by Jim Butcher
It made me feel special. “Look,” I said. “I’m trying to help you.”
“Oh?” Priscilla said, scorn in her voice. “Is that why all those people have been disappearing in the company of a man fitting your description?” I started to answer, but she cut me off. “Not that I expect you to tell us the truth, unless it serves whatever purpose you truly have in mind.”
I carefully did not lose my temper and barbecue her stupid face right then and there. “Angels weep when someone so perceptive, warmhearted, and loving turns cynical, Priscilla.”
“Harry.” Elaine sighed beside me. I glanced at her. She met my eyes for a moment, and though her lips didn’t move, I heard her voice quite distinctly. God knows she makes a fine target of herself, but shooting off your mouth isn’t helping.
I blinked at her a couple of times, and then smiled a little. The communion spell between us was an old one, but once upon a time we’d used it every day. School had been boring as hell, and it beat passing notes. It had also been handy when we’d been staying up past curfew and didn’t want DuMorne to know we were awake.
I put a gentle effort of will behind words, and sent them to Elaine. God, I’d forgotten all about this. I haven’t done it since I was sixteen.
Elaine showed me her smile—the swift, rare one, the one where her mouth widened and white teeth gleamed and her eyes took on golden highlights. Neither have I. Her expression sobered as she glanced at Priscilla, then back to me. Be gentle, Harry. They’re hurting.
I frowned at her. What?
She shook her head. Look around you.
I did, going more slowly this time. My focus on confronting Beckitt had prevented me from noticing what else was going on. The room was thick with tension and something heavy and bitter. Grief?
Then I saw what wasn’t there. “Where’s the little brunette?”
“Her name,” Priscilla almost snarled, “was Olivia.”
I arched a brow and glanced at Elaine. “Was?”
“When we called her last night, she was all right,” she told me. “When we arrived to pick her up, there was no answer at her door, and no one in her apartment.”
“Then how do you know…?”
Elaine folded her arms, her expression neutral. “There are several security cameras around the building, and outside. One of them showed her leaving with a very pale, dark-haired man.”
I grunted. “How’d you get to the security footage?”
Elaine gave me a smile that bared a gratuitous number of teeth. “I said pretty please.”
I nodded, getting it. “You can get more with a kind word and well-applied kinetomancy than with just a kind word.”
“The security guard was a smug little twit,” she said. “Bruises fade.”
She produced a couple of sheets of printer paper bearing grainy black-and-white images. Indeed, I recognized Olivia and her dancer’s leotard, even from behind, which was a good angle for her. There was a man walking next to her. He looked to be maybe a tiny bit shy of six feet, had dark, glossy, shoulder-length black hair, and was dressed in jeans and a black tee. I could see his profile in one of the pictures, his head turned toward Olivia.
It was my brother.
It was Thomas.
Chapter Nineteen
“Are you sure?” Anna Ash asked Elaine. “Wouldn’t we be better off at one of our apartments? They’re all warded….”
Elaine shook her head firmly. “The killer knows where you each live. He doesn’t know about this place. Stay here, stay quiet, stay together. Our killer hasn’t attacked anyone who wasn’t alone.”
“And my dog will let you know if there’s anything you need to worry about,” I added. “He’ll probably sit on anyone who tries to mess with you, but if he does a Lassie act at you and wants you to leave, go with him—everyone, stay together and get somewhere public.”
Mouse nudged his head under Anna’s hand and wagged his tail. Toto dutifully followed Mouse, walking around Anna’s ankles looking up at her until she petted him, too. That got a smile out of her, at least. “If we leave, how will we get in touch with you?”
“I’ll find you.”
“Just like you found the killer?” Priscilla spat.
I ignored her with lofty dignity.
Elaine didn’t.
She stepped up to Priscilla and loomed over her. “You ungrateful, insufferable, venomous little twit. Shut your mouth. This man is trying to protect you, just like I am. I will thank you to keep a civil tongue in your head while we do our job.”
