Vain

by Fisher Amelie

Page 35

 

  Masego came into view and my heart clenched in the worst pain I could possibly imagine. She was on fire. It seemed not an inch of her went unscathed. More and more gunfire rang out and the adrenaline took over. I was ready.

  Ready to defend her.

  Ready to save others, if I could.

  Ready to die for them. . . especially Ian.

  It felt like we couldn’t get close enough, fast enough. The inches dragged.

  Ten feet within its barriers, though, we could see obvious LRA soldiers opening fire on anything that moved, running toward buildings in attempt to get people, children, out.

  “If we don’t make out of this alive, Sophie Price, I want you to know that I’ve never loved anyone as much as I love you. You’re it for me,” Ian said, stealing my breath and my words from earlier.

  Tears streamed my face. He kissed me hard and quickly.

  “Stay down,” he said, shoving my head toward the seat.

  He exited the vehicle before I’d had a chance to say anything to him. He created distance between himself and the jeep, probably to keep the bullets from straying toward me, before opening fire himself.

  “No!” I yelled a million times, tears plummeting. “I didn’t get to tell you!”I cried. “You were supposed to let me tell you!” I choked in pain. “No,” I said again, when bullets seemed to fly toward the direction I thought he’d gone.

  I didn’t hesitate, didn’t think twice. I flew up from my crouched position, crawled over and opened the driver’s side door, fixing myself behind it as a makeshift shield. I placed my hands on the window’s edge and assessed the grounds.

  “Two soldiers at the back of our huts, three at the kitchen’s door. ” My eyes followed back across. “Seven on Karina’s and Charles’ porch. Two at the children’s house door. Five at Kate’s. ” All the buildings were on fire except for Karina’s and Charles’ cabin and Ian’s and my huts.

  Ian was nowhere to be seen which comforted me. He wasn’t lying in the common area and that was one more check toward keeping my sanity. I scanned the area once more and drank in the sight of our stalwart Baobab tree, its entirety had erupted in flames. Unease began to settle through me.

  I didn’t hear any of the children. “Please, God. Just, please. Please. ”

  Do something, Sophie. My feet seemed rooted where they stood though. Save them.

  Motivation is a funny thing. It can come from out of nowhere. For instance, a child’s scream. From my hut.

  I sprung into action, edging the courtyard fence unseen and approaching mine and Ian’s huts. I raised my weapon and crept around the side, edging my way toward the two soldiers near the back, their weapons raised, ready to fire.

  Slowly, very slowly, I angled myself for a good enough view. They were within range and weren’t aware of me. I took three deep breaths, readying myself to kill two men I didn’t know. Two men who were so ready to take part in the slaughtering of my adopted family.

  For them.

  I checked the safety, placed my finger on the trigger and aimed it at the first one’s head. My finger was ready to squeeze but out of nowhere the men fell to the ground without the aid of my own bullets. I plastered myself back into the side of my hut.

  Suddenly, a hand came around my mouth. The hand spun me toward them. A finger on his own lips. Ian.

  “I told you to stay in the jeep, Sophie. ”

  “I love you,” I blurted, frantic and a little rattled from the deaths of the soldiers. “It’s the kind of love I never thought I would have, never thought I deserved but it’s forever, Ian. Forever. ”

  He nodded once in acknowledgement. All business.

  “The kids are safe. They’re hidden on the east side of the property. Kate got them out somehow. ” I breathed a sigh of relief. “Follow me,” he ordered, then stopped. “Closely. ”

  We ran to the front of our huts, first inspecting Ian’s then mine for the child who had screamed. A pair of wide eyes met mine underneath the bed.

  “Shh, Mandisa,” Ian whispered with a smile. “It’s us. Stay right here, okay?” She started to cry in protest. “Mandisa,” Ian said sternly. “Stay here, stay hidden, stay quiet. No one will come near this hut, you understand? Stay hidden, baby. ”

  We stuffed my heavy down comforter with her, hoping it would stifle any noise she heard. I kissed her and ran outside with Ian. We followed the line of buildings and Ian stealthily took out the seven on Karina’s and Charles’ porch without blinking an eye.

  “Cover me, Soph,” Ian said, sliding open a shallow window of the children’s house.

  I aimed my gun inside as he entered, my ears peeled for the slightest noise. Ian pulled me through the window as if I weighed a trifle. I bit back my surprise. He stuffed me behind him once more and we scaled the walls, listening before we entered each room with a flourish of raised weapons. Each room was empty, the soldiers loitering outside the front door were gone, probably fled.

  We exited the same window we entered and approached the kitchen and cafeteria quietly. Ian peered through a low window at the back of the building.

  “Shit,” he said under his breath. “That same pair from the children’s house have a handful of children being held hostage at the front of the building. Karina’s with them. ”

  I glanced through the same window to see for myself. Sure enough, five children and Karina stood huddled together. You could tell Karina was assuring them, attempting to calm them. My stomach tumbled the remaining length of my body to my feet.

