by Thomas Hardy
For, in unwonted purlieus, far and nigh,
At whiles or short or long,
May be discerned a wrong
Dying as of self-slaughter; whereat I
Would raise my voice in song.
TIME’S LAUGHINGSTOCKS AND OTHER VERSES
CONTENTS
THE REVISITATION
A TRAMPWOMAN’S TRAGEDY (182-)
THE TWO ROSALINDS
A SUNDAY MORNING TRAGEDY (circa 186-)
THE HOUSE OF HOSPITALITIES
BEREFT
JOHN AND JANE
THE CURATE’S KINDNESS A WORKHOUSE IRONY
THE FLIRT’S TRAGEDY (17 — )
THE REJECTED MEMBER’S WIFE
THE FARM-WOMAN’S WINTER
AUTUMN IN KING’S HINTOCK PARK
SHUT OUT THAT MOON
REMINISCENCES OF A DANCING MAN
THE DEAD MAN WALKING
MORE LOVE LYRICS
HER DEFINITION
THE DIVISION
ON THE DEPARTURE PLATFORM
IN A CATHEDRAL CITY
I SAY I’LL SEEK HER
HER FATHER
AT WAKING
FOUR FOOTPRINTS
IN THE VAULTED WAY
IN THE MIND’S EYE
THE END OF THE EPISODE
THE SIGH
IN THE NIGHT SHE CAME
THE CONFORMERS
THE DAWN AFTER THE DANCE
THE SUN ON THE LETTER
THE NIGHT OF THE DANCE
MISCONCEPTION
THE VOICE OF THE THORN
FROM HER IN THE COUNTRY
HER CONFESSION
TO AN IMPERSONATOR OF ROSALIND
TO AN ACTRESS
THE MINUTE BEFORE MEETING
HE ABJURES LOVE
A SET OF COUNTRY SONGS
LET ME ENJOY (MINOR KEY)
AT CASTERBRIDGE FAIR
THE DARK-EYED GENTLEMAN
TO CARREY CLAVEL
THE ORPHANED OLD MAID
THE SPRING CALL
JULIE-JANE
NEWS FOR HER MOTHER
THE FIDDLER
THE HUSBAND’S VIEW
ROSE-ANN
THE HOMECOMING
PIECES OCCASIONAL AND VARIOUS
A CHURCH ROMANCE
THE RASH BRIDE AN EXPERIENCE OF THE MELLSTOCK QUIRE
THE DEAD QUIRE
THE CHRISTENING
A DREAM QUESTION
BY THE BARROWS
A WIFE AND ANOTHER
THE ROMAN ROAD
THE VAMPIRINE FAIR
THE REMINDER
THE RAMBLER
NIGHT IN THE OLD HOME
AFTER THE LAST BREATH (J. H. 1813-1904)
IN CHILDBED
THE PINE PLANTERS (MARTY SOUTH’S REVERIE)
THE DEAR
ONE WE KNEW (M. H. 1772-1857)
SHE HEARS THE STORM
A WET NIGHT
BEFORE LIFE AND AFTER
NEW YEAR’S EVE
GOD’S EDUCATION
TO SINCERITY
PANTHERA
THE UNBORN
THE MAN HE KILLED
GEOGRAPHICAL KNOWLEDGE (A MEMORY OF CHRISTIANA C-)
ONE RALPH BLOSSOM SOLILOQUIZES
THE NOBLE LADY’S TALE (circa 1790)
UNREALIZED
WAGTAIL AND BABY
ABERDEEN
GEORGE MEREDITH 1828-1909
YELL’HAM-WOOD’S STORY
A YOUNG MAN’S EPIGRAM ON EXISTENCE
PREFACE
In collecting the following poems I have to thank the editors and proprietors of the periodicals in which certain of them have appeared for permission to reclaim them.
Now that the miscellany is brought together, some lack of concord in pieces written at widely severed dates, and in contrasting moods and circumstances, will be obvious enough. This I cannot help, but the sense of disconnection, particularly in respect of those lyrics penned in the first person, will be immaterial when it is borne in mind that they are to be regarded, in the main, as dramatic monologues by different characters.
As a whole they will, I hope, take the reader forward, even if not far, rather than backward. I should add that some lines in the early-dated poems have been rewritten, though they have been left substantially unchanged.
T. H.
September 1909.
THE REVISITATION
As I lay awake at night-time
In an ancient country barrack known to ancient cannoneers,
And recalled the hopes that heralded each seeming brave and bright time
Of my primal purple years,
Much it haunted me that, nigh there,
I had borne my bitterest loss — when One who went, came not again;
In a joyless hour of discord, in a joyless-hued July there -
A July just such as then.