Priscilla’s face flushed. “We aren’t paying you to insult or demean us.”
“You aren’t paying me enough to get me to tolerate your rudeness, either,” Elaine said. “Keep it up and you won’t have to worry about my bill. In fact, I suspect that in short order you’ll stop worrying about absolutely everything.”
“Is that a threat?” Priscilla snapped.
Elaine put a fist on her hip. “It’s a fact, bitch.”
Anna stepped in. “Priscilla, please. You aren’t the one paying her. I am. We need her. She’s the professional. If she thinks it’s smart to cooperate with Mister Dresden, that’s what we’re going to do. And we’re going to treat them with professional respect. If you can’t manage courtesy, try silence.”
Priscilla narrowed her eyes at Anna, then folded her arms and looked away in capitulation.
Elaine nodded at Anna and said, “I’m not sure how long we’ll be gone. I’ll get word to you as soon as I have a better idea.”
“Thank you, Miss Mallory.” After a beat she hurried to add, “And thank you, Mister Dresden.”
“Stay together,” I said, and Elaine and I left.
We walked together to the parking lot, and on the way Elaine said, “Tell me you’ve gotten a new car.”
We rounded a corner, and there was the Beetle in all its battle-scarred glory.
“I like this one,” I told her, and opened the door for her.
“You redid the interior,” she said as I got in and started the car.
“Demons ate the old one.”
Elaine began to laugh, but then blinked at me. “You’re being literal?”
“Uh-huh. Fungus demons. Right down to the metal.”
“Good God, you live a glamorous life,” she said.
“Elaine,” I said. “I thought you told me you were going to lie low until you were ready to come out to the Council.”
The friendly, teasing expression on her face faded into neutrality. “Is this relevant right now?”
“Yeah,” I said. “If we’re going after him together, yes, it is. I need to know.”
She frowned at me, and then shrugged. “I had to do something. There were people all around me getting hurt. Being used. Living scared. So I borrowed a page from your book.”
“And you lied to the Warden who came to check up on you.”
“You say that like you’ve always told the Wardens everything.”
“Elaine…” I began.
She shook her head. “Harry, I know you. I trust you. But I don’t trust the Council and I doubt I ever will. I certainly did not care to be impressed into service as a brand-new foot soldier to fight their war with the vampires—which I would have been, if I had put my full effort into Ramirez’s tests.”
We looked at each other for a moment, and I said, “Please? I’ll go with you. I’ll support you before the Council.”
She put one of her warm, soft hands over mine, and spoke in a quiet, firm voice. “No, Harry. I won’t allow those men to direct the course of my life. I won’t allow them to choose if I will or will not live—or choose how.”
I sighed. “You could do so much good.”
“I thought that’s what I was doing here,” she pointed out. “Helping people. Doing good.”
She had a point. “The Wardens would freak out if you went to them now, anyway,” I said, “and revealed that you’d been hiding your talents from them.”
“Yes,” she said. “
They would.”
“Dammit,” I said. “We could use your help.”
“I don’t doubt it,” she said. Her eyes hardened and her voice went suddenly cold. “But I will not be used. Not by anyone. Never again.”
I blinked and turned to her.
She lifted her chin slightly, green eyes bright with unfallen tears. “No, Harry.”
I turned my hand under hers, and we intertwined our fingers with the careless ease of an old habit. “Elaine. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to push. I hadn’t realized…”
She blinked several times and looked away from me. “No, I’m the one who should be sorry. I’m going all neurotic on you, here. I don’t mean to be.” She stared out the window at the city. “After you killed DuMorne, I spent a year having a nightmare. The same one, every single night. I was sure that it was true. That he was still alive. That he was coming for me.”
“He wasn’t,” I told her.
“I know,” she said. “I saw him die just as you did. But I was so afraid…” She shook her head. “I ran to the Summer Court because of it. I ran, Harry. I couldn’t face it.”
