by Lewis, Anna
I liked him, a whole lot, and with the alcohol swirling through my system, I finally wanted to take that next step. I wanted to take things to the next level with him. I was scared to do so, but I was ready. There was a sizzling chemistry between us. My desire for him was deepening. I had a feeling that when I finally let him in it would be amazing.
“Do you want anything?” Kyle asked me as soon as we got inside, concern filling his expression. “Do you need anything to feel better?”
But I didn’t respond, I simply moved closer to him, swaying my hips seductively as I moved. The liquor was giving me the confidence that I needed to make this bold move, and from the way that his eyes widened in surprise, it seemed that he could already sense that.
“What are you…?” he asked, but I didn’t let him finish his question. Instead I pressed my lips hard up against his, whilst snaking my arms around his waist, making my meaning clear. I had tingles of electricity racing through my body, and that made me feel amazing. “Are you sure…?” he asked into my mouth, causing me to nod.
“I’m sure.”
As those words flew past my lips, an animalistic tendency overcame me, an urge that I had held in check for a long time now and was finally setting free. I began tugging at his clothing, desperately needing him naked. He was making me feel phenomenal, and I wanted to go with that, to enjoy every damn moment of it.
As his tee-shirt flew up over his head, and I got a real feel of the abs that he had hidden away underneath. An involuntary moan escaped past my lips. With that, his mouth moved away from mine, and down to my neck, leaving me dizzy and overwhelmed with lust.
His fingers trailed lightly along my thighs as he pushed me backwards against the nearest walls, stroking erogenous zones that I didn’t even know that I had, sending me wild in ways that I didn’t even know I could enjoy.
“Oh God,” I groaned in ecstasy, allowing my head to loll to one side, fully succumbing to the pleasure that was gathering inside of me. “Oh, Kyle.”
He yanked my dress downwards, tearing it a little as it went down, but in the heat of the moment I wasn’t bothered about that. It might have been the most expensive thing that I owned, but with the sensations that were swimming all through me, I really didn’t care.
His mouth moved over my body, down towards my breasts, and I felt his fingers expertly unhook my bra at the same time, leaving it tumbling to the ground. A weird bolt of nerves raced through me at that. It was all well and good feeling sexy and confident, but now that he was actually about to see my body I felt really anxious about the way that I looked. Sure, he seemed to like me just the way that I was, but he’d seen so many bodies; actresses, younger models, women I couldn’t compete with. I wasn’t sure that I would match up.
“So beautiful,” he moaned, as his mouth found my nipples. “You look so good.”
I wanted to question him, to ask him if he was being serious about that, but I couldn’t seem to form any words, not when he had so many feelings floating through my body all at one time. I was overwhelmed by the moment.
My eyes slipped shut as I felt him pull my underwear down. He was exposing me, revealing my nakedness to him, and I actually didn’t mind. From the way that his body was pressed up against me, hot and close, from the way that I could feel his thick, throbbing erection pressing up against my leg, he liked what he could see. Maybe I needed to get out of my own head for a change.
Wait!
In my moment of trying to organize my thoughts, I hadn’t noticed Kyle moving slowly down, getting closer to my core with his mouth. That wasn’t something that I’d ever experienced before and I wasn’t sure that I was ready now.
“Wait, what are you...?” I started to ask, but as his eyes flickered up at me in surprise, I found myself trailing off, unsure of how idiotic I would sound if I actually said that aloud.
Kyle stared at me for a moment, as if he was trying to work out what I was about to say, before whispering two words. “Trust me.”
I gulped and nodded, hoping that I was doing the right thing, and I shut my eyes again, giving him complete control of my body. He gripped my thigh where I was standing, and tossed it over his shoulder, giving him full access to me.
