The Greening
Book 1 of “the Green Man” series
By
Sharon Brubaker
The Greening is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons living or dead, events or locales is entirely coincidental.
Copyright © 2012 Sharon Brubaker
Table of Contents
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 1
To everything there is a season, a time for every purpose under heaven: a time to be born and a time to die. —
Ecclesiastics 3
Death choked Sylvia. She childishly ran out the back door slamming it with a satisfying bang. She ran down the steps, away from the crying and weeping people. They were mourners for Gran.
It had taken her almost an hour to make her way across the living room and out to the kitchen where escape lay. Old family friends gave clinging hugs and too many strangers cursorily stopped to hug her and clutch at her, telling her what a wonderful person Gran had been.
She breezed past the kitchen table which was laden with food that her mother called funeral baked meats, brought by well-meaning friends of Gran and neighbors. The sight of the food made her nauseous. She thought the custom barbaric. How could she and her mother ever eat all that food – especially the casseroles that had begun to glaze over with a plastic-like sheen?
She ran. Sylvia ran down to the shoreline and stopped to take deep, steadying breaths of the spring air and she stared blindly at the horizon.
It was one of those perfect days of May that is clear and bright where the puffy clouds hung perfectly still, as if they were suspended on fine transparent strings in the bowl of blue sky. At first she couldn’t feel any breeze. Yet the trees chattered above her with a zephyr that made them active and pushed a lone sailboat, its sails pregnant with wind moved lazily up the bay. The air smelled sweet and green, and she breathed it in with the scent of the water.
Sylvia was angry with herself. At the last visit she should have realized how serious things were with her grandmother’s health. She berated herself that she should have seen how the cancer had robbed the sparkle in her grandmother’s eyes and filled them with pain. They had all gotten used to Gran’s wispy new hair that was growing in with small white curls. The chemotherapy had taken away the long, snow-white tresses that her grandmother had braided and pinned up elegantly each day. But still, Sylvia had been confident the remission was continuing. How could she have been so obtuse? Gran’s attitude through her illness had been one that the cancer was a “bump in the road.” She knew Gran had not been afraid of death. She was at peace and told Sylvia so, but somehow Sylvia had not equated Gran’s discussion to an impending death. Sylvia gave leave to the anger and walked around the yard, giving the leaves around the yard short, bitter kicks and clenching and unclenching her fists. She knew in her heart that her grandmother had wanted her to finish her final semester in college. She had told Sylvia she was just fine a few weeks ago when Sylvia was getting prepared for finals and graduation. She walked slowly through the yard, continually kicking a leaf or two away until she reached a small stand of trees where her grandmother had long ago planted spring bulbs. The damp, matted leaves covered the ground like a blanket and the yellow green spiky leaves of long gone daffodils lay prostrate on the ground. No one had bothered to clean up the old leaves or tie up the daffodils’ greens the way Gran used to so that they looked like little dolls standing in a row. Sylvia scuffled through them and breathed in their rich scent of decay as well as the scent of the newly warmed spring earth.
Gran had been chipper in her phone conversation to Sylvia even two weeks ago. She told Sylvia not to worry about her and how she hoped Sylvia could spend a few days with her after the big event. Gran said she was trying to get strong enough to manage the ride to the college. Sylvia now knew that her mother, and Gran, had purposely not told her how ill Gran was, or the fact that Gran was in hospice care the last few weeks. Unbeknownst to Sylvia, Gran and her mother made the decision for Gran to stay at home in her last weeks of life rather than going to a hospice facility. She kept telling herself it was good that Gran wasn’t in great pain and went quietly in her sleep. Yet, Sylvia still felt guilty and resented not being able to say good-bye. She felt cheated and empty without this closure. One of Gran’s last wishes was to see Sylvia graduate from college, but she never had the chance. Sylvia forced herself to go through the ceremony for Gran more than herself because of Gran’s wish that the funeral to be delayed, if needed, so that Sylvia could participate in the graduation.
She continued to scuffle along through the grass and leaves still wet with dew, uncovering the ripe smell of damp earth and grass. Her shoes went from damp to the chilling feeling of wet on her stocking toes. She didn’t care. She kicked sharply at a bit of particularly matted leaves when her foot hit something solid. She looked down at the pile of leaves and persistently kicked away at them to uncover an oddly shaped bit of wood. It was something that wind, water or insects had created and it almost looked like a mask with holes for eyes and a mouth.
Suddenly the zephyr kicked up the leaves as well, and Sylvia saw something like a great, green angel arise in the spot where the mask had lain. Sylvia stood frozen to the spot watching as a face of living wood took shape from the mask like object and rose over six feet with leaves flowing over limbs. Her mouth dropped open as the being spoke.
“Sylvia,” a rich baritone came from the creature’s lips. “Do not be afraid. You are part of the pattern.”
Her mouth hung slightly open. Sylvia didn’t know whether or not she should be afraid. Deep down, as surreal as this experience was, she was not afraid. But the figure faded as quickly as it had come. She stood again wondering, was she imagining things due to the stress from Gran’s death?
