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  will not allow it."

  Then have you any other ideas?" Lucas

  asked a bit too casually.

  Isabel's eyes widened in horror.

  Well," said Victoria, thinking quickly.

  I don't see why we could not just leave

  her here and let her find her own way

  home tonight. In the morning, she can

  begin making arrangements to return to

  the continent."

  The continent?" Isabel looked momen

  tarily startled. But I cannot go back there.

  I will be penniless. I will starve."

  I doubt it," Victoria murmured. Lucas,

  make her leave the country. It will serve

  our purposes just as well as killing her."

  Yes," Isabel said slowly, taking another

  look at the pistol Lucas was idly pointing

  at her. Yes, I will go back to the continent.

  I give you my word I will leave the country

  at once."

  Lucas considered that. I suppose it is a

  possibility."

  Yes." Victoria spoke at the same time

  Isabel did.

  You will naturally want to leave Town at

  the earliest possible time," Lucas remarked.

  And you will not return for a very long

  while, if ever."

  No, no, I won't come back at all, I give

  you my word."

  Because if you do decide to return, you

  would very likely find yourself tried for

  murder."

  Isabel's mouth fell open. But I have

  killed no one."

  I fear you are wrong, Lady Rycott."

  Lucas smiled. You see, in a fit of

  jealousy, you followed Edgeworth to this

  tavern tonight, where you suspected he

  was meeting another woman, and you

  shot him."

  But I did no such thing."

  Unfortunately for you, madam, there

  will be a signed confession saying you

  did precisely that. That confession will

  be produced under appropriately dramatic

  circumstances should you ever return to

  England."

  Victoria looked at Lucas with fresh

  admiration. How very clever of you, Lucas.

  What an excellent notion. It is the perfect

  answer. We shall keep the confession and

  have it handy in case Isabel returns."

  Isabel's gaze swung from Lucas's calm,

  implacable face to Victoria's delighted

  expression. But I have signed no such

  confession."

  You will before you leave this room.

  Lady Rycott," Lucas said.

  Hurry and get those damned breeches

  off. We have no time to waste if we are

  to salvage both our reputations." Lucas

  opened the sack that contained the amber

  yellow ball gown. He tugged out the rolled

  up silk as the public coach he had hailed a

  few minutes earlier worked its way through

  the crowded streets.

  I am doing the best I can, Lucas. There

  is no use snapping at me. It is not my fault

  men's breeches are difficult to get off."

  If you think I am snapping at you

  now, you may rest assured it is nothing

  compared to what I am going to do to

  you when we get home tonight."

  Victoria stopped working at the breeches,

  her head jerking upward in consternation.

  It took her a few seconds to realize he was

  furious. Lucas, what's wrong?"

  You have the nerve to ask me that?

  After what has happened tonight?" He

  peeled off her waistcoat and shirt, seeming

  not to notice her bare breasts in the

  shadows. He was too busy trying to stuff

  her into her gown.

  Be careful or you'll tear my gown." She

  thrust her arms through the small sleeves.

  I really wish you wouldn't yell at me

  just now. I have had a most upsetting

  evening."

  Your evening has not been any more

  upsetting than mine, and I would like to

  point out that I am not yelling at you

  now. I will save that for when we are in

  the privacy of our own home. Good God,

  we forgot your petticoat."

  Never mind. No one will know I am

  not wearing it."

  I will know it. I am not about to let

  you go back into Lady Atherton's ballroom

  without a petticoat."

  Yes, dear." She struggled obligingly with

  the petticoat. Lucas, I was so worried

  about you tonight."

  How do you think I felt when I saw you

  get out of the carriage in front of the Green

  Pig. You would have been in no danger if

  you had done as you were told. Here we

  are. Put on your cloak."

  She slid her feet into her slippers and

  pulled the hood of the cloak over her

  head. The next thing she knew, Lucas was

  opening the carriage door and hurrying her

  out onto the street.

  A few minutes later he led her back into

  the alley outside the Athertons" garden

  wall.

  I will go first." Lucas found a toehold

  and hauled himself up to the top of

  the wall. Then he leaned down to pull

  Victoria up beside him. I think breeches

  are a better idea for climbing walls/ he

  muttered as her skirt hiked up above her

  knees.

  They dropped down onto the graveled

  walk on the other side. Lucas rubbed his

  leg and glanced around the dark, empty

  corner of the gardens.

  The worst is over," he announced. If

  we are seen now, the most anyone can say

  is that the Earl of stone vale was dallying

  with his bride in the darkest section of

  the garden. Not exactly proper, but hardly

  scandalous. Let's get back into the house."

