor, and they locked him up in the nuthouse.”
“So?”
“So do you think he got his job back without backing down? Admitting to some shrink that he hadn’t really seen what he saw?” Thomas shook his head. “He was afraid to lose his career. He caved.”
I sat silently.
“Doesn’t make him a bad person,” Thomas said. “But he’s a coward. He’s either going to get you killed or else freeze at a bad moment and die—and you’ll torture yourself over how it’s all your fault. If we want to survive, we need to get him somewhere safe. Then cut him loose. Better for everyone.”
I thought about it for a minute.
“You might be right,” I said. “But if we tell him to rabbit, he’s never going to be able to get over the fear. We’ll be making it worse for him. He has to face it down.”
“He doesn’t want to.”
“No,” I said, “but he needs to.”
Thomas looked from me to the fire and nodded. “It’s your show.”
I watched Mouse mosey over to his bucket-sized food bowl. He sat down by it and waited expectantly until Mister prowled over to him. Then he bent down to eat. My cat stalked up to Mouse and promptly swatted him on the muzzle with one paw. Mouse opened his jaws in a doggy grin and walked a couple of steps in the direction Mister had swatted him.
Mister regarded Mouse with lordly disdain, then ate part of a single piece of kibble. Then he slapped at the bowl of food, scattering bits over the kitchen floor, and walked away. Once he was done, Mouse padded back over, patiently ate the spilled food, and then resumed munching on the bowl.
“Remember when Mouse would slide all the way to the wall when Mister did that?” Thomas asked.
“Heh. Yeah.”
“Do you think Mister realizes that the dog is about twenty times bigger than he used to be?” Thomas asked.
“Oh, he realizes it, all right,” I said. “He just doesn’t see how it’s relevant.”
“One of these days Mouse is going to disabuse him of the notion.”
I shook my head. “He won’t. Mister made his point when Mouse was tiny. Mouse is the sort to respect tradition.”
“Or he’s scared to cross the cat.” Thomas’s eyes drifted to my bandages and he nodded at my leg. “How bad is it?”
“I can walk. I wouldn’t want to go dancing.”
“Is that your next move, dancing?”
I leaned my head back on the couch and closed my eyes. “I’m not sure what to do next. How are you as a sounding board?”
“I can look interested and nod at appropriate moments,” he said.
“Good enough,” I said.
I told Thomas everything.
He listened, taking it all in, and the first thing he said was, “You have a date?”
I opened my eyes and blinked at him. “What. Is that so hard to conceive?”
“Well, yeah,” he said. “Christ, Harry, I thought you were going to spend the rest of your life as a hermit.”
“What?”
He rolled his eyes. “It isn’t like you’ve gone looking for women,” Thomas said. “I mean, you never hit any clubs. Try to get any phone numbers. I figured you just didn’t want to.” He mulled it over for a minute and then said, “Good God. You’re shy.”
“I am not,” I said.
“The girl practically had to throw herself into your arms. My sister would laugh herself sick.”
I glowered at him. “You are not a spectacularly helpful sounding board.”
He stretched out a little and crossed his legs at the ankle. “I’m so pretty, it’s hard for me to think of myself as intelligent.” He pursed his lips. “There are two things you need to know.”
“The book,” I said, nodding.
“Yeah. Everyone is hot and bothered over this Erlking thing. You read it?”
“Yeah.”
“And?”
I raked my fingers through my hair. “And nothing. It’s a collection of essays about a particular figure of faerie lore called the Erlking.”
“Who is he?”
“He’s one of the high sidhe,” I said. “And he isn’t part of Winter or Summer. He’s a wyldfae.”
“Powerful?”
“Very,” I said. “But just how powerful he is varies depending on who was writing about him. Some of them ranked him among the top faerie nobles. A couple claimed he was on par with one of the Faerie Queens.”
“What does he do?”
“He’s some kind of hunter spirit,” I said. “Associated with all kinds of primal violence. He’s apparently one of the beings who can call up and lead the Wild Hunt.”
“The what?” Thomas said.
“It’s a gathering of some of the more predatory beings of Faerie,” I said. “They appear in the autumn and winter usually, usually along with storms and rough weather. A gathering of black hounds the size of horses with glowing red eyes, led by a hunter with the horns of a stag on a black horse.”
“The Erlking?” Thomas asked.
“There are several figures who can lead the hunt, apparently,” I said. “None of them are particularly friendly. The Hunt will kill anything and anyone it runs across. It’s major-league dangerous.”
“I think I’ve heard about it,” Thomas said. “Is it true that you can avoid being hunted by joining them?”
I shrugged. “I don’t know. I’ve never heard of anyone who met the Hunt and survived. Could be that they won’t hunt what they think of as another predator.”
“Like sharks,” Thomas said. “
It’s all about body language.”
“I wouldn’t count on nonverbal cues to protect you from the Hunt,” I said. “Assuming you ever saw them. It appears maybe only once every five or six years, and can show up almost anywhere in the world.”
“Is it the Hunt you think the Kemmlerites are interested in?”
“I’m not sure,” I said. “I can’t think what else it would be. The Erlking has a reputation as a being that preys upon children, or at least one that heralds their deaths. A couple of wizards even peg him as a guardian who ensures that children’s souls aren’t harmed or diverted as they depart dying bodies.”
“Sounds like there is a mixed opinion on this Erlking guy.”
“Faeries are like that,” I said. “They aren’t ever quite what they seem to be. It’s hard to pin them down.”
“But why would a gang of necromancers be interested in him? Is there anything in the book that makes sense?”
“Not that I saw,” I said. “There were stories, songs, lectures, accountings, bad sketches, and worse poetry about the Erlking, but nothing practical.”
“Nothing you saw,” Thomas said.
“Nothing I saw,” I confirmed. “But these lunatics would hardly be this serious about the book if it wasn’t there somewhere.”
“Do you think it’s connected to this Darkhallow that Corpsetaker was talking about?” Thomas asked.
“I don’t know,” I said. “What’s a Darkhallow?”
We listened to the fire crackle for a minute before Thomas said, “I hate to say this, but maybe you should contact the Council.”
I grimaced. “I know I should,” I said. “I don’t know what they’re doing. And these necromancers are strong, Thomas. Stronger than me. I don’t think I can take them in a straight fight.”
“Sounds like a good reason to call for help.”
“I can’t do that,” I said. “Mavra would torpedo Murphy.”
“I don’t think Murphy would want you to get killed over this, Harry,” he pointed out. “And what’s going to happen if the Council hears that you knew these folk were around and didn’t report it to them? They aren’t going to be happy.”
“I know,” I said. “I know. But at the moment it’s my choice, and I’m not going to choose for my friend to get hurt. I can’t.”
