“We are going to order room service and then you can rest, because you’ll need the energy tomorrow.”
“A whole forty eight hours with you alone and uninterrupted is fine by me,” she says, leaning in to kiss me.
Chapter Nineteen
LILY
Whatever Parker has up his sleeve for the weekend is perfectly fine by me. Somehow, I don’t think there will be much talking going on. I am happy he showed up at the club tonight; he looks so hot with his all black outfit on. He has that rocker look going on and I wish he would have taken me against the door like he was going to. Instead he made me wet and wanting him badly, but I play along just for kicks.
The suite is large with all white and black furnishings. It includes a living room, eat-in kitchen area, a grand bathroom, and bedroom suite with large windows overlooking the city. After we eat the burgers and fries that were delivered, Parker suggests I shower and get some rest. I obey his request and go shower. I take my time running the soap over my body, imagining his hands all over me, caressing my body as if it’s never been touched.
Once I’m out of the shower, I realize I have no clothes and smirk thinking about how much I can tease him. Bravely, I enter the suite where he is propped up against the headboard in just my towel wrapped around me. His eyes scan my body from head to toe and back up, and a smile spreads across his face. Standing on the other side of the bed I drop the towel and slide into bed, next to him, completely naked.
“Are you sure I can’t persuade you to fuck me now?” I lay a hand high on his thigh.
He sucks in a deep breath and closes his eyes as he exhales.
“If you seriously want me to fuck you right now, I won’t be stopping anytime soon. Not only do I want you to bare your body to me, I want you to bare your heart, mind, and soul to me. Forget about your worries and let me take it all away.” Parker’s eyes darken as he waits for my response.
My heart quickens at the thought of letting it all go and baring myself completely to him. Will he still accept all of me, like he claims to?
“And before you answer, I want you to know I want you to show me the real Lily. Not the Lily that owns a flower shop, not the Lily that mourns her mom, and not the Lily that has a mobster father. Just you.”
I melt, my heart skips a beat and I wonder what has gotten into him. Why he wants to travel down this road. Do I even know myself the way he wants me to bare it all? His words haunt me. A stray tear slides down my cheek but I quickly wipe it away hoping he doesn’t notice. But it’s too late.
“I didn’t mean to make you cry.” He leans down to caress my cheek with the back of his hand.
“I just don’t know if I can do that. I want to. But I have so much baggage,” I say tilting my head up at him.
“I have no secrets from you. I’m a “what you see is what you get kind of guy” and I’m willing to make a few exceptions when it comes to you. You are the reason I don’t act so crazy, you are the one who’s showed me love, it’s you that I see a future with.”
My heart skips a beat once more. I flip to lay on my stomach, propping my head up with my hand. “I’m willing to follow your lead on this one.”
His eyes are hooded at my response. “Do you trust me?”
“Yes,” I say, biting my lower lip. I think.
“Then close your eyes. I just want you to feel. Don’t open them until I tell you,” he says with instruction.
Oh. My. God.
He reaches down to rub my leg from my knee upward to my now exposed butt.
“Don’t move,” he instructs, and I obey.
I feel the bed move as he gets up. Suddenly, he lowers himself on my legs and rubs an ice cube from the top of my butt up my back, and the sensation causes goose bumps to form making me want to squirm because it tickles. He tackles the liquid with his tongue while he spreads my legs apart with his knee. The moisture is already dripping from between my legs. He suddenly flips me over, holding my arms above my head as he towers over me. I can feel his eyes on me.
“God you are beautiful,” he says, tracing his lips up my neck and behind my ear. As badly as I want to see his blues, I keep my eyes shut and just feel him. The heat emanating off of him wraps my body in warmth. He spreads my legs apart with his knee again and I’m already panting heavily. Positioning himself between my legs, he continues licking my neck and moving downward stopping at my breast. He takes his time with each breast, sucking on my nipples hardening them to the peak.
There is nothing I want more than this moment with Parker. He knows his way around a woman’s body. I try to catch my breath and slow my breathing down, but my heart is beating rapidly. He slides his body back up as he softly whispers in my ear.
“I just want you to feel all of me.”
I arch my back, wanting more as if I’m demanding it. Then I feel an ice cube being rubbed on my lips and he takes turns kissing me and rubbing the ice cube on them. I feel him move down, and I bite my lower lip to keep from moaning for more and my lips part, forming an O.
He carefully rubs another ice cube over each nipple then sucking on them, as he continues to assault my body in every way possible. I want to feel him inside me so bad, while I gaze into his blue eyes, but my eyes remain closed.
“Please Parker, I want to feel you inside me,” I whisper while breathing heavily.
“Patience, Lily, patience,” he moves his mouth from my stomach to my wetness in between my legs. “Damn, you are soaked,” he says, entering a finger inside me.
I try to get off by bucking against his fingers, but he won’t let me, and it’s torture. His tongue invades my wetness as he continues licking my bud. He stops to kiss in between my thighs every few seconds.
“Stop fucking torturing me, and fuck me,” I breathe out.
“Didn’t I say I wouldn’t be stopping anytime soon?”
I hear a condom wrapper being ripped open. He slips it on, and I gasp as he enters me.