  Victoria ran a hand through her short

  curls, brushed a few creases out of her

  skirts, and put her gloved fingertips on

  her husband's proffered arm in a graceful

  gesture. She could not repress a small grin

  as he walked her back toward the lights

  and laughter of the crowded ballroom.

  There is nothing funny about this,

  Vicky."

  Yes, my lord."

  I ought to paddle your backside," he

  said.

  Yes, my lord."

  You have implied before now that I

  have turned into a conservative prig of a

  husband, but by God, madam, you have

  not seen anything yet. Henceforth I intend

  to show you just what a conservative prig

  I can be."

  Yes, my lord."

  Before Lucas could utter further threats,

  a familiar figure caught sight of them from

  the terrace.

  Oh, there you are, Vicky," Annabella

  Lyndwood called cheerfully. Enjoying the

  gardens, I see. I want you to meet Lord

  Shipton. Bertie says there's a chance he

  will be offering for me one of these days

  and naturally I wanted to get your opinion

  on the man."

  My wife is no longer in the business of

  hiring runners to investigate her friends'

  marriage prospects," Lucas said. She has
r />   decided that the time has come for her to

  start acting in a more refined, conventional

  fashion."

  Oh, dear," said Annabella. Are you

  hoping to turn her into another Jessica

  Atherton or a Perfect Miss Pilkington?

  How depressing."

  Yes, Lucas," Victoria asked, turning

  innocent eyes up to meet his grim

  expression. Would you like me to model

  my behavior after that of Lady Atherton

  or Miss Pilkington?"

  I don't believe we need go quite that

  far," Lucas muttered. If you two ladies

  will please excuse me, I believe I see

  Tottingham standing with Lady Nettleship.

  I want to see if he has read anything

  interesting lately on manure. For some

  reason the subject is uppermost in my

  mind tonight."

  Victoria watched Lucas saunter into the

  ballroom and then she turned to smile at

  Annabella.

  Lovely party, isn't it?" Victoria remarked

  as she removed her cloak and started

  toward the open windows.

  Annabella grinned. Lovely. But, then,

  one can always depend upon Lady Atherton

  to give the perfect soiree. And I think

  if we are very careful to stay close together

  once we are inside, I can arrange for the

  skirts of my gown to hide the dirt stains

  on yours."

  Three hours later Victoria sat on her

  dressing-table chair and watched her

  husband pace back and forth in front

  of her. She had never seen him this angry.

  His voice was low and dangerous and his

  mood was precarious. It was clear that he

  had been pushed as far as he intended to

  be pushed tonight.

  Why in God's name did you fail to

  follow orders, Vicky? Answer me that,

  if you can. I told you not to leave the

  ballroom under any conditions. But no,

  you could not be bothered to obey a

  few simple instructions designed to protect

  you. You must go gallivanting off into the

  night at the first opportunity."

  Victoria frowned. What could I do

  after I got that note saying you were in

  danger?"

  You could have done as you had been

  told, that's what you could have done."

  Would you have stayed behind in the

  ballroom after getting such a note?" Victoria

  said in an effort to defuse his anger.

  That is beside the point. You should

  never have left Jessica Atherton's house

  alone and you know it."

  I am sorry, Lucas, but I must tell you in

  all honesty that if I had it to do over again,

  I would do it exactly the same way."

  And that's another point. For a sup

  posedly intelligent woman, you do not

  seem to learn much from your mistakes.

  As soon as one adventure is concluded

  nothing will do but for you to start looking

  forward to the next. Well, I have news for

  you, Vicky. You have climbed your last

  garden wall."

  Please, do not make rash statements

  now in the heat of anger, sir. Give

  yourself a chance to cool down. By

  tomorrow I am certain you will see that

  I acted in a reasonable manner, given the

  circumstances."

  Your idea of a reasonable manner is

  totally opposite from my own."

  I do not believe that, Lucas, not entirely.

  I know I am too headstrong as far as you

  are concerned and that you think me rash

  on occasion, but"

  On occasion?" He rounded on her with

  an incredulous glance. More like ninety

  percent of the time, madam."

  Really, my lord. Surely I am not such

  a bad wife?"

  He stalked past her. I did not say you

  were a bad wife. You are a disobedient,

  wayward, reckless wife who will almost

  certainly wear me out before my time if

  I do not teach you some respect for your

  poor, harried husband."