And as thus I brooded longer,
With my faint eyes on the feeble square of wan-lit window frame,
A quick conviction sprung within me, grew, and grew yet stronger,
That the month-night was the same,
Too, as that which saw her leave me
On the rugged ridge of Waterstone, the peewits plaining round;
And a lapsing twenty years had ruled that — as it were to grieve me -
I should near the once-loved ground.
Though but now a war-worn stranger
Chance had quartered here, I rose up and descended to the yard.
All was soundless, save the troopers’ horses tossing at the manger,
And the sentry keeping guard.
Through the gateway I betook me
Down the High Street and beyond the lamps, across the battered bridge,
Till the country darkness clasped me and the friendly shine forsook me,
And I bore towards the Ridge,
With a dim unowned emotion
Saying softly: “Small my reason, now at midnight, to be here . . .
Yet a sleepless swain of fifty with a brief romantic notion
May retrace a track so dear.”
Thus I walked with thoughts half-uttered
Up the lane I knew so well, the grey, gaunt, lonely Lane of Slyre;
And at whiles behind me, far at sea, a sullen thunder muttered
As I mounted high and higher.
Till, the upper roadway quitting,
I adventured on the open drouthy downland thinly grassed,
While the spry white scuts of conies flashed before me, earthward flitting,
And an arid wind went past.
Round about me bulged the barrows
As before, in antique silence — immemorial funeral piles -
Where the sleek herds trampled daily the remains of flint-tipt arrows
Mid the thyme and chamomiles;
And the Sarsen stone there, dateless,
On whose breast we had sat and told the zephyrs many a tender vow,
Held the heat of yester sun, as sank thereon one fated mateless
From those far fond hours till now.
Maybe flustered by my presence
Rose the peewits, just as all those years back, wailing soft and loud,
And revealing their pale pinions like a fitful phosphorescence
Up against the cope of cloud,
Where their dolesome exclamations
Seemed the voicings of the self-same throats I had heard when life was
green,
Though since that day uncounted frail forgotten generations
Of their kind had flecked the scene. -
And so, living long and longer
In a past that lived no more, my eyes discerned there, suddenly,
That a figure broke the skyline — first in vague contour, then stronger,
And was crossing near to me.
Some long-missed familiar gesture,
Something wonted, struck me in the figure’s pause to list and heed,
Till I fancied from its h
andling of its loosely wrapping vesture
That it might be She indeed.
’Twas not reasonless: below there
In the vale, had been her home; the nook might hold her even yet,
And the downlands were her father’s fief; she still might come and go there;
-
So I rose, and said, “Agnette!”
With a little leap, half-frightened,
She withdrew some steps; then letting intuition smother fear
In a place so long-accustomed, and as one whom thought enlightened,
She replied: “What — THAT voice? — here!”
”Yes, Agnette! — And did the occasion
Of our marching hither make you think I MIGHT walk where we two — ’
“O, I often come,” she murmured with a moment’s coy evasion,
”(‘Tis not far), — and — think of you.”
Then I took her hand, and led her
To the ancient people’s stone whereon I had sat. There now sat we;
And together talked, until the first reluctant shyness fled her,
And she spoke confidingly.
”It is JUST as ere we parted!”
Said she, brimming high with joy. — ”And when, then, came you here, and why?”
“ — Dear, I could not sleep for thinking of our trystings when twin-hearted.”
She responded, “Nor could I.
”There are few things I would rather
Than be wandering at this spirit-hour — lone-lived, my kindred dead -
On this wold of well-known feature I inherit from my father:
Night or day, I have no dread . . .
”O I wonder, wonder whether
Any heartstring bore a signal-thrill between us twain or no? -
Some such influence can, at times, they say, draw severed souls together.”
I said, “Dear, we’ll dream it so.”
Each one’s hand the other’s grasping,
And a mutual forgiveness won, we sank to silent thought,
A large content in us that seemed our rended lives reclasping,
And contracting years to nought.
Till I, maybe overweary
From the lateness, and a wayfaring so full of strain and stress
For one no longer buoyant, to a peak so steep and eery,
Sank to slow unconsciousness . . .
How long I slept I knew not,
But the brief warm summer night had slid when, to my swift surprise,
A red upedging sun, of glory chambered mortals view not,
Was blazing on my eyes,
From the Milton Woods to Dole-Hill
All the spacious landscape lighting, and around about my feet
Flinging tall thin tapering shadows from the meanest mound and mole-hill,
And on trails the ewes had beat.
She was sitting still beside me,
Dozing likewise; and I turned to her, to take her hanging hand;
When, the more regarding, that which like a spectre shook and tried me
In her image then I scanned;
That which Time’s transforming chisel
Had been tooling night and day for twenty years, and tooled too well,
In its rendering of crease where curve was, where was raven, grizzle -
Pits, where peonies once did dwell.