“Open your eyes, Baby,” he says.
My eyes are met with his; dark, hooded and filled with passion. A loud moan escapes my throat as he thrusts in and out of me. “God you feel so fucking good,” he says, breathing into my neck.
“It feels so good.” I slide my hands up his hard chest to wrap my arms around his neck as he continues the motion.
The pleasure I’m feeling is divine, and I continue to moan until we both climax in unison. I sigh as I try to calm my breathing back down as he rolls off me, discarding the condom. He remains naked with just his gold chain on, and he looks so fucking hot. He plants a kiss on my lips again and wraps his arms around me. “I know we haven’t known each other long, but I’m falling hard and fast for you.”
“I can guarantee the feeling is mutual,” I say with a smile.
“I’m going to hop in the shower if you want to order some room service for a late night snack before bed.”
I watch as he saunters to the shower, and I admire the ass on him. He is definitely all man, and I love the way he’s so confident in himself, unlike me. Turning around, I grab the room phone and order a large slice of chocolate cake.
Once he is out of the shower, we share the slice of cake and I nod off quickly to a deep sleep.
*****
I lazily wake up to the smell of something good in the room. Parker is wheeling the breakfast cart into the room, toward the bed.
“Smells so good,” I say, stretching to wake my body up.
“Morning, Princess; here I got you a robe, now eat up.”
The robe is soft and plush and the fabric feels luxurious against my body. I flip my hair over to one side and grab a fork to eat.
“How did you know this is my favorite?” I ask about the eggs, bacon, and French toast.
“Lucky guess; good isn’t it?” He asks, sitting next to me as he eats.
I just nod yes and continue to eat the breakfast. Out the corner of my eye, I notice a large box on the table against the wall.
“What’s that?”
“Just eat
, and I will let you open it.”
My mind starts to wonder about what he’s up to now. And I wonder how he can afford a suite like this, let alone anything of extravagance not saying anything bad about it. I was always told it’s rude to ask a man about his money, but I’m curious.
“Can I ask a personal question?”
“You know you can,” he says, sticking the last bite of French toast in his mouth.
“How can you afford all this?”
“I have saved every penny I ever made and my dad left me a little bit after he passed.”
“I was just curious. I mean you are completely spoiling me and I don’t deserve this,” I say, motioning my hand around the room. “Especially not after the way I have treated you.” I put my head down and stare at the carpet.
“How can you say such a thing? You deserve everything I’ve done for you. I don’t understand why you don’t think you are worthy. I only wish I could do more for you.”
I wrestle with my own thoughts and wonder what he will think once he knows the truth about me. The real me. “There is something you should know about me.”
“Lily, you can tell me anything. You should know that by now.”
I swallow a lump in my throat and I try to put on a brave face, even though telling him is risky.
“No matter what you say, my feelings won’t change,” he says.
Chapter Twenty
PARKER
I brace for what Lily will say. She has been acting weird all morning. All I want to do is show her how much I care about her, love her even.
“I told you, the past is in the past. I know you and you know me.” I bring her hand to place it over my heart. “This is yours,” I tell her, but tears well up in her eyes.
“My father was very deep into the mob world; he was the big boss’s right hand man and my mom was scared for her life. He would take me to his bar and pass me around to all the older mob guys. He said if I wasn’t a good girl, then I would get a spanking when we got home. I just wanted to make him happy and please him. The older guys would put me in their lap and I’d feel their erection against me,” she shutters.
“Did they molest you?” I ask furiously.
“No, at least not in that sense; I’d just feel them against me and it made me sick. But I tried my best to behave so I wouldn’t get a spanking. Sometimes he would beat us so bad. One time, I ran away to get away from him. But he found me and brought me home and beat me some more. I always screamed and yelled that I hated him. I felt guilty for leaving my mom and begged her to leave him. Finally, she asked the police for help and they started investigating him heavily. Eventually, he was caught and sent to prison, because of all the crimes he had committed. We even moved to start over, but it seems like my father was always one step ahead, even behind bars.”
The pain in her eyes is clear to see. I swipe my thumb across her cheek to wipe the tears streaming down. “Stop crying. I told you I don’t care about your past. I admire your mom for being so brave.” She leans over and presses her head against my shoulder and I give it a kiss. “How ‘bout’ you go take a shower and freshen up.”
I quickly order some flowers from the front desk and have them delivered before she’s even out of the shower. I will do whatever I can to brighten her day. She deserves way more than I can ever provide for her. The smell of the flowers overtakes the room as I set them on the table next to the large box. My phone buzzes against the counter.
P. I forgot to tell you that you might be interested in a position where I work. It’s in the security department if you want to check it out on Monday. By the way, hope you are having fun. Tim.
I send him a text back. Thank you; I will definitely check it out on Monday.
Just as I shut the phone off, Lily enters the room in her lush robe.
“Tim just told me there is a security job open at his workplace, and for me to check it out,” I say, setting the phone back down.
“That’s great. I hope you get the job if it’s what you want. Oh my gosh, did you get me flowers?” She picks the vase up to smell them.
“Yes; here, open this up.” I hand her the large box.