“Is that what you’re doing, going public?” I asked. “Facing your past?”
“I have to,” she said, her voice growing firmer. “It scares the crap out of me, all the time. And over the years…I’ve had problems with crowds. With enclosed spaces. With heights. With wide-open spaces. Night terrors. Panic attacks. Paranoia. God, sometimes it seems like there’s nothing I haven’t had a phobia about.”
What Elaine had described was about what I would have expected from someone whose mind had been invaded by an outside will. Magic can get you into someone’s head, but if you decide to start redecorating to your tastes, there is no way to avoid inflicting damage to their psyche. Depending upon several factors, someone who has been put under that kind of control can be left twitchy and erratic at best—and at worst, totally catatonic or completely dysfunctional.
And there was the utterly normal element of emotional pain to consider, too. Elaine had, in the course of a single evening, lost absolutely everything she loved. Her boyfriend. Her adopted father. Her home.
Losing a home means a lot more to an orphan than it does to most other people. I’m in a position to know. Like me, Elaine had spent most of her childhood bouncing around from one foster home to another, one state-run orphanage to another. Like me, being given a real home, a real house, a real father figure had been a desperate dream come true. It had been a terrible loss to me, and Justin hadn’t gotten any hooks into my head. For Elaine, that series of events had been infinitely more painful, infinitely more frightening.
“I let fear control one part of my life,” Elaine said, “and it took root and started growing. I had to get involved, Harry. I have to use what I know to change things. If I don’t, then all I’ll ever be is DuMorne’s tool. His terrified little weapon. I will not allow anyone to take control of my life away from me. I can’t.” She shrugged. “And I can’t stand by and do nothing, either. I threw the tests. I don’t regret it. I sure as hell am not going to apologize for it—not to you or to anyone.”
I grunted.
“Well?” she asked.
“I think I get it,” I said.
“Are you willing to work with me, then?”
I squeezed her hand a little. “Of course.”
The tension in her shoulders eased, and she squeezed my hand back. “My turn,” she said.
“Your turn?”
She nodded. “You recognized the killer when you looked at the photo.”
“What?” I said. “No, I didn’t.”
She rolled her eyes. “Come on, Harry. It’s me.”
I sighed. “Yeah, well.”
“Who is he?” she asked.
“Thomas Raith,” I said. “White Court.”
“How do you know him?”
“He’s…” Not many people knew that Thomas was my brother. It was safer for both of us to keep that information limited. “He’s a friend. Someone I trust.”
“Trust,” Elaine said quietly. “I notice you use the present tense.”
“Thomas isn’t hurting anyone,” I said.
“He’s a vampire, Harry. He hurts someone every time he feeds.”
He’d been doing quite a bit of that lately. “I know Thomas,” I maintained. “He isn’t the killer.”
Elaine frowned. “Treachery hurts, Harry. Believe me, I know.”
“Nothing has proved Thomas is behind these killings,” I said. “It could be someone else, or something else, masquerading as him. It isn’t as if there aren’t plenty of shapeshifting things around that could do it.”
“Little bit of a reach, though,” Elaine said. She nodded at the photos, where I’d set them on the dashboard. “The simplest explanation is usually the correct one.”
“Sooner or later,” I said, “I’ll have a case where everything is simple. But I don’t think this one is it.”
Elaine exhaled slowly, studying my face. “You care about him.”
No point in denying that. “Yeah.”
“He trusts you in return?”
“Yeah.”
“Then why hasn’t he explained himself to you?” she asked. “Why hasn’t he gotten in touch with you?”
“I don’t know. But I know he’s not a killer.”
She nodded slowly. “But there he is, with Olivia.”
“Yeah.”
“Then I think you should agree with me that we need to find him.”
“Yeah.”
“Can you?”
“Yep.”