Then the tip of his finger ran slowly and tantalizingly up and down my slit, causing me to fist up my hands in shock. This was taking things slowly in a way that I really did like. Once he could sense that I wasn’t about to panic and run away, his slipped his finger deeper into me, exploring me deeply, massaging my insides, getting a real feel of what I enjoyed. The longer that he was there, the more I could relax and let him in even further, allowing him to push in another finger, and another. Eventually he settled his movements into a comfortable rhythm.
My head spun, my body trembled ecstatically, and I felt like I was losing total control of myself. I could feel a rush of pleasure filling me up and consuming me, and it was becoming incredibly difficult not to scream…
And then his mouth was all over me, and his tongue was exploring my clit as though he were hungrily licking a candy.
“Oh fuck!” I yelled, grabbing on to him instead. I needed something to cling onto, something to hold me upright, and unfortunately for Kyle he was the only one around. His mouth was making me feel phenomenal. His tongue was affecting me in ways that I didn’t know was possible. I got to the point where I really didn’t want the intoxicating moment to end.
“What are you… doing to me?” I managed to ask, as he moved away from my core, and further up my body, but he stopped me by pressing his lips up against mine, giving me a taste of where he’d just been.
“Come on,” he grabbed onto my hand and pulled me along behind him. “Let’s go up to my bedroom.”
Once we were inside the most impressive bedroom that I’d ever been invited into in my entire life, I couldn’t take any time to enjoy it. Kyle was yanking his trousers down, revealing all that I’d been too scared to explore myself. It completely held my focus.
“Get onto the bed,” he growled, showing me the glint in his eyes. “Lie down.”
As I happily followed his command, I watched intently as he walked over to his nightstand and grabbed a condom from it. He expertly rolled it down his very impressive length, keeping his eyes fixed upon me the entire time, making my heart thunder so loudly I feared it might burst from my chest at any moment.
Suddenly I had a powerful desire to touch it, to have it between my hands, in my mouth, deep inside my body. And I wanted to give him pleasure. I might have felt incredibly shy around him, but there was a sexual goddess inside of me, and she had taken over.
I bit down on my lip and slowly moved my hand towards him as he climbed up onto the bed to hover over him. I was trembling, but my body was pulsating for him, encouraging me to grasp him and possess him, screaming out with temptation. Then my fingers were wrapped around him.
“Ellie,” he gasped, hanging his head in joy. “That feels…”
His thighs tensed with pleasure, and I moved up and down his shaft rapidly, proving to me that I could do to him exactly what he did to me, which made me feel amazing about myself.
“Oh fuck,” he moaned. “You don’t know how amazing you are.”
Kyle kissed me hard, crushing his body up against mine, forcing my hand away. “I need you,” he gasped quickly. “I can’t hold back anymore. I want you.”
I nodded, wanting that too, and he finally slid inside.
Chapter 8 – Kyle
I couldn’t believe that I was here with Ellie, finally having sex with her. The wait had totally been worth it to be with her right now, feeling her, enjoying her, running my hand over her smooth, soft curves.
She was the perfect mix of innocence and sexuality. That really got me going, more than any other woman had before, proving to me that even I didn’t know what I wanted, not really.
As I filled her up, feeling her walls all around me, and she arched her back in pleasure, I gripped tightly on to her, pressing my body up against hers,
wanting to feel every damn inch of her. I thrust into her slowly and seductively. I was unsure of how experienced Ellie was, and I didn’t want to take things too quickly in case it wasn’t what she wanted.
But then she began to slam back against me, telling me with her body what she needed. I reacted accordingly, giving her what she wanted. I slid into her hard and fast, making sure that I was angled perfectly to rub her clit every single time. Eventually I even wrapped her legs around me, allowing me to drive even deep into her.
“Oh my God,” she screamed loudly, grabbing the sheets beneath her tightly. “Kyle, this is too much!”
I could feel her walls starting to contract, and the shudder building up through her body, letting me know that she was growing ever closer to coming. I pressed my lips softly up against hers as the orgasm pulsated through her body. I wanted to build the bond between us and bring us closer. From the way she gripped tightly onto my arms, it was working.