She moves it over to the bed and unwraps the bow around it and lifts the lid off. She pulls out the silk garment and holds it up against her body. Then she sees something underneath and pulls that out as well. I watch as her eyes grow big and sparkle with excitement.
“I’m taking you out to dinner tonight, so prepare to wear that,” I say, pointing at the silk dress. “And that, you can wear that around here if you want to wear clothes,” I say as I tilt my head at the sweat suit I got her.
She snakes her arms around my neck and plants a kiss on my lips. “Thank you. You really shouldn’t have, though.”
“I wanted to take you out and clothing is not optional. So I went to a shop downstairs while you were still sleeping. I can’t wait to see you in that, though,” I tell her, gesturing to the silk green dress.
Lily and I pass the day by lounging around the suite and talking for hours on end. The time passes too quickly, but at least now I get to see her in that dress and I know she won’t be wearing any panties underneath. That thought alone will be driving me insane.
“Now, if you’ll excuse me, I’m going to get ready,” she says with a sly smile planted across her face. She practically dances into the bedroom to change.
Giving her privacy, I get ready as well by showering and putting on a gray pair of dress pants and a light blue dress shirt, left opened at the collar. I emerge from the bathroom suite and my breath catches when I see her; she is beyond stunningly gorgeous with the dress on, it hugs her body in all the right spots and her hair is up, exposing her neck. She is also wearing the same heels she was wearing at the club last night.
“Wow, you look stunning.” I pull her towards me and nuzzle her neck.
“You clean up real nice yourself,” she says.
“We better leave now before I change my mind.” I place my hand on the small of her back and guide her as we leave the suite to the elevator. We are alone in the elevator and I fight the urge not to make out with her then and there. In the lobby, we head into the restaurant, confirming our reservation.
“This place is stunning.” She gleams looking around the restaurant. Chandeliers surround the ceiling, while candles and flowers enhance the romance on the table with a white table cloth.
The waiter approaches and I order us both a glass of Moscato wine from Lily’s recommendation.
“Thank you again! I am feeling very spoiled,” Lily says.
“Just wait ‘til I get you back in the suite. There may be a repeat of last night,” I inform her and watch as she squirms in her seat.
The waiter approaches us with our wine and takes our dinner order. Lily is blushing the whole time as she tries to concentrate on ordering her meal while I gaze at her.
The waiter leaves us once more and all I can think about is what I going to do to her back in the suite. So I try to change the subject.
“I appreciate you telling me what you did earlier. But my feelings haven’t changed. I don’t care about anything other than you right here, right now.”
“Thank you for that. You mean a lot to me too. I just don’t want to get hurt like I have before,” she says.
“I would never hurt you Lily, I will only love you.” Shit, did I just say that out loud?
She swallows a lump and it makes me nervous.
“Did you just say you love me?” She smiles.
“Yes, see what you do to me? It really just slipped out. I wanted to tell you back in the suite. You make me feel crazy, but a good crazy.”
She laughs and our food arrives, just in time to save me from making a fool of myself any further.
*****
We take the elevator back up to the suite and I hold her hand the entire time. Once inside, I turn her to face me and roll the straps down off her shoulders.
“You are so fucking beautiful. You take my breat
h away,” I whisper, brushing my lips against her neck. I pull her closer so she can feel my erection.
She reaches down to unbuckle my dress pants, causing them to slip down easily. Then she moves to unbutton my shirt ever so slowly and pushes it off.
“Have I told you how much I love these?” She says as her hands slide over my tattoos. “They turn me on so much,” she continues.
I slide her dress off and it falls on the floor. We start to make out as I walk her backwards toward the bed and her breath hitches. I climb on top of her, and she immediately wraps hers legs around my waist like she needs me right now. I rub her leg with my hand as I continue to kiss her and explore her flavorful mouth.
“I love kissing you; you always taste so fucking sweet.”
The kiss becomes more forceful and wanting. She pulls me in closer, as if I’m not close enough. Next thing I know she is on top of me kissing me, and grinding against my erection. Sliding her hair down my chest she stops and puts her mouth around my length. Her mouth feels amazing as she bobs her head up and down.
“Oh fuck,” is all I can muster to say as the sensation consumes my whole body, causing it to rock against her mouth. I pull her upward to kiss her and flip her back over so I tower over her. My hands roam her tits as I rub my thumb over her nipples, causing them to erect at my touch. I take my time placing each one in my mouth one at a time as she tilts her head back enjoying the feeling of my hands and mouth roaming all over her body. Sliding my hand ever so slowly down her body, I insert a finger inside her wetness, and she opens her legs a littler wider. Her mouth forms as O once my tongue starts to explore her bud. I quickly bring her to the edge of the bed and bend her over. Grabbing a condom, I quickly unwrap it and put it on, then I enter her from behind. She lets out a moan as I pump in and out of her while I rub her wetness at the same time. She moans and convulses as I continue pumping inside her until I climax as well. I place light kisses on her back before I release her to rid of the condom.
When I emerge from the bathroom, I see Lily resting on the bed as she catches her breath and I notice a stray tear streaming down her cheek.
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