“All right, then,” she said, and put on her seat belt. “We’ll find him. We’ll talk to him. I’ll try to keep an open mind.” She looked at me. “But if it turns out to be him, Harry, he’s got to be stopped—and I expect you to help me.”
“If it turns out to be him,” I said, “he’d want me to.”
Chapter Twenty
I’ve been working as a detective in Chicago for a while now, and there’s one thing you do a lot more than almost anything else: You find things that get lost. I’d first designed my tracking spell to catch up to the house keys I kept losing when I was about fourteen. I’d used it a few thousand times, now. Sometimes, it had helped me find things I really didn’t want. Mostly, it helped me get into trouble.
This time, I was fairly sure it would do both.
I could have used my blood to trace Thomas’s, probably, but I could use my silver pentacle amulet too. My mother had given me the one I habitually wore, and she’d given one to Thomas, too. I knew that he wore it just as habitually as I wore mine, and unless someone had taken it away from him, he’d be wearing it now.
So I revved up the spell, hung the amulet from the rearview mirror of the Blue Beetle, and headed out onto the Chicago streets. I kept an eye on my amulet, which leaned slightly, drawn as if by a light magnetic field toward Thomas’s amulet. That wasn’t a perfect way to track something down—the spell had no concern for streets and traffic flow, for example—but I’d been finding things like this for a good while, and I piloted the Beetle through the maze of buildings and one-way streets that make up the fair city.
Elaine watched me in silence the whole while. I knew that she was wondering what I had used to lock on to our apparent abductor/murderer. She didn’t push, though. She just settled down and trusted me.
When I finally parked the car and got out, I brought my amulet with me and stared grimly at the necklace, which continued to lean steadily to the east, toward the Burnham Harbor piers that stretched out over Lake Michigan. An entire cove had been built into the lakeshore and decked out with an array of docks for dozens and dozens of small commercial boats, pleasure craft, and yachts.
“Boats,” I muttered. “Why did it have to be boats?”
“What’s wrong with boats?” Elaine asked.
“I haven’t had a good time on boats,” I said. “In fact, I haven’t had a good time this close to the lake in general.”
/> “It smells like dead fish and motor oil,” Elaine noted.
“You never did like my cologne.” I got my staff out of the car. “You need a big stick.”
Elaine smiled sweetly at me, and drew out a heavy chain from her purse. She held both ends in one fist, leaving a doubled length of heavy metal links about two feet long. Each of the links glittered with veins of what might have been copper, forming sinuous text. “You’re a prisoner to tradition, big guy. You should learn to be a little more flexible.”
“Careful. If you tell me you’ve got bracelets and a magic lariat in there, I may lose control of my sexual impulses.”
Elaine snorted. “You can’t lose what you’ve never had.” She glanced up at me. “Like the new shield, by the way.”
“Yeah. Sexy, huh?”
“Complex,” she replied. “Balanced. Strong. Sophisticated. I’m not sure I could have made a focus for something like that. It took real skill, Harry.”
I felt myself actually blush, absurdly pleased by the compliment. “Well, it isn’t perfect. It takes a lot more juice than the old shield did. But I figured getting tired faster is far preferable to getting dead faster.”
“Seems reasonable,” she said, and squinted at the docks. “Can you tell which boat it is?”
“Not yet. But once you get two or three hundred yards over the water, that spell would have grounded out. So we know it’s one of these at the docks.”
Elaine nodded. “You want to lead?”
“Yeah. We should be able to run it down fairly fast. Stay about ten or fifteen feet back from me.”
Elaine frowned. “Why?”
“Any closer than that and we’d be a dandy target. Someone could take us both out with one burst from a machine gun.”
Her face got a little pale. “I thought you trusted him.”
“I do,” I said. “But I don’t know who might be there with him.”
“And you’ve learned this kind of thing on the job? Machine guns?”
I felt my left hand twitch. “Actually, I learned it with flamethrowers. But it applies to machine guns, too.”