  I do respect you, Lucas," she said very

  earnestly. I have always respected you. I

  do not always approve of your actions

  and sometimes you annoy me no end,

  but be assured I have the greatest respect

  for you."

  Yes, you find me tolerable, do you

  not?"

  For the most part."

  That is, of course, vastly reassuring,"

  Lucas said through his teeth as he turned

  and stalked back across the room. I

  shall remind myself that you have the

  greatest respect for me and that you find

  me tolerable the next time you willfully

  defy me."

  I have never actually willfully defied

  you, my lord."

  Is that right?" He swung around and

  came back to her, stopping directly in

  front of her. What about what you did

  tonight? Was not that an act of defiance?

  Of disobedience?"

  Victoria straightened in her chair. Well,

  I suppose it could be viewed as such if one

  were to put the worst possible construction

  on my behavior, but I never meant"

  At least have the grace to admit you did

  it because you loved me."

  Victoria's eyes flew to his and a great

  stillness descended on the bedchamber.

  She hesitated a moment, cleared her throat

  delicately, and nodded. You are quite

  right, my lord. That is, of course, precisely

  why I did it."

  My God, I don't believe it." Lucas

  looked stunned for a moment and then

  he reached down and hauled her to her

  feet. Say it, Vicky. After all I have been

  through tonight, I deserve to have the

  words at last."

  She smiled tremulously. I love you.

  I have loved you since the beginning.

  Probably since the night we met at Jessica

  Atherton's party."

  That was the real reason you rushed off

  to rescue me tonight, the real reason you

  would not allow me to kill Lady Rycott as

  she deserved. You love me." He tightened

  his arms around her, crushing her close.

  My dearest wife. I have waited so long

  to hear you say that. I thought I would

  go out of my mind waiting."

  Do you think there will ever come

  a time when you will be able to say

  those words to me, Lucas?" Her voice

  was muffled against his dressing gown.

  Dear God, I love you, Vicky. I think I

  knew it the night I took you to that inn

  and made love to you. I certainly knew

  then I would never desire another woman

  the way I desired you. But everything went

  to hell the next day when I walked into the

  conservatory and realized Jessica Atherton

  had told you why she had introduced us.

  All I could think of was that she had cost

  me far more than she would ever realize, I

  wanted to lash out at anyone and everyone.

  I knew you would never believe I loved you

  after that."

  I was not i
n a mood to hear a declaration

  of love just then. But you could have told

  me later, Lucas."

  Later you were too busy telling me that

  you would graciously condescend to form

  a business association with me. You made

  such a point of painting our relationship

  as a partnership that I grew desperate.

  The only thing that gave me hope in

  my darkest moments was the fact that

  you never removed the amber pendant."

  She looked briefly startled. The pendant?

  I never removed it because there

  were times when it was the only thing

  that gave me hope."

  Tis your own fault for being so

  stubborn," Lucas said.

  Victoria fingered the pendant around

  her neck. You could hardly expect me

  to tell you I was in love with you after

  learning you had married me for my

  money. Besides, you were very busy letting

  me know that you were not about to give

  an inch lest I take advantage of your good

  nature and try to manipulate and control

  you. You wanted my surrender, Lucas."

  I may love you to distraction, my

  dear, but I also understand you, at least

  somewhat. You would not have been above

  using any leverage you could get in our

  small war and I could hardly have blamed

  you for doing so. You have my utmost

  respect as an opponent, but I would much

  rather have you as a loving wife, Vicky."

  Very nicely put, my lord." She hugged

  him fiercely. Oh, Lucas, I do love you

  so."

  Lucas kissed her warmly. And while we

  are on the subject, there is another point I

  would like to clear up. I did not marry you

  for your money. I started courting you for

  it, I'll admit, but I wound up marrying you

  because I could not imagine being wedded

  to anyone else. Good God, woman, I had

  to be in love with you. Why else would I

  have gotten myself leg-shackled to a female

  who was almost certain to turn my life into

  a series of near disasters?"

  I suppose that's true enough. Let us

  not forget you did have a choice. There

  was always the Perfect Miss Pilkington

  to whom you could have turned in a

  pinch."

  He shook her gently. Are you laughing

  at me, wench?"

  Never. I would not dream of laughing

  at my, husband. I have nothing but the

  highest respect for him." She lifted her

  head from his shoulder, her eyes sparkling.

  Does this mean you are going to cease

  reproaching me for my actions tonight?"

  Do not look so pleased with yourself,

  madam. I have not finished with you

  yet."

  Really? What is next? Will you have me

 

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