She collapsed beneath me, just as the pleasure exploded from my body too, during which time I stared into her eyes the entire time, committing every aspect of her face to memory forever.
I couldn’t believe how lucky I was to be with Ellie, she was different, my feelings for her were new, and that was incredibly exciting. This was usually the time when I was done with a woman, wanting to move onto the next, but with Ellie I wanted to stay forever more. I wanted to hold her until she slept.
“That was something else,” she giggled breathlessly, wrapping her arms around my neck. “Thank you for looking after me, thank you for bringing me back here. I don’t know what I would do without you.”
And I honestly didn’t want her to have to find out. I wanted to be around her all the time. I couldn’t vocalize that, not without making her nervous, so I sent her a warm smile instead and held her close to me until she drifted off to sleep. I knew that I couldn’t rest though, not with her in my arms, so I simply watched her sleep instead, hoping that she was dreaming of me.
Chapter 9 – Ellie
I felt really good as I got ready to go to the launch party for the photographs. I was almost on top of the world. When I came to New York, I never knew what I was going to find myself faced with, but so far things had gone brilliantly. I had gotten the first modeling job that I applied for, leaping me right into the big leagues, and I had a guy that I was seeing, one that made me really happy. It was incredible. I couldn’t believe it.
And now I was about to see the pictures of the shoot for the very first time. It was going to be awesome. I had no idea how I was going to look in any of them, not blown up at any rate. I was really excited about it. My heart was pounding with anticipation.
I couldn’t go to the viewing with Kyle because he had too much to organize, but I was looking forward to a night with my girls.
“So,” Katya teased as she brushed her hair in my mirror. “Are you going to tell us about him, or what?”
“What do you mean?” I asked, with my face blushing brightly.
“What’s he like in bed?”
I giggled like a school girl like that, not sure how to answer it. It wasn’t exactly the sort of conversation that I was used to. “He’s good,” I said, trying to brush it off. Katya wasn’t about to let me get away with that.
“Just good?”
“Okay… he’s incredible,” I laughed, remembering the way that he’d opened up my body, turning me into something else. “Like nothing I’d ever experienced before.”
“Well that will show in the pictures. I can’t wait to see them.”
“Come on then,” Talia jumped in impatiently. “Let’s get going, we’re about to be late.”
***
Talia was right. We were late. By the time we got to the party, it was already heaving, I could barely see anyone that I knew. Then, much to my disappointment Katya went off to the bathroom, and Talia to the bar, leaving me to muscle my way through the crowds on my own. Now that I was here, I wanted to see Kyle anyway, and that wasn’t about to happen if I didn’t move about.
“Ellie,” someone yelled, loudly enough to get my attention. “Ellie I need to talk to you.”
I spun around to see myself faced with Heather, and it took all that I had not to roll my eyes. I’d chosen to ignore her words, I didn’t want her back here giving me more.
“What do you want, Heather?” I snapped as a reply.
“Please,” she grabbed onto my arm, giving me a pleading look. “Please just give me a moment. I need to talk to you, it’s important.”
I didn’t want to go, but she had such a tight grip on me that I didn’t have any choice. By the time I could even think about wrestling my arm free, we were in a secluded area of the party.
“Are you ready to tell me what you want now?” I asked exasperatedly. “Only, my friends will be looking for me soon.”
“I just want to show you these pictures, that’s all. No talk, no explanations, I know that doesn’t work,” she gave me an awful look, one that made me shrink in on myself. “Just… please take a look at these.”
They were all images of Kyle in clinches with various women, in different places. Each one hurting my heart more than the last, but I still couldn’t see what the point of this was. I knew that he’d been with women before me.
“Why are you showing me these?” I asked, pressing my lips firmly together. “What’s the point?”
“These were all taken in last few weeks,” she told me sincerely. “And one of them is your friend.”