  “How do we get them out?” I asked.

  “Stay here,” he told me, standing.

  “Wait. Wait. What are you doing?”

  “I’m going to get them. ”

  “Ian, no. Let’s think about this. ”

  “And while we think, they could be killed. There’s no time. Stay here or I swear to God, Soph. . . ”

  He molded himself to the wall, edging slowly and disappearing from my view. I raised myself just enough to see through the window to the other side in time to see Karina notice him. My breath stilled as the soldiers spoke to one another unaware of his approach.

  I couldn’t hear anything but saw Karina suddenly tuck the children into themselves, shielding them.

  I waited for the gunfire but none came.

  The breath I’d been holding rushed from me and the released adrenaline made my body shake. The soldiers laid down their weapons at their feet before kneeling with their hands above their heads and Karina pulled their guns out of reach.

  I ran around the building to help and noticed Mercy had been among the huddled. She was so small we thought she was a child. Two children ran and hugged me, crying.

  I sank down to my knees. “Shh,” I told them as they wrapped their arms around my neck and waist.

  Mercy grabbed theone wrapped around Karina and took the one already with her as well as mine. She ran with them to join the others who had already escaped and Ian escorted them. Karina took one of the soldier’s guns and held them at gunpoint. I raised my own gun to assure them they weren’t going anywhere.

  While we waited, I drank the two men in. They were practically boys, seventeen at the most with bodies only on the verge of becoming men, really. Their faces still exuded innocence. They were a walking dichotomy. Baby faced assassins.

  Back home, these boys would have been peers, with lives of their own. Lives unstolen by a psychopath and I almost found myself feeling sorry for them. Almost.

  “Is anyone hurt, Karina?” I asked her, feeling out of breath.

  “Not that I know of. Somehow, by the grace of God, the children came out of this unscathed. They’d opened fire on them almost immediately. ”

  I released a shuddered breath.

  “I’m so sorry we weren’t here. ”

  “You were doing your jobs, Sophie. We all were. We were just a day too late. ”

  “It’s okay, though,” I told her. “We can leave
tonight. Thank God the CHU’s are there. ”

  She nodded.

  After a few minutes, Karina approached one of the boys.

  “What are you doing?” I asked her, nervous.

  “I’m checking to see if he has any other weapons hidden. ”

  I nodded, lowering my gun closer to their heads.

  Karina patted the length of the first boy’s legs and lifted the back of his shirt to reveal any weapons. She made him turn over on his back and did the same thing to his front side.

  “Nothing,” she said, relaxing a bit. “You,” she told the other one, “Move onto. . . ”

  But she didn’t get a chance to finish her sentence because the second boy lunged for the assault rifle around her shoulder, yanking it over her head. I raised my own to shoot him but the first boy pitched forward for me. I didn’t hesitate, shooting him in the head once and dropping him where he stood.

  I turned to defend Karina, my friend, practically a surrogate mother to me, a surrogate mother to all the children there and someone I had grown to love so dearly. . . but it was too late.

  The second boy had already shoved her to the ground, his rifle pointed at her chest and fired a single shot.

  It was the only shot he would get because I raised my weapon and shot him twice in the head. I fell at her side, screaming but noticed she was still conscious. Absently, I heard stifled screaming voices come from the east.

  “Karina?” I asked, more afraid than I’d ever been. “Hold on for me, okay?” I removed my button up and pressed it into her chest to slow the bleeding but within seconds it was soaked.

  My shaking hands fluttered over her. I had no idea what I was supposed to do. Karina’s bloodied hands stopped mine as she cradled them in her own. She looked at me and smiled softly, shaking her head for me to stop and closing her eyes.

  “No, no, no, no,” I kept muttering under my breath, tears streaming down my face, waiting for Charles to find us. “Charles will find us. Charles will fix this. ”

  I cradled her beautiful head in my lap, held onto her tightly, as if I could tether her to my earthly world. The heat from her burning baobab tree warmed our bodies with such heat that the tears felt cool against my cheeks and chest. “Oh, my lovely, lovely, Karina,” I cooed, running my hands over her silky hair. “Oh, Karina. ” A sob burst from my chest at her name.

  Her eyes drifted open lazily and her face reflected her age for the first time since I’d known her. “Don’t cry for me, my love,” she whispered, raising her tender hand and wiping my face. She smiled softly, and it relaxed me instantly, even at that obvious hour of her death. “I’ve lived the most extraordinary life and I can genuinely say that I would wish this life on anyone. Even now. Even as I lay here staining the ground beneath us. . . ” she coughed, and I held her tighter “. . . because it wasn’t what I had decided for myself.

  “It was better. Better than anything I could have conjured on my own. So I’m telling you, my beautiful Sophie Price, don’t cry for me. ” She coughed again and this time blood accompanied it.

  “Karina, don’t leave,” I begged her.

  “Promise me one thing,” she requested. “Promise me you’ll give it all to God and let Him decide it for you. He’ll gift you no regrets. ”