Gran had always firmly believed in fairies and angels, and had communicated her beliefs to Sylvia away from her mother’s. It was their secret that Gran talked to the plants in the garden as if each had an accompanying fairy. Sylvia was charmed as a child and her Gran had made it a fun activity to leave out cakes and milk for the fairies at various times of the year. A childhood friend once teased her that Gran was a witch. Sylvia had been surprised and hurt by the comment. Gran was just ‘Gran’ to her and very special.
Sylvia stooped, flicking a long, chestnut braid over her back and picked up the wooden mask, turning it over and examining it curiously. The great, green, angel being she saw was different from the ethereal fairies she believed in as a child. Feeling slightly foolish she put it up to her face and looked out at the water through two of the larger holes. It seemed
like an ancient Greek mask to her as she held it close to her face. The air shimmered as though looking at the horizon on a hot summer day. Her face tingled a little where it had touched her face and she rubbed at her cheek absentmindedly.
Sylvia was used to Gran always picking up the odd shell, driftwood, and stones or beach glass and sharing them with her. As a child, she and her grandmother would make up stories about each found treasure. Many of the picked up treasures found their way back to windowsills and coffee tables in her grandmother’s home where they could admire their stark beauty. She used to argue that if Georgia O’Keefe, the famous painter could pick up and adore natural treasures, so couldn’t she? Sylvia remembered the stout way Gran would defend her treasures to her mother. Sylvia’s mother hated those little bits of things and would immediately discard any that made their way into Sylvia’s room. Sylvia had become clever at hiding her bits of treasure. Gran would have loved this piece of wood. She tucked the wooden piece inside her suit jacket, hoping it wouldn’t make a mark on her dress, as she planned to put it somewhere special. She thought it might help her get through the next few weeks.
“Syl—vi—a,” her Mother’s anxious voice made its way across the yard.
Guiltily, she tugged the jacket tighter around the wooden mask as if her mother knew it was there. She turned towards her grandmother’s house with a sigh. Her mother was on the deck waving to her.
“Come back, please,” her mother called to her.
Sylvia raised a hand in acknowledgement and trudged toward the house. She stepped into the kitchen and was confronted by her mother.
“Oh, Sylvia,” her Mother admonished, “Just look at you! Your shoes! They’re soaked!”
Sylvia glanced down at her dress shoes now soaked with the remaining dew. She sighed audibly and made an effort not to roll her eyes. Her mother constantly treated her as a child of seven or eight years’ old. To keep peace she obediently took off her shoes and set them near a register where heat pumped gently on this cool spring day. Sylvia warmed her damp, chilled toes, standing stolidly and refusing to let her mother see that she was chilled as well.
“They’ll be fine, Mary,” a serene voice said to her mother. Sylvia turned to see her grandmother’s friend, Marian patting her mother on the arm. Marian came over to Sylvia. “But, Mary, I wanted to ask you what you wanted to do with some of the leftover food in the dining room. Could you take a look see and let me know what you want to keep and what you want to throw away? There are still a few mourners enjoying the spread. Perhaps if they see us start to clean up they’ll give you a chance to catch your breath.”
“Just make sure your shoes are completely dry before you polish them,” Marian advised Sylvia coming over to her and patting her arm and whispering conspiratorially, “And then there won’t be any stain, if they’re really wet,” she said, “you can stuff them with newspaper to retain the shape.”
She had not had a chance to really get to know Marian with the confusion and grief of the past few months, but Marian was one of those people that Sylvia liked immediately. Sylvia smiled at her gratefully for distracting her mother. Sylvia vaguely remembered meeting Marian a couple of times during her childhood, but Marian had moved away. Sylvia thought she went to live in England for several years. Her voice still carried a slight trace of a British accent along with a few idioms that made Sylvia smile. Marian had moved back to the area in the past few months while Sylvia was finishing her degree. Marian had been helpful to Mom as Gran battled her cancer. Sylvia liked Marian’s kind green eyes and soft white curls.
Marian had followed her mother into the living room and Sylvia tucked the piece of wood on top of canned goods high up in the pantry and returned to warm her toes on the register.