She had wakened, and perceiving
(I surmise) my sigh and shock, my quite involuntary dismay,
Up she started, and — her wasted figure all throughout it heaving -
Said, “Ah, yes: I am THUS by day!
”Can you really wince and wonder
That the sunlight should reveal you such a thing of skin and bone,
As if unaware a Death’s-head must of need lie not far under
Flesh whose years out-count your own?
”Yes: that movement was a warning
Of the worth of man’s devotion! — Yes, Sir, I am OLD,” said she,
“And the thing which should increase love turns it quickly into scorning -
And your new-won heart from me!”
Then she went, ere I could call her,
With the too proud temper ruling that had parted us before,
And I saw her form descend the slopes, and smaller grow and smaller,
Till I caught its course no more . . .
True; I might have dogged her downward;
- But it MAY be (though I know not) that this trick on us of Time
Disconcerted and confused me. — Soon I bent my footsteps townward,
Like to one who had watched a crime.
Well I knew my native weakness,
Well I know it still. I cherished her reproach like physic-wine,
For I saw in that emaciate shape of bitterness and bleakness
A nobler soul than mine.
Did I not return, then, ever? -
Did we meet again? — mend all? — Alas, what greyhead perseveres! -
Soon I got the Route elsewhither. — Since that hour I have seen her never:
Love is lame at fifty years.
A TRAMPWOMAN’S TRAGEDY (182-)
I
From Wynyard’s Gap the livelong day,
The livelong day,
We beat afoot the northward way
We had travelled times before.
The sun-blaze burning on our backs,
Our shoulders sticking to our packs,
By fosseway, fields, and turnpike tracks
We skirted sad Sedge-Moor.
II
Full twenty miles we jaunted on,
We jaunted on, -
My fancy-man, and jeering John,
And Mother Lee, and I.
And, as the sun drew down to west,
We climbed the toilsome Poldon crest,
And saw, of landskip sights the best,
The inn that beamed thereby.
III
For months we had padded side by side,
Ay, side by side
Through the Great Forest, Blackmoor wide,
And where the Parret ran.
We’d faced the gusts on Mendip ridge,
Had crossed the Yeo unhelped by bridge,
Been stung by every Marshwood midge,
I and my fancy-man.
IV
Lone inns we loved, my man and I,
My man and I;
“King’s Stag,” “Windwhistle” high and dry,
”The Horse” on Hintock Green,
The cosy house at Wynyard’s Gap,
“The Hut” renowned on Bredy Knap,
And many another wayside tap
Where folk might sit unseen.
V
Now as we trudged — O deadly day,
O deadly day! -
I teased my fancy-man in play
And wanton idleness.
I walked alongside jeering John,
I laid his hand my waist upon;
I would not bend my glances on
My lover’s dark distress.
VI
Thus Poldon top at last we won,
At last we won,
And gained the inn at sink of sun
Far-famed as “Marshal’s Elm.”
Beneath us figured tor and lea,
From Mendip to the western sea -
I doubt if finer sight there be
Within this royal realm.
VII
Inside the settle all a-row -
All four a-row
We sat, I next to John, to show
That he had wooed and won.
And then he took me on his knee,
And swore it was his turn to be
My favoured mate, and Mother Lee
Passed to my former one.
VIII
Then in a voice I had never heard,
I had never heard,
My only Love to me: “One word,
My lady, if you please!
Whose is the child you are like to
bear? -
HIS? After all my months o’ care?”
God knows ‘twas not! But, O despair!
I nodded — still to tease.
IX
Then up he sprung, and with his knife -
And with his knife
He let out jeering Johnny’s life,
Yes; there, at set of sun.
The slant ray through the window nigh
Gilded John’s blood and glazing eye,
Ere scarcely Mother Lee and I
Knew that the deed was done.
X
The taverns tell the gloomy tale,
The gloomy tale,
How that at Ivel-chester jail
My Love, my sweetheart swung;
Though stained till now by no misdeed
Save one horse ta’en in time o’ need;
(Blue Jimmy stole right many a steed
Ere his last fling he flung.)
XI
Thereaft I walked the world alone,
Alone, alone!
On his death-day I gave my groan
And dropt his dead-born child.
‘Twas nigh the jail, beneath a tree,
None tending me; for Mother Lee
Had died at Glaston, leaving me
Unfriended on the wild.
XII
And in the night as I lay weak,
As I lay weak,
The leaves a-falling on my cheek,
The red moon low declined -
The ghost of him I’d die to kiss
Rose up and said: “Ah, tell me this!
Was the child mine, or was it his?
Speak, that I rest may find!”
XIII
O doubt not but I told him then,
I told him then,
That I had kept me from all men
Since we joined lips and swore.
Whereat he smiled, and thinned away
As the wind stirred to call up day . . .
- ‘Tis past! And here alone I stray
Haunting the Western Moor.