I could barely look as she showed me the image of Talia with Kyle, looking like they were getting very friendly. It made everything within me shake with anger and hurt.
“Now I know this must hurt you to see,” Heather continued, even though I was silently that she would stop. “But I want you to understand what sort of man you’re dealing with here.” I felt hollow inside, sick to my stomach, but still she didn’t stop speaking. “Now I’m sure that you will probably want revenge on him, which is exactly why I’m here. I can help you with this.” She leaned in and rested her hands on my shoulders, and I was far too in shock to stop her. “All I need is information on Kyle, and the company. That way I can take him down and destroy him.”
All of this felt like far too much for me to take in at once. Kyle was a cheat, just like Heather said, but I liked him so much that I didn’t want to just distrust him. I certainly wasn’t interested in this crazy one-woman vendetta, but I didn’t want just to do nothing either.
“So, what you say?” Heather asked, in a sickly sweet tone of voice. “Do you think that you might be able to help me?”
I couldn’t answer her, I didn’t know how, so I simply gulped down the big ball of fear that was lodged in my throat and shook my head. “No,” I whispered, trying to let the photographs go, but somehow I couldn’t. “No, I… I…”
I couldn’t speak anymore, I couldn’t be around Heather, I couldn’t make a decision. I needed to confront Kyle, to get answers.
“Excuse me,” I said. I stumbled away from Heather, my mind spinning everywhere. I could hear her calling out after me, but I didn’t care. I owed her nothing, but I owed myself a lot. I needed to find out the truth once and for all, no matter what it took.
Chapter 10 – Kyle
“Thank you, Greg, that’s great,” I said.
I smiled at my business partner, glad that things were going so well, but I was also trying to get away. The unveiling of the chosen photographs would be soon, and I really wanted to experience that with Ellie. She was my partner in the images after all, and she was slowly becoming my girlfriend in real life too.
Things were going so well between us, I couldn’t believe how lucky I was.
But just as I was about to turn to head back into the party, the woman that I wanted to see stormed in with a handful of papers.
“Hi…” I started, but she began yelling over the top of me.
“What the hell is this?” she yelled. She threw a bunch of photographs at me. As I looked thro
ugh them I could see some of the embarrassing memories of my past. Sure, it had been fun to hook up with all those women at the time, but now that I wanted more from my life it made me feel a little shallow. “All in the past few days? Is that why you haven’t always been able to see me?”
“No, what are you on about?” These pictures were from ages ago, long before Ellie came into my life, who the hell had gotten into her head like that?
Oh, of course…
“So now I want what you didn’t allow me to have last time. I want in on the business, and you might as well know now that I will not stop until I get it.”
Heather, this was her attempt at getting back at me.
“Have you met my ex-wife?” I asked her quickly. “She’s crazy, don’t let her get into your head, she will do anything to get to me. She wants to take the business from me…”
“Don’t lie to me,” she snapped, before storming from the room and back out into the party.
I followed right behind her, really needing to explain, but as there were so many people there it was hard to find her. She didn’t want to be found.
“Damn it,” I muttered angrily, as I pushed through everyone. “Ellie, why did you let Heather get into your head?”
I knew that Heather was a manipulative bitch, but I never thought that she would go this far. I heard her warning, but I’d chosen to ignore it and now I was paying the price for that.
Just as I managed to catch up to her, and I grabbed her shoulders, an announcement was made that the pictures were about to be revealed. Whatever Ellie and I were going through, we both wanted to see the pictures, so we turned to watch the curtain drop.
Ellie panted heavily right through the speech, anger still coursing through her, and I spent the entire time trying to find the words to make things right, to get her to understand, but my brain wasn’t coming up with anything. I didn’t know exactly what Heather had said to her, and that was the hardest thing of all. If I knew, then I could find a way to make her understand the truth. Yes, I’d been a player in the past, but that wasn’t me now. Not since I’d met her.