After her toes felt sufficiently warm, Sylvia patted into the living room. Pasting on a smile Sylvia thanked the last few remaining mourners along with her mother. When they returned to the kitchen to find Marian was wrapping up the remaining food and putting it away. Sylvia looked at it with distaste and picked up paper plates and plastic silverware. She placed them in the trash while her Mother gathered coffee cups and loaded the dishwasher. They were silent as they cleaned up, none of them trusting the high pitched emotions that would surely leak out if they spoke. Finally, when everything was back in order, Marian gave them a quick hug. She told them to call her if they needed anything and that she would be in touch. Sylvia leaned her head heavily against the frame of the screen door and watched Marian pull out of the driveway in her ancient Volvo wagon. When she closed the door and turned around, her Mother had disappeared. She glanced in the living room, dining room and study. Not finding her mother she started to go upstairs but stopped and listened at the stairs when she heard a sound. Sylvia could hear the sound of sobbing coming from an upstairs bedroom. Sylvia felt herself well up with tears, but she couldn’t cry. Not yet. She only felt very, very weary. Sylvia tiptoed slowly up the stairs and went into her grandmother’s bedroom. When she sat on the bed she shivered involuntarily. All the medications and any signs of Gran’s illness had been whisked away in the last week. The room seemed hollow without Gran’s presence, but it still held her favorite scent of Devonshire violets. Sylvia breathed in the scent. She shivered still more from shock than cold. Grabbing the quilt from the bottom of the bed she wrapped it around her and rocked back and forth slowly on the bed, looking at the room. She loved this bedroom with its crisp white walls and curtains and accents of soft, bright blue. Growing up she had found any excuse that she could to come into Gran’s bedroom and snuggle in bed with her. Gran had never turned her away. Sylvia remembered the comfort of snuggling up to her grandmother’s large, warm body and the reassuring arm around her if she was frightened by a nightmare or a strange sound in the dark. She would whisper into Sylvia’s hair how much she loved her and what a special girl she was. Unable to keep her eyes open any longer, Sylvia curled up on the bed and slept.
It was dark outside when she woke up. Sylvia was disoriented at first; she didn’t know where she was. The soft lap, lap of the waves against the shore blew in the window softly rustling the curtains with the cool night breeze reminding her she was at Gran’s instead of her apartment at the college. The house was dark and quiet. It was much darker here at the bay than the college campus and it startled Sylvia. She lay quietly for a moment, getting used to the dark and the sounds around her. Shivering from the cool spring night air, Sylvia closed the window as quietly as she could before she took a sweater from Gran’s closet and put it on hugging herself. She tiptoed out of Gran’s bedroom and peeked in the room across the hallway. Her Mother was sound asleep. Sylvia tenderly pulled a blanket up and over her Mom who sighed, but continued sleeping.
Sylvia’s stomach growled loudly so she tiptoed out of the room of her sleeping mother as quickly as possible. She realized she hadn’t eaten much the whole day and she padded quietly down the stairs and turned on the light.
The bright kitchen light immediately clicked on and Sylvia squinted hard, momentarily blinding her in its bright fluorescent glare. She walked to the refrigerator and stared at the bevy of plastic wrapped items crowding the shelves. Sylvia pulled open a corner of plastic wrap on a cold meat tray and helped herself to a small handful of meat slices and cheese.
With snack in hand, she walked through the dark living room and out the French doors to the deck. There was no moon, and the stars glittered in their blanket of velvety blue black and the water peacefully lapped at the shoreline. Somewhere in the distance an owl hooted and from far away, she heard the sounds of people far down the beach or on their boat. She couldn’t tell which. Down here on the water, there were no streetlights. It was pitch black. A cool little breeze came off the water and she wrapped the sweater around her more tightly. She wondered if a rain storm might blow up. The air smelled damp and different from the usual clean watery scent of the bay.
Sylvia sat, feeling very small and vulnerable in the darkness. She was a little spooked from the inky blac
kness of the night. Sylvia stood up like a silent ghost and went inside. Walking inside to get warm again she remembered the mask-like object she had found earlier that day. At first Sylvia wondered where she had left it. She glanced around the kitchen and looked in the living room, and finally entered the study where she and Gran had deposited many of their natural treasures over the years.
Finally, Sylvia remembered she had hidden it on the top pantry shelf. She walked silently out to the kitchen and took it down from the soup and vegetables, holding it gingerly and returned to the study. Something was different on the wood. A small perfect leaf had sprouted from the wood jauntily decorating the forehead of the mask. Sylvia stared at it in amazement turning it over and over, wondering if a stray seed had lodged in a crack somewhere. Baffled as to how the leaf had grown Sylvia realized she was too tired to figure out the mystery. She put the mask on a shelf in the den vowing to examine it more in the morning with a clearer, less sleepy head
It was the smell of coffee drifting upstairs the next morning that woke her. Turning abruptly in the now unfamiliar bed, she nearly fell out. Her bearings were lost and it took a minute until she figured out once again where she was. The brilliant light of the morning bathed the room in a clear, bright light. Sylvia looked away from the boxes in the corner and went quietly downstairs to find her mother sitting at the kitchen table running her finger absentmindedly around the rim of the coffee mug, staring into space.
“Morning, Mom,” she said gently, dropping a kiss on her Mother’s head.
Her Mom raised up her head. “Good morning,” she answered.
Sylvia heated milk in the microwave and added coffee and sat down. The house seemed cold and empty this morning. Gran had been an early riser and usually was up and about for a couple of hours when Sylvia or her Mother visited. She was always cheerful, usually humming and many times baking muffins or something yummy early in the morning. She had told Sylvia many, many times that morning equated joy to her. She couldn’t understand why everyone didn’t want to get up early and greet the day, much to the annoyance of her husband and daughter for years and years. She told Sylvia that it took her a long time to figure out that she needed to fill the solitude with joy of her own making and did so with walking and gardening and baking until everyone else roused. Sylvia had joined her on several early morning jaunts, sniffing the fresh air enthusiastically when they stepped out the door to greeting the world. But, memory was memory and those days seemed long ago.
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